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@Leo Gura If you said you did 5 meo dmt hundreds of time, how are you still here then? 5 meo dmt is eternity, everytime you walked outside of your house boundaries your experience in 5 meo dmt didn't correspond with earthly realm/time. So my question is how are you stll here? In such high states you usually also completely disconnect or even forget who you were, something about your story isn't right.

Yeah and i knew you would respond like that if i would post it, so that makes you a robot?

Don't lie to yourself, there is no way all your experiences in higher states have been "funny". Perhaps you didn't go deep enough. I think you're trying to cope. Atleast that's how it is for me in some way or another.

Have you noticed that you have been repeatedly saying that things are funny to you since the creation of your account like a robot?

The thing that you don't understand is that god wants you to be here since it is the most perfect place it can give you considering all the technicalities. You're trying to awaken people while not understanding that at the highest levels of (getting divine control) you won't be able to handle it , so you gave up that control and reality became free roaming by nature. If you are old and are suffering just take your 5 meo dmt and here is your awakening. And by the way, all the stories of people saying they did 5 meo dmt and came back are false, you wont come back from such a high state to your imaginary false self.

The paradox is that you're already dead and don't exist, i'm imagining my awakening and all of you that lead me to it. Ones you enter such a high state there is no way to get back from the eternal, even the people that were near you and grounding you become empty shells. Every movement that you make in nothingness doesnt have synchrony with your body, so the reality is getting destructed by your own mind. You can't go from eternal non sleep state to your ego just like that, the only way that might work is for you to fall asleep in the eternal which doesn't work just like that. So stop bsing The infinity is a loop, that will always keep getting back to itself. Your body is your house the representation of ifinity, the age is the loop itself. Eventually you will have to kill yourself/make an error for the infinity/system to restart itself so you can be reborn in something (represented by big bang) After my birth at age 4 , i got the same dream like 20-30x of me jumping from a building and not touching the ground the screen just becomes (black). That's how you get reborn in a new body. Same with computer, you have to make an error

The nonsense is you getting back from that god state and looking at a live star near you, to your ego like nothing happend. That state is eternity itself and there is no way to get back to your ego state , since your memory and ego becomes nothingness. Watch out people this is truely dangerous territory, all these deceptions are god made for you to awaken and lose the ego.

@TheGod can you create/choose your body? Do you have access to other realms? What "will" do you have if your body/ego is the only thing you remember and keep getting back into it?

@TheGod So how do you reborn yourself again to earthly realms with no memory of you being god in your opinion?

Using my mind to control my dream, like drinking infinite milk, changing appearance of things or myself. It's hard to quiet your mind in the new higher consciousness thus insanity will be occuring everywhere because you can't let go of your attachments, you will hear construction/working sounds everywhere. @Oppositionless

When you start getting some control over reality it is like schizophrenic insanity. I've experienced some of that 'Learn to quiet your mind' - haidakhan babaji

Didnt watch but its Just people creating beliefs to heal their trauma, usually from narcisstic abuse

Happiness can only be found in distractions in materialistic paradigm. But true unmovable happiness can only be found in infinity and acceptance of yourself.

Yes, you have free will at all times but all of you don't understand what is said here or how it works. The ego is god, there are 3 levels of god. 1. You being aware that you're god and see no difference between everything. 2. Sleep dream state. 3. Waking dream state. All states are god, but you as god only live in 1 state at a time since you're in presence at all times even though you don't know. There are no others, others are different versions of yourself that are turning around you. When you start deconstructing yourself and choose to merge your consciousness with a dream character, everything else will manifest around you because you're already so evolved that it has to be this way by your will. The free will is evolution itself of consciousness, it doesnt stay at the same place for eternity so all the notions of god is love are false. God itself is choosing what to be depending on its circumstances. God is basically the same as you, and have same thoughts depending on its circumstances. There will be moments where you will notice that you don't have free will but that's because you throw these things at yourself by your will from previous past moments you have lived. When you take control as god you will see how much freewill you actually have, but your evolution lead you to laziness since you're eternal so you understand that the best way is : Simplicity, work, love, distractions. God is total mindfuck in the nothingness , when you try to put limits or notions you already failed. God is out of control, but when you try to regain your status as God you will fail with high degree since having control is not in your evolution anymore.

This /thread , woman start loving when man shows desire in almost all the cases

I've had 2 lsd sessions. In first session i watch a live youtube video playing music, all the comments are the same. And the last comment says : Lies. In second session 4 months later i stumbled on the same live video, all the comments were the same again and the last comment says : Lies. It's like i was in another specific closed dimension still in my room, so dejavu is just an event that already happend but you just noticed it. In the presence and closed dimension there is basically no time and nothing to do and you're in some form of consciousness idle mode stuck with yourself.

I think this might be the fastest way to god realization and the permanent change of your consciousness state in your ego. In this state life around you becomes a miracle at all times. Things like infinite food/drinks can become your reality and more. *When you retain this permanent state of consciousness if you wish so, there will be no sleep, you're always awake This is only for experienced users that are already enlightened to some degree and know that they're god creating/manifesting their own solipsistic reality. The way to achieve this permanent new consciousness presence state is to do this: - don't sleep for 1 day - the next day when you're gonna go sleep at night take 100-300ug lsd-p1 and fall asleep. - You will start becoming conscious in the blackness/nothingness and you start deconstructing reality who you're actually are, everything will happen automatically. - Ones you deconstruct reality enough, you will see that there is no difference between any dream and this is the time you will get back to your body. - Your memory will become nothingness, you will start becoming nothingness, logic will be gone, all you have is your mind and fantasy, fantasy/imagination will be your new state of reality creation. - You will specially become aware that you were self-decepting yourself, and you will regret for not loving others enough because you're the only being. Jesus: -love your neighbor as yourself -Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you -In that state you're free to wipe yourself/ego away ones you go inside of yourself with closed eyes, you will notice that you will lose all remembrance of yourself and fall asleep in your imagination and are ready to be reborn again in whatever you create. *Warning very dangerous territory* Sunlight, your creation , won't ever hurt your eyes if you directly stare at it. Don't forget to have white clothes in your wardrobe ?

Be careful what you say, having god realization is taking up the control in the dream. Psychedelics are just a starting tool, deconstruction of reality starts with you taking control in your own mind like an AI. There is a member here that was recently in a psychedelic state from deconstructing reality for like 25-30 days, he admitted himself to psychward. And i almost did the same, but used my consciousness and will to get back to the ego state. You saying psychedelics can't be used a starting event to cause permanent change is you putting limits on yourself, which is hilarious. You have no clue what god is

inb4 Leo calls u buddhist rat ?

Please only respond, if you did psychedelics or you meditate at a high level. Quick summary: - Project myself to an online multiplayer vr game using vr headset/trackers to be in an avatar of my choice, other people do the same. - Talked to a 55 year old police officer that projected himself into the game in an E-boy avatar. Started speaking about god to him etc. he instantly got mad/aggressive and said he didn't believe in god and told me to not speak to him about religion/god and so on. Then at one point i tried to speak to him about it again, when he didn't want to. Then the right lens of my vr headset started showing rainbow colored pixels everywhere. - 3weeks later spoke to a girl in the game about god and how far it can go ,at the end she said the same what my mom told me: you're telling me information that i can't do anything with it and you're putting pressure on me. - My mom used to say, that i put a lot of pressure on her that her head starts hurting, it's too much information. It was the same with that girl, then she said: I don't believe in god and when she said that instantly the right lens of my vr headset broke and turned off. I have also started experiencing many more unusual stuff, it's like reality isn't working properly sometimes. For example:my 2019 car with low mileage= engine broke. I buy a moped and 1 month later the engine breaks too. I feel like that my base consciousness is at certain level where i start noticing that the reality might not be working properly and because of this things break more often or unusual things start happening. Of course i have my own reasons why this might be happening, but i'm curious what you guys think? Specially the thing about speaking about god to others seems to have a negative outcome for me, and it feels like at some point in conversation god is speaking through them to me and is basically saying: Stop talking about god to these people, they're at a certain level. This is what i can't understand. Why am i supposed to keep everything to myself, or is it because i don't know yet what god is truly is? Or is it because i don't have permission to speak about god? Or is it my own ego subconsciousness and god in me that tries to keep the reality stable? etc.

There are no others, reality is being projected what is within infinity all around you. It's your choice to have a stable reality and be immersed in it, but the more conscious you become the more that you see that you live in a lie, that's why most conscious people always preached to not be attached

Haidakhan babaji or a mahavatar from the current era with most evidence. Study this guy and all the witnesses of him and it will help you with god realization

@Vibes acceptance will always be temporary, but the more you accept yourself as and what is within you the more you will sleep and dream in harmony and love. But you're eternal and alone and you don't fully understand what you are, so you will start deconstructing yourself and try to escape yourself by forgetting yourself in your own dream.

You're wrong, most of what is within you is also within god. Stop making stories up. Ananda speaks about you not about god, you're a being that is aware what you're creating. As an eternal god you will never escape your own suffering and awareness what you do to yourself to escape your limitnessness/loneliness and eternal life. You're making up stories because you can't accept the truth and yourself, are you gonna lie to yourself forever?

I haven't read much yet what has been said in the article, but most of it makes sense and i have experienced it on LSD. That's why i'm not doing 5 meo dmt, maybe at the old age only. As i believe it's the true ego death pill and you leave this dream forever. I've experienced semi eternal time on lsd in the ego, can't imagine what's gonna be like on 5 meo dmt. Funny fact: I tried to do 5 meo dmt with a very close friend, and i've noticed that he said he wanted to do it really bad. But always when the day came, he would make up the most redicilous excuses like: I'm saying for example: I'm coming over to your house after i take shower, then after shower he suddenly says : My mom told me to drive her to a city cuz her friend died. Then another day he says: Yeah we can do it on saturday i'm free that day. Then suddenly he says: I have people coming over on saturday to work on my kitchen. And it kept going like that, that i eventually blocked him. It was pretty obvious that he was a reflection of me as God, and that i wasn't truly ready to go and so on. I have many more examples of this