Meeksauce

If you were God for eternity, any being for eternity, you would come to hate it after enough time. Therefore a divinely intuitive and intelligent solution is to forget you were ever God. There is divine beauty in realizing that.

It doesn't matter where you start. Yes, there is a straight shot to where you need to go sometimes but for this metaphor I'm talking about the stress that comes with having too many options to choose from. Like say you need to clean your room - you have to vacuum, put new sheets on, pick up trash, etc. but the INSIGHT is that it literally doesn't matter which of these you start with. You optimization freaks can get smart about it and say "but there is an order of operations that will result in a faster overall time". YES - and you should use that situationally, but my claim is a significant burden is lifted off your shoulders when you choose to just "start somewhere". Usually in games you have to clear every room of the dungeon in order to get to the final boss/chest, and I think it actually saves time to not think about it and just dive in. Like a minecraft cave - you have no idea of what's lurking in each tunnel of the cave but you just pick a random one and come back to the others later.

Yes, both ways. You create a song for the first time every time you listen to it. Something Jesus did over 2,000 years ago could influence something that happened 2 seconds ago and vice versa. It's a facet of not only interdimensional entanglement but also infinite intelligence. Not only is every point in physical space interconnected but every point in time as well. And it's happening spontaneously.

This is all true and I agree, enlightenment is a mountain range and not a single peak. Sometimes all we have to do is pause and think about something a little more and then we can phrase it a lot better.

Is this - see your visual field as one solid block. Not comprised of components. Defocus your gaze if it helps. That's it.

So there's this girl I like, and I made eye contact with her in the hallway for like 5 seconds and she gasped when we got close - I liked some of her Instagram stories after that, and she actually deleted one of them the moment after I liked it. She is friends with my ex, and I liked one of her stories the other day, she went private and then the gasp girl/her friend deleted her account, then my ex deleted her account the day after. I can't help but feel like they both like me right now but maybe are conflicted. After I first liked the friend's story after the eye contact, she posted a story where she was at a concert with my ex. If my story liking was a problem, they would've just blocked me. That's way more simple than an account deletion, which affects thousands of their follows - you don't do that to distance yourself from someone. You block them if they're a problem or just make your account private. If there's a deep emotional conflict between me/friend/ex this is much more like what you would expect. I know the default answer is to say I'm reading too deep, but I really feel like it's all connected. Let's say one of her friends asks "why did you delete your account?" You really think it's normal and rational for her to say "oh, this one guy was liking a lot of my stories so I wanted to create some distance"? It really doesn't seem to fit that at all. My endgame here is definitely with the friend, my overall read is that there are some conflicted feelings, although it's possible the account deletion was a positive signal to me. Maybe I'm connecting too many dots and it's actually a way to say "back off, I need space". It's just something about her deleting her entire account instead of just blocking me makes me feel like it could be positive. Thoughts?

I would say you assume a lot about how other people's minds work.

Me. I think Leo's videos have influenced and guided me a lot but when you really get it you truly know it. It feels like a 1,000 or 1,000,000 level of certainly at times. It's all a dream. And yes, God's dream.

Think about this - which is more profound - getting to date every woman/man on earth (you can presume by way of reincarnation) or getting to BE every man/woman/person that has ever existed on earth. The latter is a far bigger, more epic picture. Regardless of whether these specifics of actually true, the premise should point you to how absolute love works and how relative love works - do you don't conflate the two or get so caught up in relative love/infatuation that you lose the distance needed to truly appreciate the universe. Absolute love is much more profound, infinitely more profound than ordinary love, but yes, ordinary love is still amazing and completely integrated into absolute love. Hope this gets the contemplative gears turning.

For me it's associating any sound with words in my head - not necessarily hearing voices independent of my own "thinker" speaking independent thoughts to own to me. I've felt I've always had insight into myself and mind - enough to strongly consider these voices aren't real many times - so I don't think I can be classified as classic psychosis. I do smoke weed and cigarettes, but I believe they are only catalysts for underlying trauma of loss in my near family recently, not underlying causes. All of these "big mental health" disclaimers aside let's get to the deep part. If reality is subjective and constructed from mind, there is nothing stopping me from building my own self constructed prison of voices that seem to be real and violate reality. This must be a curse or something my higher self is inducing upon myself to induce rapid growth. Or else it would not be possible.. thoughts? Any similar experiences? Differing experiences?

Try just listening. All the time. Listening puts you in a higher spiritual plane and keeps you grounded. Also, Yoga Nidra is goated for body awareness and this is the best video I've found. When I do this I usually lose the sensation of having a body.

Pure mind occurs before location. This is just speaking at a relative level for intellectual curiosity.

Based as usual. To me it seems like reality can have the illusion of appearing in 3d while simultaneously being in 2d - since you have depth perception but on an absolute level there's actually nothing behind the objects you see or no ground, it's like a painting you can choose to step inside of.

Good comment. I'll pose a countering idea - in your oil example, if space is the oil, then what's the water? In other words, shouldn't space be expanding into something? It's hard to imagine a ball or box with an inside only.

I say yes, all signs point to yes. It is the most simple and elegant solution, as explaining a finite universe is much more difficult. Scientific discoveries will only further point to this over time. For example, the discovery of the universe being curved to such a degree that it is basically flat, which easily lends to a spatially infinite universe (like a minecraft superflat infinite world. If you have a curved universe you will end up in the same spot if you travel long enough in a straight line.) I propose that when the big bang happened the universe became infinite immediately and what we know of as the expansion of space is actually just a "render" that can go faster than light.