Anton Rogachevski

You are welcome!

What lead you to assume there is one at all?

@Serotoninluv Can't say for sure there is "Real". It seems as though there is.

Yes it is all within the subjective experience, but why would I assume it's not somewhere out there too?

You may keep pretending that your subjective actuality is all there is. I won't blame ya, It sure seems that way subjectively.

@Nahm Got it. There's no awareness either - I guess we're back to square one.

@Nahm Why though? Both actuality and logic are absolutely subjective so to speak. One subjective appearance is trying to to depict another subjective appearance with a third subjective appearance. Surely if one wanted to disqualify an argument which threatens his worldview it would be easy to dismiss it all as "just thoughts."

@Nahm Sure a "Paradox" is the braking point of logic in trying to depict actuality.

@Nahm I can't see a difference, there's awareness ok, but what is there but awareness?

All of which paradoxically means that "Awakening" is the ability to induce a lucid dream state while awake.

Or so it appears from an absolutely solipsistic subjective point of view, which makes total sense.

@The observer When you dream you take all the imagined things to be real because of the dream state. When you wake up you see that it was imaginary. If you take DMT you can have imaginary things seem real while awake. Like a feeling of love, it will feel real, leading you to conclude that: "reality is love."

@The observer Yet a better question, is there consciousness without awareness? The trouble is that different people use them interchangeably for some reason, and so what is you definition for the two?

@Leo Gura

@Leo Gura Why did you not surrender into the Singularity? What did God guide you to do? Interestingly enough I've also had exact those thoughts many years ago when I wanted to commit suicide, and that's what actually stopped me from pulling the trigger.

What are the implications of such an insight on one's life?

Does enlightenment inevitably entail the dissolution of Monogamy? Is it even related?

@Leo Gura I'm pretty hard-wired for monogamy, and it doesn't seem to shift. It seems that you have projected a bunch of stuff onto me for no reason. I would look into it.

So if one has never had a heart awakening, can he really know what the word "Love" means? Can he talk at all about Absolute Love?

@Leo Gura Thanks man, that's helpful. Of course I'm gonna keep going deeper on that, it has become a life passion for me. Don't see anything more worthwhile to do. Keep up your amazing journey too, you are truly an inspiration!

Should I reach 100% consciousness of it and then go on and write a post in my blog about it?

It seems as though I am conscious of that. 95% sure.

@Leo Gura Isn't that what we are all experiencing right now?

@Leo Gura It's inspiring and I wish to convey the importance of seeking it, but I fear that having not experienced Absolute Love it won't be as powerful. How can I know that what I'd experienced was actually it?

@Leo Gura Welcome back dude! Should one have a permanent state or can he have the state go back and still have the right to speak about it?