Jowblob

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  1. Razard every time i read your posts recently,always the same thoughts arise not on behalf of myself that you're manic
  2. You can't awake of that because otherwise you would be in control at all times, and its not possible when consciousness=nothingness
  3. Consciousness is the building block of the reality that doesnt really exist, the reality is you, you're creating your reality on the go out of nothing. Which came first? The chicken or the egg? Both. Which came first? Nothingness or consciousness? It's both. You're just experiencing an illusion of something, behind the scenes there is really nothing. In the world of dualities we think nothing is actually non existence but it doesnt work like that
  4. You both are wrong, "nothingness" and "You are Consciousness" are both the same at the highest level. I made a paint. Consciousness = nothingness , that is why there is no one in control ever and never will be.
  5. Yes 100% , ones i reached a certain level of awareness i 100% started experiencing instant karma because i did things that werent a correct way in handling the situation and i was aware of this even when the wrongdoing was done by someone else who waa very low conscious like a thief for example.
  6. It's not, true selflessness is when you do and say things in behalf of everything. Every action you do can't be more perfect because you are unity itself. The worm is just part of other form of consciousness that does a particular function that it chose to do, so it doesnt need to be saved. If a fly gets trapped in a lamp, why does it chose to die after some hours? It doesn't choose, consciousness itself sees that it can't execute a particular function so it just lets it die. The further away consciousness splits itself from the real 'self' the less conscious it becomes and the deeper it digs for what it is.
  7. The real selfless state in human form , you won't really comprehend what it is. It is god operating through you. So don't even try. If you would have high enough consciousness you would see glimpses of that in your daily life. This is where miracles come from, from the level of your own consciousness
  8. There is no free will, i have experienced this. And have seen how it works, it's a layer on top of a layer. The only glimpse of free will i have seen is when you have no ego and god is doing his work through you. But here is the joke it's just an illusion. There is no free will because god is literally only one but you don't understand this while being here. I have 100% experienced not having free will and have seen how thoughts are just like pixels, me sending a particular pixel from a higher level which is just a thought and giving a command to another person in real life. I have experienced this with a friend with whom i have a very good connection. So no you don't have free will it's just a gods dream
  9. You're missing a very important point, there are layers to everything. So if he teaches something or says something he is speaking from a particular layer of consciousness that he experienced and thinks he understands. If we haven't experienced those layers that he did we can just be open minded and take it in. The problem with Leo teachings though on the forum, is that it's very simplistic... He just writes a sentence without explanation most of the time and that's it. If he takes the role of a "teacher" atleast explain what you're saying to lower levels. Here is an example of consciousness layers: 1. I can't live without millions of dollars. 2. Money is very important. 3. Money doesn't matter, but it's good to have it. 4. I can live with little money, i don't place importance on money. 5. Money doesn't matter to me, i just want to be free. 6. I'm not materialistic and don't place any importance on money and so on
  10. So i was god again and was being a witness of the world i'm dreaming up it was like a movie, here it was really obvious that life is a "flow", if you try to do something/control it/understand it then it will go wrong. It felt that in this consciousness state that when everything "flows" it feels better when it isnt interrupted. If i tried to take over the "flow" then it would stop. For example all the characters in the semi dream state have their own freewill and act like they're invidual people, freewill in the sense that i'm letting the "flow" state happen. When i tried to interrupt things by thinking for example that i wanted to witness things from their own perspective then the "flow" would stop and it didnt feel good anymore. Because they didnt have freewill anymore , and they couldnt say anything anymore because of this the god mode stopped. I think it stopped, because in the dream i knew that everything is me and that i'm alone so the best option is to never interrupt the "flow".
  11. So i get in god mode during sleep and get into dream state using specific frequencies/sounds. Which means the lessons/insights are from highest knowledge layers. I'll be writing all the insights i got while being in the god mode here.
  12. Never had this as far as i can remember, it's also really hard to get into the god states. I found recently frequencies/sounds that increase the % a bit. Thanks, queen of personal journals
  13. This, remember my awakening story when i became a spermdonor and had to go through a psychologist. The first vibes that i got from her was that she was narcissistic , and knew it all. Psychologists love to play mind games and act like they know everything about psychology etc, they also fake alot of things for example by obviously looking at your hands etc. acting as a "psychologist" not being truth to themselves. Basically they're playing a character and most of the time they're not being them selves which is a red flag always. The further you go away from your real "self" the lower your consciousness. But anyway, i did things to her that she was flabbergasted just by my behaviour without saying anything that she even moaned. (also created some miracles just by the mere knowledge i had about female unconsciousness etc. I can tell you she was just above average in consciousness nothing more and nothing less. The problem is, that you aren't conscious enough and thats why you went /needed a psychologist, she actually made you realize that the people you're looking up to (psychologist/therapists) can even have a lower consciousness than yourself. So she did a great job in helping you not being dependent on other people for help. Remember God (self) is the only lonely being in existence , you don't need help from anyone because you're alone.
  14. There was a boy and a mother in the dreamstate, the boy was crying because his mother had aids and that she was dying. Me as god/consciousness in the dreamstate was interested seeing them both not being aware that they couldn't die. I had a realization that the sickness i created for the mother (aids) so that they could talk and think about me (god) During these extreme suffering moments they wake up temporarily in the dream while i'm dreaming them up, during these sort of important moments i'm getting to know myself as (god/consciousness) because then it's all about me (god).
  15. RJ has solid spiritual info; but appears to have a big economic shadow/blind spot. Simply mention the price of his offerings (without judgment), and he will hide your comments. The refusal to even mention, justify, acknowledge or allow others to mention the price ($2795) - while pushing the product every single video - is a big red flag. Low transparency = low deserving of trust. If you don't even have the bare minimum of confidence in your pricing to even tolerate the mention of it - chances are you are abusing your position of trust and authority to gouge the innocent people that have you on a pedestal. The fact is, this is the first run of an unproven product, and the price point has NOT even been acknowledged, let alone justified. This is economic predation
  16. In short , no . Being with low consciousness people is draining and in long term they will affect your own consciousness which will go down. It only has a benefit for them being around you, but not for you if you're aware how somplistic their problems are. It takes years of work and attention on 1 person just to raise his consciousness a bit if he is willing to put work into it, if not than you're just lying to yourself and have an ego
  17. The difference between simulation and a dream is that there are higher consciousness beings controlling this/ having more responsebility over us like we do with animals or lower consciousness beings. But in the bigger picture it's all gods dream. Also the time i was at my most conscious in life to pass clinical psychologist exam to become donor, my thoughts told me what to do and seemed to want me to use my knowledge that i have discovered about female psyche on her and this is how i created miracles. NOW I think about it, it feels like because this was such an important event for me like i was being watched and helped by a higher being. The thoughts told me exactly what to do and it felt like another being wanted me to pass this. And when i did a certain thing she felt the energy miracle after the thought told me do this and that and she will experience this. So it can be a simulation and it felt like it, like i was being studied
  18. When i reached a certain level of consciousness i started noticing this more and more. Watch this short video about haidakhan babaji, people call him ascended master. In the video it's very obvious that everything was turning around him , life itself. My theory is the more awake/conscious you are the more closer you get to god = everything starts to turn around you more. So because babaji was so conscious that he is god, everything was turning around him. I keep seeing glimpses of this too in my daily life, that life itself somehow turns around me. It's obvious we are not in control, it can also be a simulation we are living in and alot of things get simulated from above to be perfect. If we're so conscious that we are responsible for level 1 or 2 beings like animals and so on there can be beings that are responsible about us on higher planes. It's hard to contemplate on this but perhaps can someone explain me why this was so in the video?
  19. I feel bad for people on this forum that are so deluded in the illusion that they have to follow a religion. On higher levels it's all about 'you', religion and most masters is just for lost people in the dream to give them something so they won't go crazy and have something to hold on.
  20. Best way to deal with them if you don't see them daily is just to follow your intuition and get rid of them. If you see them daily and they're in your work field, is just to set boundaries nicely. Remember that most of the time they're a projection of your own 'higher consciousness' the more conscious you are the more responsebility and the more the dream/life revolves around you. You have to chose a path that is best for you and them, if you do things wrong you will just create more suffering for thrm and yourself. Since you're more conscious it will always be all about you and the choices you make
  21. @andysampl how does it compare to 1p, never had 1v before and would you day its better?
  22. What type of lsd you're using?
  23. It's pointless, you can't debate with someone who lives in another consciousness level. All you can do is leave knowledge behind, that's it.