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(DA) Slap this phone... I wanna slap this phone ... ... Im livin out a lie so i can RAP ALONE (repeat)

Rewrite / remix — "The sounds dont exist, the thoughts dont exist, the present dont exist, everythings a 'trick" (repeat)

"i turn on the station, to blast some shyt im turnin down the volume... Ohp... there goes a kid... He asks for some ice cream, i slap em instead... im fed up w this money, so i bought 50 cents, now im hiding out under a brooklyn bridge, cause its past curfew, and im scared of what i did... i slapped a homeless man. Now hes upset... so i slapped another one, it just makes sense... now im slappin everyone in town that i can sense, cause im a spider man. Your a spider menace. I wanna slap myself, oh yes, i cant resist, i wanna slap a phone, but it dont exist..." Chorus: "The phones dont exist, the schools dont exist, the teachers dont exist, especially the kids..." (repeat)

"Direct" is the word. but function, meaning and form collapse in direct exp., and the unrevealed becomes revealed, Door entered, where LSD A meets LSD B, etc, etc... Its the chik filemma dilemma. Open the door to reveal things, or close the door for continued avidya. Magic at that point is silly, cause its not like casting spells, you are the spells, actively puncturing a dream world that youve been misunderstanding the whole time. Thats the file mignon dilemma.

People rap too much... "im outside gettin paid all day ery day yes it too much money too much hate thats.. ... thrown my way. Im swimmin in denaro, ppl say its not fair yeo i dont care tho, its not fake, i swear tho... im in the studio ... writing fruity loops im gettin fruity w/ a bunch of tunes im blowing up a bunch of balloons et caetera... i dont know watz ta dooz.. I paid too much money fo these fruity loops. AI did me dirty.. now im living outside and im thirty... somethin dudes, what do i dooz now .. help .. help me... lord plz help .. Jesus walks, plz help, Barack Obama plz help"

Also consider the probability of this exact moment is happening. Thats kind've sort've like probability. How would you have imagined it from 10 years prior. Its impossible. From the pasts perspective, something totally improbable Has Happened, in the future (presently, this exact configuration). Ive moved like 16 times, but i could see how ppl living in perfect circular routines just see it as a circle, w/ minimal changes. Let your life fall apart, And youll discover it can change 16 times. Can you survive that amount of improbable probabilities is the question.

I had a dream that some girl's dad was worried about his daughter, and so i carried her to safety out of the weird like, nautical looking pipewire / mechanism, like a ship in a bottle, that we escaped last second... Iuno if that means anything to anyone, but i just felt obligated to mention (i dont take dreams super seriously but ya never kno right) p.s. the dream content i meant, but the ability to dream, and how to do it, is something i do take seriously, very... yes.

Quoted / reinterpreted — "How does the phrase 'I AM make sense (assuming we know what sense means too)" Another way to ask this is to say "My name is X, so how is your name Y", .... Or yet, another way to ask this, is to say "What does Beingness imply"... Or yet another way to ask it is to say "Everything is one. So if everything is one, can you give me the answer?" The question itself doesnt ask anything particuarly relevant (if directed to others, unironically, and not rhetorically), However... Its the rephrasing of it that leads you out of the simplicity of the initial question, cause your not bogged down w/ all this surface layer talk that sounds nice. Its all experientially driven, perspectival synopsi... questions that circulate in the body, mind, soul, self... dreaming a dream that youd have to otherwise prove is real, otherwise we are to ask each other to prove it too. Its asking alot. Or in another sense, its not asking anything at all. Consider that you also wouldnt solve a paradox by flagging down the paradox, Like thats just "Step 1" towards whatever function you ultimately want to represent.

Mikes in there, shout out to mike. Gonna spirit box him tonight. Wat u mean by mindfulness / awareness? Is it something you feel?

The word "Dream" is another way to refer to a loose clan in Gaelic believe it or not. "Plant" is Latin, though its somewhat relevant to the word "clan", granted that it comes from Gaelic/Old Irish "clann". As then there's "sìol" meaning "clan as the seed/lineage of a specific founder", or even more directly "cinneadh" is Scottish Gaelic for kindred (kin) tribe or people (literally "ceann", head + "cinnidh", of the kindred). A clan specifically as descendants of one of your ancestors, would've been "fine", or "tuath" is a clan as a people occupying a land. The word "dream" collides w/ the unrelated Irish word "taibhreamh" (sleep-dream) and, more annoyingly, w/ the English word "dream", so most results will show the English origin of the word, even though, if im to understand, theres atleast 2-3 different words that look like "dream" (Gaelic "dream" is closer to "dhr'am", as there's no /ea/ diphthong) But going back to dream, as in sleep dream, ὀνείρατος, its opposed to a waking vision / reality, "bi a' bruadar" in Scottish Gaelic, "to be sleeping", point being, theres several words and terms for a dream (sleep-dream) followed by several definitions. Technically reality is a kind of dream, but its different enough to make it distinct. Its the opposite of what happens while asleep, you gain control and you lose that sense of "anything can happen" happening, though its possibly easier from the point of reality, to understand it. Consider that, no one feels like theyve awakened from "reality" after theyve fallen asleep, like no one says "i finally understood reality, after i woke up ... in my dream" -thus its rare enough to point to what im tryina say, which is that, the sentiment of *waking up* can be more easily accessed while awake (prior to falling into a dream). And when i say "dream" it could mean many different things. Daydreaming could be a dream, or any cyclical thought could, As you can feel it in your head when the felt dream is becoming a real dream (inb4 "nodding off") To understand dreams, and thus, to understand waking reality, is to understand all the folded strands that equate to that sense of dreaming, what it means, what it could mean... As reality is the assumption that you "think your in control", more so than a dream. That is, to understand anything is to understand all the strands that make it up, in its vast, multi dimensional stage of possibility. p.s. this is part one of atleast a two part discussion, so, expect more, but it wont be this early... itll be after midnight when everyones asleep.

The artistic challenge, in the realm of consciousness work is to produce something, whether via language or while meditating by the self, that somehow blends reality, material existence, As well as something that either raises a question, or answers a previous ~ For creation from nothing means you can create something that doesnt relate to anyone (which doesnt even need to mean relation to others, it might not even be something practical for yourself and existence) On the other hand, during keditation, that is itself like isolation, falling further into a deeply isolated state, unless you are like me, not so much doing close eyed visionary things, but more so are creating, generally, without judgement around like, the manner in which its created... Like its never Not-creative in other words, ppl just deny they are artists creating, imagining, etc., Though every instance is an instance of creation from nothing, even in death. Point being, its like the artistic challenge is to create, constantly, and it often means creating something that stays practical, tangible, while somehow staying within some vague category of relatibility, inb4 why i like riddles and things like this, cause its a chance to pose a ques., or answer, without having to be in this windfall of fellow artists throwing out one idea after another... not that ive ever experienced that, but its something to keep in mind. To inspire is to see it brought out in everyone else, just in slightly diffways.

@11hr-vid., it was interesting (i started skimming and scanning after 1st hour) though it got me thinkin bout how theres so much negativity assoc. w/ Amer. history, or its founding fathers atleast. Also i was waiting to see him tlk bout how the vatican ruled the world; I did here him tlk briefly bout Kings becoming Priests or vice versa or something. I feel like i heard him say that a couple times. As alas it was mostly American factoids. but i guess it was grounded. i mean, it started out on a high, then it went towards a more grounded center, and then it chilled there for the rest of the video. The first hour or so was the better part... Like i thought it was gonna zoom closer into what occurred in the first hour, in a more particular way than it did. p.s. i had another thought. Did he happen to mention the fact that, i think it was benjamin franklin or one of them like, they signed it very begrudgingly or something ... Like not all of them were together on the same ideas, like hes got some more history to dig into, cause i feel like they were coming to these agreements on a whim, et caetera.

To talk about it is to ask each other what we are talking about, to figure out "Are we talking bout language language, like grammar, rules, sounds, that stuff... or is it the greater world of language, images, ideas, concepts, inventions, spirals in nature, flora and fauna, materials, etc.

We cant even define language. Language could be someone winking. Language could be when the wolf crosses the moonlit crossing, like what is language? Language could be / mean anything, see below

What is your spirit animal

This is a talk from some guy William Cooper Something or Another On How Rome Never Fell, It jus changed its name to the vatican... I think thats the name. And granted ive not watched it yet, and it is saying its 11 hrs long, so iuno, thats a bit long, As iuno wat takes 11 hours to say, but Hey well see... p.s. im 18 mins in, so far its just warming everyone up, like "Dont we go through life and, yayayada, at age 30, maybe 40 we realize this stuff cause of this and that, since prior to we didnt have time, doing young pers. things, then we started to pay attention, unless you were outside the majority in teens / 20s", and at 18mins in, now its jus gettin to wat the talk is gonna be about. Only 10 hours and 45 mins left to go

ive had this stuck in my h3ad f few weeks

Such a good song

After some amount of loops around, then its only natural to try to interpret using a non-judgemental sortve explacation - but then you have an issue, if its always being braid in a world you cannot touch or sense or see, like some unforgiving dream world, so thats the artistic challenge, to make it like, a trick dream that you dream into, without it erasing whats already there. Like, to dream, is to trick, where reality is then like a treat, cause then its like, how do i get out of this trick? On the other hand, menú, its like its you who is stuck in that one world view / You who is meant to choose, Like its a relief from a belief to ensue.

How is this possible, another giant skunk, but nowhere near the gigantic size of the white queen whos since vanished... but u see wat im sayin, theres like a skunk lab breeding giant skunks here. p.s. the colors of this one are obvi more black, but the white queen was all white in the front... only like a couple (small) stripes near the dousing ring tail were black or black grey, i couldnt see it well, it was a big white thing

Mayb yall can explain this one to me, cause ive had a number of cats in my life, prolly like over 50 when you include my mom into the picture, and i aint ever put two and two together that their color had anything to do w/ what they act like, or behave like, And yet, after watchin this video, im like "How did he know?" This is exactly how ive found those color of cats act, And granted my mom pointed out how she has had orange cats that act different ~ but then i swiftly reminded her how there different shades and versions of orange, And how you dont ever get the same kind, its more of a spectrum, atleast thats how i feel w/ orange. but anyway, hows it possible? Color cant be the outward expr., of whats happening ~ Yet its abundantly clear that its always been this way, atleast for me... hell if it was 80 or 75% accurate, thatd be enough, but i think its 100% accurate in my case. how though?

What or where is "to be / stay" v. "to be / act"? Fuirach v. gnìome?

Does this count as a paper/theme