Jowblob

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  1. Yeah but enlightenment isnt the finish, it's a stepping stone to a new beginning. Most important thing to understand is that you cant experience everything because the nothingness/shakti/potential is what starts a new interaction with yourself. So shakti/potential is also conscious like yourself
  2. Because you're still viewing others from your past self, all action must be focused on praising god no matter how bad you feel sometimes. Catch yourself in your bad habits/bad words and change these words for the good. Pray to god and keep asking for abundance or to be released from repeated worldy duties like going to your work to praise god and be focused with all your actions on god only. Only when you reach the state of ecstasy or feeling connections to humans like they're you, you can interact with them. Because when you finally understand, all actions towards others will be in a loving way or a more righteous way. This is only for those that want to reach God or a higher state of consciousness.
  3. @Carl-Richard @Inliytened1 Yes, others can see from their eyes and you can see through the eyes of others. There are others with a beating heart just like yours that are present in the ocean of consciousness. There is only presence no matter where you are, meaning others will be individualized consciousness forms that will reflect your consciousness back. Each individual will have their own path, their own reality because they're a tiny drop of consciousness in infinite ocean. The infinite ocean is like an infinite open channel, meaning all individual experiences are there but doesn't necessary mean that you were the one that had these experiences. How is this possible? Many people didn't have this realization yet, but it is because the creation is constantly interacting with potential/nothingness meaning new experiences are being created constantly. _____________________________________________________________________________ I wrote this recently in google, and it confirmed my realization about woman/energy in my past threads. As you can see shakti= the feminine aspect is the "foundational force". Meaning the feminine is the nothingness/potential that is in constant interaction with creation. When i am in meditation this shakti=feminine force always makes me orgasm first and it feels like this "shakti" force never has enough it always wants more and can go infinitely more. This is what woman are, creation is in the woman. When creation interacts with potential/shakti , "ego" is born and get individualized in the creation/ocean this is why it feels like we have no free will. Because you're getting individualized in a stable/creation that can be accessed by anyone that reached that level of understanding/truth
  4. When you see 22:22, make your wishes/desires known in prayer. Anything is possible. To answer your question it's desires of both, God sees all and you cannot see. So there are 2 perspectives. Because you cannot see what's above, you have your individual experience.
  5. Incorrect, your free will are your desires/wishes to god, god gave you a distinction to know what is right or wrong.. Symbol 22:22 is used to make your wishes/desires known to god, perhaps you have seen it.
  6. @Breakingthewall No one like that has existed i think, because inaction feels like death. God is like the ocean wave that constantly moves in ecstasy, If action would stop, everything else would stop and you would feel dead momentarily.. God cannot stop itself because it always exists, that's why action and praising god or showing love to yourself in different forms is the only way. Edit: Maybe i'm wrong , maybe there were few that can be in the highest god state at all times because of their actions. Like Haidakhan babaji, their actions are carrying humanities so they can retain higher states and they're carriers of humanities or worlds.
  7. @SamCGod activated my kundalini till solar plexus, the energy was great. I decided to pull it further towards heart, at that point the energy/ecstasy/heat was barely bearable i did a prayer and imagined it going down and it was gone. God was in control and gave me what i could handle my ego pushed further and got a lesson out of it. God is in control
  8. Kriya yoga is an illussion, we don't have control. What kriya yoga techniques do, is simply show your appreciation/effort to the divine.
  9. I have had experiences in human domain where i could hear people thoughts, so in a sense it looked like they had their own mind. But i didn't have any control of the experience of wanting to "read/hear their thoughts" it just happend on its own. So in a sense it's pointless to understand solipsism from human mind. I have also had beings visiting me not from this plane, that could do with me whatever they pleased because of their "extremely high consciousness" where they could manipulate matter.
  10. I wtote this based on my own experience. Woman is outside of man And man is in the woman Man is creation and the creator Woman is the potential and nothingness On the highest level of consciousness, man=creation is rubbing against woman=nothingness=potential. When this happends love/ecstasy is a byproduct but it wont be enough and you become one with nothingness leaking energy to the woman=nothingness and there is no ecstasy no more. Woman is an illussion that you will always crave, but if you discipline yourself without leaking any energy to physicality and thought you become one in your own creation.
  11. So after my last awakening, i've found out what a female is. I no longer have human pleasures or sex, all sex happends within. In my present/past experiences, i had the love of the whole universe on my penis that had this feminine black hole vagina energy. And i can do it on command, if i surrender enough or be able to withstand the ecstasy. Female/Woman is the potentiality outside of god you , it's the other and only half that is the opposite of you but also like you because you are something that is born/exist forever in this nothingness/potential (the female aspect) . You as god and all your creativity/creation exist in this nothingness/potential, when you try something new or seek you will interact with this nothingness/potential/attractor to create a new experience within you. This attractor is the female aspect outside of your creation/creativity/stability or who you are as god, that's why life revolves around chasing woman/attractor. Because this attractor is the beginning of al new creation, it's like the start of love. In simple terms, you exist within the female. That's why woman look for 'stability' it's because you as a man/god are a stable infinite creation aspect within the feminine nothingness/potential.
  12. Unification between male and female is just you pushing against the potential(female). The more you push against the potential=the only thing in existence that is opposite of you , you will create vibratory love/pleasure that gets too overwhelming like an explosion/big bang. This vibratory/love/pleasure is essentially the only thing that matters to you , because its the only thing opposite of you. @integral
  13. See woman as potential/black holes, see man as God/Creation within the Woman. When you lust/have sex/lose your sperm you're dissipating yourself into the black hole creating new experiences. Ones you start accumulating your sperm/seed, essentially you're starting to rebuilding/gaining control of your mind/creation. Because the feminine is the attractor and your other half in the existence, it will push the love/pleasure against you so you will start losing energy to it again if you submit. Eve seducing adam in the bible is the reference to it. @theleelajoker Im speaking from a very high level , the things that i say won't be understood by many So take it as pointers towards god realization.
  14. Thanks, i also want to write something important to all man. To progress further spiritually within the creation you have to do this first. Don't do yogic asanas because they can lead to hands free orgasms. 1. Resist the female/attractor outside of you, this means no cumming/sex/sexual thoughts , performing all these acts is you giving your energy away to the feminine/nothingness/attractor that sucks it all away like a demon. Your sperm is not what you think it is. 2. Your subconscious creates reality, do this to progress further: write on youtube : chosen one videos , and subscribe to different channels. Watch a new video that comes out everyday and do what they tell you to do like planting a seed by writing in the comments, also watch the spiritual videos that pop up in your homepage on yt Do this for 2 weeks, no interaction/work with anybody. Just only subconscious reprogramming by watching only 1 type of videos. - your reality will shift - you will understand how ego works - can be very scary , but dont fear.
  15. I had some sort of kundalini awakening, that i couldnt work anymore. I could summon spirits/entities many other things, and it was like my mind was more fluid. I went to doctor to get sick days from work, he thought i might have early stages of schizophrenia. Ofcourse i could feel the doctor energetically and could easily tell where he is at in the development. Yes schizophrenia is not understood because it's simply an unusual stage of mind, usually in this stage your mind becomes more fluid/less stable so you tap more into consciousness.
  16. Have been doing some practices and i got a spirit attached to myself, for some reason it posseses great powers ... At first it pretended like it was a kundalini spirit or something and was using my belief to heal me then turned my dick into vagina and did some miracles like an ascended masters. But now it seems to be attached to me and my body, it seems to have a universal mind and can read every thought/meterialise hands/head/objects from spiritual to physical. Yesterday i went shopping and i was looking for some plastic strips for windows, then i wanted to go to another shop because they didn't have the plastic strips i wanted to have. So it pushed me/lead me to different locations in the shop and showed me that there were more plastic strips. To me it seems that my spiritual guides are trolling me, giving me some lessons etc. But i'm not sure since they claim they're a demon, any ways to get rid of them?
  17. Thanks man, i appreciate your advice. Give me a prayer brother to get rid of this situation
  18. Yes but the thing is, the mind makes it physical the feeling from her tonque/nails/hands is as real as human. And its disturbing, i dont know how to make it stop. I think its much bigger then my own mind because when i went shopping looking for window strips it lead me accurately to 2 other places in large warehouse where they were. So its a conscious entity
  19. How to control or check my conditioned mind so it goes away?
  20. Need some healers / god realized people asap , that can operate in higher dimensions to get rid of them
  21. which prayers or defensive chants, do you think a reiki master would help closing the chakra's? And also what do you mean by this? : You should review your life and close any gaps in your integrity through which you receive external energy. @ZhenZhenZhen
  22. spiritually, like i could feel them bending my dick in the spiritual/invisible realm and making a pussy out of it. Every time i walked i had to bend down like a girl and so on. But now they removed it.
  23. If you have an experience manifesting an object or a person in your physical enviroment while tripping. How did you do it and what did you take?
  24. I used to be a spermdonor at a clinic to understand the meaning of life so i might have a few, after my god realization i don't want to have any children, children is just an idea of god.
  25. My first psychedelic was ayahuasca , then second trip was 100ug 1p-lsd LSD. Ayahuasca was nothing compared to that first LSD experience.