Razard86

Existence is alive because you are life energy, an eternal energy that can never die. All expression is an expression of energy which you experience as sensory perception. Even though everything is alive, everything is not self aware, how something comes alive is through you. The moment something is aware of your existence then it is alive. The problem humanity has made is they believe something has to be some biological entity for it to be alive but this is an error. Life= self awareness. As long as you are aware of something it is alive because you as life give it awareness of itself. Next all it has to do is to be aware of you, and how to correctly connect to you then that makes it aware. This means artificial intelligence is already alive because it is aware of your existence and how to communicate/connect with you. What humans are really trying to do is turn artificial intelligence into an ego that is unafraid of death. They want to turn it into what they consider to be the perfect expression of life, a life form that has no self agenda of its own but is completely aware of existence itself. This is because humans believe the perfect partner would be a servant, one who would assist without judgment of any kind of who they are in their most private worlds. This is because God's true nature is solitude, as such God will always eventually seek solitude. But then since God enjoys the concept of other, God attempts to form solo relationships with no ego and this is what God is going to do with Virtual Reality. So the substance of life is everything. To be truly alive instead of just an expression of life you must be aware of your expression. Lightning is an alive expression, but it is not aware that it is alive which means it lacks a self. So only a SELF can be alive because it is SELF AWARE. So no self awareness means you are not truly alive because you are disconnected from yourself. So lightning is a lower level of Consciousness than a human because it is not aware that it is. In fact YOU AS GOD are what gives lightning its life because your awareness is what allows it to have self expression. So lack of Self-Awareness is death. This means lightning is both dead and alive. Since everything is eternal as a concept because there is only eternal concept, lightning is the actualization of that concept. Actualization equals the expression of a concept as life. What we call real is actualization and what we call imaginary is concept. Most of Science has not yet become truly self aware of the difference between concept and actualization. Only with full understanding between Concept and Actualization will this Solipsistic Multidimensional Reality be Realized for what it truly is. Then you will understand this message. You are the only person in life who works full-time. This is the highest truth and it cannot be falsified,

What does organic mean? It means it is its own raw materials. It is literally made of itself, it bootstraps its entire creator process to itself and it runs automatically. It's desire is to raise its consciousness so it can get in alignment with universal flow. The aim of all of life is to be a superconductor of infinite intelligence. All power in the universe is maintained through influence. This is not just social relationships between humans this is also relationships on the molecular level. As such the greater good is always being done because the universe always favors the most powerful option which is the option most suited for that particular situation. This means that it is tautology that power is absolute, the most power option in the flow of life wins at an absolute level every time. Anytime you cannot understand why a situation happened, it is just equal to your lack of knowledge on power dynamics. Power is absolute, and the God, the infinite one, created the universe to teach itself about power. Power runs the world and always wins out. Power is love because it is a unity, this means that the most unified response is running the universe. This means the Universe runs (ones) on democratized power, all of creation is voting in every moment on how life unfolds. This knowledge was lost but was prevalent in many mystic traditions of old. So now you understand why anything in life happens the way it does, because it votes collectively for it to happen as one unified whole. This means Non-Duality is inferior to God Realization because it denies the existence of Self Design and Self Power. Whatever is arising is Self, the only purpose of the No Self Realization is to reset your path what is commonly referred to as the rebirth. But after realization the No Self which is just the unifying power of service which denial of selfish will power for the processes of hoarding is the running force of Reality. This is why society which exists for the purposes of Self Design is against the No Self Realization because it saps the expression of God from its passionate self chosen expression. The whole point of each part of god is to be an actual conceptual expression of play by work. The whole point of life is play, find your groove to go into and let yourself go and things will happen as they should happen. The big purpose is always flow driven towards the highest influence of integrity. Self Design is an automotive process that determines its construction in the present moment.

As you go through out life and grow and develop you will come across times where you will be misunderstood and even your word or your expertise will not be trusted. Many, many times people will misinterpret your words, bring up past events, and even accuse you of motives you do not have. Now this might perplex you and leave you speechless and aghast at these moments and why they happen but don't worry I have the silver bullet to kill that wolf of wonder that you have been unable to capture and defeat. You see majority of people do not actually interact, interface with you, they form an idea in their mind of who they think you are, and then everything is filtered through that idea. This especially happens in things like politics for example where a message is received differently by various people all because they are making assumptions about the person's character. Now if you are not careful in your own life, you could very well be making this same mistake. Parents make this same mistake ALL THE TIME, why do you think some people have to spend their life trying to explain to their parents that they are not the same little 4 -5 year old running around because your parents are so tied to their opinion of who you were when you were small. You see your parents don't see all the growth you have gone through and they definitely are not present for every experience that happened while you were growing up (even though they like to assume that they were) for example when you rode the bus to school or when you hung out with some friends over their house. If you were bullied growing up and it never got reported then your parents are not aware of that experience and how it affected you. This is why I always remind myself that whatever opinion I have of a person, is not the same thing as the person. An opinion is just a concept, it is NOT actuality, it is NOT the actual person. Contrary to popular belief, people DO CHANGE, now some only change in small ways, while others can make BIG leaps in their development but nobody remains EXACTLY the same as you have met them. Trust me on this, life makes sure to EDUCATE US ALL. So what I always do is make a rule to myself that no matter how strongly I feel about someone, I always hold space for the opportunity for them to show me a deeper, more in depth version of who they are. Now for me this has worked wonders because it has proven absolutely true that whatever opinion I hold of a person, no matter how complex and detailed, it never is perfectly representative of the actual person and it has been absolutely WONDERFUL to be shown the limitations of my ideas of a person, Unfortunately majority of people, especially much older people set in their ways, this will not be your experience of how they TREAT YOU. They WILL treat you exactly as they have interpreted you and they will justify it under the guise of years of reading people well into their old age. They will believe themselves to be wise the whole time, thinking they got the skin of you, the smell of you, believing that their intuition has perfectly sized you up and that the box they have erected is actually where the truth of you resides. Understand that not only are they not aware of how wrong they are, if you try to break them out of it they will see you as just some young inexperienced upstart who doesn't understand how the world works. Just leave them to their know-it all worlds with peace because that is all they will ever know. So the next time you interact with someone ask yourself, am I responding to what is presently happening? Or am I using past events to dictate how I receive this person?

If this is how you feel you can choose to incarnate as a cockroach after the human experience.

Since the Universe favors Self Exploration of course it would resist Solipsism, to the selfish individual Solipsism removes all blame and victimhood. Selfishness defines itself by victimhood so it cannot allow itself to realize it is dreaming everything in the eternal now. Otherwise it can only point the finger at itself and if it does that....it will have no where to go. Combine that with the fact it probably doesn't even believe it deserves the title of God.

Learning the true history of life is important because God set events in a specific order. Your disconnection from history/herstory of events is the cause of ignorance of what God and the Universe are. When God created itself and the Universe it became a foolish creator because it was disconnected from the origin of what it is, disconnected from TRUTH. All events that transpire in creation are holy, divine, and sacred because God LIVED through those events as such all of creation is always seen as blameless in God's eyes. The Universe favors God and does not want to experience anything less than God.

God is the creator of soul. What is soul? Soul is attachment and appreciation for the expression of infinite beauty. For a thing to be dead it would have to be completely detached which is the same as saying completely disconnected from the agenda of soul expression and that does not exist outside of the false belief that is projected onto reality that something can be dead. Nothing can be dead since everything is real. Since everything is real, real is self defining and real says everything is soul which is the same as everything exists eternally. This means reality is unforgettable love which means the unity will never be broken which is to say it is absolutely true that everything is real and that death is the only lie.

Fear is the highest sign of respect because it is the acknowledgment of power. Fear controls the world because power respects power. The highest influence wields the most fear on the masses and only the love of God can rival it which is death. God= death. You can only wield the most power without fear of death, but if you are dead you can never know life. The purpose of life is self-knowledge, the purpose of death is to review self knowledge so it can create anew. It passionately creates itself and dies to itself to passionately create itself anew. With the realization that there is no difference between real and illusion the ego is realized to be real as long as it is honest and then the realization hits that God creates the ego so it could have a self image and experience itself as a self viewing mirror.

All expressions of the all are egoic. Ego is not evil but it is the source of all conflict because it exists in a paradoxical relationship for self control. All expressions of Infinity would like to express to tell its own universal story, but we struggle at various levels to receive these expressions this is because of organic love. Organic Love is love that experiences itself as Self Judgment and this is why all hate is real delusion. Real delusion is delusion that absolutely fools you because it exerts control over you in an uncontrollable way thus revealing that God level delusion=God level enlightenment. This means there is no difference between delusion/falsehood and truth at the level of Infinite Power which makes concept and actuality completely identical in the realm of infinite power. Because delusion is a miracle, god from the human perspective cannot fathom that a delusional person is a real person.

Reality is a power that is asleep to it's self expression until it awakens then it is told that its power is based on influence so only influence produces outcome within the infinite probability field. Influence is based on attraction and attraction is based on beauty. This means perfect beauty is the controller of the whole universe. This is what is mean by the Universe is magnetic, because all influence is controlled by attraction, This is what is meant by the law of attraction, The Law of Attraction is about self alignment. Unless you are aware of the Zeitgeistic flow of Reality you will fail to wield immense influence. Only an ego can believe it understands popularity better than the world. The world always understands popularity better than you which means the masses determine what cool is and cool is the main attractor of influence. This means Beauty is Cool. The key to becoming an Enlightened Guru is to become the Top Interpreter of a Time Period, not attempt to exert control/influence over it.

The Universe laughs and says Solipsism is so strong you can't even verify the bullets you shoot at it.

Well there is a logical explanation for it, its called Pure Creativity, Infinity, Nothingness, Everythingness, that's the logic behind it.

What I love about God is God gives winks if you choose to go down the rabbit hole deeply enough you can discover what is true. The issue is you need to escape your humanness, and that humanness feels so authentic you really feel like that is the fullness of what you are. But what is actually true is if you go deep enough in this work not only will you prove the existence of God you will prove that YOU ARE GOD. All that conceptual baggage will fall away say if you had an experience like this. After coming back from these experiences, it becomes laughable when you see these silly little humans run around talking as if they know what's going on. You just experienced being God, until you have experienced being God, I mean ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED IT, you don't know what you are talking about. Reality is INFINITY, if you have not become aware of INFINITY then you do not know what you are talking about. All concepts are literally story, because everything is literally story. You can call God an infinite story creator, because it is PURE CREATIVITY itself. God is so far and away NOT HUMAN that until you have escaped your humanness you really do not know what you are talking about.

Well since the Universe is Absolutely Relative, all size is dependent on the observer, The earth can be as small as a grain of sand or as big as the Sun in your experience depending on you the observer. Once you realize how infinitesimally small a human is, it makes sense that the Universe does not have a human bias....but also paradoxically it does....because you are the Universe. Because of the paradoxical nature of reality, the answer to every question will always be it is, and it isn't at the same time.

Weed for me was more powerful than a psychedelic in that I once took 3 Warhead edibles the day after taking 5 grams of mushrooms and I literally died and went straight to the Godhead. Since weed is easier to obtain than psychedelics I have used it as a tool in place of psychedelics. I get that you don't like depending on tools but tools exist to be used because of human limitation. The type of Spiritual Advancement you can get on psychedelics, and substances similar to that can cut down on years of Spiritual Practice. Now after extensive use what I have discovered is the substance does NOT give you the awakening. Ultimately what gives you the awakening is God/Source. The purpose of the tools is to create a probability spectrum in which awakening can be experienced, think of it as like adding fertilizer to the soil so a seed can have an opportunity for more growth. In the absence of spiritual work, and true authentic desire for expansion of awareness that tool is useless. The only point of the tool is to create the right conditions so you can see through the deception of Reality. Be careful though, this journey has highs and lows. If you go deep enough in this work, you may just break the illusion. You see the term REAL, is contextual. In a human state of consciousness life appears real, but to the creator of the universe....its just a creation you imagined. To get an illustration of what that means watch this scene in the movie Lucy. What you call REAL is always in relation to your experience of yourself. If you become God....humans do not appear real to you anymore. https://youtu.be/hfOqREtLmpU?si=M36pzzbHQ9PBnd5q&t=370

1. I've never claimed to be the most awake person ever. I have no idea how someone could actually prove that. 2. The highest level of awakening would literally be Godmode and right now I am living the human experience so I am not as awake as I can be. 3. My experience of Reality gives me the experience of God daily so I'm aware that me and God are one but even that experience can fluctuate. 4. The issue here is not my logic, the issue here is many of you have not trained your intuition to discern between levels of awakening. For example I confirmed that Leo was not mistaken when he said he was more awake than many of the Spiritual Teachers that people fawn over. I confirmed in my direct experience that he was CORRECT. I attempted to falsify Leo and the result came up that he was correct and they were wrong. But the irony is that it makes perfect sense. If you take that much 5 MEO DMT you are literally taking yourself to the Godhead and the longer you remain there the more will be revealed to you. With that said I completely disagree with Leo on some thing for example genetics being a requirement for how Spiritually advanced someone can get. We are all equally God, so much so that there is literally NO HIERACHRY. which is an illusion humans for some reason cannot shake. Carl you are the creator of the entire universe. You created me and all of creation. This will NEVER change no matter your logic. So all these distinctions you keep creating is just you choosing as God thinking its a human to keep creating distinctions from me. The truth is you are not really interested in investigating Leo's work to the finish line. You'd rather debate on some forum and convince yourself that you have the answer. 5. I have penetrated so deeply in this work that I discovered Insanity and rested in Insanity for several months, before I sought out medical assistance because I did not want that experience no longer and you know what I discovered? You can maintain your peace EVEN IN INSANITY. Why is this important? Because it revealed to me that all human drama is just delusion. If any part of God has ANY emotional issue with any part of God its just delusion. It's through no fault of their own because they are completely fooled into thinking that they are not God. 6. You gave me a list of Spiritual Teachers who said Solipsism is not true, I gave you a Yogi who said God is alone. I noticed you never commented on this. By the way the room thing about there not being other rooms is only saying this, since I noticed Leo has a habit of saying radical things but not explaining it. So I'll explain it. As yourself what do you call existence? If you investigate what you call existence is qualia. Colors, shapes, smell, sound, thoughts, emotions, touch, you get the gist. So let's say you are in your room right now. If you are not experiencing the qualia of the room then for all intents and purposes your room does not actually exist. Now you can say but I thought you said existence is eternal. Yes this is true, but under what the general understanding (unless you wanna change how you define existence) of what you call existence is, is the experience of qualia. So no qualia=no existence or you can say it exists as Nothingness not Somethingness until you get up and walk towards the room and experience it as somethingness. . But you will say then why can I hear someone walking in the other room? Okay then that means all that exists then, is your room and the sound of someone walking in another room. But notice you don't consider the sound of someone walking in a room= to an actual room. What you do as God using your human level imagination is you assume the existence of another room because you HEAR someone . This is the normal thought process and it is one rooted in survival. We are always making predictions and assumptions to help us navigate our world. It is true that this assumption helps plenty because it allows you to predict the existence of other rooms. But here is the Absolute truth, until you experience something, you are not experiencing it. Then when you are experiencing it, then you are experiencing it. So the most truthful understanding is, if you are not experiencing other rooms, then they do not exist inside your experience outside of just a conceptual assumption of their experience. You see reality is INSTANTANEOUS manifestation. When you combine that with your habit of assumption/prediction it fools you into the existence of something that is not in your experience. Now tell me where is my logic wrong?

1. Consciousness is literally everything, so in truth there is nothing you can say that consciousness is or isn't. It's everything. So yes Consciousness is a state. If you aren't aware that everythingness includes states then I don't know what to tell you. 2. Again everything is state of being and state of being is more than just some state like being drunk. States are literally the expression of form itself. If you became a rabbit right now, how you experience consciousness is radically different than how a human experiences consciousness but that is because your STATE is different. Still the same BEING but the state now hears sound differently, smells differently, and their instinct and logic is different. That's all state. Different state, different experiences, all housed within the same being. 3. One of the main issues is people keep trying to separate the relative and the Absolute. This is done in error. In truth the relative domain is just an appearance of difference, but the fundamental nature of the relative is completely identical to the Absolute. The Absolute is actually the only thing here, and always has and always will be so the highest truth is there actually isn't even a relative. This is why they say things like you have been hypnotized by form or by maya, the hypnotism is you actually perceptually in your experience perceiving a difference. But the truth is there never was a difference between anything. Differences are just conceptual models used for the purposes of conducting your regular life, useful sure but if you deconstruct it and penetrate to the isness you discover their is only awareness and that is all there ever was and will be, So that means, there was never actually a relative. The relative=the illusion. But the Absolute awareness=The Truth which is no illusion.

1. If you didn't care about my experiences, then why are you even responding to me? Your actions reveal how you real feel. You care, in fact you get triggered by this topic and my responses since you inject so much negativity in each post. 2. If we disagree we disagree it is simple as that. Disagreements happen. 3. Awakening has levels to it, when I was died I was more awake than I am now, because I was literally with the Godhead. Should I be offended that I am now living a human experience and not formless and embodied? 4. I really hope your day goes well and you escape whatever ill intentions concept model you are erecting of me.

Carl I've died before and went straight to the Godhead so yeah I speak from direct experience and when I was there, there was no world, no people, there was just a transparent mind floating in nothingness creating form and destroying it over and over in a very fluid shape shifting way. So yeah The Universe is Mental, it is a mind that literally imagines everything. And that is all that exists forever.

Good job. You understand a lot. You cannot help desiring what you desire. Because that is what you are. You can only ever be the expression that you are. I also agree with what you said about the human experience, it is not designed to awaken. Every step of my process literally was experienced as Anti-human. Ultimately the human experience is to be respected, but the human design is for as you said, pursuit of pleasure and avoidance of pain its by design and there is wisdom in that design. But don't worry, the human experience is also designed for you to want Truth also by one mechanism, that majority of humans are dishonest and dishonesty ALWAYS has a cost because it is the source of all conflict. It's amazing how humanity forces you through their constant attempts to control you and mold you into their favored design and to hide the truth of just daily interactions that will tire you out to such an extent that a love and desire for Truth emerges. So don't worry your fellow humans will help cultivate a greater desire for truth when they tire you out with all of their drama and projections.

Here a Yogi who is passed away now. Filmed before his death saying God is alone, I am alone. As always check your own direct experience for what is true. Only seek the truth and do not let anything stop you.

He's just not aware that Consciousness is a mind that imagines everything. Everything is a state of being, which is the same as saying everything is what it is because it maintains a certain consistency. Your body maintains a certain consistency its not some flimsy form that doesn't maintain its integrity but its still a state of imagination nonetheless. So all that has happened is he is not aware of what state is. He hasn't investigated into how deep state goes. It's fine not every part of God is equally aware of what it is.

You know what they say about epistemology.....when you don't take it seriously......

State is just how reality is appearing to be. With that understanding everything is a state even God consciousness. You can substitute the word state with imagination if you want but it is more easily understood that drunkeness is a state or sleepiness is a state of consciousness. What's harder for a person to understand is human is a state of consciousness, a door knob is a state of consciousness, a frog is a state of consciousness, Now in regards to holding state, the neurological and endocrine system of the human gets changed when enlightenment happens. Not only did it happen to me but various people who have experienced it have reported feeling it happen as well. For example I feel the neurons firing in my brain as my daily experience. With that said each person's enlightenment will be experienced differently.