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Some books are not meant to be listened on audio. Imagine listening to a Ken Wilber/Ralston audiobook? Whats the point? 99% of info will be forgotten in 2 days.

Probably 5 meo up your asshole

In the beginnig can be a good idea to model a few role model of yours. Then you will find your own voice. You can even see it in the first videos of Leo's channel Doesnt he remind you of someone? ... ...Tyler

I think a DMT trip cause it a few months ago. Ill say is pretty low. Around 1-2. Maybe during 3-4 days I dont even remember it. But sometimes can be uncomfortable for a few minutes/hours.

Well haha if you pull someone to the bathroom to have sex... And yes, alcohol ofc helps. But you can test it: Create a tinder account with pics of a hot guy. And wait. Lots of (sober) women are going to propose him to meet to have sex. You can even find it on youtube experiments.

Nowadays there are a lot of girls who approach hot guys. I've seen that. Girls that just go to a guy and pull to the club's bathroom. And on tinder/ig. A minority? Yes, but it happens.

They do. Not all, but some do. And way less than men, but they do.

Yeah, and a real bad boy really is a guy that can handle being in jail. How many Tate followers would handle that? When shit hits the fan... how many Tate followers are going to go full bad boy? Almost none. Is just a facade. As they saying goes: 'you cant be half a gangster' There a lot more healthy archetypes to get girls. Think of Jim Morrison. Not really a tough bad boy. Or Picasso. Flooded with girls. Even more normal guys like Max from Rsd or Zan Perrion. Is quite different being a bad boy than having healthy boundaries.

Consciousness/Oneness/God/Tao is. Just is. Your ''perception'' of It changes, hence your level of consciousness/awareness changes, higher or lower.

Is this real? You can put the show of a bad boy, but that is just a mask. Will backfire. Its ok to learn from mentors, but be careful taking on their personality as a crutch. Most healthy girls don't like bad boys. They don't like chumps either. There is a sweet spot. Find your own.

I don't feel fear, but I do feel discomfort because now I dont like them. 10 years ago I had the time of my life in those places. Not anymore.

The problem is a lot of pua stop seeing girls as girls, and sees them as lays. 'oh, I had 4 lays last week! Sweet! Whats next?' There is no depth to it. It involves a lot of smash and pass. Like a completed challenge. Now, another one.

Going to loud clubs to talk to drunk chicks... well not very high conscious activity. But change pickup for seduction. Is not the same going to a shitty club chatting drunk chicks than a wine date in a nice and quiet bar. Pick-up usually involves a very egotistical goal oriented process (sd orange). Seduction would be a more greenish approach, more authentic, focused on human connection and a more conscious sexuality. And even if pua is a low consciousness activity, most guys must go through that fase. I remember Tyler saying: 'there is only one thing more creepy than learning how to pick up chicks, its not knowing how to pick up chicks'

I met a guy in a simular church. He said that there was a lot of hidden sex, cheating etc... So be carefeul. We are humans after all and some things cannot be reppresed

Yep, difficult to judge nowadays. Just stay with the pre-roids era. Disagree with @Leo Gura on this one. 1. Girls do like jacked guys. Maybe not on the extreme level, but they like it in the Ronaldo/McGregor style, which is achievable for most guys. 2. For people who appreciate beauty, getting strong and lean is important. If we like beautiful feminine bodies, astounding architecture, majestic songs... why not build a strong, athletic and proportionate male body? Building a great physique is a form of art in itself. 3. It will solve a lot of mental health issues for guys. They learn about their bodies, how to eat properly, how to train, build discipline, and feel more confident.

I heard this last week: 'Men used to do greater things when it was more difficult to see boobs'

Is not that simple Take into account Leo's situation. Huge channel, huge following, millionarie, smart, happy in solitude etc... Is not just about God Realization. Watch his last happiness video. He even said that pursuing spirituality/awakening can take away happiness. He said he is still afraid of running out of money. Also, that story about that neighbors making noise to the point he had to move! 'but if he was enlightened... shouldn't that noise bother him?' Well... there you got it. Life situation can reduce your suffering more than enlightenment. Think of Osho... I dont think he was happy in jail... he was probably suffering and wanted to get the fuck outta there! Im not saying God realization won't lower your suffering and make your life better. Of course it can! But is not a guarantee. In fact. He even said that some awakenings are terrifying. Those quotes are written in a particular state. That blissful state doesn't last forever.

There is still confusion between end of suffering and God/Truth realization/ Oness. You can realize God and still suffer from a break up, busines failures etc... So... whats the (practical) point of reaching God Realization? Ha! Ponder that question. Who is asking? Who wants the 'practical' benefits? Why? Thats why people get depressed reading Jed McKenna books. He makes a very clear distinction between aliviating suffering, blissful states and reaching Truth.

Wow awesome! Love to read post like this

Yyesterday I watched Leo's video 'Guided Exercise for God Realization' while smoking weed. Here you have the report, written a couple hours after: This morning I put some things together. Here we go: -I understand the difference between CONCEPT and REALITY/ACTUALITY (seems like no big deal, but this is H-U-G-E) 24 hours after Im still baffled. Is a HUGE shift. -Im not a biological entity. I'm imaging it. My first glimpse was at: 'you weren't born, you are just imagining that', and 'you are not going to die, you are just imagining that' WOW. That hit me hard. That was the first crack. Then: Atoms doesn't exist! 'You are not a biological entity', 'you are imagining biology'. FUCK. I was already on the floor on my knees by this time. And the objections started 'well but when I go to sleep in an hour from now, there will be no consciousness there.' And I got it! 'I'M IMAGINING SLEEP!!' Consciousness is not something I experience, is WHAT IS! I AM THAT! -I was emptiness. I was nothing. It felt like there was nothing to hold to (like materiality disappeared). there was no I. I/everything was pure imagination. 'I' was imagining reality! So... am I consciousness creating itself? God creating itself as reality? I was scared. I felt anxious. I felt I had no control. My heart was pounding HARD. It felt like I could get into an existential crisis. There was no sense of future and past. -I felt a big sense of aloneness. I even grab my phone to look at pictures of my girlfriend. This shit scared me. I never read anything about solipsism, but I think I 'experienced' it. But even then... 'solipsism' is a concept.. is not what IS. -Dying before dying. I got it now. -Now I get why Leo bashes scientist so much! @Leo Gura you sneaky bastard I remember he wrote once that science was like having sex with a condom. And true spirituality was having raw sex. hahaha yes yes! Pure direct experience! Experience itself. ACTUALITY! Just what IS. Isness! Absolute Truth. What else could it be? -There is only an Infinite field of consciousness That field Rumi talked about. No separation. No fragmentation. I was all. Life unfolding. -That infinite field of consciousness is Perfect. Pure objectivity. hahah of course! How could it not be? There is just One! Infinite. There is nothing to compare it to. There is nothing outside. Infinity is Perfection. Life is moving from Perfection to Perfection. Only by the distortion of the mind, only after the fragmentation of reality by the ego, can something look imperfect. 'Something' is imperfect for ME. 'Something' is imperfect for my finite form that is programmed for survival. Only selfishness can occur when there is fragmentation. Oneness, Infinite consciousness, the Infinite field is selflessness. -It cant be faked. Is not a belief, a dogma or a rationalization. -Is a realization. A recontextualiztion. A radical one. Some times i thought ‘what if all this 'enlightenment, 'there is no you', 'you are the whole universe' is just BS that people parrot, and is just a word game? What if this is just an scam? Ok, now I KNOW. I know Leo and other teachers are talking truth. Not just babble, no parroting. Today I watched some Leo's metaphysical videos thinking: 'Of course. This is evident.'' Even before I hit play I knew what kind of things he was going to say. Describing what Is. Seems obvious now. - I felt that there is no reason to read more books or watch more videos. No words, no quotes, no guru can teach me anything. There is nothing to teach or learn. Just reality to experience. For sure Im going to watch more videos and read more books. I understand that Im going to read about just mere concepts, fingers. But I already saw the moon! In this metaphor, the moon is Absolute Truth! Thats what the finger is pointing at! I got it. The map is not the territory. Is not a just a cute quote. Is Truth. I am the territory. -I understand all these Rumi quotes: 'Out beyond the ideas of wrong doing and right doing, there is a field. I will meet you there.' “I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside.” 'Why do you stay in prison when the door is so wide open?' And the famous: before enlightenment carry water chop wood, after enlightenment carry water chop wood Not claiming Im enlightened but makes sense now. Reality didn't change, just the context! -I truly understood what the present moment is. Actuality. -I understand zen devilry Awakening doesn't mean being a nice, loving or generous person. You can still be a piece of shit. -I understand why illiterate people like Nisargadatta are able to awaken. No reading necessary. Just pure direct experience (being). No need to understand anything. It is very rewarding, like if I achieved a goal after all these years. But what I realized... is that this is not the end, is probably just the beginning. Im open to constructive feedback.

I had my first awakenig a day that fapped twice.

I just read yesterday: ''Adversity introduces a man to itself'' Wise words.

The essence of shadow work, with some practica exercises (and links to past episodes related), eliminating the all the woo woo fluff is out there.