Razard86

If you think God is another illusion....then you are an illusion until you wake up.

Don't be getting tricked into not realizing that Mother Ayahuasca isn't you, and isn't your creation now. I won't go any further than that clue.

Why are you asking me? Why don't you investigate and discover for yourself?

If you don't know there is a God and that you are God....the joke is on you!!!

Also if you go far enough in this work, MENTALLY "YOU" has to die. It will be reborn as just a concept if you go far enough. This will create an existential crisis if you are successful. Because it will contradict your entire life so far. Understand the following: 1. Oneness has Radical Consequences. I'll save that for later. 2. You need to have a mystical experience that reveals the strange loop/paradoxical nature of reality to you. We like to call it mind fucked (because that is how it will feel) you need to be mind fucked out of dualistic thinking which is the same as going Meta. An example of meta.....picture you were playing a video game as Mario. You actually thought for some reason you were Mario and not the human playing Mario. You would have to go Meta, to leave that identity and become the human playing the game. So...in the same way you need to go Meta in your perspective...to understand that you are God.

Don't let any Neo Advaita person suck you into the "there's nothing to do it's all just an appearance." This is one of the most ignorant takes you can have. You really think an Infinite Mind that could be doing ANYTHING, really designed all of this....so you throw it all away? I mean...you can....but do you know how much of a waste that is? It's like I give you the fastest car in the world, and you park it in a garage. I'm like....what was the point of me giving you that masterpiece if you weren't going to use it. Now Ultimately God doesn't care if you do nothing with the gift, but paradoxically God does care through you. Anyway I forgot to mention...you need to learn to embrace paradox so watch this stuff as well.

And you need to deeply contemplate what is Self Love/Universal Self Love.

In one sense God wants to play mind games because it constructed the ego, but in another sense....only the ego wants to play mind games. If you want to know if you are growing here are some examples: Also you need to have a profound understanding of these two videos. This goes with Love part 2 video.

And now we know why she's one. You are such a bad influence on her!!

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Tony Parsons has that effect.

Happiness: Hey how you doing!!! You: Where you been I've been calling for you!!! Oh my gosh why do you keep leaving?!!! Happiness: I don't leave you keep kicking me out and your door only opens for whoever you address by name. You keep letting money, video games, movies, sex, and your cell phone in...oh and T.V. said fuck you its over. You: Oh so umm I don't know what to do, how do I stop myself from accidentally kicking you out? Happiness: Recognize I am you...I'm not some other....I'm you. Got it? You are happiness. Now don't forget this time...I'd rather not be forced to do some unspeakable things to survive like last time out there. You: What you do? Happiness: If I told you I'd have to kill you and me. You: Why you gotta kill yourself? Happiness: Cause I swore I'd die if I ever had to do that shit again!!! Now move over...I need to get that spot on the couch jusssssst right again.

That last part is the most important. I will say some won't be able to understand your writing as English is not their first language.

I once entered a state where my body was freaking out and moving on its own and I was watching it bewildered why it was so scared and that is when all the teachings came full circle. I realized I was like a sentient T.V. screen that was aware I am, but I mistakenly thought I was the character. I realized in that moment I was the sentient I AM, and I was controlling everything on the screen but the content on the screen was controlling nothing. The content is not alive, the screen is alive, and as a result whatever shows on the screen is given life by proxy. But that life is borrowed, and shall be returned. Because the truth is only the screen is alive, not what appears on it.

I'm not going to play your games. Yeah it loves to shape shift and contradict itself. The key is to find the unity in the contradiction. That's the cool 😎 point. We know it's one, but can you explain it? You can but the point can only be truly understood in direct experience.

Do it enough times and it may become a new way of thinking.

It is the best thing that ever happens but let's not dishonor life just because death is pure love. If humanity knew how good death was.......do you think it was an accident God made death painful? Gotta do something to stop itself from being pure love so easily.

There is only Absolute Truth. You are lost in the relative.

The I AM never disappears that was why I sent you the link of what he discovered. You are trying to grasp that which is beyond logic. The I AM is the Absolute truth. The illusion is the belief that the I AM is an illusion which is why you believe death is real. The I AM cannot die because it was never borne.

Psychedelics do not make you smarter, what they do is expand you baseline level of consciousness but you actually have to do the work of contemplation, meditation, and deconstruction. It's a tool, think of it more like a temporary enhancer that can create lasting changes but if you don't do any work you will remain mostly the same.

The I AM is nothing and is always there. This is why we say you cannot really understand without a mystical experience and those who teach otherwise are deluding you and themselves. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/100903-happy-bicycle-day/

What you don't understand is all is mind. Everything is mind. God is an eternal thought, an eternal mind. You don't know what a thought is until you discover everything is literally imaginary.

If you think the I AM is the illusion I don't know what to tell you....

He certainly had an interesting childhood cursing people. https://udayton.edu/imri/mary/c/childhood-of-jesus.php