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you gotta to be a bit of a bipolar, i mean having a calm relaxed side and a serious(bossy) side

i remember i had a dream about Billie Eilish and ppl voted her on X about something and she has the most vote, no idea what it means perhaps the best female artist ?

i had an interaction 2 days ago with two girls it was a night game approach at the park,one girl was mostly friendly and another one was silent, i talk and talk and the silent girl started saying i'm annoying them TWICE and she was vocal, i don't want to ruin my reputation more so i leave the set, there are two things i get from this one is gaining clarity on why i'm doing this, i do this because i think it's beautiful (or should i say i'm beautiful and wanted to share it with others), two is the understanding of hard times create strong men, good times create weak men ect..

they're green imo

weak sauce

more like selling them

the sex worker industry is really lacking straight men

if she's actively flirting then she's promiscuous (aka sex worker), it's good that you reject a low value girl

all of this is game i'll say ppl with no game is more creepy, the 'creepy dude at gas station' ? he could be OR the 'brave dude that approached the wrong girl' how would you know the difference ?

be on mushroom all the time or change your human bassline state of consciousness (working on your mindset)

soo do i act autistic or do i act like the girls are autistic ?

i do i think it's healthy to approach woman and be yourself and get rejected and keep following the process until you know how to do it

the narrative is you gotta force yourself to simply get rejected not even to get laid, and through the rejections you becomes a stronger man what's bad about it ?

is...you don't wanna talk to women, then when your intuition says you should talk to them, and when you do talk to them, they don't response or they run away from you, and you might feel like something's wrong with you cause you thought you were doing the right thing but the result say the opposite and your efforts are nothing but...maybe it's not for nothing, maybe it's worth it, even if you get rejected for thousands of times be grateful because all of it makes you a stronger man

at this point i know i was never born, physical world are just figment of god or consciousness or vibration even, the problem is i'm still unconscious, and resisting to be conscious, i think the next step is to take psychedelics now to get the big picture and be more mindful of staying conscious.