pablo_aka_god

I sell software dev services to a colleague for 15 hrs a week at 33 hr/hr. much less than the rates I like but I'm learning new useful tech at least, so get payed for learning

current status: 30 years old, around 30 lays(stopped counting) 2 long distance commited relationships Relationship 1: very nice girl but not hot, dumped her bc of bad sex Relationship 2: super hot, best sex of my life. borderline personality disorder and lier, left her bc of that. future plans... Relationship 3: I want an attractive girl that gives me good sex and is emotionally stable and doesn't lie

This is my first game journal, I've started gaming 3 years and 9 months ago. have gotten laid 20 times and was in a 9 month serious relationship since then and have approached close to 300 girls mostly at daygame some at nightgame. Didn't game all weeks but had couple weeks a year where I would focus more on game and then focus on LP for the rest of the year. I have grown a lot but still struggle a lot to connect with other people, specially women. I'm 28 years old. If I can nail this thing when I reach 30 that would be good. I'm setting this goal.

I still love Jessica, so much. I love her with all my heart, but she's sketchy, unstable and a big lier.At the very least she has Borderline personality disorder. And she had so many red flags that I will never know whether she ever truly loved me or was a gold digger trying to extract value frmo me. So I still love her but this relationship is over and I'm willing to be alone and walk in hell if that's what it takes to show the universe that I deserve a woman that respects me.

Just broke up with my 10 month long brazilian GF Jessica. it's been long since last post so will hyper summarize last year events: June 2024: My employeer runs out of cash and stops paying my salary while still asking me to work for free on the promise of future payment. August 2024: winter in argentina, no income. living out of savings in a flat that is about to 2X the original rental price of previous year due to a badly negotiated contract and bad Argentinian economy. I'm getting depressed and lonely so make a counterintuitive move: let's go to Brazil! August 13 2024: I meet and have sex with my new GF, at this time I couldn't believe the great catch I got, the hottest girl of my life to date and she fucks like god. .... 10 very intense months, I fell in love for the first time and was already considering moving to brazil and even parent my GF's 6 year old kid. But Girl started disrespecting and lying to me in so manny ways for months. June 9 2025: I find my GF had been hiding a secret IG account from me, when I confront her she acts very weird and goes deep into a chain of lies so I dumped her, it was already too much for me. I ended relationship with a text and that was it. Girl was so cold about it that makes me think maybe she wanted things to end already. Today, a year after I lost my income and was super miserable alone trapped in a bad rental contract. I was able to get 2 clients that bring 30% more income that last year. got a new rental with a better contract and I experienced the best adventure of my life! thank god I made that decision. It was a 10 month career pause, Now I am working more and career is progressing but I'm back alone. I'm very sad, I made a Tinder account but it suck for me in Buenos AIres. I just contacted an old wing and he's still doing daygame 2 times a week. The wisest thing for me would be to join him. I have a lot of fear and feel very lazy about it so that's a sign this is the right decision. I'm so tired of being alone I want to find the love of my life for once. At least I'm making progress so thank god for that and also thanks rto taking bold actions I'm having new experiences. If I could ask for a whish it would be that next time I write here is to tell you that I got a new GF from daygame and that I feel very happy while still making progress in my career.

@StarStruck have you dated single moms? what's your POV today? I'm currently dating a single mom and feel identified with this thread.

I love the Powell guy, he's been a hero during the last 2 trump presidencies and the pandemic

This is the problem with having uneducated masses vote. I strongly advocate for requiring an accredited university degree in order to vote or at the bare minimum you finished high school and passed a class that educates on the basics of how your country and the world works. So manny politicians are hijacking the minds of stupid people to get into power.

@LordFall it was really good for finding personality traits and values, eg: she is more emotional and reactive, he is highly analytical, etc. The problem is that LLMs are highly biased, I noticed she was portrait as higher than me only because she would blame me all the time, so the LLM reads that and it fires parts of the network to think badly of the person being blamed,it does not have the reasoning power of a smart human to not trust everything it reads. eg: GF calls me manipulative. then LLM assumes I'm manipulative bc it's just doing a summary of what it reads but actually she's manipulating me by calling me manipulative. I think it's a promising tech but would need way more investment to develop a trustworthy tool. Humans are complicated

I've been having manny misunderstandings with my GF and because there is a lot of gas lightning going on and in my pursuit to get more perspectives on the issue I exported our entire 8 month whatsapp conversation and wrote a script that would analyze the whole thing and write a report with the personality type of each other, our pros and cons. This way we could get an outside opinion on our entire dynamic. Of course LLMs have their own biases, but this is another datapoint. I'm sharing the code, for the nerds out there that want to run it just replace the variables at the top with your own api keys and name of the txt export with the whatsapp/other chat app export in your google drive. Link: https://colab.research.google.com/drive/1hrytnWX71uajPVaRNgMYtjhbDizQ14jw?usp=sharing Why use this code and not just upload the entire convo to chatgpt's web app ? because convo is too large and my code chunks it in parts so that the AI can go through the entire thing. Let me know if you use it!

good tip!. when the video asks for activities that take a long time like reading books, do you recommend we first read the books(which can take weeks to months) before moving on to later videos? CC: @Leo Gura

I was wondering the same. I don't have the answer. What I will do? don't panic and be on the defense more than ever for get rich quick schemes like crypto since this an admin that loves scams. For now I'll keep my current allocation of 30% in US gov bonds, 30% in sp500 and 30% in bitcoin. I'm a little worried that US banks will start scamming non resident aliens like myself who have their money in the US but don't live there since we are an easy target. My money is still safer there than in my 3rd world home country (Argentina).

To get Pragmatic where do you think we should put our money? if cash will have inflation, markets crash and crypto has no underlying value(IHMO)? maybe time for gold? Also I wonder if normal banks and brokerage accounts will keep being reliable or will start scamming their clients(if all Leo is saying happens, this is a possibility I guess?)

forgot to add that I'm also starting my own company as a side project. So I hate my life right now, lots of work, feel very lonely and eating my savings. But I think I'm fighting the right battle so I have no choice but to continue and try to have more fun. Are you fighting the right battle?

I feel really identified with your post! I am one of the first engineers of a Silicon Valley AI startup.I started working on it 3.5 years ago. I have been hearing about getting series A for the last 3 years and still hasn't happened. I have been working with a small reduction on my salary for the last 10 months. Just 2 months ago we completely ran out of money and I am working for free and living off my savings. We have been waiting to get acquired for the last 6 months and still hasn't happened but keep hearing we have to keep the lights on for a few more months to get acquired and make it big! If I leave I lose the chance of making it big but if I continue and it doesn't happen I'm also screwed since I lost all my investment in the company. It's one of those situations were you are damned if you do it and damned if you don't! I think the best thing to do is to keep going but figure out ways to make it sustainable. I'll go to Brazil for 1 month and want to go to Colombia after. We have to enjoy life while eating the glass. Maybe you need a vacation and have some fun so you can clear your mind!

Hi everyone, I work remotely full time as an AI software engineer for a startup that is not doing well financially right now but I'm still getting paid and have savings to live without working for 6 months. On the side I am starting my first online business while taking Leo's LP course. Since I work from Home and my country is going through Winter right now all days are cold and cloudy and I'm getting depressed, it's affecting my mood and my happiness. So I have 2 options one is to stay, grind through the winter and save money which I could need if things go too bad and the other one is to go to Brazil for a month and work there so I get some sun and have a little fun while still working hard, would cost money but may improve creativity and mood. Have any of you started a business while traveling? that lifestyle really resonates with me

I was dating a girl that was into scientology until a few weeks ago. She was very secretive to what she did there and how they operated but it sounded sketchy to say the least. At first I thought it was a normal job which is what she told me but they would work her to the bone, so she was very lonely and all the time she was doing these reports and auditing it was like they were tracking everything she did and she had to report to them. I didn't know anything about scientology but just from seeing that and the fact that they are a business that call themselves a religion I told her it seemed really sketchy but she didn't want to talk about the subject, it was an uncomfortable topic to her. I left her a week ago.

You are on the right path. Traveling is great for meeting new people and learning new cultures. it can also get lonely.but its great for getting out of the comfort zone

btw I started listening to this great audio book from Zan Perrion, he's a guy that talks about the beauty in women and how men that have the best relationship with women are the ones that love them the most.His thesis is that Women recognize which men have a deeply love for them and they want to be around those people, made a lot of sense to me: https://www.amazon.com/Audible-The-Alabaster-Girl/dp/B0BX4MSSVP/ref=sr_1_1?adgrpid=80724797239&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.M43n-reOsHN72ncyojurFy7BmS_a7iwxNtI0aD4zsvohf6BVcQQigDCGiuIxTENADI6_DqKgtJFN0g1CwxIz9OnJg1FnvsPLJ7Yiaii4Vu8IPuym5AEcqjzIhg-D3i76JWq8EC69MjnLIZxPT1A-eldOQuWkei-7AgPi8UVCmkme4xfPNdc78W8kYWmxwUwfo2ao0rKTnfeG_Olgc4W6n478vMbwkwEtkezG8vsvNVw.Amm-O6KgNnc94cx6wvsqflksVGFvY9dA7VxcNzttGug&dib_tag=se&hvadid=585479455892&hvdev=c&hvlocphy=9186399&hvnetw=g&hvqmt=e&hvrand=12381729741254892240&hvtargid=kwd-302026380958&hydadcr=22340_13333061&keywords=the+alabaster+girl&qid=1715976764&sr=8-1

I am cross referencing this great entry I made in my game journal because I talk about many important things there:

I'm starting this journal today. a super quick presentation I am 28 years old, my birthday was 2 weeks ago. I live in Buenos Aires, Argentina and work remotely as an AI engineer. Tomorrow I will travel to Colombia to see my long distance/ non monogamy girlfriend. I am happy I'm leaving Buenos Aires before Winter hits, this is becoming boring. Colombian girlfriend has been getting intense in the last weeks so not sure if we will still be together when I come back. Also when I arrive to Bogota I'm excited to enroll at a coworking space and at the Gym.Since I work from home I have not met any new people for a while and became less social and less happy, want to improve this. I will try to go to a coworking couple times a week and talk to some new people.

This is an update about what happened since the last time I wrote here... In March I did Tony Robbins UPW online seminar with friends and really opened myself up to the process. The 2 weeks after I had 5 dates(all from Tinder) and banged 3 our of those 5. One of this girls became a fuck buddy which I've been dating for 2 months. It's not GF material but It's great to spend the winter meanwhile I can focus my energies on my LP without worrying about sex. I just got Leo's LP course and I'm starting a new stage on my life where I want to build my own business. I am simultaneously working a 9-5 from home(I get payed for 8 hours of work but try to do it in 4) for a startup that is somewhat in line with my LP, trying to create my own brand online and brainstorming ideas for a business. I didn't want to forget the lesson I took from 2 months ago when I had those beautiful 2 weeks of dates: I realized that daygame was a waste of time, even though I fucked some girls from DG in the past, it got really uncomfortable, most girls I approached would not be attracted and I was putting a lot of energy into feeling awkward and making others feel awkward. I realized that I do get matches on Tinder but they would die in the first few messages. So I came up with a tunnel: I would first try to say something funny about their profile and chitchat lightheartedly while letting the girl know of my intentions, next I would move her to instagram and this is key: Girls from Tinder get to know us and to know if they want to fuck us more from our IG than from the conversation. So I polished my IG and made sure I would have good quality pictures with friends so they know I have friends and I am social. From IG I could jump to whatsapp or just close the date there. I would invite girls for Dinner so I would work out in the afternoon. I realized that If I make good money why not use it to make things easier for us to meet? that means I can pay for Uber and dinner so we can meet smoothly and also so I can get to choose the time and place which gives me more control of my schedule, I also show the girl that I'm a serious guy that works hard, trains hard so I have limited spots to meet but I'm also willing to invest in her by paying for her Uber and her food if she needs to, in a non needy way, A key concept that I realized at UPW is about leading with my heart in life, career and relationships. That means that when I talk with a girl on Tinder, IG or in person I don't think about how many messages I send, wether I'm replying too quickly or hiding my intentions. If we matched and I want to meet her it's beta to hide it and waste energy thinking about those things. A question that I ask myself is How would the most confident version of myself act in this situation? would he try to look cool or just express himself fully? Now girls know that I'm a busy man that doesn't have time for BS but who is also not scared of investing in them and telling them that I think they are hot or whatever I think. I am trying to allow myself to feel the beautiful feminine energy as fully as I can and realized I have a blockage that doesn't allow me to appreciate and connect with the beauty of women. I've been trying to work on this and not be afraid of appreciating beautiful women. I still struggle with it, probably because I'm afraid, I learnt at some point that it's wrong to appreciate feminine beauty, that women don't want me to see their beauty. This seems like a limiting belief! So this is what I learnt in the last 2 months, Now I'm focussing on my LP and hopefully you don't hear back from me for a few months and I bring great news next time I write. Cheers!

I bought Leo's LP course!! I'm working on starting a business on the side while working full time. I am so excited about this step.

I just use Claude opus for everything: coding, writing correction, philosophy, asking for steps to solving issues w computer, health and medical research. it's the new google

The difference with just asking chatgpt to write a report would be that my tool would be much more reliable. It would surf the web, aggregate sources and provide links to all the sources. I call this concept "deep search" since it would perform several searches and analyze different perspectives on a topic VS "shallow search" which is building an answer for a simple question using a few sources like google generative answers work today.