Jowblob

I think we have all read so many stories or trip reports, or stories from @Leo Gura . That they entered the highest state of consciousness or Christ consciousness or however you want to name it. Yet they're always describing that it's lonely there, and i've experienced this loneliness myself. Notice that they're always here, and are not going anywhere. #explanation again People that used substances like 5 meo dmt or lsd or their own mind and write reports about it, reach this unified field/knowingness become enlightened but always fragment themselves back to lower states of mind because of "loneliness" . Notice that these people are always in your dream, but you yourself have no or have never seen information how to operate in this "field of consciousness" or the knowingness of it. It's is either 1. They don't know how to operate in that state, feel loneliness and always come back. Which is highly unlikely or 2. They're fragments from past/future experiences that are happening now in your dream. I have witnessed the same pre recorded live video "loop pattern story" on LSD 3 months apart. Which means past/future fragments/happenings that happend can be viewed "now". They don't go anywhere. This is evidence/proof, that we're all stuck in this time loop and in this dream. #more explanation I have witnessed the same live video on youtube on lsd 3 months apart, the live video had same view count and same youtube comments, and i knew exactly on which comment the youtube video will end. Meaning that there are no past/future experiences, it's actually happening "now" . Your mind takes or rolls the consciousness fragments/experiences from within the infinite now and just loops them back to you. Meaning you're talking with your previous versions or versions within this consciousness/unified field, sometimes it can be a loop meaning it already happend or sometimes it might be an actual conversation. So essentially others do/did exist, but they were/are all you. And you're playing this game, is because you are always giving up your highest state - MEANING NOBODY KNOWS HOW TO OPERATE IN IT, THAT'S WHY YOU ONLY SEE THE SAME KIND OF TRIP REPORTS MIND BLOWN There needs to be someone , that explains how to operate in this unified field , to go to others realms, witness other worlds etc. But there is never "someone" , Notice that the different "world" experiences always happen under "DMT" or in your own "mind". #explanation again. (There is never someone here in your waking dream/life that knows how to operate in the unified field or the knowingness of yourself as god so you can go to astral plane or another plane of existence/dimension from this knowingness/unified field. Different realms/planes/beings/existence always happen in your own mind or under influence of nn-DMT for example , think of machine elves etc.) It's all in your own mind/comes from within your mind. And when i stopped my heart, i saw that "GOD" is trapped in its own "mind" in nothingness forever.

Big respect for your courageousness, i think all members should learn from this braveness. Walking in the streets while being in such a state is mind blowing.

This is not how it works, the self decides. My grandma is on the brink of death, but the self made it so that i don't have any access to her for 2 years. So i can't give her LSD or 5 meo dmt. Can you believe it? This is the power of self It is the self creating and experiencing everything. It is the self „thinking“ when it has taken lsd for example that it is a higher state. It is the self in the natural state have all the experiences that there are in the natural state

@LordFall I tried to explain you can read it again

I will ask the question that gets never asked on behalf of all members and god, if you become christ like and like god then why you can't choose another dream or better reality but you always come back to your human self. I think LSD and 5 meo - dmt are controlled substances and still part of duality to be honest. Just as you're witnessing a movie from your eyes, these substances send another movie to your eyes. The reason i say these things is because i have experienced far more powerfull and greater energies from my heart chakra then i ever had on LSD or mdma. So it seems to me that these substances are like a training tools part of duality.

Indeed, you all should watch your words. Everything is god, guru is god. When the time comes to be saved , you're gonna be begging

So there is this master called "Dan" at Kriya Yoga school, and he said that his guru met my teachers guru in meditation to learn yoga in himalayas. He posted some videos/ miracles of him "healing" people through consciousness . Check out the interview, as this guy is pretty much a miracle that abides in higher states of consciousness. And check out the 2 videos, where he's healing 2 people . He has been doing meditation for like 20 years+ Jowblob: Dan when you go to bed and sleep, do you still see the blackness when you close your eyes and try to sleep? Because i have experienced a state of consciousness where it isnt possible to sleep as it just becomes a construct, when i closed my eyes there were only visions/dreams etc. and it wasnt possible to become unconscious Dan: when I go to sleep and close my eyes often times there is light. More than with my eyes open in the dark. Dan: I just got used to the light Jowblob:So when you go to bed and close your eyes, you just abide in that light and actually don't sleep or become unconscious and after some time for example 7 hours you wake up but didn't actually sleep? Dan:thank you Vladimir. I don’t considered my self different than anybody else. I see the same potential and more in all beings. Dan: Sometimes I sleep. And sometimes just the body sleeps. And That „consciousness“ that I am is just awake. Just there. When I am awake sleeping I know what is going on around me. For example what my wife was saying to my son or what was running on tv etc.. Jowblob: Is it true that other planes of existence exist like astral realm/causal plane where you can abide/live like on earth for example, or it's just part of imagination and there is only "now" and "you". Dan: Yeah that takes people sometimes a lot to understand. When we go for non dual teachings they strip everything away from you. So only you are left and that is true. But it is done for a reason. It does not mean that phenomena and other planets planes of exist. Everything you can imagine exists and more. But when you realize the Selft you can approach all with thatvunderstanding of oneness. Dan: See astral travel and such are skills. Like riding a bike. Do you need it? No. Is it nice. Yes. But the skills won’t give you self realization. Jowblob:How does manifestation of physical body (and earthly kingdom) happen, when all there is only "consciousness/awareness" Dan: The truth is that is is a mystery. That what we are is intelligent. It does that. All that. But you can check out this video. https://youtu.be/8YhC70H6LfE?si=EQsnBOgGBWFz0gPD It kind of deceives the process for a human soul. What we are is consciousness. It breaks itself down that’s all. Just to come back again. All this coming and going is illusion. But just to paint a picture here. Dan: For my understanding it is a mystery. And that is the beauty. The video describes the process for a human soul. I think it is similar with everything else. Jowblob: Is it possible for "God or an ascended master" to just come for example "to your or my present reality" to interact with the "lower selves" and show powers like happend with haidakhan babaji. Or God/ascended masters can't do that because each being in their own reality has its own "freedom and will"? Jowblob: don't answer this question please Jowblob: I almost lost my breath Dan: Ok Jowblob I'm not ready Jowblob: Thank you Jowblob: I'm almost crying Dan: Take some rest when you need it 🙏🏼 @Leo Gura @Razard86 @OBEler @Arthogaan @Vibes @Breakingthewall

I felt like i was becoming more and more conscious then started losing air, i paniced and then i wrote him to not answer. After this incident he went off, and i noticed a pixel in my monitor like it had a broke pixel and it started moving around a bit. Then i waved at it and it dissapeared @OBEler

Wanted to do kriya yoga in a while , and behold i'm initiated. Still can't comprehend what's the point of all that work to initialize an experience when you can just take LSD and surrender to an experience. Isn't Kriya Yoga just a science based on belief? Or is our avatar build on these chakras. Anyone has any experience with Kriya Yoga? After knowing what lsd can do, i feel like Kriya Yoga is just a waste of time...

You don't understand, Christianity has nothing to do with God. It's just a path, and all religions are paths. It's all the same, read my message above. You don't blasphamy the spirit or God because when you start awakening and are shown the truths don't fight it because you will fight yourself. It's all about your own purity, and purifying yourself

This, basically if you keep denying spirit or fighting against it as ego you're denying your own salvation. I actually had an awakening last night about it in my dream. I saw myself in a dream house/school with a bully that used to bully me, in the dream he apologised and i accepted and we hugged. It was god himself/myself asking myself for understanding and forgiveness since there is only you. And at the end of the dream i saw this God state, i was in this god state before on LSD,

And you have to remember, if you're eternal/infinity and they always say "happiness is within you or Happiness can only be found in the eternal/god". Yet at the highest levels i deconstructed why it is being "said" , and the reason was: It is your own mind/will to escape your eternal always awakened mind. That's why you're putting all these constructs on yourself like dumbing yourself down, sleep / time etc. Yet it isn';t enough to "not exist" since you're eternal mind Even an ascended master said , Buddha: the middle path is the best. Meaning you will never escape your own suffering. I know it was for earth. But trust me at these level of consciousness, you can access god/spiritual planes etc. So he knows what's up.

Damn now i'm getting scared, and don't know if i should procceed. I know what consciousness is capable off, and i know that there is a possebility you can get stuck in another dream/dimension of reality if you're not careful. There is a reason there is saying " path to god realization is like walking on razor" . I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. I just work/sleep/drink and have little money to enjoy the life fully. I'm also scared that if i'm gonna do kriya yoga it will change the aspects of reality forever, and i don't know if i'm gonna be happy about it. I have seen at high levels of consciousness why GOD uses ego's. And the reason is against the eternal/loneliness and his own questioning about himself, like the question what am i? What i'm doing here, how did i came to existence. That's what i saw at the highest levels. I also know that life right now, is a projection of my ego mind. SO basically life right now is just my ego's mind/dream. What's the point being an eternal/infinite avatar that just creates everything with his own mind, eventually you will get bored of that. I think @Leo Gura , is giving great pointers. Do we really want to awaken, and then eventually restart the cycle again to birth/death? Because considiring everything that i know, the cycle of birth/death might be the only option/best option. "ignorance is bliss" From what i have seen if you die unawakened for example jumping down from a building, you will let universe decide. And i saw that i killed myself from jumping down and i got reborn as a beby boy with an empty/clean mind. I don't think any avatar or god has such a clean mind as being reborn again and not knowing what you are. I also saw at the highest level that i've reached, that this was the best option. God always goes for the lowest suffering possible considiring at all the things he has to look at, and this will is deeply rooted inside of you. I saw that it was better to reborn as a cave deweller than an ascended master that plays around with his mind/himself. @Razard86

@Ayham teacher is called veda guru dev and his guru was : Swami Vedananda Saraswati (Sannyasa, Swami, Bharmarcharya, Yogi) Who's Ashram Is Located In Dwarahat (State of Uttarakhand, India) @Javfly33 thank you man, you actually made me remember/realize some things when i was god. Yes you're right that kriya's were created by your highest self, and the reason it's always accessable because when you're in the god mode you can't really edit anything because everything what is there is already perfect and you're perfectly selfless. Basically you're so conscious that you see through all aspects of reality and all is perfect

I had a dream after this post, in the dream i saw myself as a kid and saw my parents throwing unwashed clothes at the floor. They were talking a lot of rubbish unconsciously, and all i said back to them 'i am god' all the time. They ignored me and continued. Then i wondered what this screen/movie was and dettached from it, behind this screen/movie was nothingness. It was like the movie was just playing, and nobody was actually watching it.

@TheSelf what are these energy currents/chakra openings , what do they do ? Like send you to astral/causal plane or what exactly?

So no point following online courses and live sessions over the webcam if there are dangers?

@TheSelf what do you mean exactly, like daily base consciousness? Can you give some examples

Reading your post and your previous posts i can truely say that you lack consciousness and understanding about the nature of reality or yourself. You're crying because you don't understand why you have awareness, and all suffering will be ever lasting no matter where you will be from that awareness. Learn to sleep properly, that's why you are here.

gonna read it next month

@Princess Arabiawasn't me, but some guy that experienced no others. And i put his video as an example, how it was also in my reality. When i stopped "looking" things seemed to change place but there were no people. Like cars etc. Just as this guy from the video also said, he said when he wakes up things changed place but there was nobody. So this last sentence confirmed that he might have also had this experience, and he knows that he is god etc. @Schizophonia From my understanding the reason the "phone" didn't work is because my will prevented it. In the sense that i couldn't disturb or mess the materialistic dream of my "ego" even more, because i had a sense that the more i disturb it the harder it would be to return to normal state. Imagine this: Here's normal Earth Here's same Earth but in the "death/after death state" You're still on the same earth but your "avatar" walks to specific places when it isn't supossed to do that, so in the sense you're creating many errors with your normal reality. That's the first reason that came to my mind when i was in this " after death state on earth". You have no idea how hard it was for me to come back to normal reality. You're literally so conscious that you prevent yourself from imagining others, for example. When i truely tried to imagine others from my heart, i could suddenly hear a sound of a car or a neighbour pop up for an instance and then it would be gone. I knew that nobody was actually there that made that sound, but i tried to imagine others for them to come back. Imagine the level of insanity i had to go through, when i finally came back to the ego world. I still experienced this almost schizophrenic high conscious insanity and almost admitted myself to psychward. Those levels of consciousness stop the game completely, the after effect/glow prevents you from working/society etc. Luckely i fell asleep 2-3 times for a short time and came back to my normal ego self. And you're too conscious to sleep, you're always awake!!

@Schizophonia I think i made a thread describing that i tried to record, i took my phone and noticed the battery was at 5%. So i needed to recharge it , when i plug in the usb suddenly it started saying "can't recharge because of wetness". So 2 incidents at a specific time that didn't allow me to record and i only had my phone. When i came back to the ego world with others, after sleeping 2 times very shortly suddenly the "wetness" message from my phone dissapeared and i could recharge it. @Inliytened1 What do you think the cause was of that? Why couldn't i record? Is it because the "laws" were different?

@Inliytened1So do you think if your ego doesn't become "god realized" , you will associate your aging/death with actual death process like seeing a "white tunnel" and when you enter the "white tunnel" you will see out of your mothers vagina or any birth portal into a new reality. But who is responsible for this process and on who's behalf does it happen? Who is responsible for creating how we look like etc. This is what i don't get , it's like there are many "levels" of yourself that are responsible for some part of creation. Jesus said: If you associate yourself with man you will die like man. If you associate yourself with spirit you will have eternal life? Does this mean if we associate ourself with spirit, we essentially have eternal life and we can dig/experience realities forever until we develop to infinity or something? I also know that in these god realized states it's like your memory isn't stable anymore, because everything happends all at once. And this nothingness is responsible for our forgetfullness that we are god. It's like you fall asleep and forgot who you were, and perhaps wake up in a new reality? Because i almost forget who i was at some point, and it was like reality/nothingness wanted me to forget myself. And deep down i felt that it would be the end of my ego/reality.

@Inliytened1 do you think there is another form of you or "higher self" that shapes/creates this dream reality for your ego, or do you think your ego self creates a random reality on the fly anywhere you look/go? From the book seth channeling it was said, that your higher self created the reality for your ego to play in. But from my experience when i deconstructed reality and became god realized in the dream i saw that the ego is responsible in creating a reality for you in the "now" , because it is your will "to do something" "to experience" and it happends on the fly.