Razard86

Yeah the path to God is radical open-mindedness. If you are afraid of losing your mind then you will get stuck in this work. Just remember REAL is a mental construction. For example a person would tell you that a paper clip can't have a personality. That person isn't really awake. There is no difference between a conversation with a candle stick, and a conversation with a person. Can you break the boundary between Sane and Insane? Can you realize that the source of the conversation you had with the paperclip is the same source that gives rise to human speech? Then there are the paranoia stories your mind can make up. How is that any different than the normal stories your mind makes up? Its still the same source. It's this type of radical thinking that opens up your creativity. If you open up your mind....cartoons will speak to you, and...you can even become them!!!! Curt has no clue what real open-mindedness is.

You got it, its why its so funny to me. God is an infinite story teller, that created every life story from nothing.

Well...you see the issue with eternity is....its an infinite perspective. You can view yourself however you want. You can see this as your first time here, or just a drop in a bucket in eternity because there is no beginning and no end. Here is a strange loop paradox for you....you have lived this exact life before....and this is the first time you have ever lived this life.

When you do the work deep enough you realize that you can recontextualize reality however you want and it can appear to be that way for you. That's all I'm saying. Basically in essence we are all equally deluded, and also we are not. Because reality can present itself however way it wants too. Basically reality is an infinite perspective. For example try this exercise found in this link, its really good at changing your state.

Here is another way of it making sense. Right now I am living Carl-Richard's life from Razard86's perspective.

People in your nightly dreams aren't conscious, you GIVE them your consciousness. You are the source of everything. You are my source. I cannot exist without you, and you cannot exist without me. If you as Consciousness were to destroy the material world I would cease to exist. You are MY LIFE. So it would be accurate to say, thank you Carl-Richard for creating me. Consider that!!!

The average human is actually a genius of creativity they are just not always in the right environment to bring out that genius.

I said this awhile back...Trump is a rebellion vote. Because of the emergence of Progressive Outlets that educated the working class on how much Establishment interests rule the Democratic Party, this caused a rebellion as they became more informed. The Democratic Party main issue is they have a listening problem. Progressive Outlets have been telling them for years that true Populism is what they needed. But because the Democratic Party has been exposed by their own base and refuse to admit it and change, their own base says I will vote against my own interests than have someone claim to have my back while they stab me in the back. Trump is openly, authentically not liberal, and liberals would rather have an Authentic Non Liberal, than a Fake Liberal. Just goes to show you, America is tired of double speak, and establishment politics, the funny thing is....they will still get it with Trump. That's what they get for sabotaging Bernie Sanders!!!! LOL. Democrats the message is clear, your base does not believe you Authentically Care about them.

I agree that it sounds like you have a neurological disorder. If you are not suicidal but are getting those thoughts it probably is that. When you say thoughts you mean voices in your head right? Or is it imagery, or both? I recently was doing some Spiritual Work and entered a State of Consciousness where my mind started creating personalities within me that talked to me and tormented me. I had to take some medication to get it to stop. You could be suffering from psychosis. What did the Doctors say?

You can definitely say that, but that is God as formless. The moment God takes any kind of form it loses that infinite freedom.

Exactly Eternity can't end because nothing is happening. Physicality is a really strong immersion that Absolute Infinity uses.

Imagine becoming the hammer. God can make the whole universe....a freaking hammer.

^^This is all false. The All is Truth. There is nothing but truth. Even an illusion is truth. Until you realize that illusion is truth, you cannot connect to Universal Mind directly. All positive conceptions and their negatives are equally true. If you take any position completely...you will be lost in delusion forever. A feature of God is Omniscience, this means God can know itself. It knows it self by not denying the finite mind's ability to grasp the Infinite. It can grasp it by going Infinite. When it goes infinite, knowledge BECOMES BEING. Because there is no difference between anything which means...logic is equal to being. Don't use logic, BECOME LOGIC. https://www.actualized.org/insights/total-omniscience-awakening

Explain where I have erred?

I've noticed you have been using the word perverted a lot recently, Any reason for using that word in place of corruption?

Things behind the scenes are relative truth, all relative truth is just content within the dream. I'll give an example. Let's say right now you go to sleep, then within your dream you research dogs and learn that there are sound waves that the human ear is unable to detect and play for itself but dogs can hear. You could say within the dream you just proved that there are sound waves hidden behind the scenes. You could even have your dog within the dream react to these sounds that you cannot hear. Then you invent within your dream an invention that catches the sound waves and then reveals to you that these sound waves were hidden all along. Notice....how well done this is....it tricks you that something is behind the scenes happening.

1. I recommend taking a break from Spirituality. The first thing I would do is find out what issues you have with yourself. Do you have body image issues? Issues with the way your body smells or moves? Do you have issues with the clothes you wear? Do you have issues with your career or social status? Do you have unhealed relationship issues with the people in your life? 2. Next thing I would do is make a list of all of my talents and then ask myself what is the best way I can use them to create something? This is how you find purpose through your natural gifts. 3. Lastly I would make a list of all the things I love about myself, and pat myself on the back. Then make a list of your favorite hobbies and go do them and if you have any friends, go hang out with them. The key to dealing with Depression is discovering how amazing you are. Take stock in all the things you have accomplished even things you think are little.

Read this.... https://www.actualized.org/insights/cat-infinity I'm guessing this is why he says Meow in some threads.

Check his blog. He's very active there.

Sorry to hear that.

You can definitely have that experience, not every lived life is experienced pleasantly. I do hope your life is not a nightmare, I wouldn't wish that on anyone. How are things for you?

1. There is no Perception. Perception is something that happens to a brain and something that happens to a biological body. You aren't even reading an d trying to comprehend, you are trying to argue. But also, THERE IS PERCEPTION. First there is Consciousness. Consciousness imagines itself to be a human. Once it imagines itself to be a human it imagines all the functionalities that a human has. One of those functionalities is perception. So perception DOES exist, but it exists within the dream of human. If someone opened up your head and carved out pieces of your brain and you don't bleed to death you would experience a loss of perception. You could lose the ability to see the world, you could lose hearing, you could even lose physical touch. But you wouldn't lose experience. This is why I have said...EVERYTHING IS TRUE. The moment you say one thing isn't true, you put a limitation on God, on Infinity. Infinity is that which makes EVERYTHING TRUE, the mystery is figuring out how it goes about it.

What I am saying is the only difference between your ego's imagination and God's imagination is immersion. God imagines your entire experience, then within that experience, God as the ego imagines human thoughts and ideas. The purpose of Spiritual work is to realize that the only difference between God and the ego it created is the ego isn't allowed to control experience for itself. But your human imagination is equal to God imagination. It's just appearing as limited is the only thing. So should you choose to entertain the idea of something being hidden, you actually made it appear. You just did it with human level imagination instead of God level imagination. Our ego likes to create distinctions between human imagination and God imagination. To break the distinction you have to investigate how their is no distinction. Carl the point is this.....if you create a world of others....you are still alone within the world of your human body. While in the human body, and in normal human consciousness your ability to experience reality is Absolute onto yourself. A blind man does not know reality the same as you, he would literally need to enter God mode to see. So that's the first level of Absolutism. The second level of Absolutism, is God mode when you become everything. Whatever you experience is Absolute because YOU ARE EXPERIENCE. That is what you keep avoiding. Name a time you experienced something without being there to experience it? If I put you in deep sleep, there would be no experience. So as a result there cannot be anything hidden. What you are experiencing is the thought of something being hidden and you can keep on saying that. But you can only experience nothing as something. If you get rid of something...then it cannot be something you are experiencing. That's what I mean by you are imagining that. To do this work properly you need to understand what the difference between appearance and non appearance. You are mistaking your assumption of something being behind the scenes as proof of something being behind the scenes. But for that to be true....you would need to experience it....but if you did.....it would no longer be behind the scenes. Thus defeating the argument that there is something behind the scenes. The Absolute Truth is NOTHING is behind the scenes.

This was perfect....

Sigh.....if you imagine that....then YES. Reality is infinite imagination. This means there is NOTHING BUT IMAGINATION. How your ego creates infinite chains of regress is by telling itself something can be true. By doing that it creates that possibility within their mind. So if you think something is hidden, then that is the Reality YOU ARE CREATING FOR YOURSELF!!! Why do you think conspiracy theorists exist? They exist because the mind can conjure up connections that don't exist into existence. If something is hidden that means it is nothing. Nothing is an infinite possibility spectrum, to ever experience what is so called hidden, that nothing has to make it appear as something. There are levels to imagination. Right now when you posited that question, you created something from nothing, in God Consciousness, your question....would reveal hidden colors, sounds, thoughts and feelings. But what you don't understand is....if everything is revealed....then there is nothing hidden. Thus.....absolute unity........