Hello,
let’s get straight into it: I can’t really have sex because I‘m a sexual sadist and the kind of sex that turns me on is so abusive that i feel like I’m never going to be able to have sex (other than with my hand), because vanilla or even what most people would call hardcore sex doesn’t turn me on and I can’t keep my penis hard if I don’t feel like I’m raping the woman.
How can I cope with my sexual sadism and accept myself the way I am? Is there a chance to heal it through therapy?
Thank you!
