Jowblob

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  1. Life is just a dream, when will you realize this puppets? If you don't like something, use your passport and move out. I'm 30 and moved like 3 countries...
  2. Thanks for the laugh 🤣 anyway im out. Keep seeking maybe one day god will bless you
  3. They mean that everything is forever there and can't be destroyed because god is in all times. Creation does happen because you yourself is an idea.
  4. The problem is your question , you believe that nothing is created which means you're in your ego and deny god or yourself. That's why you don't see. The ego is gods idea for creation
  5. Physical is the dream itself , the dream is an illussion which means physical is too. From gods perspective dream is just a tiny pixel. Everything within God is build in structured layers, so that every aspect of god can give life meaning and something of god.
  6. It's an illussion of aliveness, blood is an illussion too. How do i know? i have experienced physical astral body, every single mechanic/thing in your body will become visible and you can see through your arms for example. Veins/nervous system will become indistructuble, you will view them as vibrations/mechanics of life/yourself. You will bevome aware that your consciousness takes this form for aesthetic/pleasant reasons and that even the astral body isnt you.This guys ego had some mystical experience, and he thinks he knows the answers. That's the problem when you try to control and seek.
  7. When your ego walks its own path/away from god you will gain mystical experiences but they will be empty and not of a unitative state. All the mechanics/true non solipsistic unity without aloness is only in god. I have learned my lesson
  8. It's your ego that is still there thinks it's dead, your ego makes a distinction between alive and dead. Ones you abide in your true spiritual physical form, and feel the undistructiveness/eternal/unity/mechanics of life itself there will be no doubt and you will stay in that form. There are mechanics in place by your higher self, trust in god and your higher selves the intelligence is not something you can comprehend.
  9. It doesnt die or decay it's just your dream you rat. You will go to sleep one day and the dream will change, you might even see through your new body!
  10. Your physical form dies because you surrender to better aspects of yourself or god, you will witness this as just a conscious switch within your dream. Right now we are in a very low realm, the higher you go in realms the more obvious all godly mechanics will become. But it takes a long time. I give you a tip, you will know your next existence is false and just a mystical experience in the physical is because your breath wont be unitative. Meaning all breath that is effortless or unitative is your true higher state, the breath will become one with everything
  11. I only had nausea once, on the first use of ayahuasca/my first ever trip. Then on all others psychedelics i never experienced it after. In my honest opinion, nausea happends because you're still in your materialistic mind/not evolved enough for further progression. All psychedelics lead to the same thing, one psychedelic just carries another imaginative symbol aspect then the other, that's all. But they all progress simillarly, love state, non dual state etc. Etc.
  12. This pic reminds me of first time witnessing my physical astral body like 3 weeks ago, meaning you see through its eyes and not within you. There is inner astral/mind/ etc. But this body is a physical outer astral body. I came back from my guru, and went to sleep in the morning after long journey. Then i started slowly becoming aware of this body, one of the signs that it was real is because you will start feeling unity/vibrations/ no need for breath anymore etc. I lifted up my arms and i could see through it, these veins become like vibratory vibrations that you can see and become conscious of they're not veins or nervous system but are there more like for an aesthetic purpose or what is god given. Every detail in your body is vibrating and you feel it and are conscious of it. Then i started become more and more conscious of me standing in the room in this body, then me or a voice said "not yet" and i got back into my body and wake up. So this picture is the truth in some sense.
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  14. Haha good one i know a lot but i'm not a psychedelics master haha. I thought it was a real class for a second, and was kinda dissapointed i missed it. Because i was in another country for few days
  15. Mdma is a symbol of love, you will enter the domaim of love. I used it only 1x and was walking on the street, suddenly i was dieng from thirst and was about to pass out. Then i said to myself, please stop i will go and apologise to my parents, and it stopped. You can't be too impure while being in this domain, so watch out.
  16. So when i went to india, i think i've met an ascended master ( i was not conscious of it). He wore the neatest and brightest clothes i have ever seen. And he did some other things, like miracles. ( i realized later). I got inspired by him and was testing and formulating different compounds to make the brightest clothes in the world. I think i'm finally finished. The phone can't really capture the brightness of this prototype shirt, when i went outside to check it was hurting my eyes from the brightness.
  17. @Sugarcoat This state in the picture is actually stable, you have a body there. I was seeing myself there and i would imagine standing in an akashic dome, it's like you're actually physically standing there. Then i'm getting all the knowingness answers from there, so for example if you would ask me a question the thought would arrive from there and give you answer. It's a form of god realization state. Most states that people are experiencing like seeing white light are imaginary/mystical experiences from within infinity and don't hold any god realization value (doesn't have the stability/freedom)
  18. @Sugarcoat Matterer of fact when you witness this inner state, you will see that it's mostly made out of "spiritual white" It's like a spirit see through white and most things are made out of it Something like this, i put a red cube around it
  19. Ofcourse, white is the color of cleanliness= God is cleanliness= purity. The inner/knowingness state within you is very pure and peacefull a quality of god.
  20. Yup i'm like so excited and wonder how the full outfit will look like once i put enough time and work into it to make it perfect. I think people are gonna look haha
  21. Not how it works, we're still bound by earthly nm spectrum and rules. @Keryo Koffa @Sugarcoat Yes if on earth, essentially it will spread back all the sunlight that hits it. So if you would put a sun lens/mirror on it that would melt things it wouldn't get hot but just reflect the same brightness back. When i put the shirt outside i was a bit shocked by how bright it got, i thought i was in another state of consciousness or something. And the first thought that came in was: I wonder if others would be able to see what i see? Felt a bit like a dream or something.
  22. I want to burn them 😈 @Sugarcoat haha true, i'm gonna make the brightest shoes/pants/shirt in the world and walk outside, if my calculations are correct it can reflect 99-100% sunlight
  23. Consciousness or god is experience itself, memory comes from the experience. By experiencing itself in new ways, new ideas are created. Where most people go wrong is thinking that god is nothingness, god is in fact not nothingness. You're an awareness stuck/conscious in nothingness/void . And you question why this is, to escape your situation you give up your true reality and dream. This is why nobody will be ever in control, because the only control you have is witnessing yourself in the void
  24. @Leo Gura @Yali You can say that each person has its own level of sentience/consciousness/genetics , but where you go wrong is thinking it's only about these aspects. There are initiations/masters that can raise your consciousness easily, when i met a kriya yoga teacher. I got into an LSD state (energetically simillarily like feeling unity more) then my chakra's started opening up etc. But it wasn't right time for me, so they're closed now.
  25. 1. You feel love during the act for eachother. Just like lovers do. 2. Love starts to feel more intense, you start feeling like you're fucking your sister/mother, but you can't really stop because it feels good and you're close to orgasm. 3. You realize it's like you're fucking yourself and have an orgasm killing the 'illusionary ego of the 'other'. Because of your intense love/energy release. (You don't see the dead body) just a symbol for your own god realization How do i know? I had an experience with clinical psychologist during an interview, and my vibration/love was rising drastically because i needed to pass this to understand the meaning of life. She started walking towards me with love and i blacked out for 1 sec, as the love i was projecting got back to me. Then the love turned into intense pain because it was human bodies limit. Then she got shocked/scared from this pain and walked away. Also when i stopped my heart, the love/vibration i felt while looking into the void kills universes that's how powerfull it is. So love is pretty much the frequency that allows you to operate in a certain way. By rising your love you raise in frequency/consciousness. There was also a scene in some jesus movie that i've seen a long time ago, jesus had sex with a lady and he killed her/she dissapeared. I also noticed in another state of consciousness when i was with my friend , is that when i went inside of myself where i could find light/intelligence/purity/serenity and while being inside my mind it was like my friend paused, meaning no sound ever came from him, only when i came back out of my mind. So it's like when you're in samadhi no1 or nothing can touch you and you also can't hear anything from where your ego is.