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Which kind of breath work did you do?

Thank you Asia for the nice words! Yes I find it really fascinating. I do know that all this was already inside of me, but this experience helped me remember, realize, and integrate all of it.

@Human Mint hahah not really, I'm not drinking so much

@Hojo could be. Now some time has passed, and I'm okay, don't feel bad or anything.

Hey guys, I wanna ask your help for a situation. First of all: happy new year! Second of all: Yesterday a friend of mine and I went to Amsterdam to have a nice year's eve, we didn't want to have a crazy night, but just to see the fireworks etc. At the end we drank and danced the whole night till the sunrise. I never drink so I am not used to alcohol at all, and walking back home I fell and hit my head on the floor. Now after 6 hours of sleep (definitely not enough, but I can't sleep more) my head is spinning and hurting a lot. I think this could be from the hit in the head, and not the alcohol (I know how my body feels when I'm hungover, and this is not it, I think). Do you have any tips on how to lessen the pain and spinning? I am drinking lots of water, eating, and I also took ibuprofen, but it's not really helping. Thank you guys

@fabger damn sorry for that, are you okay now?

@OmniNaut next Saturday night, we're sending you back to the future!

It's legal to posses them as a collection item. No, it's not Legal to consume them, but think that nowhere in the Netherlands is 100% legal to do psychedelics. Even in the Netherlands where they sell truffles the laws are a weird loophole. If you want 100% legality is pretty difficult. Just buy them online and do them home, nobody will know it ahah

I never had visuals on ketamine (it's also true that I didn't take crazy big doses). LSD feels really electric to me, as if everything is with neon colors, and moving. They're completely different, and even though some people say that ketamine is a psychedelic, I didn't feel it that way at all. I know that with bigger doses it probably acts like a psychedelic, but then it's physically harmful and I don't want to risk.

Hmmm I think it's too generic this quote... Based on this logic, when someone from a poor country wants food and doesn't get it, then it's just god protecting them (from what, idk)

@Never_give_up you can buy legal truffles online from the Netherlands and they will ship them to Greece (again, legally). I have many Greek friends who do it. You can also buy grow kits and make the shrooms yourself.

But why something derived is not original?

I disagree with this one... How Did you get this insight?

Actually I read that it's one of the possible side effects

Rhodiola had a negative impact on my immune system, it made me super weak

My parents had a very toxic personality and they harmed me in many ways, saying that all they did was because of love (and still are toxic, but now it's getting better since I don't live with them anymore). 2 years ago my dad had an accident and now he's 100% disabled, with a terrible brain injury. His family abandoned him (and us), and I can tell you that they are living a good life, maybe even better cause they don't have to deal with the usual "family fights" or these kinds of things. I also thought about pros and cons about leaving the family and my dad. But my conclusion is that I prefer living a life giving love and helping my parents, than having a normal life but without my parents. It doesn't matter how toxic they were, I will always love them and help as much as I can.

Thank you for sharing your story

@Leo Gura @Dazgwny ok thank you Damn sounds intense but good that you're okay. I think I'm also scared cause my dad has a brain injury and I'm always paranoid when it comes to hitting the head or these kinds of things

Wow man you got this! You're doing great, love your determination

I wouldn't consider myself unlucky if I were in your situation... Listen to your body, if you can't do drugs then don't do them, you don't need to know why

In this case I would open a window and breathe fresh air. I would eat something sweet and maybe stretch/focus on my breath. How is it going? How are you feeling?

Imo it can be good to have great experiences, but personally, I get addicted to it very easily. So I try to stay away from it, cause I can't use it only as a spiritual tool.

🟤 Quote by Osho: Orgasm There are moments, a few moments, far and few between, when ego disappears because you are in such a total drunkenness. In love it sometimes happens; in orgasm it sometimes happens. In deep orgasm your history disappears, your past recedes, goes on receding, receding, and disappears. You don't have any history in orgasm, you don't have any past, you don't have any mind, you don't have any autobiography. You are utterly here now. You don't know who you are, you don't have any identity. In that moment the ego is not functioning, hence the joy of orgasm, the refreshing quality of it, the rejuvenation of it. That's why it leaves you so silent, so quiet, so relaxed, so fulfilled. But again the ego comes in, the past enters and encroaches on the present. Again history starts functioning and you stop functioning. The ego is your history, it is not a reality. And it is your enemy; the ego is the enemy. Every person comes around this corner many times in life, because life moves in a circle. Again and again we come to the same point, but because of fear we escape from it. Otherwise the ego is a falsity. In fact, to let it die should be the easiest thing and to keep it alive should be the hardest thing, but we keep it alive and we think it is easier.

🟠30-day Microdosing Journal: DAY #9 and #10 (dose day and no dose) Yesterday I dosed, and it was not an extremely great day. I went to work in the morning, and I was mindful in some moments, but not a lot. I was working, and I had fun. I didn't feel much of the truffles. And after work I came home, I taught guitar, I had a lesson with a student, and after that I went straight to my bed, eating and watching Netflix. It was not great. I felt really addicted to my dopamine. I was constantly looking at my investments. I am new to investing, and I made a lot of money this week, and then at the end I lost it all. I am not in negative right now, I am not in negative, so I didn't lose money, I lost just the profit, which is still not nice at all. But it's okay. What I want to say is that I really feel that I am addicted to stimulation, to dopamine. And yesterday after picking up my girlfriend Sara at a train station in another city, we went home, we had dinner, and I had a couple of more mindful moments, but not much. Today I am really limiting my stimulation. I am not watching anything, I didn't drink any coffee or eat bad things. I have practiced really mindfully, and I am feeling good about it. The only downside is that I am doing some work from my laptop, which I feel is still stimulating my brain, and my dopamine, which I don't love, but still it's not a problem. I am not procrastinating, and I am not watching useless things. I am actually working.

🟤 Quote by Osho: The Real Robbers There is nothing to fear because we don't have anything to lose. All that can be robbed from you is not worthwhile, so why fear, why suspect, why doubt? These are the real robbers: doubt, suspicion, fear. They destroy your very possibility of celebration. So while on earth, celebrate the earth. While this moment lasts, enjoy it to the very core. Because of fear we miss many things. Because of fear we cannot love, or even if we love, it is always half-hearted, it is always so-so. It is always up to a certain extent and not beyond that. We always come to a point beyond which we are afraid, so we get stuck there. We cannot move deeply into friendship because of fear. We cannot pray deeply because of fear. Be conscious but never be cautious. The distinction is very subtle. Consciousness is not rooted in fear. Caution is rooted in fear. One is cautious so that one might never go wrong, but then one cannot go very far. The very fear will not allow you to investigate new lifestyles, new channels for your energy, new directions, new lands. You will always tread the same path again and again, shuttling backward and forward-like a freight train!