Meeksauce

It's a mix of shock, suicidal existential crisises and otherworldly happiness. I'm sure I'll get acclimated. Yes, I've really grasped it beyond a shadow of a doubt. I wouldn't be saying this to you if I had any doubt left. It feels like I've broken reality. I don't need validation from anyone on here, and you're right that there is no point in posting about it, or even this message, but I'm just doing it for shits and giggles. As Leo said, it's either this or hunting squirrels. Anything is equally unworth doing when you've realized solipsism. This forum is basically just an interesting hobby to me.

I have a lot of experience with nn-dmt and I understand what the aliens are. It's still a projection of your own mind, but it's sent by God as a way to communicate with you at a higher intelligence level. Both things can be true. You should absolutely listen to them because they impart valuable wisdom and information. Hope this answered the question.

This is a troll sent by God. Lol

The more you communicate with me the more I lose brain cells

You're on one

I'm the one spoiling for you that your words have no bearing in reality. If you reread your sentences again, you will see that they make no sense logically. You're saying that there is no self, but there is also a cosmic self. There either is or isn't one, you have to choose. It's like you're trying to tell me I have no experience at all, when I clearly do. Ahhh but now I can't say "I" have an experience! It's just experience-experiencing! I know how you nondual ideologues think. You're literally critiquing the way I framed my argument, as if me saying the word "I" magically invalidates whatever I said. I'm experiencing it, experience is experiencing it, there is no difference. There is a strange loop relationship between "I" and experience itself and that is how self and God are directly intertwined.

I did realize my nature as God on this trip

That other people don't exist. I was pretty sure of it before, but now I'm absolutely sure, beyond a shadow of a doubt. I didn't think there could be a way to absolutely know but now I know there is. I'm also now conscious that God has an intellect and talks to us all the time. God defies what is and isn't possible.

You have the logic of a third grader. I'm having a stroke trying to understand wtf it actually is you mean

Do you get high off tearing down people's legitimate awakenings? You clearly have no idea what you're talking about. God is existing as a greater being and finite self simultaneously. You are lost in a world of ideas. I'm curious as to how anything I said constructs a sense of self for me, and why that would even be a bad thing if it were true.

Illuminati level shit, nice job. I just had an awakening on acid can 100% confirm everything you said

I just took 4 tabs of lsd and grabbed some amazing insights for you all. Yes, Solipsism is true and everything Leo says is correct. I verified this to be absolutely impossible for it to not be true through direct experience. I made a forum a while ago attempting to debunk solipsism, and I acknowledge I was wrong. You guys should listen to Leo more instead of trying to refute him all day like me. Anyways, the bulk of what I wanted to get at with this is that God is a GENIUS. GENIUS is baked into the way reality is designed, and God has an intellect and even sense of humor not so different to us humans. He is constantly showering us in love using the most subtle yet effective means possible, and everything in your life happens so you can awaken deeper and deeper to God. God fragmented itself off to forget what it was like to be God, and is slowly feeding itself reminders until it remembers. I know it sounds like I'm just re-hashing everything Leo says but MAN it feels good to finally gain these realizations for myself. It's really all true and it's the most amazing thing! Because solipsism is true, your thoughts are directly intertwined with reality and how it interacts and responds to you. God is CONSTANTLY communicating to you, it's just a matter of whether you're able to hear it/listen to it. There is so much staggering genius put into every minute nook and cranny of reality, that it defies all possibility. Anyways that's my two cents on how everything works. I hope all of you will be able to realize these things for yourself because man it feels great when you do.

Ketamine is a very useful spiritual tool. It opens your mind.

I took 6 grams of shrooms once and my consciousness became tethered to Terence McKenna's, who was obviously in the past but it didn't matter. It felt incredibly real at the time, I could hear his voice and everything. Like I would hit my foot on something and he would say "I felt that". Every thought and visual I experienced was also being experienced by him. Anyways, he said he had taken 10 grams and was way in over his head so I needed to save him from his bad trip. It was extremely difficult, the whole time I was fighting to stay afloat and not let my mind go to dark places. I ended up listening to ambient music with rain for most of the trip, but nothing seemed to make his trip better. I was literally talking with him the whole time and at some point I asked like "does this happen often" and he said "oh yeah I do this all the time!" It honestly makes sense to me because since he helped introduce shrooms to the US and is effectly the shroom godfather, if the spirit of the mushroom is a real thing it definitely knows about Terence. Anyways, real or not, the shrooms were definitely able to produce a replica version of his consciousness in mine. It was like having two trips at once while communicating telepathically.

This level of ingenuity and creativity is astounding for 1969. An amazing electronic work made by the composer Jacob Druckman titled Animus III. You might even shit your pants listening to this sober.