Razard86

Look the problem is you haven't found a way to make it fun. For me I found ways to make meditation fun, that's what worked for me. You cannot force your way to God. It has to be a deep surrender that comes from the heart. This surrender needs to be pure. It needs to come from a deep desire to BE the full expression of LOVE AND TRUTH. I've noticed when your focus moves from this to worrying about survival matters your Consciousness takes a hit over time. Nothing wrong with that but the name of the game is Consciousness work is the path of deep surrender and a love of life. Also focus on removing your bias for things. The only difference between God and a human is bias. If all your bias disappeared right now you would be in God mode. The more bias you can remove the easier your life will be.

Every chemical responds to the mind you have developed. As you age and your mind develops more chemicals that had no effect on you might suddenly have an effect. Obviously genetics also play a role as well. But your psychology is more important than your biology in this case.

You can't really make that comparison. Medications in the traditional sense are supposed to be facilitators to help with the healing of the body but in many instances also have side effects. Psychedelics are consciousness RAISING substances that help you connect to Universal Will thus speeding up the process of the Spiritual Path. Not only that but they are good for use with clearing out karma/shadow work. Using meditation to do this will take MUCH longer. I only took one classical psychedelic and that biological change from that one use =decades of meditation. I took edibles on 3 different occasions and that also =decades of meditation. I have joked with friends who have taken psychedelics that they are OLD AS HELL. Psychedelics give you life times worth of conscious experiences and intuitive knowledge that is worth lifetimes. In one sense I see why some call it cheating....but the flip side is it is ridiculously intense, frightening as all hell, and completely unpredictable. One Bad Trip is worse than getting pummeled in a UFC ring or being a soldier at war. Because at high enough dosages....you feel like you have gone completely insane and lost your mind. I had one experience where I lost the ability to feel and express emotions. You have no idea how great emotions are until you lose the ability to feel any emotion.

Humanity has been telling humanity for over 30 years to move toward the use of clean energy and humanity has resisted that message. The purpose of the example of "other" is to learn from their mistakes. Majority of world leaders choose to do what keeps them in power versus what keeps the planet alive. If we continue doing what we are doing we can destroy the Earth so bad it will become uninhabitable. You know how you tell that person to stop smoking because its bad for their health and they say they don't care if they die? Then they pass out go the hospital and the Doctor says you will die in less than a year if you don't stop....then that person stops cold turkey. I knew a guy like that....it took him having triple bypass surgery, and being told he would die soon if he kept smoking to quit. But before that? Every excuse imaginable about him not caring. This small example is what humanity is doing collectively. Humanity loves to suffer to gain wisdom.

^^^^So much wisdom here!! You are wise beyond your years!! Keep going!! Rooting for you all the way!!!

Lol only you could turn a post about spirituality into a reminder to go see your Doctor!!! You are definitely a comedian. Love reading your posts.

Karma can be deconstructed and let go. Karma is just a record of your individual life as human you have lived up to this point, and for some who wish to go deeper, Ancestral Karma, but that one is only really needed if you want to explore deeper content. Basically you can Awaken to yourself as God and deconstruct everything. Or you can awaken to deep aspects of the Dream, like hidden parts of Earth and human history and stuff beyond our galaxy and universe. But for the purpose of God Realization all you need is a proper understanding of how to deconstruct yourself out of existence. You have the knowledge, and you have the will power you just lack the desire is all. I've come to realize that for many of you, the movie of REAL is something you want to enjoy. Nothing wrong with that. But I know the ones who post on here who are RIGHT THERE as far as the ability to do it. Many are too lost in confusion that if they entered a Non-Dual state they wouldn't even know what was going on. You have enough conceptual knowledge to understand what is happening so the only reason not to is just lack of desire. I don't blame you, deconstructing the whole thing is not what you think. LOL. Shit is bittersweet. It's like damn this shit really is constructed? Good thing its so well done even though I know its a dream that shit is so well done it seamlessly flows as if its real. Because it is REAL. Because what is REAL? Pain, suffering, end of the character you love and the end of the relationships you have with that character. That's how you create REAL.

Sure thing. You are the creator. The creator is what is really REAL not its comparison in relation to it. A good example would be think of Disney's Aladdin. Pretend you are living in that world and then realize you are drawing Aladdin in real time, then you realize you are generating his voice, so picture becoming aware that you are creating him/generating him, and making him speak because his voice is your voice. He ceases to feel real. If you created a character right now, wrote a story, animated him, and voiced him. If you kept telling yourself as you watch your creation that you created him and you made everything up out of nothing....it can't be real. You have to suspend your belief and ignore all that to enjoy it as if its real. But notice...you don't feel pain, or suffering, or potential demise. Now put yourself in that world as the character, experience pain, suffering, and potential loss of your life as the character or those you care about. Now you have REAL. So REAL is limitation, stakes, temptation, triumph, failure, and all the other stuff we complain about. If you strip life of this...life is unreal. If you ever deconstruct the whole thing...you will eventually run back because you LOVE REAL!!! REAL is the only thing to do!!! But REAL is tough, its why every version of you that you see, can't be blamed for anything. They are all innocent. Because....they are you. Every version of life you see is acting as you would. Its actually part of the reason I get anoyyed sometimes on here. I'm like come on other version of me, you seriously talking down about yourself? There is no other...just you, creation is a lie, that is only real because of pain and suffering. Without pain and suffering and a beginning and end to the story....can't have real. So death, pain, suffering= Truth. And love can only be experienced when pain, suffering, and death exist within a storyline. How can that which is eternal, unlimited, and invulnerable...know anything? Sure it can think conceptually? But how would it know what it would actually do/act unless it thrust itself into well....EVERYTHING? Shit is scary as hell thinking about it from the character point of view. It's like EVERYTHING? Man that is some crazy shit!!! Also remember....before your first memory of your life is BLANK...that BLANK is you LOL. How can Something appear from blank...easy...ITS GOD. GOD is an eternal BLANK that has always been and will always be. LOL. Also notice you can imagine blank....by NOT imagining anything....lol. The absence of an appearance of something. Crazy huh?

In one sense sure, in another sense no. Because a self is a construction. So your waking dream is called a self because it is a construction. So any movement the character makes, is the self/dream/construction making. So the self as a totality could be said to be selfish in that it does what it desires or wills. So the lack of self and a constructed self are one and the same. So the reason the Self is selfless when it constructs a self is a result of its will being given to the operation of the collective individual selves. So basically its how you look at it. If you take a bullet for your loved one that act is selfless because it threatens the survival of the individual self, but it was done out of a selfish desire, the desire for your loved one to live. This is why selfishness is not evil, you can't help but be selfish once a self is constructed. We like to create a distinction between selfish and selfless by saying selfless means that which threatens your survival in favor of the survival of another. But since the other is always you, it's always selfish in the end. But its not a simple word game, because selfless acts are the hardest to do because of the pain and suffering associated with living like that. But its the most intelligent thing because its in service to the collective survival. Without selfless acts, humanity would have died a long time ago. This is why Jesus, and the symbol of the cross, Martin Luther King, Gandhi, Nelson Mandela, etc are so revered people. Whenever someone sacrifices for the good of the whole they are uplifted as the ideal. Why? Because the majority....are too weak to do it. But the majority know secretly that is the solution to the proliferation of pain and suffering. Humanity understands this, but struggle to embody it. They are doing the best they can though.

Repeat and not repeat is a distinction you are creating by the way. They are the same thing. You are still thinking too limited. New and old are the same thing. Everything already happened, and nothing ever happened are the same thing. Really open your mind.

I agree, but psychedelics are more powerful than meditation.

I said the point was to make it real, not entertainment. Entertainment is a part, but the point was to make REAL!!! An omnipotent creator cannot know REAL, because they are invulnerable. The only reason a video game isn't real to you is because you don't experience pain and suffering at the highest level. If I cut off your leg with a chainsaw it feels real. Real is IMMERSION! If you reached God consciousness and I used a chainsaw to cut off your leg....it wouldn't feel REAL. You would be in love with it and wouldn't care. I'm explaining that things have to be the way they are for it to be real. You will only understand this if you deconstruct the Dream enough. I have...it didn't feel REAL anymore. I destroyed REAL and it became fake LOL. So understand it needs to operate the way it needs to, to be REAL.

We have a sensible person here. Words of wisdom. Great post man.

I know, but psychedelics can definitely make you more selfless by revealing your selfishness. It brings all your hatred and fear to the surface, it brings to the forefront your KARMA. LOL. That's when you learn what your karma is.

Character identity will always be selfish it cannot be any other way. Only the creator can be unselfish because the creator is all powerful.

Nice post. As you continue to meditate focus on the part I bolded. That is the direct path. Also don't worry about whether you have ego or don't have ego. Everything takes care of itself. If you try to force yourself not to have ego, that itself is ego. One of the biggest traps is self-judgment. I am that I am, means you are as presently constructed what you are and can be no other way.

This Scientist does a good job of mapping his journey of Psychedelics. Check it out if you are interested.

I guess you haven't realized he just comments to brag that he is some how different. His vibe on posts pretty much stays the same "I don't know why....XXXX. Or some other "yall don't get it post." It's usually a short post, with nothing to glean anything from to grab attention so he gets dopamine points. Don't really expect anything from him. He's just bored.

In my conversations with my friends, we have made a rule that we tell each other the bitter truth. The problem is in my life I have become adept at seeing through my own bullshit better and better but my friends have fallen behind. As such it is ever increasingly difficult for me to talk to them at times as they lie over and over about their relationships with others. I created a strategy of not sharing my opinion and just listening but every now and then they would ask me for my opinion, and sometimes I would slip and offer it when they don't ask it as well. The sad bitter truth is majority of your friends and family play games with how they design what's true and not true and it becomes annoying for me personally when it becomes up to me to point this out. Some will say just ignore them, but I've tried it but my friend's value my opinion. Well just tell them what they want to hear some might say....you see that's what I am talking about you who say that don't understand how your mind works. When you tell people what they want to hear, you tell yourself what you want to hear which creates a psychology made of bullshit. Telling yourself what you want to hear is lying to save face or appease people, this means you will lie to yourself also to appease yourself and will trap the truth of how you feel about yourself and others behind bullshit. THIS is the issue I have.....it is harder for me to have authentic relationships...when so many people are inauthentic....SIGH. I'm trying to cultivate a love for bullshit because this is really the only major challenge I have left in my life. Can I learn to love a lie equally to my love for truth. Can I get my ego to stop hating lies so much...and to see no difference between a lie and the truth. Because there is no difference....

That doesn't even make sense....can yall stop trying to imagine what Non-Duality is? Just go for it. It's free for all. Nothing special about me. All Non-Duality does is it allows you to see what was right in front of you the whole time. And also it deepens the connection with things you love. So basically you get to experience love for free, but you realize you were generating it the whole time. Then you can play around with it and see how you generate it. You will be able to play with states of consciousness to a degree as well. Anyway Carl-Richard I already know for a fact if you really wanted to be in a Non-Dual State you would have already achieved it. Literally there are only two things that stop it, fear of insanity, and the inability to let go of "other." Outside of that nothing stops you.

Why is this breakingthewall character so delusional? Why would I ever say accept Jesus in your heart. I ask you to google search me or forum search me. You will never see me tell someone to accept Jesus to be saved. I've never said that on these forums. I hope he was joking....cause this habit of lying all the time is just annoying to see.

All right Leo your skepticism is out of control. We don't know what we don't know when it comes to Jesus. All we can take is the words and deeds he was "allegedly doing" and everything else described about him with a grain of salt. I think Jesus is just a really good symbol. The only issue I have is Jesus is used as a crutch by majority of Christians to not seek God. I really don't know how Christians pretend they have confirmed that God exists.

You do care, if you didn't care you wouldn't even be responding that's the point. Your actions reveal how you really feel. What you pay attention to is what you care about. What you don't, you don't it's as simple as that.

I agree, but notice humans act like cancer cells. Tell humans we need to save our planet a lot of them want to kick that can down the road to their children's generation.

All you had to tell him that to complain about creating meaning on what is going on....is to create meaning. So he is complaining about the very thing he is doing. If he truly was in a place with no meaning....then he wouldn't care if you created meaning. See? That's how you shut down those Neo-Advaita types that like to come in and tell you to stop creating meaning. Create as much meaning as you want, don't let those dogmatic types try to control you with the "nothing is happening" tropes lol. There is a time and place for the "nothing is happening" and they love to hijack threads like bots repeating the same thing over and over. What they need to understand...is if you aren't inquiring about the true nature of reality to that extent then it's not relevant. I get you are saying our purpose is live the human experience to the fullest and to not try to escape from it. My only challenge would be....what does it mean to be a human then? Because to live the human experience to the fullest, we must first understand what it means to be human.