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Ok then explain this to me, All my life nothing has been happening, took lsd couple times and that's it. Then i met a guy online etc. long story short i travel to him for kriya yoga initiation and exercises for 2 days. Then i drive back home 850km, and arrive at 8 am in the morning and go sleep. When i was sleeping, suddenly the black screen got removed and i see myself in this body in another room standing and lifting up my arm to see through it and feel the vibrations, i see the veins are not blood anymore but vibration and i zoom into it. The ecstasy was getting too much and i was shocked from it, then i heard my voice "im not ready yet" and i wake up in my body. Explain this, this is not possible without god and you deny god and say i'm imagining it. When i was in this body ( screen below) , i felt a strong connection to God through the top of my head/crown. I was God/Knew was god and i knew i was using this see-through avatar, i also felt small in this extraordinary human blue print body compared to God who was using this avatar. And yet here you are as an "ego" telling me i'm imagining God. This is literally not possible for all this to happen at the right time without gods work. I'm also not gonna give away my power anymore and believe or do what "others" say or do . It's the biggest trap.

How do you even know that i'm imagining God, wtf. Unless you are god telling me all these things, but how

Dude your posts have been cracking me up recently, its so hilarious. Specially the post with you wearing a bowtie suit to take out the vegan hen

I was doing Kriya Yoga, it didn't do nothing when i started doing it. It's just ego playing games, god is still in control and decides how much you're gonna transcend or feel, this body is a machine nothing else and i have seen the spiritual blueprint of this body (god showed me). I think you cannot achieve fully surrendered state physically and mentally just by doing some silly exercises. God also showed me how he literally controls people like you and me, so like i've said it's either 1. This experience is already created or 2. he roleplays through us. And i also disagree about it being a karmic seed, it is not. There is literally nothing else to do, (feeling higher energies in this way). God decides when he unlocks something else for you, and i have to experience this right now...

I know man haha, i'm already doing it. Then after a while new consciousness is unlocked and i can feel more. Kept happening for many months now.

That is not what i meant obviously, i said sperm just along doesn't lead to god realization just like you are holding it for 3 years seeking god. In my experience it is rather obvious that god is either 1. doing things through us. OR 2. This experience was already created and everything what i'm experiencing right now. There is no point in contemplating or seeking in the big picture, everything falls into place eventually. What makes you think your ego that eats chicken and still relies on food is more powerfull then something like this. If you notice in your enviroment, all the people you meet or talk to are close to you vibrationally but there is always a max level of knowledge/development that a person can have that you meet or hear about.

This @theoneandnone Now to make you happy, god realizations doens't come to those who can't handle it or to those who don't want it. But with time and suffering you will have no choice, and beg for god to come. Say this prayer: Father the ultimate authority the ultimate perfection and caregiver that knows ins and outs that knows what is best for each one of us, but father i'm not ready yet for what you're trying to show me. Please set me back to my old life and consciousness state.

You're doing it yourself right now, you imagine things and perhaps give them life in your imagination. Because there is nothing else then god, you're creating small dreams that stay in you, if you will keep giving attention to your dreams it will grow. So instead of blaming God, blame your own unknowingness. Create beautifull dreams in your mind and get rid of darkness to make lightfull things more common.

Thank for the responses, i was thinking and expermenting a lot with the sperm recently or atleast in the past months. Still not sure what it is, i think it might be just part of this machine/creation and doesn't do much in general or perhaps i've reached a limit on what it can do. When we were children we didnt even produce sperm or that creative force. Also in the unitative state that i get into, i feel woman and man are created out of the same energy and woman don't even produce sperm. So because i feel woman being of the same energy just like man, it seems like sperm is nothing more then a product of this human machine and god isnt found in sperm and is much more greater then that. The only option that i got left is that GOD is the "screen" itself, which means the screen you're using to see things.

Are you able to work after reaching this state of consciousness, or do you even have a job? When i quitted my job a while ago, i realised how it was one of the biggest limits that limited my expression and consciousness like it was made that way by god. Also how far do you think you are from a consciousness state where you dont have to work anymore to sustain yourself, meaning for example if you had 0 money in the bank but you still had to pay bills like electricity/water to be able to live in your house , where money would come from? I see only 1 consciousness state where you would be able to manifest or perhaps even transform metals or other things into gold etc. How far do you think you are from this state?

@TheSelf what do you mean it all becomes mysterious? How do you see "others" ? Do they also kinda blend into enviroment, do you seem them more like empty shells like any other object?

Suffering and happiness are always temporary nothing will ever change that. I think most people who voted that psychedelics changed their life, not in the way you think. I think it's more like the consciousness change was so drastic that it opened their mind more/opened a new reality/new possebilities. Thanks to these psychedelic events it definitally changed my life around, and my base consciousness increased to new levels i would never imagined (gained some siddhis). But you think in the terms of happiness/sadness still , psychedelics won't change that in the long term.

I feel your pain brother, as i have experienced this myself when my nervous system started upgrading. I wanted to hang myself, jump from rooftop apartment etc. The pain was unbearable and extreme. I remember my nervous system started getting so sensitive that even the sound waves of a meditation music on youtube was sending me into a bad trip because of new sensitivity to the enviroment. I think i lost weight from like 90kg to 65-70kg really fast also. Now i'm in a position that i can handle more heavy foods like eggs/flower etc. but i combine them with sattvic foods. And my diet still consists mainly of sattvic/alive ingredients. I guess i'm progressing towards where you are, but i'm not really doing anything as i trust in god and feel the presence of god near me a lot helping me out.

Ok thanks, this confirms it for me that you're on a different stage. Because usually ones your kundalini starts to activate at the base or your consciousness is close to activation, problems with solar plexus will arise. And you won't be able to handle eating certain foods as it will cause extreme pain at solar plexus because of nervous system upgrade. So what it means is, you're close or near enlightenment or already enlightened because then you can eat whatever you want.

Did you find that some types of food limited you somehow energetically or perhaps your prana? Perhaps it made you feel heavy or you had pain near solar plexus chakra? Or you never had these problems?

@TheSelf Whats your diet like? Do you follow vegan , or sattvic diet for prana. Or just carnivorous diet? Also im not sure if you're fully in non duality or not but can you taste the food ftom a video or manifest the dish infront of you?

You belong exactly where you belong, and i knew exactly that if i would say this stuff it would bring out your "ego" so you can see for yourself. My lady you know nothing.

Let's not forget and give praise to Leo Gura for how many people he also saved, only true consciousness raise can save people from themselves, including wars, other people, bad descisions, bad influence, people/goverment trying to control you and send you to war etc. @emil1234 My first psychedelic experience was also ayahuasca, the thing i like about ayahuasca is that it's so conscious and just works on you and brings things up that are deep within you and you need to consider. Everything is love and can be loved, but what about the ups and downs that foreverness or eternity brings can you love your "lows/downs" or "pain" forever? Don't think so, because you're stuck with yourself forever.

Playing the game well means fooling yourself to the "agreed" rules of society to the agreed ways of being, meaning playing the game of seperation. When you become enlightened there is no game, it's all you. If you play the game "well" like you said, you're gonna be stuck in it. If you dissociate and focus on God and breaking the limits that's how you come further. The choice is yours. I already made these choices, that's why i can feel you and your body or clothes you wear right now if i wanted to.

@TheSelf can you send me a video you have watched to gain mastery over orgasm and being able to hold ot prevent the orgasm? I really have trouble with this, like i still want to enjoy feeling others and stuff but then i orgasm and get again to point 0. I contract the pelvic floor muscles but it doesnt really do much, you were talking about the thousand point technique to prevent orgasm. But i think perhaps i'm not aware of this thousand spot yet, maybe this is the problem

Being above is not how you think happends for me, i have my human needs but it all happends within because i'm all. Relationships are part of the illussion of you chasing something for happiness because you live in seperation. The only true love relationship you will ever have is with yourself or God. And ofcourse keep in mind that i'm not saying that it is bad or wrong to have a relationship, as it is part of your temporary human experience. I'm just making you aware of the negative side-effects, specially when it will be time to let go to progress further. Also keep in mind that the relationship with others that you have is illusory and they're part of the enviroment or your own progression in consciousness, so they will just play the game along, you will never have a real connection with them, but you will think that because you're part of the system.

Only in your own mind because you can't handle the truth. I am at a level of consciousness/unity where i literally feel others skin/body/clothes etc. You're all chasing relationships because you're hopeless for happiness when it is within

I've been single all my life basically, realized there's no true love here. And human love is based on survival, if i was born in this world and have to survive and care about my resources and time, i rather stay single. That's why i'm retired at 31. There's no point wasting your life working till your 68 taking care of of others. The human love is based on survival. Ones you go more within, you realize everyone is you and get these energies automatically. This world is pointless and was probably made by god to forget itself in the working mode and survival. Also realized that you're "it" or you're "love" yourself and there's basically only being. Everyone is an actor in the survival game, chasing hopeless dreams and happiness in the eternal, you exist forever. You also have to keep in mind that the more you get attached to things the more harder it is for your consciousness to develop or grow, you have to remember that eventually everyone has to let go of their loved ones to progress further, and the grief will be insane because you realize it was just a game and you didn't love your loved ones enough, they were just part of the enviroment/game.

you still didnt answer the question, just that you're doing it to gain mastery over your mind. But you don't even know what it is

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