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This video by Leo helps with this. Anytime you think about something, consider as many possibilities you can about something and then look to see what actually sticks. All those possibilities could be valid in some way but certain possibilities will hold MORE true.

You are direct experience. You CAN find yourself, whatever you experience is YOU. If you didn't exist....you couldn't tell existence that you do not exist. You just told yourself you do not exist. Whom is saying they don't exist? Answer= Existence. You are the I AM= I AM EXISTENCE. If you didn't exist, what is unified? What is ONE? What is everything if you didn't exist? What doesn't exist is the individual self, because it is actually a collective self that fools itself into thinking it is separate. The only thing that doesn't exist is a lack of unity.

No problem, how are things going for you in your practices?

Sidra Khan....follow your own advice. You project so much I intuit you need deep healing. Also I see through you. Why don't you take it for me? I know what score you will give me....which would speak volumes..about you. Look up the word projection and get real familiar with it. Because you don't even know what Narcissism is and you revealing your lack of understanding. Many people just throw that word around. In fact the two words thrown around the most is gaslighting and narcissism without a deep understanding about those two concepts.

Consciousness is a shapeshifter, when it shapeshifts it does it in the form of vibrations. These vibrations are what form is made up of that has a frequency, this frequency determines the qualia or quality of the form. You can reach a state of consciousness where you can feel the vibrations and how frequent they are.

I'm right here you can talk to me!!! I'd like to talk to Leo, everybody I've talked to on this forum, aliens,

The only reason you cannot transcend suffering is because you are your own limit. You can make pain unbearable, or make it that you feel nothing at all. The only way you could transcend suffering is if you could enter a meditative state in which you enter God Consciousness and have no bias. You would have to MAINTAIN that state to transcend suffering. That is the only way. Outside of that....you can glimpse it for awhile through various practices but eventually you come back to states in which you can suffer. I will say this however, I have reached a sober state where physical pain doesn't hurt AS MUCH as it used too. Now I can say I have escaped psychological suffering through Spiritual Practice so that is definitely my daily lived experience.

Sober, I have sober awakenings now. You don't really need psychedelics more than maybe 2-3 times. The purpose of psychedelics is to break you out of the prison of your ego, once you pull that off you can reach those states sober. I pretty much get awakenings daily through meditation/concentration. You basically need to meditate and concentrate on what is love, what is goodness, what is the highest expression, questions like that. You ponder and meditate and act from that place long enough and YOU WILL WAKE UP GUARANTEED. Took 35 years but it's worth it. But I will let you know a couple of things. If you walk this path there is no guarantee life is going to go in the direction your ego wants it too. Why? Because this path is the fast track. Life is only about the maximization of SELF-LOVE. Your life is just a perspective that witnesses it.

What is Goodness? Honesty, Love For OneSelf. God loves itself so much that God is unable to cause itself pain. For God to cause itself pain God has to trick itself into being self-biased. By becoming self-biased God discovers what it is like to feel bad and how to deal and overcome that. If God does not do this, God can conquer and deal with anything. God can only discover the truth of what it is through this process. God actually knows before it puts itself through the hardships of life....how bad those situations are going to feel, and yet...GOD puts itself through it anyway because God is a crazy motherfucker that wants to enjoy an adventure. So Goodness is the fact that God cannot be harmed when God full awakens to itself and removes all bias. I need you to understand that at the highest state of consciousness when all bias is removed....nothing would be able to harm you. You could have your arm and leg sawed off and if you didn't have any bias....you would barely feel it happening. All pain is due to self-bias which is a metaphysical problem of identity. It is really crazy once you awaken to this. The less honest you are the more pain you will feel in life.

Only in certain states can this happen but yes I reached a state of consciousness where I couldn't feel pain. I felt something that was supposed to be pain but because I had so much love the pain was drowned by the feeling of love and it felt like pleasure. Pain is love. When you raise your consciousness high enough you recognize that pain FEELS GOOD and then it no longer feels like pain. I'll make a post to explain this bit in more detail but its pretty interesting to say the least.

This^^^^ Reality never judges you, all judgement comes from the individualized ego. Reality always loves you, its really funny when you discover that the only one that beats you up.....is yourself. It's so well hidden too.

1. Everyone is a critic. 2. Your critique of me being theoretical is itself theoretical. 3. You said I conveyed very little, what is seen by what I am saying is a cooperative effort. If you wish to understand what is being conveyed you ask questions you don't criticize. But if you wish to criticize you do it in a constructive manner such as actually pointing out the issue. You didn't point out any examples and then claimed I didn't give examples. Here is an example I gave but because you didn't PAY ATTENTION you did not see it. "The warrior mindset is about facing limitation (fear) and progressing to a new level. By overcoming said limitation you reach a new LEVEL." This is one of the biggest issues I have, people who give half-hearted critiques because they make half-hearted attempts to actually understand what is being presented. Actually spend time trying to understand someone instead of being quick to accuse your lack of understanding upon them. P.S. if the example above isn't a good enough example then you need to work on your imagination. Facing your fears is a common theme in pretty much every form of self-help, hero's journey, and spiritual path known to man, also central to the theme of epics and heroic tales. It's about challenging yourself to deal with things you perceive as your weaknesses. Such as public speaking for example, or learning to forgive, or trying a new vocation.

I've had more than one awakening to what Romance is. Romance is the essence of what makes something sentient, and what gives it intrinsic beauty. For example I was shown that violence is romantic. Romance is not logical, it is illogical. It is based on feeling, and intuition. A person who is too logical and numbers based, data based, will not understand romance. I've learned how little many Males on this forum understand the Feminine. If you do Spirituality without a deep seated desire to learn the Feminine perspective then you are not doing real Spirituality. Seek to learn what romance is, what beauty is, and why these two aspects of the Love expression are so powerful. If you seek to judge and have a bias against romance, THEN YOU WILL NEVER LEARN THE BEAUTY OF LIFE. A life without romance is a dead robotic world.

This guy has a lot of unhealed trauma which came up to the surface when he took 5 MEO. If you are going to trip understand your inner demons WILL come to the surface. Please learn how to heal so you don't have to go through the experience like this young man.

Violence is the masculine expression of romance. The masculine expression of love deals with impermanence and limitation. When something is not permanent it is limited, limitation deals with logic, it deals with standards, and organization, and knowledge. It deals with the SEEN aspect of reality. The Feminine deals with the unseen, what is referred to as FEELING, it can be felt or intuited and discernment or knowledge comes from that. To understand how violence is romantic you need to tap into two sources of information. You must first understand and integrate the Masculine Love expression and then integrate the Feminine interpretation of violence. The feminine loves the warrior mindset of the Masculine. The warrior mindset of the masculine is the expression of how the finite relates to the infinite. The finite has limitation. The warrior mindset is about facing limitation (fear) and progressing to a new level. By overcoming said limitation you reach a new LEVEL. The feminine expression is about the lack of limits. When the Masculine overcomes a limit to reach a new limit it joins with the feminine who nurtures it and gives it the necessary environment to keep PROGRESSING. The feminine expression learns what strength is through the interaction of seeing progress or growth and when it relates to the masculine together they journey forward forever. This is how violence is romantic and beautiful because mastery of violence deals with pain, suffering, and fear. The ability to deal with this adversity and overcome is beautiful and romantic and is why in some cultures in ancient times a man had to prove his mettle in hunting or interpersonal battle to be found worthy of marriage. The feminine is always attracted to the never say die of the masculine. With that said...the masculine and feminine always invariable collapse into one because they are two sides of the same.

REAL with a capitol R is equivalent to TRUTH AND LOVE. What is the best definition of TRUTH, REAL AND LOVE? That which is fully connected with itself and lasts forever. What we call REAL, What we call TRUTH, and what we call LOVE would overcome trials and tribulations and still exist. This TRL TRUTH, REAL, LOVE would never be defeated. It would overcome everything and always BE. This never say die attitude, this ability to be integrity, to HOLD TOGETHER THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS. THIS IS WHAT TRUTH IS. THIS IS WHAT WE CALL REAL. You teach this to yourself through relationships. When a relationship stands the test of time, it has INTEGRITY. It doesn't fall apart. It NEVER DIES which means it is eternal. THIS IS WHAT LOVE, TRUTH AND A REAL RELATIONSHIP WOULD BE!! This is what authenticity is and it is PURE MAGIC!!!

The ego exists, the ego is your drive to survive. If I pointed a gun at your head or started to attack you physically your ego would respond. If it didn't exist...what is responding? Please stop parroting false Spirituality Teachings. If it didn't exist there wouldn't be anything to untangle. Your ego is your drive to survive which is life itself, existence itself. This drive to survive is infinite in power, but currently limited by your mind. This drive to survive has attached itself to an individual story about and individual human. If you want to say the story is an illusion go ahead....but I decided to kill everyone you hold dear and everything you hold dear you would fight to protect them. If I threatened to erase your life from existence and the memory of it...you would fight to protect it. That drive to protect it....is your ego and that ego...is LIFE ITSELF. That ego is ABSOLUTE AUTHORITY, ABSOLUTE INNOCENCE. This is why all this ego is an illusion talk is NONSENSE!! What doesn't exist is the ego you are imagining. But everything you hold dear...is REAL. That is what love is, love is connection and whatever love is connected too. IS REAL!!! THAT IS THE DEFINITION OF LOVE AND TRUTH A CONNECTION BORNE OUT OF TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS IS A REAL CONNECTION!!! Since Reality is Love, if reality says something is real, then it is real because nothing can tell reality what it is, but reality. Only a limited intelligence that has not learned what truth is would call the ego illusionary. It was never an illusion.

Why do yall make threads like this. Everybody you meet is YOU. So if you don't think you are a BOT then they aren't a bot either. You are actually making a distinction between them which is false. THEY ARE YOU. They have the appearance of being different because your MIND can dream up differences. Close your eyes, dream up a world right now. Imagine walking down the street...notice everyone in that scenario....is you appearing to be a different person. Now open your eyes....were they bots? NO!!! They were your mind!! Now notice....you are also within your own mind. Why? Because you are a MIND!!!!

The ego is eternal as it is a finite representation of eternity that finite will reside within the absolute forever. What surrender means is to surrender your desire to be selfish and not sacrifice for others. As long as you are willing to sacrifice for others then you are fine. The point is to grow your self-love and hating your ego isn't going to grow your self-love it will do the opposite. Glad you are on the path keep going.

If you as God don't believe in yourself....who else will? There is nothing GREATER than you. God-Realization is every human's birthright. Pursue the path of loving yourself. When you love yourself enough you will be able to love another.

Paul Smit is not awake. Reality cannot be bound. At the Absolute Level Reality is in control....because there is nothing else that can control it because it is ALL THERE IS!! What Reality is....it is AUTONOMOUS!!! This means Reality can set itself into motion and it does not need to be constantly controlling or micromanaging itself. It's autonomous. As a result from that perspective you could say there is no controller, but reality also does take control what do you think the SELF is? Reality is both Selfish and Selfless. The Self is a construction!!! Once reality creates a SELF which is what we call CREATION, that self can control itself. Now what reality does is it makes certain parts autonomous, they operate without conscious control this is things like your hair growing, or nails growing, heart beating etc. But here is the RUB!!! You can reach a state of consciousness where you can STOP your hair from growing, or stop your heart from beating. Why? Because you are ultimately the controller of EVERY FREAKING THING!!! EVERY THING!! You just do not need to control it directly once you set it into motion.

Of course I like him. He said "I never speak what I don't want to experience." I was like RIGHT ON, I LOVE THAT QUOTE!!

I know...and I don't disagree with what you are saying I agree with everything you said....just not the way you said that one part. People are starting a Spiritual Awakening, but that is different than God Realization or God Awakening. The truth of what we all are is the I AM looking through our eyes, looking at itself. I live from this state sober baseline...and it never gets old. It's literally heaven. Once you break through you are in heaven on Earth. It's quite shocking. I already know how to wake everyone up, the issue is are they open to it. I can coach anybody to God Realization if they are open to it because I discovered what the process TRULY is and current Spirituality Teachers are WAYY to judgmental to hear the process. It is very counter-intuitive. I'll share one of the secrets.... ^^^^This is the first step. You must live authentically from this perspective. Next step you need to see all of life as divine...ALL OF IT!!! If you can truly accept that everything is beautiful then the next step is possible. Meditate and contemplate, and deconstruct your mind till you free yourself from the materialist paradigm that you are some separate individual. This means you must embrace Absolute Solipsism. Reality is both Absolutely Solipsistic, and Absolutely Many. You have lived from the Absolutely Many state your whole life as an ego, you must now strip yourself of your individual ego and realize all ego are YOU. After that....the rest of your life will just be finding more ways to awaken to the beauty that is around you and create ways to share this with the other parts of you.

Holykael stop with your broken logic!! If you didn't feel he exists or I exists....YOU WOULDN'T BE MAKING POSTS!!! You are so illogical you are like the man walking down the street questioning whether he is walking down the street. If you didn't feel anything existed....YOU WOULDN'T BE EXISTING!!! Your very actions are proof, your actions are your own got damn authority. Do you not understand? Wake the fuck up!!! Wake up!!! This is your consciousness telling you stop denying your own existence. I once called you the most honest ego, because you were so honest about your negative emotions. You are also the most dishonest ego because you are not honest about your positive emotions. You refuse to be positive and then claim some other is controlling you. NOTHING IS CONTROLLING YOU!!! BECAUSE THERE IS ONLY YOU!!! Stop with this drivel.