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@Razard86 well, there is no way of knowing absolute truth.

Your life reflects your Self, so, if you become more spiritual, so will the world around you.

@Razard86 I haven’t got to the point of nonduality but I’ve realised that as a relative truth, you have the power to create anything you see fit or there are synchronicities with the things you ask for, as long as they are, for lack of a explanatory way of saying this, in alignment. These powerful thoughts come from the Self rather than the ego, if we are using Jungian language. It’s more of an intention, rather than a want. Also, your words and actions have a connection with what is going to come next, but, you may be not realising how far it goes. Then again, everything’s predetermined, but, I think it’s better to think of it as I have power.

I would say manifestation is not necessarily causal but there are connections between your thoughts, words, consequences and actions. I can’t think of any big event in the past 3 years that wasn’t either directly or indirectly ask. I’m get it now - as a relative truth, everything about you has power. I’m not going to mention all the things I manifested, but, I asked for a lot of emotion, including sometimes pain, even if it was worse than I could have imagined at that point, because I was numb. Before that, I asked to be numb after feeling too emotional. Not too long ago, I asked for strange but comfortable feelings, new forms of amusement from things in my head, I was willing to accept some pain and agreed to feel it, as long it wasn’t too bad, and, to be basically okay most of the time, as long as it wasn’t “okay” like I’d been recently, then, it started happening to me. I’ve had a strange day or 2, but now it’s time to feel genuinely okay again.

@NoSelfSelf basically, yeah. Survive, adapt, overcome

I used to have a lot of friends. I tried to maintain relationships with some of them, but, everyone seems to have disappeared. To be honest, I only have one friend who has stuck with me through the hard times but I'm so paranoid about him, but, I still try and maintain that friendship with him because he has done a lot for me and my bad thoughts could be wrong. I've made some new friends but I'm unsure of how that is going. I never used to care for my relationships (other than romantic ones) but now I can't stop thinking about them. I just want mutual care in some form of relationship.

@SeaMonster my thoughts are no more or less real than anything in my experience.

There are an infinite number of feelings you can feel, so why would you attain nirvana? You would just keep feeling new types of good and bad feelings also feelings that are not good or bad or things similar to good or bad or that you so far can't even imagine. I'm not being funny, but, like, the majority of what we think about is something to do with what's best, so, God must have some sort of plan... Wait, no, it's probably just something I'm never going to understand... Then again, typically, if I say I'll never do something, I do it even more than most people, in the future. I'm enlightened or just some other nonsense. I feel feelings that are kind of like good and bad but like, there's no suffering and I remembered someone predicting a vision I just had (I'm not going to tell you the contents, it's quite simple but I'd rather not tell.) Also, when I had one of my brief psychotic episodes that had a general experience like one that would make me feel literally like I'm in hell (basically feels like I took a dodgey pill/tab or something, except, worse, like, way worse), I didn't quite suffer, like, I stayed in the pub, even though I was feeling... Badish...? And I don't know if this is just a flavour of enlightenment or what? I guess an infinite number of things could happen next.

@VeganAwake if anything can happen in enlightenment then surely there can be no enlightenment, apparently there is no enlightenment, I do think you can be enlightenment, but, not permanent, as nothing is permanent.

Oh, for God sake I feel like I'm just talking nonsense all the time, but, I'm kind of like happily shocked-disregarding it. This is another moment where I think I've reach nirvana and then at some point, suffering comes.

Well, it's petty of you to find humans petty, but, now I'm just being petty. I find the pettiness of humans amusing, and, I started laughing because that's petty. I need to stop before I infinitely laugh.

Nothing will be figured out ever, although, when I had your limiting belief, I wrote a song that was partly about it. "Let me go. Let me go. There's nothing here for me, there's nothing, nothing I don't know."

It was the backtrack to Who Wants to be a Millionaire hahaha. Wtf. Skip to 6mins 29 seconds: https://youtu.be/MForOVuA6hs?si=1Dd0RVQnMSG41C7H

@Schizophonia I might as well just be put in an old people's home and get sedated so idk what's going on lol (not that I know what's going on now.)

All people switch between swimming and drowning in their waters.

@Schizophonia see my correction, I said 'good' instead of 'food' before.

@Schizophonia see the correction.

@Schizophonia well, I forgot to mention that I got told to answer the door and heard a voice in my head say "it's time", and thought something really big was going to happen... It was just a food delivery lol.

So, there's God, which is nothing that everything arises out of, through acausality, so, what even is there to probe? Is it like a programme for something to base their next creation on?

Love, whether finite or infinite.

@Hojo I'm not sure if I understand that.

The world has evolved past the need for politicians. I think we should just like get rid of social hierarchies and people voluntarily work, for no pay, but, pretty much everything is free or you have to make it yourself, like in tribes. Morals would be based on social contract. People could have a simple life, food would be produced locally. Okay, I'm getting into politics again now, but, only as an anarchist. Then again, it's kind of a pipe dream. I at least don't think you should have to work to live. There's a city where there's no money or laws, and, it's going great. Why can't it be like that everywhere?

I can't think of any joke ones, but like, I heard people say "chimly" instead of "chimney" and "renember" instead of "remember."

Mines a bit more soggy and deformed with more gray matter.

Did we become God again and dream up the next day?