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@Bulgarianspirit The power that came with it, even though it wasn't much was scary and boring at the same time since you're the only experiencer. With that power you're also opening yourself to a form of omniscience , so at this state you have to accept yourself and love yourself fully because you will have an understanding how reality works around you and it is pretty much insanity/lies/love/dream/illusion etc. You get into the ego state is because in the god state there is nothing to do, you're literally dreaming the manifest and unmanifest and everything is possible . You're also aware that there is life in you and that everything is you, you're also aware that these lives in you are just illusions. Because you have free will as god, even dreaming up harmony/love won't last that long and you will want something new. From what i have seen the best and only option god has is to fantasize/dream up a world/character and put his own consciousness in it. And when god's consciousness becomes merged with the ego, the ego starts manifesting/creating reality from ego pov but will be unaware unless he wakes up in the dream itself. Waking up as god in the ego dream is nothing more then a remembrance of who you are, when you wake up in the ego dream the whole world will change and be as you please. You will know in the dream that it was a false story all the time, and you were responsible for the reality around you that you manifested with your thoughts/being. The only and i repeat the only thing is to fully accept yourself and love everything, but it is easier said then done because you're not even aware of 1% what's out there so how can you fully accept yourself/love yourself and everything when you as god don't know what you are. This is the reason all the main mahavatars preach all the time, self acceptance/love/courage. The further you go in realization who you are, the more of all these 3 aspects you will need. If you lack these 3, you will be at the same place and just dream yourself away to a new reality. When you're in a form of ego god state in the dream it will take enormous amount of courage to even step your foot further then your house. And there were beings that created all sorts of things while being in this state, that courage that they had while being in that state is tremendous, trust me on that

I'm also going next year to India in may to Ranikhet--> dwarahat > mahavatar babaji cave And also to haidkhan > Mount Kailash -->> mahavatar Haidakhan babaji temple/cave I'm going in may next year for 2 weeks, so if there are people that are interested leave a msg ... Maybe we can go together

@Soul Flight last lsd trip was like 4 months ago, and the only substance i used after that was mdma like 1 month ago. Yeah after 10hours lsd effects were pretty much done specially an a dose like this. I think it lasted for so long because i literally deconstructed reality in my mind, and the remembrance of who i was woke me up in this physical body. After waking up, i had like lotus feet they looked like perfect/divine feet and on every thing that i stepped changed to a perfect state of being. This is how i realized that i'm in some form of god state right now. God is suffering because it can't fully accept itself, fully accepting yourself means having everything that you know inside of you and beyond for eternity non sleep state. Lies/insanity/deconstructions/murder/rape/abuse and so on. As god you have free will to dream about love or be love or dream insanity, lies, deceptions, god cannot stay in the same state for eternity that is why reincarnation is happening. Reincarnation literally gives you= sleep which is closest to death, non idleness=forgetting , being loved/taken care of by others and so on. For god this is much better then staying eternal and being aware 24/7 There is a great example of Haidakhan babaji, recent mahavatar apperance with lots of witnesses that said what he did and that he was god in human form. One time someone said, i could see babaji was suffering from taking so much karma. Another witness told a story that when he walked with him to the bathroom, babaji looked into the mirror and went crazy/screamed or something like that. This is what happens when you're in super conscious states as you're basically only experiencing yourself and insanity at all time, to be in this state is like having courage of god but you won't sustain this for a long time and will crave to dumb yourself down. There are even higher states then this, but there is none to take control of this state as nobody wants it. Most if not all our reality is based on lies, and its necessary to shape it remember this

@HMDFrom what i have seen, your thoughts/being literally manifest your own reality in the present moment that you can't see. I literally used my own thoughts/being to test this, by morphing my facial appearance to different faces, by using bad/good thoughts to morph reality to perfect and less perfect state. What was really obvious is that the more loving you are, the more acceptance you have for what you witness in the kingdom of god the better your reality will be. But this is all easier said then done, because god is literally insanity.

Nobody dies, people that get ran over by bus and so on are just your constructs, there is only 1 that changes its form and consciousness and it is eternal in you. You dying naturally is you becoming enough realized to forget about your body/who you are, stepping in front of the bus is you not loving yourself enough/accepting yourself enough / creating hellish reality for yourself which is a dangerous thing since freewill and non acceptance of yourself is not a joke. There is a reason why you wake up in this world with 0 remembrance, there is a reason why all the guru's lead you to the path of realization , there is a reason all the gurus tell you to love god and so on. To love god/yourself is to fully accept yourself, the more you love yourself/accept yourself all the lies/deceptions/insanity and so on the better your reality becomes. Reincarnation= you didn't accept/love yourself for eternity, loving yourself is the hardest thing since you literally have to accept everything the good and the bad, insanity and so on

@Vibes 1.Death is just a change in consciousness, you letting go of the body/killing yourself is you suffering and surrendering to god fully. After that you become god and forget who you were, because you didn't accept/love yourself you will incarnate your consciousness from god mode to physical reality that you make up. You can't stay as god as this is too great of a responsibility and only full acceptance and love of yourself for eternity will allow you to stay as god forever. From god mode you just have to imagine a reality, for example: You imagine that you're on a planet and you're from an advanced alien civilization that's is basically all. When you imagine yourself into this character, everything from there will be constructed in the presence on the go around you. 2. Another possibility is that after you suicide/kill yourself, you can be stuck as brains or another form of consciousness in the same reality. Because you didn't die let go of your body naturally you can be stuck in the same reality as a form of consciousness, this is what free will is. God realization is the deconstruction of the reality/evolving beyond yourself, so if you as ego/dream character don't know much after reincarnation the reality might become what you believed in. Gods free will is a scary thing. But i think it's most likely the 1st possebility @OsaidIt is only hell if you can't fully accept yourself as god, this means accepting insanity and everything that is inside of you it also means letting go of everything. It also means accepting all the control and freedom you get, which is huge. Being god is such a big responsibility that there is nobody to take it.

@bensenbiz Yes you have to love yourself, the more you truly love yourself the better reality you will create all around you. Your own awakening and love shapes/creates the world all around you. The thing is, it's extremely hard to truly love yourself because that means you have to accept everything that you see/now including insanity. You have to love insanity if you ever got put into it, that is true god realization. The problem with god is, no one is brave enough to handle all the things at once, and if there is "one" that can handle it will be for a short duration until the control is lost that is why nobody is ever in control. Control or being god is too big of a responsibility It made me realize that the only thing is to accept and try to love yourself as much as possible, which isn't easy to do and it will get harder the more conscious you start becoming. I'm just gonna stop with all the drugs and try to live my life a bit better, travel more and so on.

Those truths from Ananda are the scary part that i have witnessed myself during the trip. ___________________________________________________________________________________ 1.)Without loving yourself and accepting yourself fully as god, means accepting all the violence/crimes/drug addicts/rape/hell/deceptions/lies etc. you will be in judgement of yourself. When there is judgement and you don't fully accept yourself the reality of yourself and what is within you won't be in constant harmony and love and even as god you will suffer. Having the powers of god is too great of a responsebility, and you would rather not have any control but give it to someone else which is not fully possible. 2.) There is no death but only reality change, if you can't accept yourself as fully eternal you will be stuck in these endless ego dreams and experience suffering and seeking. forever

The thing is, ego is also god. It's you as god choosing to have this conscious experience. God realization or a form of it is nothing more then a remembrance, this remembrance and forgetting gives you a new reality. The so called death is nothing more then a reality change, and if you're not careful you can be stuck in hell all alone or in another form of reality all alone by yourself this is what gods freewill is. Even god doesn't know itself fully since the creation and freewill is limitless, you as god don't want any control you just want love and being taken care of that's why you're already in the so called heaven as an ego where are others. The scary thing is also, that in god realization or form of it you also start judging yourself as you become aware why it has to be this way and why you didn't love others more. You also become aware of many lies/deceptions that you put on yourself, in 2 last lsd trip that were 3-4 months apart. I opened a live video on youtube, and in these both videos i saw the same comment or word in the latest comment post "lies" .

Perhaps the first step for you would be to stop admiring/following false idols like all the "andrew tate" threads you've made. Start accepting purity and innocence, without this you will never reach god. The cringe feeling is just a reflection of your own consciousness, the word "god" alone is more powerful then trillions of nukes.

@Sidra khanBe careful putting your beliefs and materialistic/psychological terms on people. You will create your reality based on the diagnosis you put on people, diagnosing people with sociopathy/narcissism/empaths etc. is your ego creating distinctions/seperation because it doesn't know how to handle people of different consciousness levels making yourself less conscious. When you start operating at higher consciousness levels these terms become useless, and you won't see or meet these people

You do not understand, when you're god there is no such thing as infinite happiness or infinite fullfillment. You will be just as you are containing everything in you. Yes , your state of being will be vibratory/warm love and so on, but you experience those things alone by yourself and your state of being there is as normal as your being now. All these energies will be a common thing for you there. But you will be much more awake and conscious of your position as god, you will also understand why you have to dream and create others. You will also understand why you were fooling yourself by creating stories and others and why it was necessary. The things that i say, i'm speaking from experience. You have no idea what god is or having no physical body. You're just creating a fantasy for yourself and others to dream about. You have to understand that there is no such thing as car being broken and so on, it is literally god/you doing in it to create life and distractions for yourself. There is a reason why mahavatar babaji preached that working and doership is the most important thing

Agree , it seems that he thinks that being awake only has benefits. Well he's up for a big surprise ??

The day of judgement in my understanding and experience is the day you become conscious that others were you and that you didn't love them enough. You will become conscious that you're the only conscious being and that there are no others. You will become conscious that all was merely a play to keep yourself company. The judgdment of yourself won't be that hard because you will understand that previous version of yourself wasn't you. You will be the only one that will understand that all the plays happen from 1 source=the self , meaning nobody is in control and that you have to fool yourself for eternity and that's why you're here with others.

I'm looking for people that said they broke through on 5 meo DMT and claimed being the source/God. How did you view everything, did you still have this same small "2D" pov , just as we look through our eyes? Because when i was in the void, my vision pov was still the same even though i didn't look through my eyes anymore. You can say that it was basically the same vision pov as in looking through my eyes now, also same vision pov as in my dreams. It's just a "2d" vision pov that is controlled by your will/consciousness. Because of this single limited 2d vision pov that i have, it feels like i'm being very limited and that i'm just watching a movie. @Breakingthewall @Leo Gura feel free to tag anyone else that broke through on 5 meo dmt

If it was your destiny and you really wanted to, you would've already gotten them after so many posts and talk.

Stopping my heart on lsd-p1 , god gave me this choice. After stopping i was a vibration in the void getting insights. The vibration there had the force of trillions of nukes and i vibrated slowly but powerfully.

It doesn't happen because you're in your own mind, you can kill yourself by jumping off a building. But by gods will you won't touch the ground and will wake up in your bed like it was another day, god can set it up like it was a very bad dream. Or you can just restart in a new body/life/dimension/heaven/hell instantly in a new body, as your wishes will be given, but i'm not sure of that can only speculate. God seems to be like an AI, trying to give itself best possible life and distractions to stay away from its own immortality. The thing that i don't understand is how to truly leave this body forever, my guess is when you truly surrender to god or higher self things will happen. Also how i think the process will go is when it is your predestined time, you will feel the force of billions nukes/god sending you back to infinity or merging back with it. The thing is you exist forever, and evolution is a necessary part of your survival. No evolution= endless suffering in the same loop and you will be aware of that as god. That's why incarnations and triggers of suffering etc. are necessary for god create best life for itself. What i also got, is that it is always your destiny to keep awakening towards god realization on earth. Your creation isn't be able to keep hold on you forever, when you start noticing that reality is turning around you/ is a bit fake is the time you start awakening towards god realization

For example can you have 360 degree pov, or do you still have to turn around so your pov can see what you focus on? In the void i still had to turn my pov around by my will

If there is no vision how do you know you're infinity? To experience this infinity you still will have the same human eye pov or the same pov screen you experience when you dream? So you see infinity or anything lesser then that with the same 2d pov?

This, only by the will of god she can raise in consciousness and you too. If she had no previous interest in psychology/god/spirituality/phylosophy/consciousness she can only be awaken by her destiny to follow the path of consciousness/love and understanding. If she has interest in raising her consciousness, then you have a lot of work to do and preparation. The fastest way is to reprogram your ego and give it a lot of knowledge to hold on, this means learning a lot of information from books. For example David hawkins transcending the limits of consciousness. If after reading this book you both didn't understand much this will mean that you have atleast 2years work to do in reading different books on spirituality/consciousness learning about different consciousness experiences like mahasamadhi and so on. Then after 2 years take lsd-p1 to progress the path towards reprogramming love/connection and understanding. But you both will probably not do that as your destiny is already set by yourself. It's not in gods will to make people raise in consciousness all the time and it has to do with balance.so most likely her or you or both will be stuck to your karma

and at this highest level, did you still have the same small human pov vision. Like a small "2d" screen that are your eyes?

You can never get stuck no matter what you do, because the non dreamer(god) is always fully awake and conscious in eternity. His task is literally to create life and balance between good/bad between you/others between breaking/repairing. Not 1 atom moves without him. No balance between all = no life as we know it

That's exactly what i have seen, there is always 'one' chooser that chooses his dream. So there is only 'one' real avatar that splitted himself from god. So all life is predetermined around you in one way or another, and there is always only one who will wake up.

Exactly, there is nothing but yourself. Now how do you think god stages a play if there is only him? He can only make a movie = lowering his consciousness to predetermined dumb state. Because if the state is high enough there are no others and no movie. Why do you think there is so much coincidences and magic in your movie?????? Think my friend, think As yogananda has said, humans only use creator thoughts. Original thoughts come from only the one or god