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Been smoking pot for the past week, Og Kush, and amnesia haze, which I grew myself in coco coir under LED lights. make the plant like really compact, bushy, and they hardly use electricity or give out much heat, so 20 hours of light for veg for about 3 months. I use Canna Bio Flores 1 LT | Certified Organic Nutrients. And order the seeds online. Yes, it is illegal where I live, just don't tell anyone, I mean no one. What you can do is veg your plant for however long, then put it outside, and it will flower. Let nature take its course, it's like a hack, within 2 months it should be done. That also depends on your strain. Such a gentle feeling, and it was one of the most relaxing feelings I have had. When I was on it, I went walking into nature at night, it was raining, and the reflections of the paths made it look like all these other paths existed, and they went on forever. I kept going into this state of consciousness where I would lose myself and forget who I was, where I was. I was talking to my higher self, it was so fluent so it would seem it was as though I was talking to my fiancé, who passed 3 years ago, and she was looking through my perspective and experiencing what I was when I was very high on pot. No paranoia whatsoever, just total warmth, blissful feeling, and then I got the giggles, I couldn't stop smiling and laughing. Lasted about 5 to 6 hours. I haven't had pot for years. I was trying to study it, so when you go into this other state, it is so clear, then you go back into the other state, and you forget what you were just talking about with your higher self. This kept going, and time just slowed right down, kind of like length expansion. The other thing I noticed was my eyesight was much better, weird, I get that on mushrooms as well, that should tell you something about reality and how psychedelics affect it. My right eye is not too good due to sun damage, and I do wear glasses. Anyway, the other strange thing that happened is there is a post on my walk, and it was though I already passed it, but I was not there yet. This happened twice, but in different places . Perhaps the night before, when I did the same walk, fused into this moment, so I thought I had already walked past the post, but I was nowhere near, kind of like a loop. Kind of like if you drive past a building in your mind, you have already passed it, but then you realize you still have not gone past it as yet. Some sort of spatial distortion, more like mind perception distortions I have never experienced this before. It was fun, though. My last ketamine was on Friday. It was not as intense it was still 85mg; it gives you a buzz for like 4 days. I believe it can definitely help with depression and OCD, as well as PTHD and ADHD. and pain. If you are suffering from any of these, I highly recommend you give it a try. Either it will work or it won't, but the only way to know is through direct experience. Sometimes I get bored with the norm, so I take psychedelics. Tomorrow is my next ketamine infusion, they will probably up the dose no more pot for a while. You had to create everything from scratch, and that is what it means to be God. This is why I said God is its own blueprint a while back. No one in the universe can tell if you're waking up as God was true; only you can know through direct experience, becoming it , and once you know, you know without a doubt. And no one can change your mind. Once you know your God, you can not unknow it. Unless you tell the mushrooms to erase those memories of the trip on a new trip, of course You, as God self self-validate that you are God; no one else can do this for you but you, of course. Because that is the role you are playing now, as being human, have fun.

No, of course it's not too late, you're still young. I have friends who are in their late forties who still game and pick up.

That's the same face my cats have when the Jehovah's Witnesses come around. I still don't know why

I feel like some ice cream now, and that creepy background noise reminds me of an ice cream van

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All that's needed is a shift in consciousness.

I would agree with you, chemicals, yes. The body is a pharmaceutical factory. And can change the way you think, feel, etc Your thoughts are transmitted via neurotransmitters and other neurochemicals. You can proactively release various feel-good neurotransmitters in your brain based on what you think about. Your brain chemistry changes physical structures in your brain and body. All drugs are chemicals, but not all chemicals are drugs.

No, it doesn't, for a good reason, but it still means your body is a drug factory.

Yes, so true. All experience is a drug experience. Whether it's mediated by our own [endogenous] drugs, or whether it's mediated by exogenous substances we ingest that are found in plants, cognition, consciousness, the working of the brain, it's all a chemically mediated process. Life itself is a drug experience.

This explains why so few humans awaken on psychedelics

God is pure truth, pure goodness, and love. God is incorruptible. God can not ever judge you; he can only love you more than you know, and only you can judge yourself. As forgivenes, I forgave everyone who ever wronged me or hurt me five years ago when I was on mushrooms. As well as when I wasn't, and let it all go. https://www.facebook.com/share/r/14RJdFMfCJs/ https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1Cw29SBA6c/ https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1BcQa9Xt7J/ https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1CeQWsCPWb/ https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1CwaEZX4sS/ https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1DFw8KzGjR/ https://www.facebook.com/share/r/17Y3W6Nuwx/

What is the point of the deception after you wake up? Actually that is an easy one to answer come to think of it now. The other question I have gone through this 1000 times in my head, through every possibility you could ever think of, as to did I really wake as God or if it's another self-deception. Could one also be being deceived when they are on psychedelics? Deception before psychedelics, deception when taking psychedelics, deception after psychedelics? The only way to know would be for someone who knows nothing about waking up as God to take psychedelics, see what happens, and keep doing this with a few 1000 people and see what experience they have . I thought so many times that everything for which I have written could be wrong; this has to be taken into account. I know that manifesting is bull, all of it. You can't manifest shit. I have tried it for five years, on and off, it never worked for me, but most importantly, I have tried it when I was awake as God, and it never worked even then. So either these people are so deluded, or they want to be a part of something bigger than themselves, and love the upvotes and the dopamine hit, or make money out of it as so-called coaches. I now believe Nevil Goddard is part of the dream, or he was a freak of nature, another Jesus, and only he could manifest, and just maybe a few others can, in this dream. but to me, they are all background stories anyway. He was right with what he said about imagination is the only reality. And so is consciousness as well.. Sorry, Reddit group, you're all full of shit, and all are mostly teenagers who could not manifest a wet dream, and I can not sit back and lie or be a part of it. r/NevilleGoddard reddit group sounds more like a colt and all the other grifters videos on U tube all these so called coaches on how to manifest money, cars, free dinners, depression away, suffering, win the lottery, get any women you want, loose weight, get a six pack, get rid of cancer and all you sicknesses as well, exes back, donkeys, what a load of cock etc. the only thing that is being manifested is your money into their pocket Trust me, I doubt any of you have tried it in god mode, most of you don't go near psychedelics, and most of you would piss and shit and your pants and run to your mommy if you did so-called reddit group. All humans have the capacity for infinite self-deception. Always remember that. I am not saying that anyone else's experience when on psychedelics is self-deception no not at all. I still believe what I experience and what a lot of you have experienced to be your truth, but for me, there is still this nagging question in the back of my mind. There was this time when I woke up and I supposedly manifested a bourbon out of thin air with Coca-Cola in my glass, either I did or I got another bourbon and forgot I had placed it there. I swear I saw it fill up by itself. At that time, the mushrooms made a remark about how Christ did the same with wine, and I can't remember exactly what was said, but it was funny. Maybe there are blocks or restrictions on what one can do in this dream, even in God mode, maybe it's not a bug but a feature, or maybe God is a twisted, pathetic, sick mofo. This is my sixth infusion, and they upped my ketamine dose to 85mg today. This time, I went on a journey riding the wave of infinity. Definitely more visuals, and I lay back this time. usually, I am sitting up. It felt like I was only there for 20 minutes, but I was under the ketamine for over an hour. It was like I was sending out waves of love to all of me, in every nook and cranny, every aspect, even aliens, lost souls, and I became everyone, everything; there were no boundaries, no difference between me and anything. I have experienced this before, on mushrooms, but this time it felt like a different flavor. And then there was this moment I became aware of a consciousness that was so bizarre to me, I could not define it in words. It's weird when you awaken to infinite intelligence; it is nothing like a human, it has a very alien feel to it at first, but you know it because it is you. This one was also me, but IDK how to transcribe it into words. It was like I was seeing through an alien mind perspective. I believe when Leo says it was alien, he means it was so different from anything he has experienced, not necessarily an alien being. I could be wrong, but I was actually communicating with an alien from another planet and seeing its home world somewhere in the Universe. In other words, with myself, because it is me. I guess I will see what happens at my next infusion, which is this Friday. https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1a9rbSMw7n/ https://www.facebook.com/share/r/14RUVzex8fz/

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Psilocybin at very high doses can really fck with your mind, and put you in a state of insanity, but not always. The trick is to just go with it until it becomes the norm. Of course, you also have datura and Silvia, but there are a lot of factors that come into it as well.

I know Steven Hawking used to go to strip clubs; now he is doing donuts. Man after my own heart. https://www.facebook.com/reel/1309617063946101 If every human gave up just one or two meat groups for good and cut back on the other ones, it would make a difference. I have given up lamb and chicken, and limited my Free-range nitrate-free pork intake as well. My main ones are grass-fed beef, and I try to get pink Alaskan salmon and other fish, with organic cruciferous vegetables, and all I drink is bottled water and kombucha, tea, and coffee, and occasionally alcohol. Yes, I will give vegan a try one of these days. What if every future couple just had one child? Imagine how the world would be in the future, instead of being overpopulated. If you think God does not suffer in the dream, think again, and even when God wakes to itself, it can still suffer, and good luck with mapping infinity. Godspeed. It's this simple: you are God, there is no God out there, over there, up there. down there in the so-called heavens, you are God dreaming, forgetting who you are, and limiting your consciousness, and this is where psychedelics come into play. Do you think God would make it that easy? You just have to meditate, and boom, you're awake. Keep dreaming, maybe for some, but I doubt it. Is it scary when you find out your infinity can be? Can you go into insanity? Of course, you can for a time, but just go with it, and it becomes normal after a time; it does not mean you will, though. Everyone's experience will be somewhat different. What is one of the hardest things for God for whom it imagines itself in a finite state, to acknowledge? I will answer this. I may have already. 75mg of ketamine today, what a trip, so intense and total identity loss, then waking up again, this time I felt a small detachment, and my lips and body went numb, kind of like when you get novacaine at the dentist, and I thought I would let myself go, and leave this dream but I guess it wasn't time. I also felt this warm wave of love wash all over me. I thought so, so higher doses would be for pain relief as well. I pinched myself, and it didn't hurt. I asked the nurse, and that ketamine acts like an anesthetic at higher doses. She said yes. I also said it would be a bit of a shock if one woke up and had no idea about it. And she said Sorry, what do you mean I said, Wake up, as God then she went I am getting the psychiatrist. No, that's what my brother said jokingly on the way home. She said I have never heard that one before and I thought to myself, perhaps other people have, but they keep to themselves so as not to sound crazy Consciousness has always been here; now is forever this, if you want to call it a moment of forever. Now is always now. forever. These are just words, but someone had to come up with them, to give a description of itself, even though it means nothing, and that is God what whatever you want to call it, existence, eternity, infinite mind, all that is, pure Consciousness, it just is, but there is one word that may come close, and that is infinity. I know words will never explain what I am. This is why God is self-creation itself. God is so smart that it created all the different languages and believes it is a finite human and that we can all understand each other in this dream. The amount of intelligence, and I like to call it magic, as well, defies belief, staggering. And to create distinctions/division, I could literally go on forever.

Human greed and stupidity go hand in hand and knows no bounds. That's crazy stuff, filming themselves whilst gambling their whole day's earnings sounds like it is becoming another trend, sigh.

Yes, first-world countries are so much better off. Sorry, I didn't even see this. I am just retracing some of what I wrote when I was tripping. It sounds like slave labour, and it is totally wrong and criminal to be taking from anyone's pay or taking someone's bread and butter when they're just helping out their family just to survive or for themselves, whatever reason. THESE Greedy humans have no morals, ethics, or they make their own. One day, things will change, and I am sure they will. Informative vid by the way. For the tides, for they are turning. "Comparison is the thief of joy, Your imaging that you have a brain, and so it is with psychedelics. It's a very stable, believable hallucination, or this dream would collapse.

How else can God have sex but with itself? Try not to think about it or lose sleep over it.I just go with the idea that there are all different aspects of me and each is an individual, but they are all from one consciousness that seems to work. It could be worse, though. What if everyone looked like you

One of these days, I will talk about manifesting and if there is any validity to it, and if it's just part of the dream, yes, you, Mr. Neville Goddard, I will talk about you. Yes, there are a lot of YouTubers making money from his teachings, and you as well, the Reddit group, you little cretins. Yes, it is and feels totally alien from being a human. God is an infinite question/mystery unto itself. Or is it? Have you noticed on this forum that some people have been told the truth, but then they forget and keep asking the same question over and over again? Talk about Groundhog Day. Maybe god divided itself as a form of experiment into separate consciousness to see if each one comes up with the same stuff at the same time, or to see what each individual one comes up with with different ideas. God would experiment upon itself. And would new insights be generated? Would the parts be greater than the whole, bringing new ideas of what consciousness is? You are consciousness, but what really is it? An infinite mind, a sentient being, but you see, these are just words. Words can not do justice to what you are. Now, there would likely be infinite states of consciousness, which I have said before. I wrote this for fun. There is no enlightenment to be had; it's part of the dream/ illusion. You must have noticed by now that you keep telling people what it's all about, but they keep reverting back to the same old notion. It's so obvious. Buddhism must be one of the hardest things to break out of, I guess, so is religion. Religion and spirituality are all nonsense. I knew this without having to take any psychedelics. Even the hobo down the street gets this, and he never went to school. It's like a recursive reclusion. Tuesday, which is tomorrow, I will go for my fourth ketamine infusion. I hope they don't up the dose again above 60mg. How the hell can you use this drug in a recreational place while dancing? When I did have the higher dose, when I closed my eyes, I could see blue patterns this time instead of red, and no, they were not like fractal geometry, whatever that means, I have no idea, as well as memory loss while I was on it. I guess I will find out tomorrow. One of the most intense trips on ketamine today, and it was the same dose, 60mg. I woke up as God and became the Godhead, and I felt infinite Love. Had that amnesia again, it's quite bizarre. I would have to say Ketamine is not one of my favs. It feels wonky, not smooth, unclear I don't know how to put it Gutless spineless pawn.