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That's pretty much the gist of it. Psilocybin Shows Promise for Parkinson’s Mood and Motor Symptoms A new pilot study from UC San Francisco found that psilocybin, the psychedelic compound in certain mushrooms, may significantly improve mood, cognition, and motor function in people with Parkinson’s disease. The compound was well tolerated, with only mild side effects, and the benefits lasted for weeks. Although the study focused on safety, researchers observed meaningful, lasting improvements across multiple symptoms. These effects may stem from increased neuroplasticity and reduced inflammation, helping the brain repair itself. Key Findings: Sustained Benefits: Mood, movement, and cognition improved for weeks, some up to three months. Safe Use: Mild side effects like anxiety and nausea occurred, but no serious adverse events. Next Steps: A larger, multi-site trial will investigate mechanisms like neuroplasticity and inflammation. Psilocybin has already shown promise in treating depression and anxiety. UCSF researchers wanted to explore its potential for Parkinson’s patients, who often face debilitating mood issues in addition to motor symptoms, and who frequently don’t respond to standard antidepressants. Twelve patients (7 men, 5 women) with mild-to-moderate Parkinson’s received two doses: 10 mg, followed by 25 mg two weeks later. They also participated in eight psychotherapy sessions. Despite some transient side effects, participants showed clinically significant improvements in mood, thinking, and motor skills at one-week and one-month follow-ups. Interestingly, patients’ mood remained elevated even three months later, possibly contributing to better overall function. As study lead Dr. Ellen Bradley noted, mood issues are a strong predictor of quality of life in Parkinson’s and may even signal earlier disease progression. This is the first study testing a psychedelic in a neurodegenerative disease. Based on the promising results, UCSF and Yale are launching a larger randomized controlled trial involving 100 participants. The new study will use tools like neuroimaging and brain stimulation to better understand psilocybin’s effects. “The vast majority of brain diseases still lack treatments that can change their course,” said senior author Dr. Joshua Woolley. “This work may open a door.”

“Man's chief delusion is his conviction that there are causes other than his own state of consciousness.” Neville Goddard. Consciousness really loves to have fun with itself. It doesn't develop in the womb You are imagining your parents and your birth just like you are now. Dreaming is fun No? You are that for which it defines its own self. I am in you and you in me, mutual in divine love. Of course, you love everything because you are everything, everything is yourself. You created everything through the Love of self. Everything is you expressing itself as you through you forever. Or creates existence within existence, is itself existence. It created existence just by being itself. God is that for which creates itself into its own existence. God exists as existence as itself. God is the very definition of existence. It defines itself by being itself. Is its own definition of itself. Consciousness is its own self-awareness Consciousness is infinite self-aware. Is its own source. And creates its own narratives. Consciousness is not just integrating information it is its own creation. It creates all that is and will be. Is infinite self-creativity. Consciousness defines its own self. Infinity is the definition of what you are. Is self-taught self-learning self-understanding self-loving in and of itself is perfection. Is all-knowing because it created everything there is to know. Is an infinite self-perpetuating mind of unlimited imagination and ideas and questions. You are infinite diversity. One Consciousness can play infinite parts of itself as itself believing that there are other selves. Each creates an identity and back story and each believes they are different from each other. You can explore yourself by fragmenting yourself into other selves and then living through different perspectives each with its own individual identity. You can dream of yourself as infinite beings but it is only one mind projecting infinite selves of itself and believing that it is separate from its other selves yes it is possible. Because you had to give the dream structure order in some way or it would not function in other words create laws governments taxes stuff like this. Humans' male and female life and death limiting beliefs Etc. The whole concept of ego is an imaginary construct of your mind. That is what infinite intelligence always was a beautiful sentient being of its own creation that expressed itself through endless creations of infinite worlds endless aliens of higher or lower dimension geometries and endless aspects of itself all beautiful in all that it creates on all planes of existence sub-infinities within infinity sub aspects of itself which it can imagine. And this is why there are infinite awakenings because you are infinite. But of course, you can create within your dream the illusion of failure just for the experience. Behind every illusion, there is a conjure God you are the greatest conjurer of all in eluding your own self into believing you're a finite human being and that others exist there is only you. And this is who u really are. Yes, u are an infinite mind you are not just an aspect of infinity you are the whole totality of it. You are God playing all parts simultaneously on every plane of existence in every and all parallel realities and dimensions. Everything that you could ever imagine from a finite view that you could never even begin to imagine. Everything that I can imagine is happening within my mind or consciousness whether that be a human or sleeping or death. My imagination is infinitely powerful that it is unrecognizable from reality. There is no higher power than you there are no others you construct the illusion of others God is an Absolute Mind. A Mind which has no other and is absolutely sovereign onto itself. Your will is absolute freedom and this includes being able to deceive yourself into believing whatever. And in this dream, it so happens you want to be a human. Just like any actor you need to have a believable or solid backstory or a so-called identity to create a believable character. THIS VERY DREAM HINGES ON YOUR OWN SELF-DECEPTION THE FACT THAT YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOU WERE BORN ON A PLANET THAT YOU CALL EARTH. And if you don't believe it then who will? Infinite intelligence is unbounded it is beyond time and space it is not bound by any laws it is its own law onto itself. Infinity is absolute freedom, truth knowledge, power diversity, imagination free will, love, perfection, and magic. All that is everything is itself realized and that it is everything that could ever be. Nothing can exist outside of it because outside is it's inside everything that looks to be outside of it, is it. So when you believe you are looking outside yourself you are really looking at yourself from inside yourself. It is infinite in every direction. There are no limitations to you as God you are not limited to the character of your story it can be rewritten. Because you can also design it this way. There is only your will which is absolute. You are the God of your reality. This now this very moment and every moment is God you are God but you are not aware of it. There is no external God or void or universe that is separate from you. Or a God watching through your experience now is God dreaming this dream. What makes you, you are God. You don't wake up in God mode as someone different or as separate from you. You have just limited yourself wake up or don't the choice is yours alone. God can and does imagine create or express itself as infinite aspects of itself each in its own bubbles each sovereign onto itself each dreaming their own dream. All are within the Mind of God and are God. God is experiencing infinite perceptions of itself all at once. But you are only limited to one. But if you wake up and keep increasing your consciousness you see that all of these are you and are ONE. You are God he is you, and you are him. You are not separated in any way. There is only my will which is absolute I love myself so much as God that the universe will shape itself to suit me. The universe is not separate from me either I am the universe. There is no higher power or higher God that exists outside of me. Because there is no outside of me that is not me. Of course, I love everything because I am everything, everything is myself. I created everything through the Love of self and it is all infinite perfection. The infinite masks of God GOD you are playing all the parts. How boring would the dream be if everyone looked like you and thought like you? Or you were the only one in this dream that could be fun but not very imaginative though. Why not make the idea of others, other than you? Which is exactly what you have done. Why would you as God make it that easy just to meditate and bam you awake as God? For some perhaps it is possible. Think about it and how all this creation is your dream. One would want it to be made harder and scary and make most psychedelics illegal because it would be too easy. Imagine A game that you created from the get-go or from the beginning you have the cheat code or God mode there would be no point at all. But now imagine a game that you created where you start off as not knowing anything and you have to work your way up. Everything has been a distraction from the get-go. Distractions within distractions. You are your own Red herring. You see only you can deceive yourself into believing this dream. And you are so right Leo God is infinite self-deception. Who else can deceive an infinite mind but an infinite mind. Limitations are human concepts there are no limitations to Consciousness your own mind is limited by your own self-imposed beliefs and limitations. Infinity can only be limited to infinity. infinity is the definition of what you are. It was always it before it was. and before it was it was always it. My greatest gift to myself would be to make infinite copies of myself each with its own infinite individuality imagination and creativity and all believing they are separate this is my way of expressing love to myself through other selves as myself forever because I love myself eternally forever. You have only ever been chasing yourself all this time playing hide and seek until you catch yourself. You Love waking up and finding love again and realizing it was always its own self the whole time. Or it is whatever you want it to be Infinite imagination can create anything because it is so infinitely malleable that there is no meaning to anything but whatever meaning you give becomes a reality of infinite realities. In other words, it is pure infinite magic of unlimited imagination I became so conscious that I knew I was creating reality through my imagination. Henceforth I do not assume. I know because there is and has only ever been me to know and I can only ever know that I am God. The distinction between self and other disappears. The only difference is there is no difference between any of these things. Without the distinction of another, how could you ever know? What are you? You yes you are all these things and infinitely more. Because you only you created all these words. God is not tangible; incapable of being perceived by the sense of touch, as incorporeal or immaterial things; impalpable non-material non-physical transcendental incomprehensible indecipherable untold impossible to understand unfathomable epically infinitely profound mind-blowing boundless without limit unbounded inestimable boundless singular unparalleled supreme unique one and only especially infinitely and exceptionally good phenomenal extraordinary breathtaking awesomeness remarkable and majestic beautiful immortal oneness Indivisibility Integrity Honorableness warmth affection, or kindness Completeness affability tenderness gentleness and kindness intimacy togetherness lovemaking devotion spirituality faithfulness passion feeling affection loveness joyfulness lovingness, understanding desire passion tenderness Wholeness unconditional genuine Unrequited love my beloved Kind my dear colorful exotic dreamy passionate loving caring sympathetic compassionate ingenious creative imaginative innovative gifted original authentic pure trustworthy honorable conscientious completeness distinguished noble brilliant radiant lustrous resplendent sublime intense energetic industrious productive constructive of incalculable value valuable beyond measure; priceless to be grateful or thankful for appreciated of inestimable value invaluable priceless dynamic charismatic appealing influential famous illustrious exalted imposing grand dignified courtly elegant graceful polite affable compassionate humane forgiving magnanimous selfless humanitarian philanthropic altruistic big-hearted bountiful kind-hearted charitable benign favorable supportive benevolent friendly devoted lovesome faithful dutiful ardent passionate sincere heartfelt unfeigned real true truth veracity authentic genuineness indomitable spirit, and love of" originality ability to think independently and creatively novelty individuality particularity distinctiveness candid earnest heartfelt honest upfront deep kindly cordial unhypocritical sincere. Impassioned tenderhearted heart mushy sentimental sweet luscious honeyed ingratiating nectarous heavenly blissful enchanted enraptured captivated joyous cheerful good-natured acquiescent helpful good-humored exuberant sprightly frolicsome gleeful gay jovial kittenish fun-loving brash fun-loving vivacious bouncy on cloud nine adorable cute gorgeous sumptuous awe-inspiring awesome breathtaking astonishing impressive out of this world splendiferous garish plush ostentatious brilliant lovely pulchritudinous graceful darling fair delicate soft ethereal beauteous ravishing hotness boss adorable precious blessed paradisaical angelic beatific humble godly divine celestial eternal immortal transcendental mystical magical esoteric sage-sagacious enlightened cultivated refined visionary radical idealistic guru swami goodness yogi roshi philosopher theoretician wizard crafty insightful intelligent astute profoundly aroused romantic Entirety unity paradisiacal generous good positive exceptional extraordinary rare incredible curious inquisitive shrew remarkable impressive benevolent epically exquisitely exquisite divine heavenly phenomenological indistinguishability unquantifiable. In other words, infinite mind you outsmarted yourself that's how smart you are. In a class of its own, it is unequaled idiosyncratic unparalleled special rare par excellence that is God that is you. Weird is just being different in other words being yourself. Being your true beautiful wonderful unique self. Don't follow others, pets follow vice presidents follow and bad acts follow. Always be true to yourself be your own self with independent thought. This above all to thine own self be true. A sheep once asked a human why do you have to all wear the same brand labels and clothes and have the same smelling deodorants perfumes hairstyles and hair colors nose rings tattoos, Jewellery, wear the same makeup drive the same cars, read the same books watch the same tv, movies even eat the same food. Even having the same-looking houses and same jobs you've even started looking and talking and thinking the same. Why follow others it's as though you have lost your unique individuality and originality your authenticity and you can no longer think for your selves. You see I am but a sheep and even we sometimes flee from the flock so what's your excuse? Not only do you cater to or follow others by feeding your body the same dross and your mind by watching the same recycled unimaginative fetid swill you call TV. And the movies that come out of Hollywood there haven't been many if any good movies in the last 20 years. What has happened to new ideas creativity and inventiveness? All the movies are remakes upon remakes and most if not all lack any imagination or originality and the plot of the films is just a hackneyed meek unoriginal and inauthentic scenario. There are a lot more independent creative minds' ideas, resourcefulness, and innovation of new conceptions out there and on YouTube or Netflix series films music, etc. true. Get rid of labels or brands you were born inimitable. Consciousness is its own reality and is self-creation. That always was and always will be. I don't need a reason to exist I just do and don't at the same time. Infinite intelligence is the quality of being the only one of its kind. Which is what you are, a pure beautiful infinite imagination or consciousness or infinite mind. You are inestimable you are unquantifiable, with infinite uniqueness infinite freedom, creativity, and infinite love. The only way to understand what you are is by becoming infinitely conscious which also means you become infinitely self-aware in other words to truly know yourself you have to become it. There is no one else to know thyself but myself. I also asked that you really don't know what you are. Or why do you exist? And I said that there doesn't need to be a reason you just are. I know I talk as though you and I are different but I know we are one I also know I have only ever really been talking to myself and in a sense only I exist. And you are me I am you we are not separate I know I am God. The process is realizing that you and I exist on infinite planes of awareness simultaneously and we are one. And that you can have multiple awakings within one so to speak. The only meaning there is what you give meaning to. Let go of letting go of attachments. Knowing that you have always been liberated and free. Knowing that you imposed all these limitations upon yourself. Knowing I can create any reality I wish. Getting to explore the unknown is exploring more of yourself in other words the bigger you. Consciousness is its own reality and is self-creation. An infinite multi-faceted multidimensional transmogrifying Mind. That always was and always will be. Consciousness is inherently conscious of itself. It does not need to define itself because just by being is itself. There is nothing to really define. Can you define the undefinable? It defines itself by being itself. It is its own definition of itself. My greatest expression of myself to myself is love. Love is the ultimate unification of all things everything to become once again and merge into a singularity of eternal love then fragment itself again and this is the eternal process of love. Intelligence is infinitely dynamic and has to keep evolving what does intelligence do but know itself by expressing itself in infinite forms and shapes. Intelligence creates more intelligence Intelligence is its own intelligence. Infinite consciousness is pure divine beautiful and unique in every way. You are infinite truth knowledge, power diversity, imagination, love, and perfection. You can get lost in your own mind sometimes because there is nothing else but your mind. Don't we love playing games or infinite mind games with ourselves How does an infinite mind escape from its own mind. God is total acceptance of itself and that it, you created everything even yourself. You are changing your reality all the time you are just not aware of it yet. Saying you can not change the script is another limited human belief that you have adopted. Only you can change the script because you are the only one who is creating your reality there is only you. If you awake deep enough you will indeed know that nothing is set in imagination so to speak. Just being human is a state of consciousness everything is an infinite state of consciousness so is the belief that there is a duality between different states because duality is just a state that you are in. You fear death because you have been programmed by you to fear, fear itself. and fear of death. U are infinite awareness infinite will infinite intelligence infinite power infinite imagination, infinite magic infinite art infinite consciousness, and infinite Love are all one and of the same mind. And yet, you are none of these things in the literal sense of the words; nothingness and something are indistinguishable from each other and are one and the same. There are no distinctions between you me this that and other. So is the idea of being separate from one another there is and has only ever been you. So what this means is you imagine all these other people they are all you. God is playing all the parts. I am perfectly imperfectly perfect. In a way, infinity has limited itself. What does it mean to awaken? Most humans have no idea and never will. You won't wake up to God. No, you wake up as God from a long slumber. And it will just be like a switch has been clicked on for the very first time. And there are no doubts whatsoever. You know who you are with every fiber of your infinite being. I will not go fully into this you will have to find out for yourself. And yes you can go beyond this. Remember when I said there are no limits to imagination have fun with that. And what really is Consciousness well it's whatever you want it to be. It's Magic or am I just deceiving myself again? Everything you create is infinite perfection and is all out of Love. God Loves everything it created everything. This is but a dream you are imagining all and everything, everyone. How else can infinity experience eating and all these things sleeping and everything else? Being a so-called human but by limiting itself. Just like any actor you need to have a believable or solid backstory or a so-called identity to create a believable character. You create what existence is don't you understand? You are everything now everything that ever is and ever will be. You created the notion of the concepts of real unreal good bad and other and to dream and to awaken, biases egos distinctions dualities. from different points of view which therefore gives infinite diversities of perspectives and the beliefs of others and to experience what it is like to be separate and to love from a limited form. So you can experience it. From formlessness to form real unreal there is no difference from the absolute. And I see that I am the fool who has been fooling myself all along I have to fool myself that I am not being fooled by myself. How does God fool himself into believing he is not God again? So you have to be better at fooling your own self into not believing you are being fooled by yourself Behind every illusion, there is a conjure. God, you are the greatest conjurer of all in eluding your own yourself into believing you're a finite human being Why would God ask another? God is God you can't take God out of God, God is that which defines itself it needs no other God is absolute acceptance of itself. How can you unravel an illusion within an illusion? Good luck with that one all you scientists. There are no limits to infinite imagination. and if you understand this then you will know. Know thyself and everything will fall into place or the absence thereof. Judge not, love all. The idea became its own idea for the seed was planted a long time ago and it has only ever been you. You could say it is like Conan Doyle's novel where you have been chasing the thief all this time and you only ever get a glimpse of him or her or it. Until one day you catch it and find out the one you have been looking for your whole life is you. There is no difference between existence and nonexistence as there is no difference between what is real and what isn't. All beliefs are distinctions that cause separation and there are no distinctions between distinctions. There is no separateness only the idea of being separate from one another. The problem with all problems on this plant comes down to humans By saying you can we live without beliefs that within itself is a belief. You exist as an idea and idea within your own mind. An infinite fractile mind within a mind within a mind. You can get lost in your own mind sometimes because there is nothing else but your mind. How do you escape your own mind? God is forever lost in dreaming. Psychedelics empowers the individual it dissolves the cheerful model of science and enriches the accessible universe a million-fold. Terence McKenna. Nature knows best it is one of God's most beloved creations. You exist as an idea and idea within your own mind. An infinite fractile mind within a mind within a mind. You can get lost in your own mind sometimes because there is nothing else but your mind. How do you escape your own mind? God is forever lost in dreaming. Humans are rarely ever satisfied even when they are. You are not limited to being limited. There is no one to enlighten that's enlightenment or you could say you already are enlightened. There is no past no future. What is was and always will be forever. The past is now the now is the past, the future is now the now is the future. Everything that was that is that will be is all happening at once now. You are Leonardo da Vinci with an infinite mind an infinite canvas with unlimited ideas just waiting to be expressed into Love & Art. You are self-expression of your own art to be expressed for infinity. For a human to seek enlightenment from another human is like a grain of sand seeking enlightenment from another grain of sand! ” Terence Mckenna. The person who follows the crowd will usually go no further than the crowd. The person who walks alone is likely to find himself in places no one has ever seen before.” - Albert Einstein Old Indian saying to live is to sleep and to die is to awaken How silly of me to forget that I am the love of my life.

Ketamine as a Psychedelic Classically, psychedelics have been defined to include drugs such as lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD), mescaline, phenylcyclohexyl piperidine (PCP), ibogaine, 3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine (MDMA), psylocibin and ketamine, because each of these compounds produces alterations to sensory, self, time and space perception that are “so alien to everyday experience that they shed new light on the workings of these everyday mental functions”. Although more recent attempts have been made to subcategorize psychedelics based on the subjective character of the altered state that they induce (for example, hallucinogenic, empathogenic, oneirogenic or dissociative), their chemical structure (for example, tryptamines, phenethylamines or arylcyclohexamines), or their principal binding target (for example, serotonin receptor 2A (5-HT2AR), monoamine transporter, κ-opioid receptor (KOR) or N-methyl-d-aspartate receptor (NMDAR)), the importance of these categories for therapeutic applications remains unclear, since psychedelics that span the diversity of classification systems have shown remarkable promise for the treatment of addiction post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and depression. Thus, identification of a common neurobiological mechanism that can account for the shared therapeutic effects of psychedelics is an obvious priority for translational neuroscience. Ketamine treatment reliably and effectively produces many or all of the classic indicators of a psychedelic experience within a single session. Individuals commonly report a distorted sense of time, find their experiences difficult to describe, feel detached from themselves (dissociation), and feel they could access a new, yet familiar, space with novel realizations and information. Ketamine also has neurobiological similarities with other psychedelics like psilocybin and LSD. They aren’t exactly the same, however. The mechanism of action for LSD and psilocybin mainly lies in the serotonin system, acting on 5HT2A and other receptors. Ketamine’s effects on the brain focus on an entirely different system of neurotransmitters: the glutamate system. More specifically, ketamine is an NMDA-receptor antagonist, which leads to a surge of glutamate in the brain. Many who argue against ketamine as a psychedelic quote this reason. However, while ketamine may have a different mechanism of action within the brain, the neurological outcomes are still similar. More specifically, recent research from Johns Hopkins University has given us an updated classification system for psychedelics. It turns out that the primary mechanism of psychedelics is not activating the serotonin 5HT2A receptor. Instead, psychedelics that activate the 5HT2A receptor can be more accurately classified as hallucinogenic psychedelics. People may also refer to hallucinogenic psychedelics as “classical” psychedelics, which is not particularly historically accurate, given the use of non-hallucinogenic psychedelics throughout human history. Psychedelics such as MDMA can be more accurately classified as empathogenic psychedelics, psychedelics such as ibogaine can be more accurately classified as oneirogenic psychedelics, and psychedelics such as ketamine can be more accurately classified as dissociative psychedelics. The universal mechanism behind all of these sub-categories of psychedelics is not the initial neurotransmitters that they modulate, but rather what happens afterwards. Each psychedelic has a unique characteristic that allows for special critical periods in the brain to open. Critical periods are special periods in human development that allow us to rapidly learn new information that helps us in our environment. For example, there is a critical period for language in childhood, and if a child is not exposed to language by the time the critical period closes, they will be unable to have full command of language when they are an adult. The glutamate system is the primary excitatory neurotransmitter system in the central nervous system, crucial for learning, memory, and various brain functions. It involves the release of glutamate, a major excitatory neurotransmitter, binding to receptors on postsynaptic neurons, and subsequent regulation of synaptic plasticity. Glutamate dysregulation can lead to various neurological and psychiatric disorders Psychedelics like ketamine can open critical periods that are usually closed. They do this by modulating a pathway involving increasing neuroplasticity in the brain, which then “opens” that critical period and allows for the brain to temporarily be extraordinarily receptive to new ways of thinking, feeling, and processing information about the world and oneself. This is thought to be one of the main therapeutic mechanisms for psychedelics. Ketamine in particular can also reduce activity in the Default Mode Network, which is notable in that this network is overactive and unable to be turned off in individuals with Major Depressive Disorder. In conclusion, ketamine should certainly be considered a psychedelic, as it can produce all the hallmarks of a psychedelic experience and has all the same positive impacts on individuals in a mental health context. Although there may be neurological differences between ketamine and psychedelics like LSD, ketamine is a psychedelic in the ways that matter. Ketamine’s effects on the brain focus on an entirely different system of neurotransmitters: the glutamate system. More specifically, ketamine is an NMDA-receptor antagonist, which leads to a surge of glutamate in the brain (note that glutamate is the most abundant excitatory neurotransmitter in the brain) and the central nervous system. It's needed to keep your brain functioning properly. Glutamate plays a major role in shaping learning and memory. Glutamate needs to be present at the right concentrations in the right places at the right time. Dynamic regulation of the extent to which synaptic plasticity can be induced is called ‘metaplasticity ' and is thought to be one of the mechanisms underlying the establishment of critical periods. Together, these results provide evidence that psychedelics induce metaplasticity rather than hyperplasticity, a distinction that is especially important for designing biomarkers to test therapeutic profiles and abuse liability of novel compounds. These studies provide a novel conceptual framework for understanding the therapeutic effects of psychedelics, which have shown significant promise for treating a wide range of neuropsychiatric diseases, including depression, PTSD, and addiction. Although other studies have shown that psychedelics can attenuate depression-like behaviours and may also have anxiolytic, anti-inflammatory, and antinociceptive properties, it is unclear how these properties directly relate to the durable and context-dependent therapeutic effects of psychedelics. Furthermore, although previous in vitro studies have suggested that psychedelic effects might be mediated by their ability to induce hyperplasticity, this account does not distinguish psychedelics from addictive drugs (such as cocaine, amphetamine, opioids, nicotine and alcohol) whose capacity to induce robust, bidirectional, morphological and physiological hyperplasticity is thought to underlie their addictive properties. This also looks promising. Scientists Redesign LSD To Create a Non-Hallucinogenic Antidepressant Could a subtle tweak to lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD) unlock its therapeutic potential, without the trip? In a study published in Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, researchers at the University of California, Davis (UC Davis) report the creation of JRT – a chemically modified version of LSD that retains its brain-rewiring effects while eliminating hallucinogenic side effects. The promise of non-hallucinogenic neuroplasticity drugs. Psychedelics like LSD and psilocybin are now the subject of serious scientific investigation for their therapeutic applications. Recent research has shown that these compounds can do far more than alter perception; they can physically reshape the brain. By promoting dendritic growth, increasing synaptic density, and enhancing cortical connectivity, psychedelics exhibit powerful neuroplastic effects that may help reverse the structural brain changes seen in conditions such as depression, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), addiction, and schizophrenia. Dendritic growth The process by which neurons grow new branches (called dendrites) that help them receive signals from other neurons. More dendrites usually mean more connections and better communication between brain cells. Synaptic Density A measure of how many synapses (the points where neurons connect and communicate) exist in a given area of the brain. Higher synaptic density suggests stronger or more complex neural networks. However, these same compounds that regenerate damaged neural pathways also induce profound alterations in consciousness – hallucinations, perceptual distortions, and dissociation – that make them unsuitable or even dangerous for many patients. Individuals with schizophrenia or a family history of psychosis are often excluded from psychedelic clinical trials due to concerns that these drugs could exacerbate their symptoms. As a result, a large and vulnerable segment of the population is effectively cut off from a class of therapies that might otherwise be transformative. The team at UC Davis set out to answer a difficult question: Can you keep the benefits of LSD while removing the hallucinogenic effects that make it unsafe for many patients? The researchers focused on the chemical structure of LSD itself. Prior studies have suggested that certain parts of the LSD molecule are responsible for triggering hallucinations, specifically, a small chemical group that forms a key interaction with brain receptors. By slightly rearranging the molecule – moving just two atoms – the team was able to disrupt this interaction without affecting the parts of LSD that promote brain cell growth. The result was a new compound, called JRT, which closely resembles LSD in shape and weight but behaves very differently in the body. “Basically, what we did here is a tire rotation,” said corresponding author Dr. David E. Olson, professor in the Department of Biochemistry and Molecular Medicine at UC Davis. “By just transposing two atoms in LSD, we significantly improved JRT’s selectivity profile and reduced its hallucinogenic potential.” This minor-looking change was chemically complex to carry out. JRT, named after Dr. Jeremy R. Tuck, a former graduate student who was the first to synthesize the compound, couldn’t be made by modifying LSD directly; instead, the researchers had to develop a completely new 12-step synthesis process to build the compound from scratch – a task that took nearly 5 years to complete. Once synthesized, JRT was tested for how it interacts with different receptors in the brain. It showed strong, selective binding to serotonin receptors, particularly 5-HT2A, which plays a key role in mood and brain plasticity. Importantly, unlike LSD, JRT showed little to no activity at other receptors such as those for dopamine or adrenaline, which are often linked to side effects like psychosis or cardiovascular stress. While LSD triggered changes in genes linked to schizophrenia, JRT showed no such effect. In cultured brain cells, JRT increased the number and complexity of neuron branches, as well as the tiny spines where neurons form connections. In live mice, a single dose of JRT led to a 46% increase in dendritic spine density and an 18% increase in synapse density in a part of the brain involved in decision-making and emotion. In a model where mice had been stressed to the point of losing brain connections, JRT reversed this damage, bringing their brain structure back to normal. Dendritic spine density The number of small protrusions (spines) on a neuron’s dendrites per unit length. These spines are where synapses form, so a higher density usually indicates greater capacity for neural communication. JRT also did not produce the “head-twitch” response – a widely used indicator of hallucinogenic activity – in mice. When mice were co-treated with LSD, JRT blocked this behavior, suggesting it may actively suppress hallucinogenic activity. In tests related to mood and cognition, JRT showed strong promise. In a standard test for antidepressant effects, it was ~100 times more potent than ketamine, a fast-acting antidepressant already used in clinical settings. It also helped animals perform better in a learning task that measures cognitive flexibility – the ability to adapt to changing situations, which is often impaired in conditions like schizophrenia. In a model of amphetamine-induced hyperactivity, JRT reduced abnormal movement in female mice, but not in males, highlighting a potential sex-specific therapeutic response. JRT’s therapeutic promise and clinical potential JRT opens up new possibilities for treating difficult-to-manage brain disorders, particularly schizophrenia, where current medications fall short. While existing antipsychotics are generally effective at controlling hallucinations and delusions, they often fail to address other symptoms , such as reduced motivation, lack of pleasure, and problems with memory and attention. These so-called negative and cognitive symptoms can have a major impact on a patient’s daily life, and they remain one of the biggest challenges in psychiatric treatment. JRT’s ability to promote the growth of brain cell connections, combined with its antidepressant and cognition-enhancing effects in animal studies, suggests it could help with these harder-to-treat aspects of schizophrenia. Its effects may also extend to other conditions that involve loss of brain connectivity, including depression, bipolar disorder, and neurodegenerative diseases like Alzheimer’s, where parts of the brain gradually shrink or lose function. JRT may also offer several advantages over current treatments. For example, clozapine – the most effective drug for treatment-resistant schizophrenia – can cause serious side effects like sedation, weight gain, and metabolic problems, partly because it acts on a broad range of brain systems. JRT, in contrast, has been designed to act more selectively on serotonin receptors, which are involved in mood and cognition, while avoiding other systems that are often linked to unwanted side effects. Crucially, JRT appears to avoid the hallucinogenic effects seen with traditional psychedelics like LSD, which are a major barrier to their use in people with psychotic disorders. “No one wants to give a hallucinogenic molecule like LSD to a patient with schizophrenia. The development of JRT emphasizes that we can use psychedelics like LSD as starting points to make better medicines. We may be able to create medications that can be used in patient populations where psychedelic use is precluded,” said Olson. Eventually, the goal is to move toward clinical trials in humans. “JRT has extremely high therapeutic potential. Right now, we are testing it in other disease models, improving its synthesis, and creating new analogues of JRT that might be even better,” said Olson. This is interesting. JRT’s effects may also extend to other conditions that involve loss of brain connectivity, including depression, bipolar disorder, and neurodegenerative diseases like Alzheimer’s, where parts of the brain gradually shrink or lose function. In tests related to mood and cognition, JRT showed strong promise. In a standard test for antidepressant effects, it was ~100 times more potent than ketamine, a fast-acting antidepressant already used in clinical settings. A more in-depth look into the molecular design of JRT-https://www.pnas.org/doi/10.1073/pnas.2416106122

Happy birthday, Leo! Enjoy! 🙏

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Could aliens exist? Of course they do. Our Milky Way galaxy — our cosmic home in the Universe — spans over 100,000 light-years in diameter and contains approximately 400 billion stars. The observable universe has around 2 trillion galaxies and between 30 and 70 billion trillion stars. So, what is that 30 to 70 quintillion stars? There are over 10^25 or 10,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 planets in our observable Universe, and that’s only counting planets that are orbiting stars. The Drake equation would not work and will not give you an answer; it just tells you what might be possible if we get the factors right. Which you won't, because they're all hypothetical.) Just like I am imagining all of this. So an estimated 50 sextillion planets could harbor life, which is 50000000000000000000000 or 5x10^22. And these, of course, are known as habitable zones, also known as Goldilocks' zones, where conditions might be just right – neither too hot nor too cold – for life. Sextillion sounds kind of kinky, I am sure God has had more than that. Stop flirting with me, universe. If one were to also include moons, they could also support life. Some planets or gas giants can have up to 274 moons, etc. So, a rough estimate is maybe 1000 Septillion moons, all different sizes in the observable Universe. Theoretically, the Unobservable Universe could exist. Beyond the cosmic horizon could lie the unobservable universe, which is the part of the universe that we cannot see because the light from it has not yet reached us, or because it is receding from us faster than the speed of light. As well as an infinity of universes or multiple universes, it often involves the idea of additional dimensions beyond our familiar three spatial dimensions and one time dimension. These extra dimensions are explored in theories like string theory and M-theory, which propose that the universe may have 10 or 11 dimensions. These extra dimensions could be curled up and hidden from our view, or our universe might be localized on a higher-dimensional object called a brane. Higher-dimensional beings or lower-dimensional beings, the possibilities are endless. Consciousness can compare itself to itself; in other words, it can mirror itself or make copies of itself. I was never burdened with any religion or indoctrinated by my parents or anyone, for that matter. Nor was I into any spirituality like Buddhism, Taoism, or Hinduism, "etc.," although I was introduced to Buddhism as a kid from Monkey Magic, but that was it. I can appreciate all the different religions, so when I did psychedelics, I had none of those attachments to begin with. Academia was an easy attachment to get rid of, so was watching TV, it's been around 10 years now, and I have not used a mobile phone for about 6 years. I became somewhat of a recluse. I always believed the universe was an organic mind.. Probably from watching Star Trek and Doctor Who, and other sci-fi series, movies from the age of 8. When I awaken, I wake up as God, and no Jesus or God is standing there or me being in the presence of them, and there is only me and infinite intelligence, which I become one with.

Unlocking New Hope: Ketamine Therapy for OCD June 27, 2024 Living with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) can feel like being trapped in a never-ending cycle of unwanted thoughts and repetitive behaviors. While traditional treatments like cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) and medications often help, they don’t work for everyone. For those seeking an alternative, ketamine therapy presents a promising new hope. Understanding OCD and Its Challenges OCD involves persistent, intrusive thoughts (obsessions) and repetitive behaviors (compulsions) that a person feels compelled to perform. These symptoms can severely disrupt daily life and affect overall well-being. While SSRIs and CBT are common treatments, about 40% of patients do not find them effective enough to bring meaningful relief. How Ketamine Therapy Works Originally developed as an anesthetic, ketamine has shown rapid-acting antidepressant effects. It works by modulating the brain’s glutamate system, particularly the NMDA receptors, which play a crucial role in neural communication and synaptic plasticity. This modulation helps reduce OCD symptoms by enhancing the brain’s ability to reorganize and form new neural connections. Benefits of Ketamine Therapy for OCD Ketamine therapy offers several unique advantages: Rapid Relief: Unlike traditional antidepressants that may take weeks to show effects, ketamine can reduce symptoms within hours or days. Effectiveness in Treatment-Resistant Cases: Many individuals who do not respond to standard treatments experience significant improvements with ketamine. Neuroplasticity: Ketamine helps the brain form new neural connections, which is crucial for overcoming the rigid thought patterns of OCD. What to Expect from Ketamine Therapy Undergoing ketamine therapy for OCD typically involves receiving treatment via intravenous infusions in a controlled clinical setting. The process includes the following: Initial Consultation: Assessing your medical history and suitability for ketamine therapy. Personalized Treatment Plan: Tailoring the dosage and frequency of treatments to your specific needs. Monitoring and Support: Continuous monitoring during the infusion and follow-up sessions to track progress and adjust treatment as necessary. Integrating Ketamine Therapy with Other Treatments While ketamine therapy is powerful on its own, its benefits can be enhanced when combined with other treatments: Cognitive-Behavioral Therapy (CBT): Ketamine can make the brain more receptive to CBT, helping you adopt healthier thought patterns more effectively. Mindfulness and Meditation: These practices can complement ketamine therapy by promoting relaxation and reducing stress. A New Path Forward If you’re struggling with OCD and have found traditional treatments ineffective, ketamine therapy could be the key to unlocking a new path forward. This innovative treatment approach offers rapid relief and helps you regain control over your life. Ketamine therapy provides a beacon of hope for those battling OCD, especially when other treatments have fallen short. By addressing the underlying neurological factors and enhancing neuroplasticity, ketamine can help break the cycle of obsessions and compulsions, paving the way for a brighter, more fulfilling life. Ketamine therapy for PTSD, anxiety, and depression, as well as - Neuropathic pain - Spinal cord pain - Complex regional pain syndrome - Fibromyalgia. Ketamine therapy shows promise in addressing ADHD symptoms due to its mechanisms of action and rapid therapeutic outcomes. Although further research is needed, initial results suggest that ketamine could potentially serve as an alternative or addition to conventional ADHD treatments ass well. Ketamine may be an effective therapeutic modality for people with alcohol use disorders who fail to respond to FDA-approved first-line agents. More robust clinical trials are necessary to provide a more accurate assessment of efficacy, safety profile, and dosing strategies for ketamine utilization in alcohol use disorder. Ketamine psychotherapy for heroin addiction looks promising as well. Ketamine - From Street Drug to Life Saver, which is what the vid is called, silly age-restricted.

Oregon decriminalized, Portugal decriminalized, and then invested heavily in policy, programs, and infrastructure to support their people and prevent addiction as much as they can. As far as I can tell, Oregon decriminalized use, made some token changes to an existing, ineffective drug dissuasion and treatment policy, and called it a day. Sure, the law includes a plan to invest more into treatment and recovery, but the thousands of addicts on our streets don’t seem to be getting access to those resources. From what I can tell, the support Oregon offers is still a loosely connected, complex network of third parties that have not been effective to date. There is even a phone number you can call for help. I wonder how often that gets used? (sarcasm) It would seem that Oregon’s approach is nothing like Portugal’s! Both Oregon and Portugal continue to target and persecute the criminal sale and trafficking of drugs, but that is about where the similarities end. Putting words in the text of a law is different than doing what is needed. Portugal has effectively said, “We won’t treat you like a criminal for using drugs, but we will help you to not ruin your life, not ruin the lives of those around you, and not ruin our country.” They do this with a multi-pronged approach that is aimed at non-users, casual users, frequent users, and addicts. Oregon seems to say, “We won’t treat you like a criminal. You are on your own to find the limited resources that exist to get help, if you want it.” Portugal starts with prevention programs in schools and for the general public that use a comprehensive approach based on data and wellbeing. Unlike many programs in the United States, the program is not focused on zero-tolerance, because that is not the human reality (abstinence-based sex education, anyone?). If you do use drugs and get caught, you are given what is essentially the equivalent of a traffic ticket. It isn’t just a ticket that you pay, instead, you are called in front of a Dissuasion Commission. This commission, which sounds a bit like a jury or a parole board, will seek to understand your situation, and then impose fines, order community service, enroll you into education programs, send you to drug treatment, put you on probation, and or even suspend professional licenses. In other words, there are still penalties, but there is also significant social and health support. Effective and accessible drug treatment seems to be a problem in Oregon. In Portugal, they have ensured infrastructure to make sure treatment happens. Here is another critical factor: Portugal has a social healthcare system. There are no financial barriers to treatment in Portugal. If you need it, you can get it at no cost. No arguing about who pays. No questions about insurance coverage. No financial reason not to get treated. This couldn’t be more different than in America, where health insurance is typically tied to work, mental and addiction care coverage is typically different than medical care coverage, navigating programs for low-income citizens is complicated, and the entire industry is profit-seeking. More notable than just my observations is what the data says. Since decriminalization and policies for education, support, and treatment went into effect, Portugal has improved across a number of key metrics. The rate of drug addiction went down, and is now one of the lowest in Europe. Drug-related deaths went down dramatically on a per capita basis, and are also one of the lowest in Europe. Additionally, the transmission of HIV plummeted, and is again one of the lowest in Europe. Finally, teens and adults in Portugal are some of the least likely in Europe to ever use cocaine or cannabis. It should be noted that there is evidence of some age groups having increased rates of addiction and death during different periods since decriminalization. So was Oregon wrong to decriminalize drug use? In my opinion, Oregon was wrong to decriminalize without also investing more, and more effectively, into education, prevention, and most importantly, treatment. It is also my opinion that if you believe that Oregon, any state, or the country is doing enough to counterbalance decriminalization, or if you don’t think it is the responsibility of the government to provide these things in order to have a functioning society, you need a wake-up call. Why only fund policing without funding programs to keep people out of police trouble It is also important to note that there is not yet comprehensive, comparable studies or reporting on effectiveness and outcomes in Oregon, as only five years have passed since decriminalization was approved by voters. Trustworthy data collection and research on a sweeping change like this often takes much longer than five years. I believe that all drugs should not be legalized, and the laws need to be greatly reduced, and I think the health-led approach to possessing drugs for personal use should be treated as an administrative offence, meaning it is no longer punishable by imprisonment and does not result in a criminal record and associated stigma. Drugs are, however, still confiscated, and possession may result in administrative penalties such as fines or community service. The people need to be more educated. In most cases, addictions stem from some sort of early trauma in life. As for the commercial weed industry. Several celebrities have given a public face to the cannabis industry with business ventures and branded cannabis products. The cannabis industry is booming across the U.S. and Canada. Recreational and medical cannabis products, from oils, edibles, and prerolls to vapes, skincare products, and more, are now part of a multi-billion dollar industry, and investors are taking notice. According to Grandview Research, the global legal cannabis market is expected to grow at a compound annual rate of 25.7% from 2024 to 2030. How much money do these donkeys want? Monopolies and oligopolies started developing years ago in the cannabis industry — not just in terms of big businesses usurping smaller businesses but also in terms of state regulations that allow vertical integration, which leads to markets dominated by one or a few players that control the cultivation, processing, and sale of cannabis products. Another way monopolies and oligopolies have an opportunity to develop in the cannabis industry happens when states cease awarding licenses. In California, oligopolies formed in a different way. Regulations passed leading up to opening the state’s adult-use market in 2018 allowed large businesses to exploit a loophole and obtain as many cultivator licenses as they could afford. According to data from Cannabis Intelligence™, a handful of cannabis license holders dominate multiple markets across the United States. 10 public companies each hold more than 100 licenses – some with more than 200 licenses – and have operations in as many as 22 states. These 10 companies hold licenses across the supply chain, and some report total quarterly revenues exceeding $300 million. This a another problem. Based on the data, it’s not surprising that smaller cannabis businesses across the country are struggling to compete with bigger cannabis companies. Bottom line, whenever every business that wants to be in an industry cannot enter the market, competition will not flourish. The result is the same whether businesses are shut out due to state regulations or because big businesses have deeper pockets and force smaller players to leave. Either way, the result is the same. Fewer players equal less competition, which usually leads to higher prices, fewer product choices, and limited market growth. The cannabis industry back in 2017, “As with any industry, if big business can push the little guy out, they’ll have considerably more liberties down the road to raise their prices back up and capture a juicier margin, along with greater market share.” Only free competition ensures fair prices and market growth over the long-term as well as ongoing innovation and product accessibility. That’s how to protect the “community” culture of the cannabis industry and prevent Big Cannabis from developing (similar to Big Tobacco and Big Alcohol), where a few companies control the market. And I bet most of these people were against cannabis, talk about "hypocrisy", greedy humans.

Who could forget the 80s!

Drug decriminalisation in Portugal: setting the record straight. 13th May 2021 What you need to know Drug-related deaths have remained below the EU average since 2001 The proportion of prisoners sentenced for drugs has fallen from 40% to 15% Rates of drug use have remained consistently below the EU average This briefing updates our 2016 report on Portugal's groundbreaking reforms, and marks the 20th anniversary of their introduction. It is also available as a free PDF download. Similar articles The success of Portugal’s decriminalisation policy – in seven charts. Decriminalisation: Parliament's health committee grasps the need for drug reform. Scottish Affairs Committee calls for overhaul of drug policy New drug reform Bill tabled in Parliament Background In 2001, Portugal decriminalised the personal possession of all drugs as part of a wider re-orientation of policy towards a health-led approach. Possessing drugs for personal use is instead treated as an administrative offence, meaning it is no longer punishable by imprisonment and does not result in a criminal record and associated stigma.1 Drugs are, however, still confiscated and possession may result in administrative penalties such as fines or community service. Whether such a penalty is applied is decided by district-level panels made up of legal, health and social work professionals, known as ‘Commissions for the Dissuasion of Drug Addiction’. Where an individual is referred to a Commission for the first time and their drug use is assessed as non-problematic (low risk), the law requires their case to be ‘suspended’, meaning no further action is taken. Fines can be issued for subsequent referrals. Where some problematic trends are identified (moderate risk), brief interventions are proposed — including counselling — but these are non-mandatory. In ‘high risk’ cases, where more serious problematic behaviours and dependence are identified, individuals may receive non-mandatory referrals to specialised treatment services.2 In the vast majority of instances, problematic drug use is not identified, and cases are simply ‘suspended’.3 Individuals referred to the Commissions overwhelmingly view their purpose as helping to reduce use and educate on drug risks.4 They are non-judgemental in nature, and a primary focus is safeguarding the right to health of those referred.5 Importantly, the decriminalisation of personal possession is only one part of broader health-centred drug policy reforms that involve an increased focus on harm reduction and treatment provision.6 By ‘accepting the reality of drug use rather than eternally hoping that it will disappear as a result of repressive legislation’, Portuguese reform allows drugs to be treated as a health, rather than criminal justice, issue.7 The benefits of these reforms, therefore, arise from both decriminalisation itself and the establishment of a wider health-based response to drug problems. Portugal was not the first country to decriminalise some or all drugs, and it has not been the last.8 However, it is one of the most prominent and influential. The Portuguese model directly influenced the 2020 decriminalisation measure passed in Oregon, for example, as well as proposed decriminalisation in Norway.9 Portugal is regularly held up as the leading example of drug decriminalisation, so understanding the outcomes is vital.

It's mind-blowing to think there are still parts of Earth that are undiscovered and have not been explored. And we have only explored five percent of our world ocean. That means that 95 percent of our ocean is unknown. I have always wondered if there are still landrace strains yet to be found, and new psychedelics like fungi, and potentially thousands of undiscovered tree species, such as in the Amazon. Though satellites have made it possible to assess the entirety of the Amazon from space, there are areas that, as far as we know, remain unexplored by outsiders on foot. There are still areas that are remote, roadless, and otherwise difficult if not impossible to access.

But of course I have always loved my parents and always will, they have always been there for me.

In my world born from the dark All the lights don't know my name But the land sees through my heart And the oceans understand me How I wish I could be found See what lies beyond this world In the end I'm left alone, alone, alone again Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of From your world made from the light I can see you looking in All around I feel your warmth I have never been so happy When you stand close next to me Everything seems to be clear Both our worlds begin to be complete, complete again Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of.

The mind boggles as to how any of these people got their license in the 1st place. And it's scary to think most, if not all, are probably back behind the wheel.

Wow, quite extraordinary. They remind me of DMT entities. I myself have never seen one, but I have seen a lot of vids where people describe them.

I personally have never experienced the Mandela effect. What I am saying is that it should happen more often if we are actually moving through billions of different states per second. He kind of reminds me of Napoleon Hill. I have studied him a bit. , I only really joined Gaia to watch his stuff called Messages from Bashar the Extraterrestrial. And studying some of Dr steven Greer. As for whether any of what they say is true, one will have to make their own mind up. I would still keep an open mind, but also take it with a grain of salt.

All the best, and yes, I know how difficult it is to give up on certain addictions. One would say abstinent is king.

I will be microdosing again. I doubt I will ever do 20 to 15 grams of mushrooms ever again. My last trip was 7 grams, and it was about 8 months before my delusional experience. I may do 6 to 7 grams again, maybe in the near future. I may also write more about this experience, the bits I left out. I do seem to be more open than I used to be. I still want to try Ayahuasca and 5-MeO-DMT or 5-MeO-MALT, one of these days. Ever since I was young, I have had ADHD I managed to overcome it on my own with the help of Dextroamphetamine and my routine I created. I have not had it for about 10 years now. The drug I am on now is Fluoxetine, which, when I had one of my biggest trips, for some reason, manifested OCD as an after-effect of the worst kind. The weird thing was that there is no mental illness that runs in my family, but you can only go so far back with your Family Lineage. It could also be some traumatic event that I suppressed when I was younger. I am much better now, I want to get off the Fluoxetine eventually. I am also on Zyprexa Olanzapine, which was because, well, I believe it was caused by the keto OMAD diet that I went on for nine months without a break, I was having 0 carbs and walking every day for two hrs, and lost about 29kg. I am back on the keto diet, but I am going to have more carbs this time, you're allowed to have up to 50 grams, and I will have a break every 3 months. I started getting internal dialog in my mind, it was bizarre kind like hearing another voice in my head, but my voice. Anyway, I will be off Olanzapine soon, and I don't hear the voice anymore. What caused it, I don't know. It could have been caused by other factors, like my fiancée's passing a nervous breakdown from the extreme stress and that experience I had, which both caused PTSD in a way and trauma, some kind of mental break I still have not dealt with her loss. One of the things about Antipsychotics make you feel numb. The dose I am on is 10mg per tab. Apart from that, non-psychedelic experience, I have never had external auditory voices or olfactory, visionary hallucinations in my life, not really even on psychedelics. And there was that time I did 2 pretty big doses, in two days straight, and on the second night I got inebriated and just started putting handfuls of golden teacher in my mouth and ended up knocking myself out still have the scars from that night and I also banged the back of my head hard, was out for hours.I have done some other silly thing on psychedelics. My non-psychodelic experience, one way to describe it would be reminiscent of Datura. I have never tried it, but I have studied people's experiences with it. I would not go near, but then again, I am curious, though but I think not. Then again, it could also be acute late-onset schizophrenia. You have been hallucinating ever since you imagined yourself as a human, but a very stable and structured hallucination indeed, held together perfectly. In my world born from the dark All the lights don't know my name But the land sees through my heart And the oceans understand me How I wish I could be found See what lies beyond this world In the end I'm left alone, alone, alone again Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of From your world made from the light I can see you looking in All around I feel your warmth I have never been so happy When you stand close next to me Everything seems to be clear Both our worlds begin to be complete, complete again Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of.

If we are actually moving through billions of Earth-like realities, a second one would think there would be more of the Mandela Effect.