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@Inliytened1 do you think there is another form of you or "higher self" that shapes/creates this dream reality for your ego, or do you think your ego self creates a random reality on the fly anywhere you look/go? From the book seth channeling it was said, that your higher self created the reality for your ego to play in. But from my experience when i deconstructed reality and became god realized in the dream i saw that the ego is responsible in creating a reality for you in the "now" , because it is your will "to do something" "to experience" and it happends on the fly.

@Inliytened1It wasn't awesome for me, all the desires/meaning/value lose value. It's not like how when you're in the game of life with others. Everything of meterial literally had 0 importance to me, i only craved "others" "love" and "loving others" as much as possiible as i was the only one. When you become god realized in the dream at that level it's really strange, you associate yourself with nothingness and realize that there is nobody else to take control of that "nothingness". Then you realize you're god, but all value is lost because there are no others. These level of consciousness literally made me want to cut myself or jump to my death from somewhere. The reason i didn't go further or do anything stupid like go into people houses is because i didn't know how my god realized reality would affect the reality my "ego" was in. This is the hardest obstacle, as you realize that you can create a reality for yourself in the past/future.

I remember i woke up god realized to some level, after ingesting LSD and falling asleep. During the sleep, i deconstructed the reality in nothingness and when the deconstruction finished i woke up like a God or something. The reality became a bit like insanity, these levels of consciousness were hard to handle. There were no people anywhere, the earth was like a closed domain/death domain for my walking avatar. Because i associated drugs/consciousness with heaven, the window of my neighbours house changed and was opened with a white teddybear hanging out. The hallucination was so perfect i couldn't establish a difference between this ego life now and that reality. It was like reality/time stopped, and i could see the same pigeon fly over my head like 5 times making the same noises. Can you imagine seeing reality as "loop" as there was no time or people. I knew i was god realized and i was walking mindlessly in circles/same pattern. Then i did many ego things/prayed/washed dishes/worked out/cold shower etc. just to get away from that insanity and that level of consciousness to have some rest and be my ego again. I could literally take a small glass of milk and imagine me drinking it forever using my mind, it would never go empty. Thank fuck, i came back to my ego again. Now i just don't know how to procceed further, my only hope is that there is truely a god and that we will never be able to reach this "god level" as somebody taking care of us is the best thing we can have in life or any reality.

Probably non dried , raw mushrooms

Most of the people on earth have a concept that the Astral Realm is a Realm like Heaven where you will get another physical body or perhaps an avatar where you can explore the world and so on. Here's the TRUTH I have experienced the Astral Realm like two times that is within all of you. The astral Realm is an Imaginary Realm, and all the imaginary blocks/creativity are open to you as "God", it's a realm of knowingness meaning there is no "I that thinks" . So everything comes to you by your will, curiosity, imagination, truth. Because this Realm is close or infinity itself, all possible scenarios are there. Meaning there is not "1" event that is the truth or "happend" . In the Astral Realm, you're Alone there are no others and you're Aware that you're God. You don't have a physical body, you travel the Astral Realm by your imagination. The Astral Realm is a realm of rest/purity/love/quietness, and you have been there many times. The reason you leave this astral realm is because ofcourse like most of you know " you're all alone, and there is eventially nothing to do" because you're knowingness itself. This is not the highest realm of consciousness that you can experience, the highest is when you see yourself and outside of yourself as small point of vibrating awareness into infinite nothingness/void that stretches forever. Why could i experience the Astral realm and the highest consciousness level i ever experienced and be still in my body? Because your ego body is your main avatar/imagination/vehicle that you cling into, it isn't any different than imagination, So respect your ego/body/yourself just as much as you respect God, you're the one that wanted to experience others and life in all shapes or forms!

Death is just wanting to get rid or forget of your invidual avatar. If your desire is to live forever in the avatar or experience different dimensions or dreams it can be eventually be possible. Your avatar will keep developing and growing in consciousness. But ones the realization and the dimension sets in that there is only you creating reality all around you, and how much courage you need, it will usually lead most avatars to a breaking point. That's why it has been said many times by different avatars like Jesus, if you associate yourself with man you will die like a man, if you associate yourself with spirit you will have eternal life. Spirit is another word for associating yourself with consciousness. The thing that i realized about life and consciousness is that wakefullness and knowing isn't as beneficial as forgetfullness and not knowing , and that's why you're here

Based on your answer, you're totally clueless what balance is as expected. I'm gonna leave screenshots with my answers.

The reason being conscious is suffering, is because when i achieved the highest possible consciousness level with full wakefullness and awareness. I saw that God/consciousness is just an "awareness" stuck in infinite nothingness. God ponders how its awareness came from infinite nothingness, when you're there and viewing this infinite nothingness all alone you want to escape it as fast as possible. So you can't escape your own awareness and will always will be aware, the distractions of life and balance of life is basically how it needs to be to distract yourself from more suffering. And god isn't infinite like all claim here, it's because they didn't reach the highest level and are just speculating. The questions of God/Life become the "limit" of God itself. Meaning, God can't answer some questions about himself and eventually all life will lead to these questions.

If one is in the state of infinity or stuck in an avatars body that can give you any physical shape, then how is one reborn?

chill bro

Gonna speak based from the experience being on the highest level that i've ever reached in consciousness/being a while ago. When i was on that level, my pov/being was vibration itself.(use your imagination how it might look like). The vibration of myself sounded/felt like very slow extreme powerfull vibrating beats resembling the sound of "OHM", it felt like extreme overprocessing heat/energy resembling what we call here "love" and also felt like i've been here before many times. It also felt that i was everything and that i was extreme conscious. The state also felt like "AI" , meaning everything was automated. I felt i was automated like an "AI" because i gave up everything to not be there. This vibration of myself was in infinite nothingness, meaning my awareness/vibration was just a tiny point in nothingness that went to all direction for infinity. It felt like this "nothingness" wasn't really part of me, my mind questioned how this tiny point of awareness was in this infinite nothingness. And why this tiny point of awareness (god) was in this infinite nothingness. ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ So essentially if this "nothingness" is apart from you/god , then it is essentially possible for infinite other minds to exist like your own. But because this "nothingness" is infinite , essentially only your own mind will be forever valid and you won't have contact with "other" minds/gods. Here i've asked someone to make a video representation what i've seen. 1. There are no stars like in the video. 2. It's more of like an infinite sandbox, the more you look in the void/nothingness the more you see that it has this grayish infinite texture in the middle that goes forever. So your vision is a square : upper part - black/nothingnesss - middle grayish infinite nothingness that stretches for infinity, downward part - black/nothingness. 3. There is no movement/flying like in the video, you're stuck at 1 place. The stars are there to give vision/representation. 4. Your own vibration is something like this, but much much slower and tremendously more powerfull https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8l1Z_VHEaQU

Psychward tries to bring you back to the consciousness and stability of the materialistic dream. And usually drug users that go to these places want it themselves. In psychward they will teach you and tell you that it was all ' hallucinations ' from the drugs. But deep down you know better, that's how they try to lower your consciousness to stability and your waking dream. I also wanted to admit myself to psychward at one point because i regretted going to such a high state where i was witnessing that my waking dream is just my imagination/mind or atleast my mind had some control over it , i was like god. Don't mess with psychedelics if you aren't in any danger and if you aren't ready to die. For people that are in jail or other forms of limitation that they put themselves into, high dose of lsd/5 meo dmt and your true will, will make you escape any jail or other limited situation like it's nothing. But don't think that your new form of existence would imstantly be better then you being in the jail, it takes work to control/stabillize your mind

No such thing as short or long in very high states. Be careful with your advice. Clocks stop tikking , no time

I have even experienced a state where i could imagine/unimagine people walking on the street. People/animals are nothing more then appearances in consciousness, when you lower your frequency your reality and theirs become stable. The people or the dream world is a product of a witnessing consciousness and your desire to be others. They however do have consciousness as everything exists of the same matter as you do. How come at certain times they appear as not having consciousness? Because when you turn the knob and go to higher consciousness you change your own frequency and not theirs. So essentially solipsism and togetherness is contained in all. You have to remember that you're nothingness and potential , you can't stick or ascribe 1 term to yourself. At the highest level , you're a witness of your nothingnese/potential/infinity and that you're a lone awareness desiring for there to be something. But it's just a frequency/direct experience and nothing more. I don't think it's possible to be aware of all there is because you're nothingness so everything contained within and out is equally valid.

Was it the first time you saw these 5 woman?

I was reading this topic, and i see how many people are clueless. So i'm posting this for the few the most courageous ones that are 'willing' to enter the kingdom of unity and your own consciousness within the physical dream. It is indeed possible to manipulate reality within your own dream, but this is only for the most confident/courageous ones. Here's how to do it: Don't sleep 1 day, the next day at night you will take between 100-200ug lsd-p1 don't take more than that as you want to stay within your dream. Start falling asleep , lsd will also help with that. You will wake up in the physical reality , god realized and you will witness what's possible and how everything is your own reality. The images/thoughts that you hold will change your physical reality. My most important advice is to learn how to control your own mind = stable/empty mind is what you activate when you are ready to give up control. Because reality with your control will be insanity. you have no clue how much courage and responsebility it takes to start getting a tiny fraction of control over the reality. God is willing to give if you seek, but only for the most courageous ones.

You're playing a word game around enlightment. And i hate to use the word "enlightment" since it can be used to literally describe everything. And you're not there because if you were there, you would know that your "lacking" is even greater then being in an ego body. So you would be out of there in an instant, that's why reality is just "is" since you're never there to take control. Just as ananda Ma has said, "quote" ego is just a remedy that god/you is using against the eternal. You can have different levels of enlightment,understanding, exploration even while being in the dream, but clearly you don't understand that.

You have no idea what enlightment is, there is no such things as enlightment. You will always explore yourself forever at different levels. Enlightment is another word for consciousness, the highest level of consciousness that you can reach is when you realize that you're an awareness in nothingness/potential and you will see it with your own eyes. Even at the highest level you won't know anything how you came to be. And why you're repeating what i'm saying, "you're imagining that". An imaginary world can only exist in imagination? This just confirms you're just talking with no actual experience.

Your post simply confirms that you're not awake. The more you know thyself the more access/freedom you will have, that is enlightenment. You're in an imaginary dream world!!!!! It's simply to know thyself, it's like you grow from a beby to infinity and you experience different versions from yourself from small to big to infinity. Your post is simply ego driven, but you're not conscious of that.

Biggest problem with psychedelics is that when you do it first time it will usually be a good experience, because you have an empty mind about consciousness/god/higher consciousness etc. And you learn about it from empty/pure mind. But the deeper you go and the more things start opening up for you, including everything that you read you're gonna have a harder time. Because 1. Your ego is questioning everything, and attaching to stuff. 2. Your ego deconstructs reality, the deeper you go the more grip your ego start losing = fear response. 3. In higher consciousness, your feelings/thoughts/imagination can construct reality, if you're not aware of this you can be in big danger. Best way to do everything is in a natural responsible manner, like meditation and so on. Even though i never meditate but this is the actual way to actually improve in a healthy manner

You cant really minimize it, your consciousness is responsible for making up your dream which includes your memory , your being , your will to be here. So all your actions and doing will be according to your enviroment and the narrative to fit the dream.

@Princess Arabia You wake up because you imagine death in the dream/get shocked. So you constructed this boundary in the dream that's why you wake up. Have you noticed that almost everything in life is always about death? But when you're there as god you realize you're eternal and there is no such thing as sleep and so on, you're always awake in the eternal and flowing. Since god is aware that he is conscious in the nothingness and doesn't understand himself how that's possible, you imagine death/low consciousness/sleep and so on just to be out of there. I have been 2 times in awake states where i was too conscious for sleep or to fall asleep, it wasnt nice. When you know that you can sleep and not exist for some time is actually a remedy that you're using right now as god to deal with the eternal. Just like ananda has said

Yup , nothing makes sense. The more conscious you become the more you see how the world acts around you doesnt make sense. You enjoy the structure so you try to give it sense so it stays structured. Everything is part of your mind and your dream, you're always safe. The reason you give your authority away is because otherwise you wouldnt enjoy life and life would be just an empty shell. The only thing we can do is pray and imagine in the future that we will have a smooth transition to oneness so we can construct and choose the next reincarnation. But i don't even know if it works like that and the only option might be imagining our own death to loose the ego body and make everything restart. When i was 4 years old i had the same dream like 10x @Princess Arabia . In the dream i saw that i jumped down from a high roof building, while flying down i felt the same cold as from lsd when transitioning to high consciousness and when i almost touched the ground the screen went black and i alwayse woke up. So i transitioned from one dream to another dream by getting rid of my ego. I believe since you're nothingness it is essentially almost not possible to get rid of your ego since it is all you remember since you're nothingness, and you're constructing evrything on the go and i have seen it with my own eyes how i construct evrrything on the go in the present

@Razard86 @Yimpa I've seen those. He claims he has 100s of trips , where are all the trip reports? The last one was about alien consciousness mouse.