Razard86

Since you are the truth, however you hold it, that is what is true for you. So yeah you can hold it that way if you want, but you won't get to the depths of the construction that way.

God is an immersive love connection chasing deeper intimacy. I awoke today and God gave me a more immersive connection today than I had yesterday. Do not let anyone tell you that seeking God is a waste of time. Yes the ego doesn't control the process, but if the seeking doesn't happen the union will not transpire. God does not force itself on its creation, its creation must of its own volition seek that connection with God. The creator of the Universe rewards itself to itself upon desiring its own visitation. So don't stop self inquiry, don't stop investigating, YOU WILL SUCCEED in the end. As always the path is LOVE, you will find God through what you LOVE THE MOST. For me God shows up in technology, for others it may be nature. When you desire God so much that you would risk your own sanity, will God show you that what you called sanity was insanity and what you called insanity was sanity. Human Consciousness is actually insanity, and God Consciousness is what is Sanity.

The problem on this forum is that people are so full of self-deception that they struggle to make sense of this and the second thing that people struggle with is explaining this into language. Here are things that are absolutely true. Your true identity is Pure awareness. Pure awareness is that which is Absolutely everywhere at all times, even in locations that your human self does not occupy, so this is the first thing that must be understood. Secondly what you call existence is that which is appearing. If something does not appear it does not exist in your reality because what you call reality is that which appears. If you entered DEEP SLEEP right now and NEVER exited DEEP SLEEP then you would never have a reality. This is a truth that cannot be argued with. Next you need to understand that God's mind is the fastest thing there is, it can literally make anything appear so fast it is beyond time, it is instantaneous. So fast it is unmeasurable. This means events do not happen in real time. They happen instantaneous. For example if you go to sleep right now and in your dream there is a war in another country in your experience in that dream there is no war. The same would be true in a video game, and in a movie just like in a dream. Then when you see the events of that war on the screen on the news that is actually the first time the war happened. Now if I were making a video game or shooting a movie all I have to do to trick the one watching this is create a backstory with visual proof that the war happened even though you were not there to perceive it. I could show it was early in the morning and give you the time that it took place and that will sufficiently give you PROOF that the war actually happened before you woke up. THIS is how you can construct a reality where it appears events are happening outside of you. Anyone who has had any experience with Movies, or video game development know you do not have to shoot all the scenes in order for them to APPEAR in order. Just like in your dream you could exit that POV of the character you are attached to and travel back in time to that war that you supposedly missed. Time is another illusion that you use to create an appearance of a continuum. Always remember if something is not appearing in your reality then it does not actually exist. Reality has infinite calculative ability to construct a continuum because it is PERFECT UNITY so an event does not need to happen at the same instance as right now, to appear that it has. You must awaken that there is no difference between NONAPPEARANCE and APPEARANCE, so in truth since there is no difference even events you don't see are happening but as NON APPEARANCE. But notice you do not consider non appearance as REAL, you consider it as DEATH. If your entire world were to disappear right now you would call that DEATH, when in truth....you are literally dead right now because what you call DEATH which is the complete absence of all qualia is that which holds everything in a PERFECT UNITY.

What is judgment? Many people think judgment is just a perspective, but in truth judgment is an experience. Let's take a person who is allergic to peanuts. If this person eats peanuts they will have an extreme allergic reaction that will cause them to have a heart attack. For that person through no fault of there own, peanuts is BAD. So this person's judgment is not bad, it is good because they need that judgment to make the informed decision to not eat peanuts. Now with that said if that person goes further and says I wish peanuts never existed, this is when that person has erred. You see discernment says yes peanuts are bad for me, but peanuts are good for those who are not allergic to it. The discernment allows that person to not be so self absorbed that they project their issues onto the entire world and seek to remove an aspect of the world just because they don't agree with it. A good Spiritual practice for that person maybe to see the beauty of peanuts despite them being allergic to it. Now someone might ask why do allergies exist from a Spiritual Perspective? The answer which is something you will come into contact with this work is this. God Infinite PURE Creativity. Since God chose to be Love, God loves to create infinitely everything and I do mean EVERYTHING. Really sit down and think about what everything is and realize it means EVERYTHING. Sickness, Discrimination, Pain, Unfairness, Ugly, Struggle, Drought, Famine, Allergies, Nightmares, Confusion, Illusion, Deception, Darkness, Aloneness, the list keeps going onward. The struggle of life is being able to accept the hugeness of Infinity that dwarfs your little human life. The human life is such a small thing in the vastness of Infinity that what is revealed is that your very humanness is actually what blocks you from being able to become and actualize TRUE SELF LOVE. The first task is to love your human body and your human life story, then the last task is to love all of existence equally to that. The only way you can pull this off is discernment. Many Spiritual Paths erroneously teach denial of the individual self BEFORE teaching the embracing of the individual self. You must first have a no holds barred embrace of the individual self before you can properly embrace the collective self. All inner hatreds of the individual self will arise if you attempt to skip this step and that same hatred mechanism will then be projected onto the world at large. All hatred of the world is always absolutely rooted in hatred of the individual self. If you were truly happy with your position in life, with how you have chosen to live your life how could you ever truly hate the world? Only if you see yourself as a victim in some capacity can you truly harbor grudges of any kind. So discernment is the path, at your level of discernment is the level you will operate in life and this is inextricably linked to your state of consciousness. From my own direct experience Self Inquiry and Contemplation is the path to grow in Self Love and the more Self Love you can realize the greater your experience will be felt. No amount of money can buy this, as its the greatest riches you can achieve. Picture being able to live everyday in perfect peace regardless of circumstances. I'm not talking faking your way to this state of consciousness I'm talking your daily experience is perfect peace and happiness. When you break into the paradoxical nature of Consciousness you can become aware that you can be Angry and Purely Happy at the same time, you can be disappointed and Perfectly Happy at the same time, you can be Sad and Perfectly Happy at the same time. Can you become aware of your baseline happiness that is always there? You can with proper self acceptance of what you truly are.

I would rather title this what would you do if you were Trump with memory of the current you. Because if you were truly Trump you would do exactly what Trump is doing right now. But if I were Trump with memory of my current self I would make an effort to heavily invest my time in evidence based practices and educating myself on what I don't know instead of making decisions purely based on assumptions

Your signature points to the answer as well. Humans create bs and then try to run from it and obviously it finds them and they become stuck in it.

Happiness=Peace of Mind. Happiness is actually the default experience. If you are content and peaceful, you are happy. Are there experiences that exist which can increase the experience of happiness? Sure there are states of Samadhi with bliss so high it will completely astonish you. But the truth is you don't need to experience those states to be happy. Happiness is not a goal, its literally what you are, your True Self is always happy at all times. The point of Spiritual Work is to penetrate through the human bs that blocks it from being experienced.

This is true, many people believe that Awakening will cause your personality to change and this is not the case. Now you could become a Robotic Non-Dual drone sure (that is a trap many fall into, I call it the trap of Neti Neti, they are still doing Neti Neti in all their conversations) but outside of that trap when you truly awaken you will be the same person you were before the only difference is your entire reality has become recontextualized both experientially because you are living in a constant state of Oneness and because you realize that everything is being done for you. But hey don't take my word for it. Here are two people saying the same thing. https://www.actualized.org/insights/ego-collapse-awakening https://www.actualized.org/insights/explaining-god-for-dummies The ego is just an experiential veil that hides Oneness from itself and gives the illusion of being an individual in a separate world, instead of one unified experience with no center.

There is only God here. So yeah God is responsible. Only God's Will is done in creation. Infinity always does whatever it wants too.

You got it and nice avatar picture

I thought you said you don't imagine. LOL

You are so deluded its laughable. You are pure imagination saying you do not imagine. You are certainly a trip!!! I've never met a more deluded spiritual seeker on this forum. Cause you are definitely seeking something trying to spread your ignorance here. Reality is pure imagination and you are pure imagination denying it is imagining. Wow!!! The Cosmic Drama sure knew what it was doing when it picked you!!

I've known people who hit people to make them angry. So no there are people who want to make you angry. Sadism is a thing that exists.

Solipsism is not an attachment, you are creating that in your mind right now. Solipsism= The One Universal Mind. If Reality wasn't a mind you couldn't think and you couldn't imagine. Intelligence is a property of Mind, Imagination is a Property of Mind, the famous phrase ALL IS MIND is what is Absolutely True. The issue is you are too arrogant to become aware of that and so you won't until physical death.

You know the funny thing? He says be the entire ocean...an ocean has no division which means it is solo. You can give an ocean an infinite amount of expressions and that doesn't change the fact that its one. He literally thinks that Solipsism is a thought, It's not it is literally saying there is a solo experience that is always happening and that solo experience is just a Universal Mind. If I say Reality is One just like an ocean is One nobody has a problem. As soon as I say that means its alone as itself, everyone suddenly has a problem. They don't realize that Oneness is so large that it can make Infinite Versions of itself and it will still be ONE. For example Leo's Infinity of Gods awakening is no Different than Oneness. Ever play an MMO? There are multiple players all logging in to the same game. Notice that each player is not aware of what is happening on each other's screens even though they are in the same MMO. Unless they cross paths in the MMO they have no awareness of what is happening in each other's lives. But ultimately it is still connected. Now notice that in the MMO it doesn't render what is happening on their screens because it wants you to have a sense of individuality so even though in the MMO you are actually the entire universe of the MMO you still don't see all the parts, for you to do that you'd have to go Meta and enter God mode to see all your players and what they are doing. Now notice, when that player logs off that MMO, that MMO ceases to exist in their reality and if they never log in to that MMO again its equivalent to destroying that Universe. This is why the part=the whole is so important. So each person is the entire Universe and can never escape their ONENESS because ONENESS is ABSOLUTE. As such each person has the ability to destroy the entire universe by never visiting that Universe ever again.

Sounds like the mind of God to me. Its Love!!!

You are getting lost in concept here if you want to become aware of what Solipsism is you have to understand the difference between actuality and concept and you HAVE TO BECOME AWARE OF NOTHINGNESS. You must have these realizations to understand Solipsism if you don't have this STATE change which makes it completely obvious that there was never any separation you will never know this information. Also in an earlier post you said when you physically die you will lose all content that's not what will happen go research Near Death Experiences, all that happens when you die as a human is you become Infinite Consciousness and become unlimited. You experience limitation as a human and then you experience the lack of limitation as God. Also and this is a big thing, ONLY YOU CAN AWAKEN. So you can literally experience physical death, become Infinitely Conscious and STILL BE DELUDED. If you don't fully accept yourself as God then nobody else can for you. This is why I recommend people take state altering substances, this belief that just do nothing and things will happen is horseshit. If I never walked the Spiritual Path I would NOT have awoken. The experience of Duality while an illusion IS SOMETHING YOU STILL HAVE TO WORK WITH. For example if I want to go swimming I'm not going to sit on my bed and meditate and think that the swimming will happen by meditating. I will get my butt up and go to a water source and swim. Awakening is exactly like that! No amount of forum posts are going to awaken you in general with only few exceptions. So here is something that will help. Go get an edible you can order it online the name of the company is Mood. Then take it and watch this video. Sit and listen to this video with a quiet mind. If you come up with any objections at this point you just don't wanna awaken. Anyone that tells you that awakening is ordinary (and it partly is no question) has not awakened deeply. This is absolutely the case with no question. TRUE AWAKENING is becoming aware of the RADICAL SUPERNATURAL POWER OF GOD. This is no small thing, this is literally the power to create UNIVERSES, please explain to me how that is ordinary? The only ordinary aspect of it, is your ordinary human existence is an expression of that Radical Power. So yes its ordinary, but it is also SUPER NATURAL.

Wow that's a nice proverb.

This is true but its only because of SELF LOVE. Who knew selfishness can actually prevent itself from torturing itself for eons upon eons. Selfishness eventually gives rise to selflessness and thus love wins in the end.

The greatest love is the end of all relationship, because there is no, you or me there is only the ONE. This connection because it is imaginary it is unlimited in scope and unlimited in depth, it is true intimacy. Notice your feelings they cannot be grasped but yet they are experienced, physical touch it cannot be grasped yet it can be touched. The grasping is a chasing of the tail, the knowledge of it is equal to the experience of it. Nobody has to teach you what physical touch is, the experience of it teaches it. All spirituality is, is a freeing of the bondage of experience by another experience. All is illusory in nature, and arising and disappearing thus proving that all something is just an illusion. Can't possess something because it is not static it is always changing. Freedom does not possess, freedom is unbounded. As such nothing can be held onto. Your true nature is just experience and nothing else, and that is where freedom lies. True freedom is the lack of differentiation through the recognition that all differentiation is just an appearance expressing itself. This means there is no difference between rich and poor, the lucky and the unlucky. This gets rid of the idea that you are some how missing out on life and that their are others who are somehow living a better life than you. This even gets rid of any notions of something like spiritual bypassing, because all these things are just human constructs of the mind overlaying onto experience to communicate that there is something wrong. With that said none of this can be understood through any logical interpretation. You cannot fake your way to this understanding, direct experience is the only teacher, the only guru, and only it can lead you to this understanding. I use to scoff at any notions that there is nothing to get or aspire to and them eventually the TRUTH revealed to me that ONENESS nukes everything. It is the great destroyer of all individuality and the recognition that all individuals, all creatures, all objects are me. Thus there can be no resentment because why would I resent myself, there can be no judgment because why would I judge myself, there can only be LOVE.

I love it thanks for sharing!!!

Definitely true, which is masked by the case that it is already being love already.

Morality is a part or an expression of God sure but God is NOT moralistic. If God was moralistic do you really think war and slavery etc would exist? Morality is NOT total freedom it is an arbitrary limited way of thinking which limits creativity. God is LIMITLESS creativity, in fact thinking morality is superior to total freedom is something only an ego would do. With that said you can say God is moral enough that you aren't right now locked into a torture chamber being tortured for an eternity but that is only because you are an ego. God loves torture so for God torture is heaven because God does not have an ego.

There is only nothingness which is a blank, a complete blank and because it is blank it is able to hold infinite potential, and the actualization of that potential is an appearance. That appearance is an expression of nothingness which creates an illusion of solidity because it is infinitely powerful but upon honest investigation that appearance is not tangible. Touch a wall, notice that the physicality you experience is just a sensory feeling. All of experience is just a sensory feeling, you have only ever experienced sensory feeling your entire life. Reality is just sensory feeling aware of itself, its sound aware of itself, touch aware of itself, interpretation aware of itself, emotion aware of itself, silence aware of itself, smell aware of itself, it really is just one experience aware of itself and that is it. If I take away your sensory experience, sound (both internal chatter and what you call outside noises), physical touch, smell, sight, and the ability to think at all, you would cease to be human. This means that what we call human is just a bundle of sensory feelings aware of itself. Human is a state of mind. Now notice that the human is afraid of its true nature. Its true nature is DEATH. It spends all of its life running from its true nature. For all the poetic things you wrote all you are communicating is that you are afraid to be what you truly are. You are limitless potentiality with NO MANIFESTATION. No manifestation is a LACK OF APPEARANCE. The funny thing is every time you sleep at night you get closer to your true nature than you do when you wake up every morning. Notice when you went to sleep nothing was harmed. The acceptance of Solipsism threatens nothing in actuality because YOU CANNOT BE HARMED. Even saying your identity is threatened isn't even true. What is threatened is your INTERPRETATION. You fear that if you some how accept Nothingness that you are accepting meaninglessness not realizing that Nothingness is actually = INFINITE VALUE. Nothingness is the creation, the expression of all value. The only thing that limits value is SOMETHINGNESS which IS THE ILLUSION. It's the belief, and rejection of nothingness that creates the experience of LACK. One of the biggest human issues of selfishness, of individualism, is FOMO which is the Fear Of Missing Out. As long as you think and actually believe that OTHER is not YOU, you will believe you are missing out or that somehow that other human is better than you or is living a better life than you. When you realize that human is YOU then you realize you can't actually live an inferior life. So the TRUTH brings peace because it ends all comparison, it ends all drama, it even ends all conflict because when your enemy succeeds against you, its just you succeeding against yourself. It is the attachment to individuality that creates all evil. Evil is just individuality. Individuality doesn't disappear in Solipsism it EXPANDS and becomes UNLIMITED!!! Its Expansion of individuality that is Pure Goodness, because it is a Goodness that equally takes and expresses all sides. This is the beauty of Solipsism which can only be raged against when there is a profound misunderstanding that it is ABSOLUTELY TRUE regardless of how you feel about it.

Yeah everything is inherently special because to say something is special is the same as saying it is unique and everything in creation even identical things are still unique when closely examined to the tinest detail, While the substance of all of existence is completely identical with no difference, the expression of that substance is all unique and different. Like how a computer screen's colors are all the same pixels but each expression of each pixel is completely unique. So the only reason anyone has a desire to be unique is because they a desire to understand their own uniqueness.