Razard86

https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/85147-why-feeling-is-truth/#comment-1199698

Yes exactly right. When I say lie I mean...a bias, a judgment of something being bad. I investigated this personally to the fullest and questioned God relentlessly until I realized that everyone and everything is PURE INNOCENCE. Just like a tree cannot help but be a tree, you cannot help but be you. Now the reason we as humans think people should be held responsible for things, is because we have the ability to access the Masculine aspect of God...which is indifference. Reality has two expressions there is the ability to connect on a deep level, total immersion, hypnotism, trance, to be seduced, this is what we as humans generally call love, which is attachment. This is the feminine expression. The Masculine expression of God is indifference, which is the same as impermanence, which is the same as conflict, and the same as DEATH. THIS is what we demonize. We don't call indifference love. Indifference is robotic, calculating, discerning, and uncaring, it is totally detached and without bias. But the feminine expression is completely absorbed and is full of bias. Now the two expressions are actually ONE so there is crossover as they both have aspects of each other....but to understand this. A person can only be in conflict with you if they are indifferent. A person can only leave you if they are indifferent. A person can only be compassionate if they are connected to you. A person can only stay with you in tough times if they are connected. So we cycle back and forth through indifference, and connection. God is absolutely indifferent....because God is Absolute Masculine, and God is COMPLETELY YOU (the human identity) because God is ABSOLUTELY FEMININE. This is why a person who does not understand the value of human emotions, will demonize them and will not be able to connect deeply with anyone. To the Masculine...the dynamic, ever flowing emotional expression of the Feminine is SCARY because the Masculine likes stability and order. You might respond....but I thought the Masculine was indifferent...so why does it bother it....good question. Because the Masculine's Feminine side is underdeveloped....(because it relies too heavily on its Masculine) when a well-developed Feminine appears...instead of trying to understand it through its own Feminine it tries to use the Masculine. Well the Masculine likes to draw from its own map of understanding which is logic. Logic is past information. But the Masculine with an undeveloped feminine doesn't have the necessary information from its feminine to make sense of what is going on....so it demonizes it and says its NON-SENSE!!!! Her emotions are non-sense she is crazy!!! The Masculine would need to do a deep dive into its own Feminine...THEN and ONLY THEN will it understand the Feminine because the language of the Feminine is feeling, intuition. The language of the Masculine is words, symbols, images. This is why a woman who hasn't developed her Masculine cannot explain her feelings in words, and a Man who hasn't developed his Feminine cannot make sense of her feelings. And THIS is the cause of ALL CONFLICT between the sexes of human kind. No Man is qualified to discuss women in depth until he has connected with his inner woman.

It is so obvious God wrote this^^^^ Beautiful^^ Thank you for your beautiful art and your wonderful words of wisdom. Genius!!! Utter Genius in everything you wrote!!! Such a blessing to read!!!

Lol you'd think Leo made this post. Good job, good imitation. You are very good at mocking those you disagree with. Well Done.

What if I told you at a certain level of consciousness you realize....emotions are thoughts....what if I told you there is a form of language that doesn't use symbols, but that there is an emotional, empathetic understanding that is even deeper than thought? Also from one perspective he is right that thought can lead to emotion, but emotion can lead to thought as well. It's like this....your ego has a set of beliefs. These beliefs are like thoughts that are set in place and will respond when messed with. So for example lets say you hate getting wet...then you walk outside and somebody sprays you with water, you will immediately get angry. You didn't have to THINK to get angry because that thought already existed. If this happens I will get angry. This is why you will hear people say stuff like "I'm a type of person if you do this it will piss me off." You see? So you already have a conditioned response. Some of your conditioned responses are biological, and some are sociological. For example shivering when its cold is a conditioned response. Also your goal shouldn't be to stop getting upset, the purpose of anger is protection. Anger gives you the strength to protect yourself. If I robbed you of the ability to get angry you would never protect yourself. Some people have been taught to not be angry so much they repress it. Anger is not bad, or evil, the only thing you should be concerned with is not letting that anger control you. Now obviously if you think you are getting angry at things that are not important from your point of view then you can do an investigation into why it bothers you. Always remember this...reality goes both ways...LOL. Its bisexual!!! LOL that's a joke. But seriously emotions trigger thoughts and thoughts trigger emotions. If anyone ever tells you that something is only one way...they are unconsciously lying to you. So this guy in the video is only half right....and it is hard for my mind to listen to half right people...sigh....also there are NO NEGATIVE EMOTIONS. You need to understand....society has a bias against, anger, sadness, depression, etc. because society wants to put on a veneer (cover, appearance) of happiness. Everything is always LOOK HAPPY!!! Notice people unconsciously say "How are you doing?" And you unconsciously reply 'Fine." Why? Well part of it is habit, but part of it is you know if you start telling them your problems they will probably make some excuse and leave. Notice that unless you speak in a nice non-aggressive manner people will demonize you and tell you that you are bad. This is the problem that is leading to suicide, depression, because everyone is always trying to tell you WHEN it is appropriate to express your emotions. Why? Because they are not comfortable with their own vulnerability they project that onto you. This is why God made women and children, to teach the power of vulnerability. To teach the importance of free emotional expression. Men complain that only women and children are allowed to be emotional, it is like that only as long as you believe that. Now with that said he is not wrong that lies are what leads to what he falsely calls negative emotions. But that lie is just a BIAS. So a bias is the belief that something is not GOOD. So the video of the person you sent me...HE is lying. He is guilty of what he is preaching. Because he thinks there are negative emotions. All emotions are GOOD!!! His issue is...whenever he feels anything but peace love and joy, he judged himself as Non-Spiritual and demonizes himself. So he has created a Spiritual Ego (which is the biggest trap in Spirituality) of how he is SUPPOSED to be instead of accepting himself as he is. So let's put his foolish notion to the test. If I came at you with a chainsaw...and you felt fear...is that based on a lie? Sure...the lie is that you can die....you cannot die. But....without that fear you cannot be motivated to either run or fight. You would have to be so NON-ATTACHED, that you completely are okay with losing the human you have been living as. If this is WHAT YOU WANT? Take his advice...but we both know that is not what he is saying. So thus...based on what he is saying....what he says can only be relative, and contextual. So what he SHOULD be teaching is HEALTHY emotional expression. There are no negative emotions, but there are NON-HEALTHY NON PRODUCTIVE forms of emotional expression.

Exactly...isn't it wonderful?

YOU ARE MIND. That's it. You are a MIND that is dreaming everything up. That's it full stop. If you have not realize all is mind then you don't know what is going on. I've noticed many of you try to say mind is some relative thing, no you aren't getting it..MIND IS ABSOLUTE. You are an ABSOLUTE MIND, because a MIND doesn't actually have a form. So you are an ABSOLUTE MIND, that imagines everything around it. I could say your whole life is a cartoon show if I wanted too, or a virtual reality, or a dream it does not matter. It is pure imagination so intelligently done you cannot distinguish it from what you call real. It's a masterful work of art.

That's just your interpretation. I don't want anyone to agree with me, I want you to agree with yourself. It's not about me, I don't matter only you matter. Remember I'm only here for you to have self-clarity. That's the only purpose of all of my posts. Its the same theme. It's why I push self-honesty. Its why I explained what conflict of interests is, its why I explained in depth what every ego desires. Stop making it about me, who gives a damn about me. LOL. It's only about your self-understanding. I already figured out why I am the way I am. I only seek to expand that everywhere.

Contemplate? This is elementary. A man is good when he can fully accept what he calls evil. A man is good when he is fully committed to an early investment in his childhood in empowering himself, and then in adulthood committed to empowering everything he comes across to the best of his ability. A man is good when he discovers that he is the embodiment of a blessing, not that he receives a blessing but that he himself is a blessing (discovering your talents and your flaws) and is committed to embodying the blessing that he is to the fullest. This is equivalent to a man understanding what beauty is, what romance is, and the understanding that every part of the design of what he is....is mysterious, seductive, and that allure of beauty and romance is mystery, anticipation, the build up, and that the beauty of his own design mirrors perfectly the beauty of the design of life itself. Through this he can communicate this effortlessly and by extension is a vehicle for others to recontextualize their own situations. A good man is a living inspiration, through his ability to express self-acceptance. Through his ability to honor the constructed divisions of those around him while being fully secure in his own unique construction as well. A good man is like a well of inspiration from which those around them can draw strength and belief and appreciation of themselves. A good man is like the perfect motion picture, when you come across him you lost track of time. A good man/woman....is all of you...which is usually hidden inside your bedroom when you can finally let down your guard...and be "You."

Listen to this explanation for how Anakin Skywalker becomes Darth Vader. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqQ8xl1SpVo&ab_channel=StarWarsTheory Now I can sum this up very easily....the Jedi were full of bullshit. The Jedi CLAIMED they weren't attached...but they were!!! Attachment is a desire to be a certain way...the Jedi desired to pretend they weren't attached, but when they discovered that Anakin wanted to save his mother they tried to persuade him to let her die instead of helping him free her from slavery. If they truly cared for Anakin they would HELP him achieve his goals, they would empower him through training and direction and then allow him to burn through his karma. Instead they tried to control him and TURN him into one of them. Thus proving they themselves were attached. The Jedi's fear of being involved, yet trying to defend and use force (LITERALLY CALLED THE FORCE) while claiming detachment is one of the biggest bullshit conartistry of all time. The moment you use force against anything you are attached!!! So the Jedi fed themselves this bullshit and that is why they suffered. The Jedi brought out the evil in Anakin through denying their own evil. Attachment is the source of all conflict, and how can the Jedi claim to not be attached....when their whole training is centered around using "force." So funny!!! The dark side and the so called light side are two parts of the same running around denying that they are both doing the same thing just a different way. If anything...you could argue....the dark side in Star Wars...was more honest. They didn't claim to not be attached, they admitted it.

He has experienced direct experience as a way of knowing through reading, questioning, dialoguing. The only part I disagree with is that he is good at staying open. He isn't. There is great fear within him. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91_G8iaokk8&ab_channel=WanLittle

You are an inspiration as well and you are doing it too, look at this thread? Also I can't help it anymore than Leo or anybody else. Awakening to me is equivalent to God realizing why it created its human character. When Leo was like God is the most amazing thing ever and it had nobody to share it with, so it created the ego so it could share itself with itself/other....I had no idea how accurate it was until I awoken. That's when I realized that every single desire that has motivated me in life...was that same desire. It was like...of course I am the way I am and of course humanity is the way they are. A girl taking a selfie is just God wanted to share itself with itself human avatar and other. A politician running for office to change their country, is God wanting to share itself with itself. A yogi doing mahatsamadi is God wanting to share itself with itself. And the list goes on....its one big circle jerk. It's why God is the biggest narcissist. It falls in love with its own reflection for all of Infinity. Perfect Beauty, sharing itself forever. So I can't help but do this....because why would I keep all this beauty to myself? It doesn't make sense...so I will wake up the partitions within me who want to wake up and the ones who do not, help them realize they don't want too. I want to help them get Self-Clarity so they can realize the desires of their heart and seek the actualization of those desires. In some dreams God wants to realize itself indirectly through duality, and in some dreams God wants to realize itself directly. In some dreams God wants to be unmotivated, and depressed, and suicidal. I just want to be a conduit...so God can go on its merry way figuring itself out in whatever crazy configuration it has manifested. Because God's infinite capacity to deny what it is = EGO= Every Gathered Opinion= Whatever shit I feel like making up. God is the greatest story teller ever, that loves to tell itself everything....

https://www.sciencenews.org/article/electrons-have-potential-mutual-attraction#:~:text=ELECTRONS ATTRACT Although electrons normally,from other electrons (purple). New study says they can attract. Stop trying to put limits....

I'm still doing my own shadow work....my current bias is dishonesty, or lying. And I'm not bent out of shape actually I'm enjoying the drama that dishonesty creates. I just find it funny how no matter how accurate you are at showing something to yourself, your self has an infinite capacity to deny. I am fully aware that these versions of myself actually know they are full of shit. It's just funny how they actually think they can fool me or you, they can't even fool themselves at this point. Because again....when you are told that it is no different than your night time dreams...all you gotta do is close your eyes.. imagine a scenario, open up your eyes and realize its the same thing. Oh and the method I gave the guy? I told him to eat an edible, and watch Leo's Guided Exercise for Realizing You Are God. That is like the laziest path to awakening. You can let Leo's video deconstruct your reality for you. Just sit, with a clear mind, don't think, and listen to that video in an altered state...and your consciousness will on its own start stripping stuff away. This is why I said....at this point anyone on this forum not using the easy mode that Leo laid out for you...you just aren't interested. You don't even need an edible or consciousness altering substance, its just faster that way. You can also alter your consciousness by staring at this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aenWZUYKOH8&list=PLimK6clJHdM2E00rg4EwzNFcvVfBLPVaC&index=1&ab_channel=TobiasBassline Chakra music combined with consistent meditation can also influence you also. But when I say God created so many pathways to awaken, God created a ridiculous amount of pathways to awaken. If you don't awaken, its not cause of genetics, because Spirituality will alter your genes, it altered mine. So if you don't awaken...you didn't want too. But again it doesn't bother me, it is actually fun for me to keep pointing out that you don't want to awaken...because if you did....you'd be awakening.

Majority of people in this thread just want to argue against what is obvious. We have already solved all the objections, so now they start attacking the labels. You notice that? Since they cannot disprove what you say...they avoid it by saying...who needs labels its all stories, you notice that? It's like....we don't give a damn about labels we are using labels because that is what language is....labels. We can't hand them the realization, nor should we because we would be a devil if we did....the worst kind of devil lol All we can do is create pointers and you either accept it or you don't. But notice...we overcame all their objections...so all they have left to do is either criticize the use of labels...or play the "you never know card." It's so funny....because all it proves is you don't want to awaken...you just want to dance around the void. It's like go find something else to do, why pretend to want something you don't? I had a guy message me a couple of months ago, I gave him a method to realize what he is...he started the process and existential fear arose and he felt like he was going crazy. I foretold him it would happen and how he responds will reveal how he truly feels. So when it happened he freaked out and said he realized he wasn't ready to give up his humanity. I showered him with praise and commended him on his bravery and honesty. That's how you do Spirituality. You do the work and if you feel its not for you, you put it down and move on. Not pontificate about it for 10-20 years or more like most Spiritual seekers. I mean I understand that because God is infinity...God must live a life of pretending it wants to awaken and never awaken until physical death, just like God will also be a criminal and go to jail. But......um....do you want that to be YOU? That version of God that just runs around in circles?

Yeah I recognize its just playfulness. It playfulness disguised as drama. Although sometimes that drama...can get dark heavy. But people who dislike being serious will be loose with the wording of their thoughts and can confuse themselves. If you do not understand what motivates you in life you will go around in circles. Obviously this is not something that is easily understood but hey, the most important endeavor you should undertake is self-understanding.

Technically everything is feeling....we just like to put limitations on what we call feeling. But notice if you couldn't feel your body, and couldn't see it visually....how could you BE anyway? Technically in that case you would be everywhere and no where.....so how you as God can create a center....is to feel you are the center. I could also just replace the feeling....with just perception. Perception is just feeling.... If I rob you of all perception...you couldn't be aware of your being. For example...you could go BLANK.....and I'm not talking a black screen, I'm talking about blanking.....how would you feel about blanking permanently? The irony is....you could blank out for eternity....and you would never know how long you were blanked out....because time again is bound by perception, feeling, etc. The dream, pure imagination, this works better usually, but looking at feeling as an absolute can work as well if you expand it enough.

https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/92534-why-conflict-of-interests-exists/ Become aware of your conflicts of interest. Anything you stand to gain from can invariably lead you to harm others and justify it. Look for WIN-WIN scenarios instead of win-lose. This means putting the interests of those around you before your own. Now the more resources you have the more resources you can share. So first you would need to become more selfish with your time and money to invest in yourself so you can expand your influence. Then once you do that you can share it with others. So the tricky thing is to be selfish but not in a way that harms others, but to allow yourself to become more selfless only when you are comfortable enough to take those risks. Understand what motivates your actions. Here is a list that is expansive enough to include every motivation I could think of. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/92858-understanding-ego/

1. The problem with the Christian religion...is they cannot even agree on what Hell is first. And second of all they project human characteristics onto God's love. They say everything is God's will, but then said that God hates things. They portray God as NEEDING something from mankind like worship and devotion....it's like you make God appear as weak as humans... 2. The other problem with Christianity is they portray humans as not being strong enough to resist the devil and needed help from God, yet if they are too weak to resist the devil and reject God's help...then why would a loving God punish them in hell for eternity? (There is a verse that says its not eternal). Think about it....even the most hateful human would get tired....so they are saying God wants to torture you forever? What kind of crap is this? Even worse they start saying things like masturbation is a sin...its like what the fuck? Why would a loving God create sin in the first place? So if you are truly logical...you would have to realize that God wouldn't create anything bad, and that bad is our own creation which is what the Garden of Eden story was trying to teach. All human knowledge is created and dualistic and self-serving. We created bad to serve our interests. Its why we cannot even agree on what is bad or what is good.

I'll give you an illustration as I finally understand why Leo is so obsessed with looking at his hand.... Look at your hand, notice you can feel your hand. Right now you are aware you are your hand, that it is you because you FEEL connected to it, so much that you are ONE with your hand. Now if you can just feel that same connection you have with your hand with everything else....then everything is your self like your hand is your self. For example....my body is YOUR body. Everybody you see is your body. The only reason you would not be aware of it, is because it doesn't feel that way. If I stripped you of all feeling...you COULDN'T BE AWARE of anything...so you could just call everything feeling if you wanted LOL. You'd have to expand the term feeling to the visual if you want as well and include feeling to also include the lack of all feeling also. If I started eating some food and you tasted all the food while watching me, if I slipped and fell and you felt all the sensations of my movement and my fall you would instantly be like...."Wait a minute...is that me also?" So how you fool yourself as God is you lower your ability to experience yourself. It's why sex is such an intimate act. You are sharing yourself with yourself with all the smells, friction, etc.... If you were to use sex as a spiritual practice with someone you love deeply...you couldn't help but wake up. It made me laugh when I realized this...that's why its freaking love. Whatever is the highest expression of love for a human, the more they do these acts the faster they wake up. When I say highest expression of love I mean...the most selfless acts. In fact the most taboo acts involving selflessness would wake you up faster than anything. It's so counter-intuitive it wouldn't even be appropriate for me to say it lol.

You can develop another persona, but your original persona is deeply tied to your memories. For you to kill your original persona you would have to deconstruct your memories and throw them away. Its possible to do this....but do you want too? To effectively do this at the highest efficiency you would also have to cut all contact with anybody from your former life and change your name if you really wanna do this. It won't be easy either case ego back lash is persistent as all hell.

This is how you guess. Notice how you said you doubt....you are just guessing. Go do the work. You can live in a state of Oneness. There are gradations of Oneness. Right now you are actually currently in Oneness right now...you are just not AWARE OF IT. That is all we are saying. It's like walking around with two arms but only being aware of one arm....whether you are aware you have a second arm doesn't negate that it is there. Think of awareness as feeling....because feeling is awareness....you feel separate nondual is you don't feel separate. You feel connected as ONE. Everything is experienced as no different than your physical body. Because it isn't. This change will be a neurological rewiring of your biological system in which it will point outward instead of inward. Right now your nervous system points inward...because you were socialized to be separate so your psychological identity and thus your neurological wiring reflect you as being seperate. If you change your conditioning....it will reflect everything as being you. It's as simple as this. I noticed nobody mentions that Enlightenment is just the rewiring of your neurological system. Its just neuroplasticity at work.

By understanding that all distinctions are contextual. Look at this visual. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgm58cbu0kw&t=4s&ab_channel=AerialEarth🌎 Picture the world you are looking at appears stable but on another level its like this ^^^^ constantly changing shifting... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxYrzzy3cq8&ab_channel=TED-Ed https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKbMPdGsE5I&ab_channel=AfterSkool Watch these and really contemplate this.... its all relative and relativity is always changing....every second. For example notice this....people are dying every second. https://www.medindia.net/patients/calculators/world-death-clock.asp There is no amount of studying and preparation...that is actually sufficient...you will always have blind spots of some kind. Analysis Paralysis. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/c9HJSjoAeuo

Oh come on...you let him fool you? Haven't you seen the cringe he expresses in words whenever you threaten the concept of Other? Moksha does it and breakingthewall do it as well. They are so attached to other, they writhe in agony and react in defense to any threat against it. On a freaking Spirituality Forum no less. Its quite funny cause you can make arguments that corner them...and all they argue is the how will I ever know argument which is literally what a materialist would argue if you told them they cannot experience anything outside of themselves.... even worse...Current Science actually debunks this notion to with the double slit experiment, and the universe is not locally real conclusion, both were quantum experiments. One showed that without an observer...everything is just pure potentiality, infinite potentiality, and the other showed that distance, and space, and time doesn't actually exist. So science has already discovered this...along with their discovery of superposition which is the discovery of paradox. So all arguments at this point is people who just want to willfully deny regardless of what evidence appears. Its just willful ignorance.

Well invention and isness, are the same thing. God does everything. Think about this...God is the most selfish thing ever....because God is totality of all Selves. God is so selfish, so Self absorbed that God is completely selfless. So God is both extremes, selfish and selfless. The selfishness of God...is the totality of all of our selfishness, and the selflessness of god is the formless potentiality from which all self appears from. No human actually exists, human is just a term we use to refer to God as a bipedal (2 arms 2 legs) creature. In truth using the word human puts us to sleep. We could just call everything God and be done with it, but we like to refer to our individuality and our story. Any other questions?