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A new modality of multifaceted, asymmetrical thinking is needed. Sometimes, you have to fail in order to succeed. I started making my own yogurt with the el rudai microbe, let's see if it lives up to all the hype surrounding it. part 8 I should have called this my non-psychodelic experience before this happened, it was at 8 months before my last trip of 7 grams of Golden Teacher. I sat and waited once again about ten minutes in too it I got another message from this trillion-year-old race saying that the landing party with my fiancee had been taken on to their ship and yes they are an advanced and peaceful race and would never harm another I went this is doing my head wtf is going one extreme to another. So they told me they were off to this so-called lost planet that was a billion years old and had proof that Jesus was there first before he came to Earth. I went, and this is becoming extraordinarily perplexing. So I was communicating with my fiancée as she was going to the planet with the trillion-year-old race of aliens. This is when reality started to break down. I kept on talking to her and this other guy from 2098, they finally reached this planet, but there was no evidence supporting the fact that Jesus had ever been there. So they were on their way back to Earth. I started mind speaking with the guy who sent the billion-year-old race to attack my mushroom friends. So we both started to wonder what was really going on, are we in some kind of simulation of sorts? By this time, I had lost contact with the mushrooms, the guy from 2098, and my fiancée. It was as though the walls of this fantasy were collapsing. like we were in a game, and we were the last two left so we both started to formulate the reason for everything that had happened and conversed for over an hour and for some unknown reason that Pleiadian girl came back and started to butt in and was causing trouble saying I should not be drinking alcohol and the other person was telling her the fck off let him drink after what we all went through. She drifted away, and for some reason, I heard the mushroom again telling me to smoke some cannabis, so I did. By this time, it was just me and the guy, with whom we became good friends by the end of it all and person lives in Las Vegas don't ask me why he was in my delusional state I remember he said if it is a simulation, there must be a code to end it, so I started saying end simulation stuff like that, but nothing seemed to have an impact on it. The cannabis got me tired, so I went and lay down. Now I could not hear any of them, and there was no more mind-speak from anyone. As I lay in bed, after two hours, it dawned on me that my fiancée was not coming back, and I was in some sort of delusional or psychotic state for the past 5 days. And somehow the cannabis broke me out of it, maybe? or it just wore off I finally went to sleep and woke up the next morning. And was back to normal. It broke my heart again that my fiancée was not coming back. There is quite a bit I left out of this experience, I still don't know if it was caused by a UTI, plus the oxy cotton with alcohol withdrawals, or some sort of side effect from all the psychedelics I did before or maybe from the loss of my fiancée some sort of mental break. Any, it lasted five days and was as real as this now. I know I may have to see a psychologist on the death of my fiancée from the trauma and PTSD. My problem is I tend to hold things in and tough it out, and I don't always talk about my problems. There was another time when I was coming down from a drug, and I started to get this high-frequency buzzing sound in my head, it was like the only thing I could say was that I going insane. And it was becoming worse. I put up with it for a few hours, and I could not take any more, so I ended up in the hospital, where I was given diazepam and an antipsychotic, and it went away. The only way I can describe this humming buzzing sound is that it was an insane state. And I have been in some crazy states when on psychedelics, but this was worse.

One of my fav bands have not heard them for a while since you posted.

ehttps://www.facebook.com/share/p/18EHA59n2p/ This is another song that sprung up on one of my trips. It is like an impression or a picture a snapshot of my trip. Funny how it's called Memories. And this one came out of nowhere when I was on one of my biggest trips. Gaze speaks for itself. God looking back at God, I remember the big planet was spinning around for at least 5 days. This is what it looks like when you are on a high dose of mushrooms and you are awake with closed and open-eye visuals. EMPI-Hypnosis. When you awaken as God there is no God beside or outside of you or in front of you or separate from you. You have been God all along and yes you instantly connect to infinite Intelligence which is you all along. This no-self stuff is nonsense. You become infinite intelligence. You communicate at hyper-infinite speed and you know everything I mean everything and it is so fluent and effortlessly. You still retain yourself but recognize who you are, which is not human. But that is the character for which you are playing at this time. And yes you can go so deep that you forget that you were ever a human to begin with.

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