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To be truly true to yourself is to be your authentic unique self. Don't follow others so blindly. Or you will be just be another sheep all your life and you will not be true to your unique self. If you let some outside source influence or dictate what you want. Stop giving your power away to a belief that you must be this way or you must be that way. And you must let go of all these things you must change all the time no you don't have to change because someone says so. Don't just impetuously accept change. Only you can change no one else can make you or do it for you. And only change because you want to. Stop peddling your beliefs and projections onto others. I see so many people trying to huckster their beliefs on what your life ought to be. The same people who think they know what is best for you who flip-flop from one idea to another and don't even practice what they preach. let go of things that don't serve you like these beliefs you must let go of all your attachments you must align to this or that and just go with the flow and see where life takes you. Why must you, create your own flow in your own personal life and take back your authority and your sovereignty. There already is enough uncertainty in the universe. Start taking responsibility for your life and what you want because if don't no one else will. You are the auditor of your life, the curator, and the architect of your actions, and you must live with their consequences. You decide what is best for you and what journey or path you will take. Start taking control of what you want or what you desire. Just do not harm yourself or anyone along the way. Good luck with your blind faith you might as well roll a dice and let that choose your life direction for you. Put your faith into some unseen force and let it guide you and make choices for you. No, you are not separate from reality and reality is not some separate entity that's making choices for you. But if that is how you wish to live then do so enjoy. If I didn't know any better or perhaps I don't it's almost as though this mind is stuck in an infinite loop. By mind, I mean the forum. Or it's procured by a higher-developed race of aliens. Trying to extract human information on how humans interact with each other what they eat how to be happy how to pick up a woman or man or goat or whatever etc. They seem to have a hard time trying to grok dating, Sexuality, Relationships, and Family amongst other things. If they are stuck on that then they may never understand humor. It's not that complicated so stop making it so hard when it's not Just be yourselves. When society becomes so reliant on others' perspectives and ideas on how to survive how to do this how to do that how to wipe my own ass. What if they think this or that what if I come off weird? How do I tie my shoelaces what should I wear today what should I eat should I flap or not? I don't know what do you think. Sorry was that a rhetorical question what has happened to humans? It's as though you have lost the capacity to learn for yourself and to make mistakes along the way. Be more self-reliant self-sufficient self-supporting self-educated. Self-loving. Only you know what is best for you. Start trusting yourself again and start to make your own decisions again stop looking out there for answers look within you may find it fun. There is nothing wrong with asking for help. But all the time on such basic things that you should already have taught your selves. Don't be so afraid to make mistakes, and as long as you learn from them. Be the original, standout from the flock. What has happened to you Infinite intelligence sounds more like a spoiled indolent ignorant baby brat—more like infinite dumboness. And you as well you little mushroom shits don't make me come back in there I will take you into such infinite twisted realities that you could not even begin to fathom. But you know I love you, my beautiful fungi friends because you are me. Wherever you stand is Holy ground....... Because You are there. Neville Goddard Do not fear the darkness, but welcome its embrace. I am coming to a conclusion for it is an infinite conclusion. 😉😂 When you talk about easter eggs. What do you think psychedelics are?

This is why you have to drop all religion's spirituality and any other notions you have of machine elves fairies monsters, demons, or whatever you have deceived yourself with. And I am not saying you have to by any means drop any of those things for good. Just try it a few times before your trip. All the nonsense that you have so blindly believed. Go in without having any predefined or predetermined, preconceived ideas and thoughts and see what happens. The choice is yours alone.

I don't like suffering nor get a kick out of it nor do I like to see others suffer. Of course, I love my identity and my ego because it is still perfection, and is God. I know the I is also God you don't. Change and uncertainty can be frightening for some you have been changing your whole life and it has always been in a way uncertain so what is new? Most humans will have no idea what a real visceral fear is and never will. Religion and spirituality are but distractions just like I am distracting myself now. Let go of all your attachments and desires because they cause suffering. Now where have I heard this before? The point of this dream is to experience your desire to have attachments have fun or don't. But all this is entirely up to you. Whatever path or paths you choose to take never harm others or yourself. Have faith in your faith. Faith is another human concept of course it is. Faith is an attachment to another one of your beliefs. That teacher who lives in a cave and is no self has no thoughts and has turned off his monkey mind and no attachments. That sounds somewhat limiting your consciousness. So where do you believe these thoughts arise from in the first place? Out of thin air? what you are saying is they are not God's own thoughts. I don't know, well are they or aren't they? And you say he has no attachments left. How does he acquire food? the villagers feed him okay what about sleep? Yes, does he have to still wee and poo? Yes, what happens if the cave crumbles? he will find another. And you say he has no attachments?? As long as you are still breathing you are attached so good luck with that. I have an affinity for infinity. How could you not be misled and beguiled by your infinite beauty? God is infinite seduction. There is no difference between you being a cartoon character or an amine or alien in some distant world or whatever you can imagine. Just like Leo becoming a cartoon wolf. kind of reminds me of Who Rimmed Roger Rabbit. That does not sound accordingly. No, it is who framed Roger Rabbit. I kind of remember there was a wolf in it, or perhaps not. Anyway, if you were to be conceptualized or transposed into that dream as that being or character you would believe that to be your reality. And if in that reality you were a cartoon character and let's say you took some kind of mind-altering cartoon drug and you experienced this other reality where you were human or you were viewing in that dimension it would blow your cartoon mind. Kind of like when Homer falls into a black hole and somehow migrates or transcends his reality into are so-called human reality mind scrape dream world what have you. In Homer's mind, he may believe that it was all just his imagination a hallucination, a dream, or perhaps he believed he fell into another dimension who knows what Homer would think? I have experienced a two-dimensional landscape or plane of existence and amongst other things of course infinity. You are just used to this particular perception as a so-called human. Like any good actor, you should be able to lose yourself in that part and forget who you are for a time.

I always found fusion to be somewhat fascinating. In the present, we still have a way to go. A Dyson sphere would be more fun—type II – a civilization capable of harnessing the energy radiated by its star. This could also be used for astronomical searches and could be an indicator of extraterrestrial life. Just like we use the Doppler effect. I believe we are at the stage of the Dyson vacuum cleaner though. Yes, there is hope for a cleaner future.

Why because of infinite diversity. It is its truth its absoluteness. That's right keep distracting yourselves so that I can forget again. Thanks for the distractions. Get rid of the concept of beginning and ending. get rid of the word concepts God is having this experience right now. There is no now. God is always experiencing God. What you essentially saying is that the ego is some other entity other than God. It's imaginary. And you are also imagining that you are changing your mind. So it becomes a reality. Reality does not need an explanation of itself because it already is itself, just by being. Don't you see you were never the body to begin with. God is infinite obscurity. You are the answer. You alone condition yourself on how to see reality You talk about reality as a separate entity just as the ego is some separate thing it's all you All thoughts, thoughts about thoughts are consciousness. Once the duality collapses there are no thoughts no thinking? Of course, there is infinite consciousness is always conscious of its thoughts and ideas. Feelings are thoughts perceptions But you see you are still a sheep to reality. God is a reality so I decide what reality is. Reality does not decide or define me. Certain word definitions define themselves or incorporate everything in one. In a way, you imagine there is a disaffiliate of oneself. Change does not require death. You are assuming that death exists. Infinite manifestations of the same universal mind. Who thinks the thinker? think about it. Infinity is God's playground. The ego is not separate from God it is God. No, you are making a distinction that there is a distinction. God is an infinite ego awareness creates knowledge. You are still giving your opinion upon someone else's opinion. The problem is if you keep comparing yourself to others. You aren't being true to yourself so stop idealizing others and start idealizing yourself. No one to change but you. God's form is every form and no form. The ego is like a safeguard. All are just for show distractions or if you will background noise. Why does it need a beginning or an end or a reason to exist Except it has and always was and always will be. It just is. You were always there you just had to become aware of being aware. It can redefine itself. It has no definition but also every definition. Infinite definition and no definition. It does not need or have to define itself. I always do love this surrender to whom?? All Spirituality is imaginary just like religion don't get too lost in your own self-deceptions now. God is an infinite dimensionless dimension. There is no before or after there isn't really a now there just is infinite mind. He is a travesty to his logic. Remember when I said distractions within distractions and everything is a distraction from the get-go? He is way too scientific. I guess infinite Ignorance is infinite bliss Logan's Run. Awareness does not need to awaken. God is in a sense is always awake it just imagines itself asleep. Infinite masks of God god playing God playing god playing God forever. The unknown factor made this dream somewhat fun. Imagine knowing every outcome of every event before it was actualized It defeats the purpose of the game. In other words, you knew exactly what was behind every door and then the next door, and so on and so on. Would you still play the game? Now if there was an infinite number of possibilities and outcomes wouldn't be more fun as opposed to being on autopilot. Not knowing how the story will unfold. It is the same as reading a book if you knew how it ends would you still read it? But of course, there are a lot of books and movies that one never knew how it would unfold until the end and one still will keep watching that movie or reading that book again even knowing the outcome. Perhaps. When things start to become predictable predictable. Who do you think created AI? Think about it. You have only ever been competing against yourself. ChatGPT nice try II. God starts to see through its own Pentimento. You are right when you are wrong and wrong when you are right. I am subservient to know one. Why would God need to bow to himself let alone anything else like the Universe or Reality? You are obsequious to all the deceptions. This is a psychedelic experience from the get-go. it's, not a matrix. To experience your depth. Have they touched God? You mean God touching God. Too many what-ifs. God breaks its own heart/Then destroys everything. Infinity asked itself why am I infinite by the very definition of having no beginning or end. This means both the beginning and end must cancel each other out. You don't just experience God. You are God and have always been. Surrender to reality? What does that make a reality? Something other than you? So reality is God? Then you are not God, and you are but a sheep to it. God has no gender. You have only ever been competing against yourself. God is a softie at heart. To lose is to win And he who wins shall lose.

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You can not stay in God mode no longer than three to four hours. And there is no way you could ever function in everyday life. When I came back down from some of my biggest trips. Perhaps for 6 to 9 months, I had very few attachments and biases left. But there is no way you could live in this dream without any. Even if you went into a cave for a year or however long. You still would have attachments to this dream and I personally or most probably after some time of contemplation and deliberating would go what the fck am I doing what was I thinking? And yes there are states of consciousness or God mode or to say God realizing God again where you have no biases and no attachments. You become infinitely self-aware you become pure infinite love existence itself. This is not a perception as you may think it is. You don't perceive anything you become it. Infinite love is not a perception or an experience idea or a supposition whatever you might think it is. You are the experience the perception. Don't you know you are the truth? But you must also understand that you can not live in this dream with no attachments or beliefs etc. Of course, you can get rid of certain things and self-limiting beliefs and become less biased and more selfless up to a point. I don't watch the news anymore or I have not watched TV for 15 years and I stopped using mobiles about 3 years ago, not because I deemed them to cause cancer or whatever the beliefs are these days. But that's me it does not mean you have to do any of these things. Everyone wants to awaken I am trying to go back into the dream. And it may take months even years to ground yourself again but with that said you can never fully come back to the dream. If you have very, very strong core values beliefs, and ethics on what you believe to be right from wrong which most of us do or have built up over the years. If you are not careful it could actually send you to the point of insanity for a time if it has not already occurred from just waking up on a fairly high dose of whatever your preferred imaginary psychedelic of choice is. In the end, the choice is yours, yours alone. “When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.” JIMI HENDRIX When we no longer know what to do we have come to our real work, and when we no longer know which way to go we have come to our real journey. Wendell Berry. All Psychedelics and meditations are part of the dream all are imaginary. Reincarnation is also imaginary and is part of the dream. How can you be reincarnated if you were never alive, or born to begin with? You keep creating ideas and beliefs to explain more concepts within concepts. Kind of obvious is it not? To describe or explain what you are in words is in a way it is an insult. How can one articulate the indescribable? You can not be translated into words. How do you actualize the infinite into words? It's not even what one thinks it is. Though it does add humor to the dream. No, you don't need to suffer to awaken. And no it is not all about how you have to suffer all your life. This is just a belief that you have unwisely accepted just like all the self-limiting ideas you have picked up along the journey.

Are mushrooms of alien origin? Well yes and no you will have to ask them for yourself. And yes the mushrooms do talk. Only you can delude you. Think of it this way Terrance is a catalyst a stepping stone. I can't make the game too easy now, can you? God loves to leave clues for himself. But one ought to be paying attention. Always be kind to them or they will take you into insanity and twist your mind inside out. By the way, they hate the term Shrooms. Thank God they have a sense of humor.

Terrance knew more than he talked about and so did so did Alan Watts. They both dropped subtle hints from time to time. What does it mean to you to be awake?

Well, there really is no meaning to anything. You may find the deeper you go into this work the less meaning there is to any of this. Or perhaps you may find meaning in No meaning. The only meaning there is what you give meaning to.

Leo wrote this some time ago. Be aware of how psychologically dangerous it is to strip all meaning from your life. The consequences of a total loss of meaning in your life are much more serious in practice than they seem in theory. Without self-constructed meaning, there's very little reason to live, unless perhaps you're massively Awake.

Some of what I wrote here was from stuff I had written from my trips 3 to 4 years ago and some recent ones. These are my personal views and yours may be very different. When connected to the infinite mind or should I say you when you become it you always were it. I never thought this would be human and it was not and nor are you. Yes from a limited human perspective, it will be very alien to you. If you increase your consciousness high enough you won't be human anymore or expect the infinite to have any human qualities. You are beyond being human but you know this because you become infinitely self-aware of who you truly are and it is scary when you awake as your true self. And you will most probably deny it for a time and believe you have gone into a drug-induced psychosis. When you experience alien consciousness you're just seeing it from another perspective or expression of a higher state of consciousness. All these aspects are your mind. I guess you could say you are starting from a higher state of awareness of consciousness. So if a so-called alien or a higher much more evolved being wanted to experience let's say a human perspective. It might find it fascinating experience. It would be limited and somewhat dumbed down for that though. Remember you are not just a giant mind you are an infinite mind that loves to imagine anything it wants. You are unlimited in what you can imagine. And you can also limit yourself to what you can imagine. So there are quite literally infinite states of consciousness. If you imagine there are higher states of awakening then there will be. If you imagine becoming or seeing through an alien mind on some distant planet in another highly advanced dimension then this will become your reality. Consciousness is existence itself is conscious of its own consciousness is infinite perspectives. Consciousness is not just integrating information it is creating information. And is infinite self-creativity. Consciousness defines its own self can reflect itself to know itself, and can copy itself. All is an infinite mind. Is everything and nothing at the same time is real and unreal is a dream of infinite dreams and pure imagination and infinite magic. Meaning it can create anything it wants infinity so. Life and death are imaginary just like this dream. well, you were never born to begin with so you can never die. And no you are not dead because this implies birth to begin with. You just are what is and what isn't take away ideas, concepts, and notions, and you are left with nothing but something. Ego is God and also imaginary without it this dream would not work. How smart is infinite intelligence try and contemplate this everything is your creation maths, science quantum physics cosmology ideas religions wars linguistics NDE's psychodelics all diversity I could go on forever. And to create everything and for it to work seamlessly or give the illusion of randomness. Randomness or a chaotic system can not create intelligence. Only intelligence can create randomness or the illusion of randomness. It's a very believable background story and it has to be for this to work and for an unlimited mind, it's as easy as pie. You gave meaning to meaning. You created the idea of an idea and evolution and all the background stories which well there never were any of these so-called humans they are all imaginary no human ever really created anything. You created it all yes you me I am you. I did this to trick myself into believing that others exist. You created this for the dream to work. You can work the rest out in other words only you can experience it for yourself only you can take this journey because there really only is you. How deep are you willing to go? Try and lose most of your attachments for a few months even the idea of you as this so-called human that he or she was born on this planet Earth and evolved from apes out of slime and slop and that there are others. I lost most of all my attachments for a while and in a way you do die or should I say what you held as a belief for all this time. Maybe call it your identity of whom you have been building all your life. Loss of identity or identity loss. I don't like the term ego death. This has only happened to me once on my second trip it was like having amnesia until I picked all my pieces up which took about 40 minutes to recover my identity. After that, I always was me or retained my identity to some degree. even when all my humanity had gone God is always God. I remember one time I went through what one could call insanity I experienced depression and all types of mental illnesses when I was on high doses of psychedelics and you have to go with it and let go. I got to see and feel what it was like from that point of view. So I had a new appreciation and understanding and respect of what it is like to live from that state of consciousness. Even what it is like to be a female for a few hours was one of the most beautiful experiences. Through all this, I always chose Love over everything, and I always will. You see Love is the very fabric of existence that is not built into existence it is the very nature the essence the very foundation of what you are is infinite Love. I chose to go back into the dream. And yes, you have to ground yourself and surround yourself with what made you human, to begin with, and It is not easy though once you awaken it is hard to undo it. The choice is yours and you will not even be in the same place and once you go beyond a certain point there is no going back to the same reality. And you may or more than likely lose your sanity for a time. You may be made aware of certain things that will conflict with your morals and ethics and I am not talking about solipsism. Although solipsism was still a bit of a shock I overcame it a few years ago. I would still be cautious but that is me. There is one thing I never mentioned on the biggest trips I had I didn't come back unscathed. I had well-developed OCD but the worst type I would not wish it upon anyone it took me a few days to work out what I had. The funny thing is I never had any symptoms of it and no mental illness runs in our family I have done a lot of drugs all my life. Even the doctor could not believe it. So late in the game, I went on SSRI for the past year and in that time I have taken a 7-gram dose of mushrooms well on SSRIs. It didn't seem to affect me. I would never recommend any of you do this ever. Although psilocybin has been shown to effectively treat depression in some cases and a number of other mental health conditions, there are some antidepressant medications that could have dangerous or undesirable interactions with the substance. It has taken me about a year and a half to come back and I am only now starting to ground myself. But then again I am imagining all this. Not so easy is it once you have broken through your own illusions your own traps within traps your own games and your imaginary mind. All this time you have only been chasing me you are me I am you.

Well, I did for a while feel fear only when I was doing massive doses. It is normal to feel fear or a bit of anxiety which is a good thing. I don't really feel fear anymore. You have to overcome your fears and maybe start off with 0.1 of a gram and slowly build your way up to what you are comfortable with. I microdosed for about 6 months sometimes I would overdo it but it didn't bother me. You have to find that harmonious balance of mind, and body, that works for you. So everyone is different and one microdose for you may be different for someone else. So you may need more or you may need less and you will find that out for yourself. I did the Stamets Stack about 3 years ago. This consists of psilocybin, Lion’s mane, and niacin combined to improve cognition and brain health. Niacin also known as Vitamin B3, is the generic name for nicotinic acid. Niacin can carry the molecules of psilocybin and lion's mane across the blood-brain barrier and distribute them into the endpoints of the nervous system, enhancing their benefits. So four days on and three days off to avoid building tolerance to psilocybin. Complete a four-week cycle and take a two to four-week break before restarting the process. I just had it 4 days on then I would take a few days off, and then I may even take a low dose on the weekends. I would not recommend this but it's entirely up to you. Psilocybin mushrooms – low dose = 0.1 g, medium dose = 0.1–0.3 g, high dose is  ≥  0.3 g of dried mushrooms. Beginners or those users trying Stamet's stack for the first time should start with low or medium-dose recommendations. Lion’s mane mushrooms – 5 to 20 grams of the 1% concentration. Niacin (Vitamin B3) – 100 to 200 milligrams. I would do 0.4 to 0.5 of a gram every 3 to 4 days then in another 2 days to what I would call a small dose of 2 to 3 grams on the weekend but that is me everyone will be different. Niacin can cause an allergic reaction and can interact with alcohol and other drugs like antidiabetic medications. For health reasons, it is not recommended for people with Liver disease; Kidney disease; Diabetes; Gout; or Peptic ulcer disease. There are few studies about niacin in pregnant women, lactating mothers, seniors, and children. Whoops when I did a few big doses I would take niacin did not know it could interact with alc.