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btw thank you everyone for being open and not criticizing. I appreciate that.

yeah I'm also scared of falling into this trap. you think that's what is gonna happen?

How can I do that when I'm way from her? She needs someone to talk to, and I want to be there for her. These fights happen only when I am in the same house. But about 8 months a year I'm in another country studying. I don't think she's repressing. She's expressing her emotions of anger, pain, fear, through destruction. And then she apologizes cause she know it's not right. I'm sorry for her, she doesn't deserve to be in such pain. But I also don't deserve to be treated like that. And I told her many times, and she understands. She apologizes, and says: "You know I'm like that".

I understand she is suffering. She's a poor woman, I'm sorry for her. Her life was my dad, and his life was my mom. They were one. And now she's her nurse, fisioterapist, speech therapist.... Everything. She works for and with him 24/7 LITERALLY and doing everything to make him come back to normal. But since she's no energy, she's angry and sad, then she takes it all out on my dad and on us. My brother and I help her as much as we can but we're both occupied with school and university.

I understand, thank you for the great answer. I still think that I need to sort things out in my life, psychology, traumas, and more, before getting into politics seriously. Whenever I get into something, I don't want to do it partially, therefore I think that getting into politics seriously now would be way too soon.

I think there's too much debate on what god is. Words are used to explain something that goes beyond our comprehension. But I can try to explain what god is to me: god is existance.

Well good, cause I don't do politics hehe

Oke got it haha

What are you suggesting?🤔

@aurum thank you for your opinion!

Okay thank you!

I guess it is... But at the same time people get hurt because of these monkeys

For society in general. Imo it is. But I feel it's not. Idk why. Not for me. Right now the goal of my life is to grow personally and spiritually, and politics doesn't fit for me right now. Maybe in the future it will.

Do you think it's okay if I don't want to play this game?

Yeah many people voted her. But Meloni is a fascist (she openly said it) and a liar (she's promised many things, and then did the opposite. Not taking positions nor criticizing, it's just facts.

You're right. But not everyone is open to have a peaceful conversation talking about things you disagree on. In general I don't have problems with being calm, but only in my family it's a million times more difficult, cause everyone gets so defensive and attacks me. So I almost never say ideas that go against their beliefs. One more question: is it not okay to not getting informed about politics if I'm not interested at all? When I say that I'm not that interested people judge. To some extent I don't care, but still.

It's true. But I personally prefer talking about dysfunctionality within politics, than creating more trough politics.

From your statement it seems that every stage necessarily criticizes the ones above, but I don't think that is necessary true. I imagine it happens in most of the cases, but it's not a rule... a Stage doesn't come with a criticism, but criticism arises within a Stage. In my opinion Beige doesn't criticize the higher stages since it doesn't have the mental capacity to do so. But it's also true that I am not greatly informed about this stage, so I might be totally wrong. I also might be wrong about the previous statements, but what I shared is just my idea.

God is not authority.

Your girlfriend is right, people don't know your whole story, so it's never good to flow other people's ideas. But what you should do is just listen to ideas, and then make one on your own, see what works best for you. I don't know if you're religious or not, but I'm not, and in my opinion what the priests told you is wrong, and not okay. You are free to do whatever you want, and sex won't break your relationship (unless under specific situations, but not specifically because of sex itself). Last thing: imo there is no such thing as "the one". You choose with whom you can't to live your life, and to be in a committed relationship means work, nothing is easy. So go for it, if you feel you can do it. And if things go wrong in the future, that's also fine. Life is unpredictable and impermanent, and sometimes we get hurt bad. But that is the path of our life, so you will always learn and grow from what happens and what you do. And follow your heart ❤️

Wow nice

I tried it only once, 3 years ago. My friend and I had small pills of 32mg each, and I took half of it (I read that 1mg more, or 1mg less really makes the difference), I don't remember about the others. It was a great experience. Somehow different than the usual psychedelics (LSD and psilocybin); I remember it was more energizing, and the visuals were not so organic and natural, but more mechanic. We went into some sort of trance when putting on YouTube a monk chanting, was really interesting. I would totally do it again, but I don't know where to get it. Do you buy it online as a research chemical? I don't think it's legal in Europe, maybe only the 2CB-fly version, but idk the difference and I didn't get informed enough.

@Forestluv @Michael569 thank you for the good advices!

I put some money into Cybin, a Canadian company that uses psychedelics for mental disorders. I am giving it a go since imo psychedelics will have a great impact in the future. Has anyone invested in this company? What do you think about it?

I understand what you are saying, and thank you for the nice words. But how can I learn to apply this to my day-to-day life stuff? In general I try to live in the present moment, away from the mental chatter. But with tough situations is many times difficult. I allow myself to feel all the emotions I have, but how can I transform this state into the state of me feeling love in everything and everyone?