Clarence

Do you also have specific understandings about intuition? Is intuiting something excatly the same as believing something? I think that I am highly intuitive, though I don't like believing/trusting my intuition because I always fear being wrong. So I acknowledge it and stay in an in-between state between intuiting and not knowing - until verified. So I understand the importance of validation, but I'm still a bit confused about the differences between intuition and belief. For me they feel different, even though they both need validation. So I wonder how you regard the two. Do you consider them to be the same thing?

Perhaps he studies also on his own; I don't know. But I think it is possible that he can remember hundreds of his past lives and have contact with guides who can provide him with informations about reality, the world, the past, that other people don't have access to. There are psychic people all around the world. I believe that at least certain things he says are true in the sense that I don't have direct access to the informations he has - so at this level, it is a belief. But I don't think that the existence of psychic people, or that certain people can remember their past lives, is a belief, as their claims can be verified in this reality. It could also be possible to directly verify certain things Matias says (like go to Egypt and in the pyramids with him to see if something actually happens - to feel the energy inside and to see if/how it starts raining). Maybe also it could be possible to verify certain things about the ancient past or things about this planet by developping psychic abilities. Though, that would likely be very difficult. But who knows, sometimes people get psychic abilities after near death experiences or wathever. You saying "You being God is not a belief." is a belief 🙂 I partly agree with that - that it could be a belief for some people. At this point, I believe Leo when he says he has reached Alien Consciousness. In a sense, I think he would like others to understand or believe him about that too - or I misanderstood him. (I just had my own tiny experience of it two days ago, but that's it). I've also always believed him when he talked about reality and God, far before having my first awakenings. Was I wrong to believe him? I don't know. In the end, I checked that for myself. But in a sense, thinking that you are God is a belief until you've checked it for yourself (am I wrong, @Leo Gura). Still, I was not incorrect to believe it was true. Actually, I even knew prior to my experiences that it was true as my intuition was so strong. What's interesting about Matias is not just the pyramids, but all the aspects of reality he talks about that give understandings about reality and this planet on things we cannot see - which maybe could be verified by developping psychic abilities, among other things. The thing I agree here with though is that understanding God and Consciousness and how you are creating your own reality through direct experience is more fundamental than all this. But for me it's worth looking into those things still, as we are stuck on this planet there are certain things I want to know/understand, which psychedelics are not likely to give me answers on.

@Rafael Thundercat I think my topic fits better in this section. You may add yours here if you want, it also makes more sense that way as I created it first.

Of course. I agree. I don't say I know how they were build, nor do I think that. I see it as a possibility that may or may not be true.

Correction: This is the actual Mexican Day of the Dead pizza. I may keep my initial Alien Intelligence pizza, whose skull and design are not human at all

Thank you. 😆 Thanks, now I can't unsee it. I'll go for more classic styles then… I need my alien intelligence pizza (I'm unable to pick one… they all look intelligent).

Alien Intelligence Pizza: take a bite of this pizza and discover what it's like to have a hyper-intelligent mind - if you dare! The pizza has a flavor that is unique to the one who tastes it and makes you experience its unique intelligence… transcending the limits of human consciousness.

The Umami Pizza Drink: a savory-sweet elixir crafted with the finest ingredients, blending rich tomato, creamy mozzarella, and subtle hints of sweetness for an unparalleled taste experience.

Sahara Pizza: scorpion meat and sandy crust

They would love it

Bonus: We Are Not Cactus Pizza

Cheesy Universe Pizza I couldn't only choose one

Intergalactic Seafood Pizza

Has it always been the case? Or was it acquired after a bit of experience with 5-MeO?

I do. I will.

That isn't true. I have many dreams in which I know I'm dreaming. Being lucid doesn't necessarily stop a nightmare. In the last lucid nightmare I had, I knew I was dreaming and I could consciously decide of my actions with the same awareness I have now, but all other characters had a will of their own and I could not decide for them. There were also events happening which were out of my control. I knew it was a night dream as I was conscious of that, but I was still strongly affected by it as a real character of the dream, just as I know now that this life is a dream, but I am still strongly affected by it. I could not just decide to wake up either. My will or state of consciousness was not strong or high enough to allow that. The same way that I can't awaken right now by my will alone. All I could do was dream until I finally woke up.

Isn't it important for men too to get in touch with their emotions, feelings and so forth? Not especially in the dating environment, but in life in general.

How was this like? Could you tell more about it? It's a very curious expression.

No, I don't. But I haven't searched for books. I listen to Matías De Stefano as an inspiration and I exchange with people around me who have that kind of gifts and can give me direct advice. I'm not very familiar. Does he also touch the topic of reincarnation? Because your question is more about that than about dreams in a sense.

@Davino I understand how that can feel. I am in a situation I really hate and still have to go through it. It's really hard. What I meant with the psilocybin trip I had is that I discovered peace in being in that situation, in doing things I didn't like or didn't want to do. I felt peace even though the situation hadn't change. Everything then was made much easier. Unfortunately it was not a miracle cure as after a week, the magic stopped (maybe my brain chemistry was better during that week and that must have helped). I couldn't reproduce that state again - also I only had one other chance to take psilocybin after that, but I still hold this memory as a reminder that the situation would be different if my state/outlook/feeling about it was different. So now I try to change my state and mindset with other methods as I think it would be of much help. I feel that having such a switch in your mind could help you too. Can't you think about some method you haven't tried that could maybe help? Also, do you even still want to work in the engineering field? If not… can't you stop the studies and start working right now in a sector that would feel better for you until you start your own business - if that's what you ultimately want?

I don't have access to my past lives either, but I think that one way to know more about them could be to meet people who have psychic abilities in this domain (such as accessing the Akashic Records, doing past life regressions or whatever works). I've been to a therapeutic healer once who told me out of the blue that I had been a monk in my (or "a", as I didn't ask) past life. The funny thing is that I had the intention to become a monastic and I had lived for 9 months in a monastery with that intention. I hadn't talked at all about that part of my life with her before she told me that. And she then said that it was not too uncommon to go back to what felt familiar (and good in the past), though it turned out it wasn't the right path for me in this life. Now I feel the need to know more about my past (past lives, but also childhood, as I have very few memories of it, and even of my ancestors, like my father or further back, as certain things are transmitted from generation to generation). I think that understanding and getting to know the past better will help me to move forwards. So my suggestion is to look for methods to do it yourself or if you can't, look for people who can help. I think that it's pretty easy to know if someone has real psychic abilities from someone who does not, so that's not really a concern - but obviously it's important to be mindful and if possible, to check with different methods and/or people. Have you ever tried one of those methods - alone or with the help of someone? It could very well be dreams from past lives but it could also be something else. It might be helpful to have other methods to verify this if you can. Though, that is just a suggestion as I am not an expert in the domain.

@Davino I have a similar struggle… it's really hard to build interest and work ethics for the most human aspects of life when consciousness work is so fascinating. I haven't found a solution for this yet either. But what I think would be of much help for me would be to go from a state of survival and dissonance to a state of flow and alignment with aspects of myself I'm not enough in touch with (like higher self, intuition, expansion… in the daily human life). That's currently what I am working on. I would also place my focus first on passion and joy - doing and going for things that I like and that I think would bring me joy, rather than on work and things that I don't really want to do but feel like I should be doing. So my focus is on finding interests again in human aspects of life, even if those are not bringing me money, for example. I think that those two aspects could improve daily human life a lot and they do not exclude going for peak experiences. There is not really a choice in the end but to find a way to combine the two in the best way we can. And the alignment and joy could help a lot to think and feel better about living as a human. So maybe focusing only on the work you should be doing to improve the human aspects of life is not inspiring enough. You might need a different approach or way of living life that doesn't exactly include that right now but which could still make you grow and lead you towards a beautiful and rewarding life (and out of this painful in-between in which you feel stuck). From reading you, I don't think you could completely put aside spirituality for some years to build an infrastructure, but reducing the time you spend into spirituality for a while to create a new balance of the two could be a possibility. What do you think about that? Could it help you change things around in your mind? Would thinking about doing it that way crush your soul all as much? I still have a lot of reflexions to do on that topic as well because it is a serious concern. It's quite a relief to know that others are struggling with that too. I agree with @LambdaDelta. Have you tried that already? I had amazing results once with psilocybin so I believe it can be very beneficial.

Yes, indeed. I hadn't thought about it that way. That's helpful, thank you. The pursuit of truth is my highest priority (but currently next to healing myself and improving my psychology). That's a good point… I really wish I had some psychic abilities from birth, but I don't. For example, I've been following the work of Matías De Stefano recently and I've been fascinated by his sharings. He remembers hundreds of his past lives and much more, and a lot of what he shares makes sense to me in a similar way that what you share as always made sense to me. Though, his whole talk and energy is very different. However I still feel that something about being interested in that is not quite right, but I can't put my finger on what that is exactly. Maybe, but not sure, that feeling could come from the fact that I deeply know that I need to explore consciousness through psychedelics much more to verify and expand my understanding of reality in a very direct way. But I can't do that now because of my life settings. So what feels wrong could be that I feel that I should be doing psychedelics first, despite the fact that what he shares and remembers is mindblowing and fascinating. Have you ever listened to Matías De Stefano? I've watched several videos of him and just stumbled upon this one. I'm amazed again at the wisdom and intelligence he delivers and, right in this one, I discovered how close his understanding of God Consciousness is from your teachings, despite the method being so different as he remembers being it.

Thanks. I sometimes have a hard time to know where exactly I stand on that because I am interested in aspects of spirituality and understanding of reality which are not discussed here (such as looking into past lives cases and desiring to remember mine). That is just one example. I don't think I get locked into New Age paradigms though as I have a pretty deep understanding of reality compared to most people, but as my understanding of what is considered New Age and what is not is not precise, it is somehow hard to know what terms can be used (in regard of the work of Actualized.org) for those other interests in spirituality I have. My intuition tells me it is not New Age in the way I think and learn about those things, but there is still some confusion in my mind about the exact words and expressions. I don't want to be wrong about that, especially because I created a belief from following this work that New Age is bad and something to be ashamed of, but the irony is that I don't exactly know what New Age really is (or really is not). Though I somehow intuit that too…

Could you give an exemple of a New Age type of paradigm? I am not certain to know what those are and what precisely is meant by New Age. For exemple, would believing in past lives and reincarnation - or at least, in the possibility of it here (as there are verified cases of people remembering their past lives) be considered a New Age type of paradigm?