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Why do you want to wait with shrooms until you get 5-meo-dmt ?

I understand that but don't really get what you are trying to say with that. Yes everyone experiences it differently and you can't really say that it is like that for everyone but at the same time from hearing of other experiences there are often many similarities. For example that people see entities while being on DMT. That's why I feel like comparing it to video games. In general most things we humans do regularly we get better in over time so I don't see why it shouldn't be the case here. I'm aware that this doesn't apply to every single person.

You need to understand that this is part of the work. This is why it's not something for everyone. There are potential risks and we all need to be careful. When I started taking acid my dosages got higher very fast. I just liked the substance that much and was very curious. One day I took 5 tabs (5 times the regular dose) and smoked a big bong hit on top of it. I tripped alone that night and it didn't take a long time until things started to get bad. To that time it was the most horrifying experience I've ever had. I thought I will be schizophrenic for ever and was considering killing myself. That felt like a better outcome for me. Fortunately I was able to reach out to a friend for help. Once he arrived at my home things immediately got better. After this experience I started to treat psychedelics with respect. So it definitely helped me with all my future trips. This work has its risks but at the same time you can reach levels of consciousness that you wouldn't be able to experience otherwise.

For that integration is really important. I don't think psychedelics are the issue here, they are tools and it's up to the person how he uses them. It's also unhealthy to use a hammer incorrectly and hit your hand with it but that doesn't mean that someone who uses a hammer for 10 years is unhealthy. And not every trip needs to be a profound trip, you can get out a lot of trips with lower dosages too. Besides that I've often noticed that people change their view after trying psychedelics a few times and since you didn't try them yet I think it would be the same case with you. Doesn't mean you should try them now, just saying.

I definitely agree with you here that you can harm yourself if you aren't careful. You can say that with a lot of other hobbies too though. Taking psychedelics over the long run can have some if not a lot of costs and I don't deny that but that doesn't mean there aren't healthy ways to do this. It also depends on what you exactly mean by healthy, my healthy can be different than yours.

Why do you think so? I'm taking psychedelics since almost 7 years now (with a 2 years long break in between) and if it showed me one thing than that it's the opposite of what you wrote here.

Isn't everything that we experience subjective? There are common patterns that you can see among humans, like that you need to train to build muscles. Of course here things like genectis play also a role but you can say that this rule kinda applies for everyone.

Are half Russians also welcome?

I was wrong, I'm sorry.

For me it's the same especially with LSD but also my view changed compared to back then. A few years ago I cared just about having colorful visuals but now it's more about just experiencing consciousness and contemplating existential questions. Most of my trips are too strong that it is hard to even pay attention to the visuals.

I want to make music that takes you through different stages of consciousness. I'm still in the learning process but I know I'm going to produce good music soon. (leaving this here to give myself extra pressure)

I ask myself what would happen if I dedicate myself into psychedelics the same as people do for sports. Taking psychedelics on a regular basis and analyzing every trip. And spending most of my time figuring out how to reach more profound levels. Just from thinking about it now it just make sense that you could see the same kind of improvement as with any other new thing you learn. If I compare the trips I have now with the trips I had back then it's like a whole new dimension. It's like every trip changes something so that the next trip is slightly different. Between a few trips it is hard to notice that but if you look over a longer time you can see how much the trips have changed.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3WxfXisBYFpYgWhCWIg2Nj?si=ituTCHz3QrOr4BHS-amxLA&pi=e-YyvHsUL4QtyE I created this playlist some time ago and have been adding new songs I’ve found ever since. Good for many situations, but especially during psychedelic trips.

My dog passed away yesterday. Unfortunately he had liver cancer. Thought I was kind of prepared for it because he wasn't in his best form already for a few weeks but that it happened totay still surprised and shocked me. It's interesting to see what for a connection you can build to some animals and especially to dogs. There is a lot to learn from them. If they start to love you they will love you with all their heart and are the most loyal partner that you can imagine. They feel miserable if they are alone and can't wait for you to come home. They are also living purely in the moment which many people started to forget doing. I've found with my dog and with street dogs that the most important thing for them is that someone gives them love and I'm glad that I was able to give him that. It will be a hard time for me but I appreciate this opportunity because it will help me to learn more about myself. I'm very grateful that he was and will forever be part of my journey. Thanks for everything. Rest in peace.

I just had this question in mind and wanted to hear your opinion about it.

I'm also sorry for your loss.

Thanks to every single one of you for your reply! I love this forum and the people on here.

I just want to say thank you. You helped me a lot. I'm 23 years old and feel more mature than most people I know or have ever seen. Without you and psychedelics it wouldn't be the case. To have ego deaths in my age is everything but normal. Your videos helped me a lot to take this work more seriously. You are by far the smartest and most fascinating person I know and I don't say this from a position of a fan boy, I say this from a position of someone that respects you a lot. I will keep going, I will contemplate as much as possible and I will experience and live this what we call reality more. It will take a lot of suffering. To know that everything and everyone is imagination is not easy but this is required to understand reality more. One of the biggest learnings I had from you is that I'm full of shit. That everyone is full of shit. I have still a lot to learn. And even if I'm not that active here it doesn't mean I'm not doing the work. I will probably be more active here at some point but right now I'm focused on other areas in my life. Don't want to keep it too long, that's why I will end it here. Thank you and everyone else who is helping other people on this forum.

Did you take the same dose or more the second time you took it? If it was the same dose you wouldn't really feel a lot since LSD builds a tolerance after you take it.

That is so wrong. It is also not good when men try to get laid with a woman through manipulation and lies. Manipulation is never good. With that you answer it basically anyways. It is all good, do what you think is right. I don't want to judge you and I'm not perfect myself. I get what you are saying but I don't think that you can put everything in one category even if you could argue that it is the same. I think we can end the discussion here. Don't take what I said personally. Wish you a lot of happiness & success in your life.

Even if they want that right now it doesn't mean that if is the right way to solve it. It would be better if they work on themself instead of solving the problem in the short term.

That is even worse because you feed into their addiction. I'm sure if you would ask them they would say that they would prefer not to do this. Most of them aren't proud of going regularly to a strip club. It's your opinion. I don't agree with that. For me these people are low consciousness and need someone who tells them that and helps them, instead of someone that supports that behavior.

It is funny how you try to attack me. I didn't want to be disrespectful to you if you feel that way. Let me ask you one question, you don't have to answer. Are you still a stripper?

Maybe they think they want it but what they want deep down is a girl that really likes them.

It is not that they want, most of the time they have no other choice. That's what you don't understand.