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What or where is "to be / stay" v. "to be / act"? Fuirach v. gnìome?

Does this count as a paper/theme

Diamond and Adamantite / Adaman-\* are from the same root, "really hard stone stones", alas thats so weird... Did they just call all things Adamantine diamonds (jk, thatd be crazy.. maybe they did tho iuno... "Look at this puzzlingly hard diamond... Look at this puzzlingly hard diamond" I guess its also why diamonds dont have a stronger presence in the ancient attestations, or i dont remember any atm. Iuno im getting off topic, but magic i think is always connected w that nature world too, probably, and how it worked (back then)

@Joseph Maynor A "dousing ring", Thats wat i was tryina think of... its tail was this fluffy, puffy, white, dousing ring, and it was basically all white except for some skunky lookin stripes near the back, like it looked like a pet skunk on steroids, iuno wat else it could be... with that small little head they have, nd fat body, waddling around through trash.

@Joseph Maynor or now im wonderin if it even was a skunk, cause im not seeing pics of giant skunks on google. It had a weird tail, like it looked like a puffy circle, or like a hollowed lollipop tail-Like iuno, it looked like a skunk to me, but with a weird circular tail... but its not the size of a skunk.

I jus seen the biggest skunk ive ever seen in ma life. That sht was the size of a komodo dragon... All white, or... white but w/ black stripes near the hindlegs, Like this place i live has alot of skunks, but this was like The White Queen. Ive never seen anythin like it.

You might even say, Egyptians realized how important language was, and Magi realized how important song, rhythm + hymn was, though im over simplifying the most complicated story, but its an interesting thought to think about. You cant have language without "tone" and "rhythm", you cant have rhythm without the language that describes that rhythm, or rather, the words that give rise to rhythm. In a world of silence and pictographs, theres still tones, colors and rhythms happening in the way each shape or section relates, textures and tiling, or lines that interweave, blending of colors, etc.

(Cont.) "Magi" is the historical form for magician(s), i believe, of course... not that i really hold it above everything that way, or to mean much, seeing as all cultures had magic of some sort. Not many people know how dominant the Celtic halstatt culture was in northern europe... Like, im not even sure Scandanavian (or those Celts that were to become Scandanavian) goes back to the ages Celtic does, since Northern Europe Celtic (separating it from the Ancient Southern Europe which is also very difficult to figure out, even though it literally exists inside Basque, Spanish, Portuguese, a little left over in Bolognese... or no wait im mixin that up w tge languages in Calabria or one of those) and a Celtic system we dont even have a clear history for... Or i mean, im really going far back, but not so far that its like, 2 hunter gatherers running from a ice age elephantis or something. I draw the line at Hallstatt for now, and they have things like Astrology/Astronomy, Magical Practice and Worship, etc. p.s. i dont know anything bout russian, so no one ask me how they fit into the picture. Your right on target w that Thats wat i try to tell ppl to, magic, historical magic might not be the be-all-end-all interesting thing that people are imagining, or atleast, ya gotta consider that, magic can come in so many diff flavors, And so much research has gone into Egyptian and understanding that, as well as Magi and eastern practices, but its interpretive. And crazy. And not necessarily the good crazy. It all depends on how much time and attention to detail someone has to "make it make sense", just like anything else.

Also consider how interpretive magic can be, like sacred geom., like magic to me is actually music. I dont know how others think of it, but Music lives always at the forefront of my mind, but i just dont mention it since it sounds like its going off topic, and no one asks about it, like "What is magic, to you" kindve questions. We might be surprised by how diff everyones vers of magic is, bet

Thats why i cant remember then, dagnbitsht!

Reminds me of matrix "Cmon, Stop trying to hit me and hit me"

I had someone try to tell me there were ghosts in a picture, or like people who were acting like ghosts, hiding behind things ~ but he saw them in a picture (as well as outside), and he tried pointing it out to me. And i said "Do you mean the trees?" and he said "Really? You cant see what im pointing to?" i said "No, i really cant. i just see trees..." Suffice to say, the story continues, and i learned enough lessons to not get caught up in whatever that was, like... i couldnt prove that these things werent there for him... even suggestion "ill go outside and scare them away" did not wirk, Not because he had a logical way to *create* or have them go away the moment i got there, but because it literally did not folliw any line of reasoning that a person could follow, its literally two different pages of a book, like... But now you gotta consider that scenario with all of reality, not just one person. p.s. not that the world is hallucinating, but that the world can fall into states of mind like its hallucinating, or you are, or they are saying they are or whatever other scenarios can be happening.

i like this guy, but i dont even know why. i just see his pic all the time And then i say "thats the guy". But i had a friend who use to show me someone like this years prior, but i dont actually remember who it was, or what the practice was called, etc. I might have to text him to ask if i still have his #

i was jealous when i heard this song cause like, id made somethin slightly in the same ballpark not like 5 or so years ago, sorta going for something like this wacky love crush thing -Alas it encapsulates several ingredients that i just missed out on, musically, Oh well. I was juggling too many things alongside it, So i really like it, its like "the manifestation worked" sorta thing. Something like that.

And also,alot of this is prolly stuff many of yas have realized, like this little minutia, but have just forget, because its so little and stupid, or because its so similar, or its spinning so fast next to a tangentially related... i mean, forgetfulness is killer, i mean its like, if ya forget you start over, and if you remenber, you are awaiting the day to just be free of the memory, like its eternal. whatever ya want it to mean / be, et caetera.

Also, we ARE Being, so like, thats not like it goes away, like... you are not Bob on tuesday and then Jack on wednesday or something, So Being has a fundamental always playing, And Being, you could go beyond that to deconstruct yourself, and redfine Beingness. I bring that up just to strum on whats evidently so, so its not like its belaboring a hard point, its just weird is all, and that weirdness gets pretty quiet pretty fast, most weirdness does, though its like, its never not available. Theres always something more, but evenrually its like fuck it i concede to whatever this jazz is..

Like the "you" that was everything was made true, because we said it, likewise, we can lose track of that you'ness, So what even is it now? Its us, but its not us? Its Being but its not? Crazy right?

Michael Jame Rannanana, he talks about pre determinism. Right? humor me. I talk about "pre determinism is what you make it", right? Cause at what point do you ask "What does it even mean?" Like, say i imagine "God energy ball" or some traveling ball of good luck, and fortunate, or some sense of foresight that lives in my head, but also exists w/ me, As it does, As im very much believing it, As something true... Suppose all of that, now heres the question. What can you call that now? Thats something thats both real for you, real because you believe it, and validated through the real you associate with it. So you really have two things, right? You got the A) The point of which energy was confronted, enough to be like this energy ball, and 2) you have the validation of said energy through the experience mechanism. Im not gonna belabor the point, nor will i try to build on it, cause thats the bas8c premise, but heres the question, reiterated in a new way — Do you call that real? What even is that? Lije how do you make heads or tails whats going on there? The question itself is the antagonist that provides the protagonist, like, thats why the question itself is everything. On the flip side, the answer was what was required to even recognize it in the first place, so its more like a "sacred diamond", Like its got multiple ways of looking at it.

Ive got a question to ask everyone, but first, let me read through, in case im accidentally landing on something already discussed in detail ~

Heres a series of questions, michael james ramanana whateverhisname

The question is also made obvious. p.s. so lucky for yous, that yous get two things for the price of one.

Alongside integrity, atleast in the sense of establishing some notion of intelligent design and purpose within yourselves, is "understanding" and the degrees of "what you think, what you believe, what you do, what you say" all being different, and "to know" being different in the larger spectrum — granted im frightened by the idea of breaking down "knowing / understanding", becauseve that day when we mentioned the different words, and how they all connect — i seen too many words all connecting via a spectrum (like if we broke down integrity into morals, ethics, etc.) But i digress cause, just on the basic premise of integral, ethical things within yourselves, one has to have intelligent design, for otherwise those moral and ethical things are just sorta like, basic surface level things like being kind, which is like the quran... Like in the quran, if im not mistaken, its got things like "Dont do this on this day, dont hit your wife on that...", Like we dont need a book fir that stuff, and we dont need to reiterate morality on the basis of a repetitive looped tape, Like the innovation happens where the knowing happens, where "tradition" depends on the greater world and having an agreed on area where tradition (family tradition) can happen. So it depends on what integrity is, but it depends on this knowing and understanding alongside it, And everyone has a little piece of what that means, what they think it means, and how to open up the inter-leved process, to then reflect it back... Like its gotta be bigger than reflection, otherwise we wouldnt need more words than reflection, and everyone wouldve stopped at reflection. Its also got room for mistakes, like yous can innovate and uncover mistakes, As im throwing out mistakes that i gotta fix all the time.

Trying to work w/ other energies is anxiety enducing, consider this comment the "other energy". And that in itself should get ya thinking!, Like if you have enough time one day, to just sitt, and be able to collect yourself, you will feel atleast 30% better... the minute other parties join, then its like, we are in an energy dilemma, potentially .. That itself should get ya thinking! Its not about the perfect job, its about energy. but why? Revel in the fact its just you for now. Your priority is you, maybe a parent, maybe a brother, like you arent speaking to a bunch of foreign energies yet, which a job is really going to introduce as well, however .... usually ppl arent in tune with it at that level. id be curious if u even kno wat im speaking to

not in a long time, cause i hav crohns since 10, and it was sumthin to avoid... im gonna purchase and tell yas later if it wasnt the right thng for / towards wat i was searching for, or if it is right ill send a smile. note: my hands were full And i didnt purchase this time. i think i dont wanna fulfill my nutty garlic need directly w/ garlic ~ but im gonna try other things... but not with sesame oil, i tried that one already. i bought the toasted one, nd then they said that wasnt right. fk it doesnt matter.

We can riff on non-leo vids too here, right? im tryina bring complements to the discussion, instead of directly revealing all of the gems out there in his playlist (thats how i feel) E.g., im lookin for a vid on the Exegesis of the soul, and granted, this might not be the best way to depict this alas its an idea that yous can investigate, which could lead towards more ideas... i mean, its more of a beginning description, of a perpetual crescendo ~ in more of the sense of a large concerto context... oh nm u kno wat im sayin... its like an outline of the Soul, however that topic of the Soul has too many branches, for starters, like you could go down any number of roads that have Soul as the root ancestor in other words. P.s. i feel compliments are what literally give rise to interest and intrigue, that dynamism-of-choice -thing, where its like "how do all these ideas connect?"