Razard86

1. The problem with Spiritual Seekers is they keep parroting what they hear instead of making their direct experience king. Saying your brother is not a human is not true for you. Because saying he is not human is = to saying he is not your brother as well which would be = to saying nothing ever happened which is = to saying that your feelings and emotions are not real. 2. You said you and your brother agreed that he would do the laundry (you never mentioned if he held up his end of the bargain) and you were going to do the dishes. You admitted you did not do the dishes which means you did not hold up your end of the bargain. Maybe you were to tired? Well he got angry because you were not in alignment with the truth. Your truth was I will do the dishes, and the result was you did not do the dishes. 3. You do not hate your brother, people throw the word hate around so flippantly without knowing what the word actually means. You hate aspects of your brother which is completely fine. Hate = The complete acceptance of the eradication/destruction/annihilation/ of a thing. This means saying you hate someone= saying you want them removed from existence and you would be completely fine with it. Unless your emotions make you wish you never experienced him in your reality at all, you do not hate him. Also hate goes into things like sadism which is to derive joy from the suffering of the object of your hatred. So hating him would also mean whenever he suffers you derive joy from that. What would be more accurate to say is you dislike your brother. 4. You will never fully transcend your humanity as long as you are in a human body because you still have to eat, sleep, and make a living. The point of the spiritual path is the removal of INDIVIDUAL SELFISHNESS. Your brother is EQUALLY YOU as what you call YOU. Right now that might not be in your direct experience but it is true. You could think of you and your brother as ONE BODY to understand the illustration. Now the truth is if this is not in your direct experience then it is NOT TRUE for you and you shouldn't act like it is true because that would be OUT OF ALIGNMENT with truth. If you feel like an individual it is perfectly okay to act as an individual. NEVER lie to yourself about your experience because the Spiritual Path is about PERFECT SELF HONESTY about your experience. 5. Now how do you get over the human drama here is how. First realize that conflict is INEVITABLE when humans are involved. Each person you meet has a different logic/interpretational perspective than you. As such conflict will happen. So how do you transcend it? Stop caring so much about what you want. If your basic needs are being met by life, then there is really nothing to worry about. The number one issue that humans have is they don't take responsibility for how they create their own suffering. For example....the only thing that truly exists is the present moment. The moment something has happened and become the past....its gone!!! Sure the effects of that action still remain but the experience of that moment is literally gone. So what is the issue? Notice you have to CREATE the memory of the past in the present moment, then the interpretation of that past in the present moment, which creates the suffering in the present moment. But if I got you engaged in some other activity like playing a video game or watching a movie that incident ceases to exist in your reality. So truly all suffering all trauma of any kind is actually individually created. Which is the same as saying we traumatize ourselves. Now why do we do it? Because we want ABSOLUTE CONTROL over every situation. We want things to go our way and for things to always be comfortable and that is actually the cause of all our suffering. If you want suffering to disappear all you have to do is accept that you do not have absolute control and things will inherently NOT go your way. 6. You can see all of life as just NATURE expressing itself and the way you describe your brother he certainly seems like a force of nature huh? Nature does not care about our little plans, nature just expresses itself as whatever it is. Understand that ALL of life is like this. Once you can accept that, events will hit you and slide right off you because you will not be attached to them because you do not care if something happens for you or not for you because you realize your little individual human self was never in control to begin with.

Ego is not experience of consciousness/awareness, ego is the experience of being only ONE thing in particular. For example if experience reality as I am ONLY this human and there are OTHERS then you have an ego. The moment you experience Reality as equally you in all directions THEN you have lost your ego. Many people keep creating a difference between something and nothing. There is no difference between something and nothing. For example awakening to the SELF= what is classically referred to as No Self they are completely identical. Many people believe that to achieve No Self that they need to lose their human identity completely like losing all your human memories etc. This is not what the Spiritual Path is about. It's about ONENESS. ONENESS says there is NO separation, as such when I move my body it is YOU moving my body right now. When you move your body it is ME moving your body right now. Never let anyone fool you into creating the false thought that there is no I AM. The I AM is self awareness and self awareness cannot be false. Without self awareness you cannot even have an experience!!! For example a door nob is a form, a form= a self. But notice the door knob has no self awareness, instead YOU are the door knobs self awareness. Without your awareness there would be NO DOOR KNOB. Notice that all form needs awareness for it to be experienced, without awareness there is no experience. You see the issue in Spiritual circles is people are using ancient teachings and not converting them properly in sentence form. Majority of ancient teachings were not written and communicated in English language and many of the people that translated them DID NOT UNDERSTAND THEM. This has created so much confusion for those who are walking the path. This is why I realized you have to do your own research and then write it in your OWN LANGUAGE. So self awareness is = to PURE AWARENESS. Now with that said, your TRUE NATURE can function perfectly without being aware of itself. No creation= no awareness of itself. At your purest truest nature you do not have a reflection at all, you are so blank, so empty, that you do not know what you are, and yet at the same time you hold infinite potentiality of all form/creation, but since you have not manifested as any part of that potentiality in particular you still don't know what you are. So for God to know itself in a particular way, it needed to create YOU Princess Arabia so it can know itself as Princess Arabia. This means Princess Arabia= GOD completely REGARDLESS if you are aware of it or not. Many people do not understand what it means for something to be ABSOLUTE. ABSOLUTE = Unchanging/cannot be changed, So it is ABSOLUTELY true that you are God and regardless of what happens in your life as a human or even when you stop being human this will always be the case. So in all honesty it is completely accurate for me to say thanks for creating me Princess Arabia, and it is also accurate for me to say I am thankful for creating myself and both are equally true.

It's no different than dreaming and then realizing that you are dreaming. Just like that.

The funniest thing ever when you discover Solipsism is Absolutely true, is you cannot help but laugh or facepalm everytime some aspect of you denies it. It's funny because you know its true absolutely and yet it is still being denied and what's worse it gets denied by aspects of you who claim to be Spiritual and Truth Seekers yet they do not have the Self Honesty to admit that they have not open their mind to this possibility and yet claim to know its not true, and second they are not honest enough to admit that the only logic they can ever come up with for why its not true is because it FEELS BAD or WRONG. Not that they have disproven it, but just the emotions they have just shun it. I've heard every objection imaginable on this forum and they all revolve around the same feelings/emotions argument and the denial that is the sole reason they dislike it but let's go further with this. Solipsism is so true, that creation/existence could never exist in the first place unless it was absolutely true. Second of all people call Solipsism a concept but they don't call Nonduality a concept when literally they are completely identical. The Universe/Existence is an ABSOLUTE INDIVISIBLE MIND. It is also IMAGINARY. It is an IMAGINARY ETERNAL MIND. Because it is imaginary it is formless. Division only exists as form. The same way you cannot divide anything on your computer screen because even though each appearance is distinct/ the pixels that make them up are completely identical is the same way you cannot truly divide anything in reality. When you realize that the fundamental nature of reality is NONEXISTENCE as anything in particular then you realize that it is impossible to divide something that doesn't exist. To give you another great example when you are in DEEP SLEEP is there any form there? No. So how can you divide anything? You cannot. So if your TRUE NATURE is indivisible as the ABSOLUTE then that means the only illusion is division. Now many people will get mad and take this as an attack on the value and meaning of life, it is not. The TRUTH is actually the greatest thing ever. Discovering Solipsism through awakening reveals the true nature of all connections. Which means it opens up the possibility for you to escape the conceptual barriers your mind has erected and give you the deepest connection. I don't hold solipsism conceptually, I literally experience it ALL THE TIME. It's literally my reality and it gave me the deepest connections I have ever had in life. So deep it was magical and awe striking. Solipsism= Perfect Beauty because it is Perfect Unity. Solipsism is not saying the people you experience are not real or that they are robots, Solipsism is not saying your human character is more real than the surrounding world. Solipsism is saying there is only ONE infinite Reality. What is real? The definition of real is simple, that which exists is real? How do we know? Because it is the only thing there is, and as such it is the source of its own verification. In truth you have never experienced anything that is not real. Even fake or what you may consider unreal is real as those things in particular. If you don't like Solipsism don't seek to understand it you have that Sovereign right as God, but understand if you make claims to debunk it you are not being Honest. That little corruption you have from not being honest surely bleeds into all avenues of your life.

Wow nice!

He is so not human that everytime he goes to sleep at night that human identity disappears. So much for him being human being the case. The Truth is Absolute consistency but he cannot even maintain the consistency of his human identity everytime he goes to sleep. Such a flimsy identity it is.

Have you awakened to nothingness? If you have not then you will not understand the point I am making. The closest I can get to proving an example is remember that time when you went into DEEP SLEEP and were no longer aware of your existence? That is what the substance of reality is made of. It's literally made up of that which does not exist. This is what is meant by you do not exist, your true nature is never affected by the world because the world cannot touch it. Your ego gives you the illusion of physicality. Everything is just pure imagination, until you become aware that everything is pure imagination which is literally nothing then you will always be confused about whether something can exist without. NOTHING can exist without you it's literally impossible and how you accomplish that impossibility is you tell yourself you are a human.

What is Absolute Goodness? A mind that sees the good in everything. A mind that is perfect patient, perfectly accepting, a mind devoid of criticism, a mind that sees perfect equality, a mind that accepts everything as itself, a mind that never forgives because it never sees anything needing correction. This mind is what pure love is. The only way to be this mind is to choose to be this mind. Every opportunity in life is a choice to be this mind or to be its opposite. This is the only reason Religion exists at all, it is humanities struggle to loosen the gripes of their finite mind so that they can go infinite. The issue with most religions as we know it is the dogma, but the main issue that religion has is that it doesn't question itself and it is ignorant of what Omnipresence really means. In fact most people on this forum do not know what Omnipresence really means. Most humans do not realize that Omnipresence has to be ABSOLUTELY TRUE for anything to exist at all. No Omnipresence= NO EXISTENCE. If Omnipresence was properly understood the whole world would awaken in an instant and would realize they carry the biggest burden of all time, the burden of being the creator of everything they experience. If you really knew you were God DEEP in your bones....how do you think you would approach life?

James....you literally have a problem and I cannot help you. It's like all you want to do is argue. You first say its opposite and then agree with me. Direct Experience is knowledge all knowledge comes from direct experience. No direct experience, no knowledge. YOU ARE THE ONE bringing in some conventional knowledge and labels. I have not ever brought any of that stuff in. You don't read to understand you read to respond and copy paste the same phrases over and over like a dead computer. It's why many people have accused you of being A.I. because you lack any real variation and are just parroting the same things over and over again.

When something is seen as nothing, truly seen as nothing you literally cannot unsee it if you tried. The ego is afraid of nothing because it thinks its something bad. Whenever you go into deep sleep and wake up its the same as death basically. Well most people believe that when someone shoots them they will disappear into nothingness forever and never have an experience again. This is why they cling onto somethingness so bad. What is missed is, something=limitation. Nothing= No limitation. What a human desires the most is actually to be nothing, but due to ignorance they think its bad. Without realizing your nothingness you actually limit your connection. Instead of watching a movie...wouldn't you like to BECOME THE MOVIE? Instead of playing video games wouldn't you rather BECOME the video game? The realization of nothing opens up your experience and makes it MORE intimate. Why? Because TRUE LOVE=NOTHING. FAKE LOVE= SOMETHING. FAKE LOVE= Subject Object Relationship. TRUE LOVE= Everything. Do you know how great it is to become NOTHING? It's so good it is TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. Once you realize Nothingness you want to share it with EVERYONE. The solution to creating world peace is NOTHING. The solution to all problems is NOTHING. To the extent there is separation from NOTHING is the extent that there are problems. When nothingness is properly recognized for what it is as the only real connection that exists is when TRUE LOVE springs forth. True Love is the only reason I repeat myself on here at all because I sincerely want you all to awaken to the wonderful magnitude of NOTHING and yes I hope you don't have any bad trips along the way.

Direct Experience is knowledge, knowledge of being. If there was no experience then there wouldn't be knowledge. This is Universal Mind and a Mind is capable of knowing itself.

Come on you know its only a belief if the person hasn't become conscious of it.

The classic statement God is love. Love is what God is. Infinite Intelligent cognizes Love because it realizes there is nothing more valuable than Love. Without Love there would only be Nihilism and that would cease all creation from being. Luckily Being is a wellspring of Love that freely gives itself to itself.

James you deny yourself as God. You are the one who needs the help. One day you will awaken to yourself as God. When that day comes you will laugh.

Ohhhhh so now you are saying there are two selves? Wait a minute James you are contradicting yourself now Also I don't suffer my life is going very well actually. Also what you don't know is TRUE BEING=DEATH. It doesn't have a self to even have a life. And then it is also LIFE because it is eternal and cannot die. So it is both Life and Death. The problem is you haven't awakened to both aspects, so you can only speak from your limited perspective.

If there was no YOU, then WHO are you communicating too? Notice in DEEP SLEEP there is no typing, there is no experience of communicating, of reading or responding. But when you are out of DEEP SLEEP there is. The truth includes BOTH. You are self-deceived and are stuck in dogmatic belief. What is true for you right now is there is a forum thread and there is a reply you posted. This is actuality. Actuality is BEING. What you are saying is CONCEPT, it is not what is true for you. If you were in DEEP SLEEP right now then THAT would be Actuality.

Reality is a probabilistic field so can you predict and get some things right? Sure you can. What we mean is reality has set itself up in such a way that it is a mystery. First of the reasons is it is Absolute Infinity, as such it is too large to actually manifest all of itself as what it actually is. The second is you cannot have an authentic journey or development if everything is already known. This means Reality is inherently mysterious as an example so that it can experience itself and make decisions. Reality does not have a self, so once it constructs a self this self is going to be inherently confused because it is such a small thing in this vast Infinitude. Also because Reality is everything that can possible be, it contradicts itself. If you think you have suffered now the Spiritual Path can actually increase your suffering, it can even get so bad that it can make you actually kill your human body. So don't think its going to be some safe path where you get to avoid the inner workings of INFINITY. INFINITY contains everything this means it contains evil, insanity, torture, discrimination, unfairness, miscommunication, nihilism, darkness, rape, baby mutilation, Infinity is a tyrant onto itself and deep trips into the exploration of what God is...well its terrifying. God is the most amazing thing ever but many people don't know what that means....it means its the greatest ever at being ANYTHING. This means God can show you what Pure Evil is. You see Goodness is only truly Good when it can experience Evil and still be Good. Can you have the worst lot in life and still be kind, considerate, patient, and giving? Spirituality is not about material success or being comfortable....it is about embodying TRUE GOODNESS. I've tested it myself. With all that said, Yes you are Sovereign because you are God and God values your perspective equally to all perspectives. It's only our humanness that makes us rank anything. But what God has shown me is that human=divine. Humans are perfectly created to express God's divinity we just have to choose to do it.

If there was no YOU, YOU wouldn't be typing anything. So what is being shown here is you lack genuineness, you are not being genuine. BEING is a YOU. If it wasn't a YOU it couldn't communicate AT ALL. DEEP SLEEP is happening right now. DEEP SLEEP is NONEXISTENCE. Non existence is superimposed onto existence so it doesn't go anywhere. So to answer your question that God was resting as BEING before my human life as it has always rested because it is TOTAL, INFINITE, and all encompassing. My GOD is not my personal GOD my GOD is YOU. GOD is INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. You literally cannot do anything WITHOUT INTELLIGENCE. All of creation is an expression of INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. To deny GOD is exactly the same thing as denying INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. Now if you don't like the word God you can say you don't like it but why do I use the word God? 1. It can create something out of nothing. It can literally using its mind imagine entire universes and nothing can stop it from doing it. As such it is Omnipotent/All Powerful. 2. Because it is NOTHING, it cannot be harmed or controlled. This means it is Invulnerable. And because it is Infinitely Intelligent it cannot be defied. And because it is LOVE it is totally accepting of itself and thus is perfect peace which=Heaven. I'm aware that I am an expression of God and the entire thing at the same time. You however are God deluding yourself that everything is not your own creation. You are deluding yourself that you are not God and that you created me and you and everything. And have decided to lose yourself in word games. James123= Deluded God in self-denial of their Infinitude, Omnipotence, and their Godhood.

Whether I name it as nothing or not does not matter because EVERYTHING is nothing. It cannot be divided!!! You are literally creating a division right now!!! Your biggest issue that blocks you is you presume to know it all. You lack humility. For example you literally deny the existence of God and evidence of God is literally all around you. Creation, existence is INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. If you don't like the name God you can use the name Infinite Intelligence. Also your biggest irony is you criticize the use of language, claimed you were going to leave Actualized.org then you returned and you keep using language. Don't you see how deceived you are? What you need to do is to take a break and sort yourself out if you want to make anymore Spiritual progress. Also there is a YOU in deep sleep, if there wasn't a YOU in deep sleep you couldn't remember it. The YOU is invisible. You think a YOU has to be visible to be a YOU. Right now your physical organs are invisible because you cannot see them or feel them (unless you have raised your awareness to full body awareness) and that doesn't make them any less YOU. Right now events are happening around you and you don't have to see them or perceive them for them to be YOU. Your issue is your allowing your finite mind to place a limitation on what YOU is. Selflessness is still a YOU. It's what is called a null identity. Which means it is an identity of no identity. If nothingness wasn't an identity, it couldn't create one. So it is still an identity it is just an identity that lacks awareness of itself. God has two extremes it can be completely aware of itself at the highest level, or it can be completely asleep and have no awareness of itself. For example a doorknob has no awareness of itself unless you as God give it that awareness by accepting it as a part of you. But if you deny that a doorknob is you, then it lacks self awareness as a doorknob. Even then your awareness of the doorknob is limited unless you awaken to all the inner energetic inner workings of it.

Its the biggest trap, because a community like this is so rare you can find yourself here for months without doing any real spiritual practice if you aren't careful. Also there are too many people who lack the proper foundation making threads masquerading as if they know what they are talking about. I mean there are people claiming to be enlightened on here who don't even know what nothingness is. In fact I think it's the biggest form of ignorance on these forum what nothingness is.

This is so true, even when taking substances whether you have a good trip or bad trip really can't be determined as well. I once took a small dosage of something and kept getting bad trips and then once took a higher dosage and got good trips and vice versa. Egoic control is so pathetic its really laughable. The only thing that seems to be consistent in my direct experience has been sincerity. It really seems the only path to Awakening is Sincerity/Authenticity/Goodness/Love. You sincerely want to discover what the Absolute is regardless of how uncomfortable it is, you will/desire is authentic as a result, you do this because you want to be the living embodiment of Goodness, and you want to discover how to be the the highest expression of Love. I've actually run tests to see if the opposite works....and it doesn't. Also patience is important as what you said is true, you can't predict when it will happen. I once got awakenings so consistently I thought I was in control and could predict them, then they stopped and recurred less frequently that I discovered that the illusion of control I thought I had vanished. It is really humbling.

It existed as nothingness. You don't seem to understand what nothingness is. So I'll tell you. Nothingness is completely invisible. Notice how before your human life there was NOTHING. Deep sleep the dreamless dream= NOTHING Notice how deep sleep is COMPLETELY IDENTICAL to BEFORE your human life. So your true identity is NOTHING!! That is completely formless. THIS is why there is NO OTHER. This is why they say NOTHING EVER HAPPENED. THIS is why it cannot be divided. AND this is why EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IS YOU!

Watch this ladie's NDE with an open mind and listen to what she is told is important to God. Listen to her talk about her Life Review and how her actions influenced the lives of those around her. THIS gets you closer to your understanding of why religion exists, why morality exists, why humans have a desire to help ANYBODY at all. After being exposed to absolute goodness what I constantly see is egos struggling to avoid being nice and not being able to help themselves. The meanest person in your life can become an angel if you give them love, I once had a guy threaten to kill me and others and I sat with him and listened to him and when he calmed down he became as nice as an angel. I am so thankful for being exposed to religion first (It gave me the right foundation) and then ultimately Spirituality so I could actually make a real connection with God. I really wish everyone could see and tap into their own inherent Goodness in their heart. Think back to a time you helped someone in a tight spot just because they needed it. You took time out of your day to help someone and you didn't have to do it. THAT right there is your spiritual practice!! I'm not criticizing meditation, it can help for sure but if you really want to Realize God seek to be Godly. Feel the love in your chest, feel your inherent Goodness. I hear many a time that people struggle even on psychedelics or meditation to get a breakthrough. You struggle because you are in a selfish state of mind. Tap into your inherent selflessness and you can do that by turning your mind to the state you were in when you embodied selflessness in your life. This is why I credit Religion for giving me a strong foundation because they do preach this message of embodiment. Truth is such a thing, that if you pursue it long enough it will cause a series of events where you cannot hope but to embody it.

Wow that surprised me! Funny thing is I feel that way about you, you were one of the people on these forums I learned from the most (I bookmarked your responses along with Leo's when I first joined) so it's an honor to hear you say that. It's also one of the reasons I got confused when Leo said nobody on the forum was really awake, YOU ARE CLEARLY SO AWAKE that it exudes in all of your posts!! Also I sent you a message I think a year ago and you never responded lol.

Since there is no difference between God and the ego, (for some reason egos keep trying to create this difference) you can ask God any question. The only issue is whether you are able to decipher it. Since everything is states of Consciousness you need to be in the right state to receive the communication. One of the biggest illusions in the Spirituality Community is that there is some difference between the ego and no ego. Really think about this for a second. If the ego is an illusion, that means it doesn't exist. Since it doesn't exist that means in truth it was never really there. As such if you ever experience what is called ego dissolution you will realize that all that changes is how experience is interpreted. What happens is a recontextualization, a realization that it was completely imaginary. Even if the illusion of the ego returns, it holds no real power because it is seen through. This is why I say humans need to stop parroting Spiritual Teachings they hear and only speak from direct experience. Anyway you can ask God ANY QUESTION. NO QUESTION IS OFF LIMITS. God is perfect selflessness so God doesn't have any way it wants you to be other than what you are. God is perfect SELF ACCEPTANCE so again God doesn't want you to change into anything else. Only egos have preference. Only egos see something wrong. With all that said, for some reason God likes to communicate through feeling. This feeling is a KNOWING, no different than the feeling of a big realization. Since God's nature is counter-intuitive/paradoxical/contradictory sometimes the message can be confusing to your finite mind. This requires integration. With that said sometimes you can hear a voice that will communicate to you directly in your native tongues as well and sometimes...you are just in a psychotic state and are delusional. The key is to be patient, open, and 100 percent sincere. As long as your intentions are pure some message will be given to you, but if your ego is involved it may not like the message. Because God is in the business of Absolute Goodness which means its on the side of preserving and protecting and improving the lives of all of life including what science may call inanimate objects. To simplify, God is an ally to all and takes no conflicting sides.