Razard86

Well it depends on how you define non-existence. 99.9% of humans define existence as appearance. They ignore the underlying non-appearance that also exists. The whole point of the spiritual path is to raise your ability to detect subtlety. This is done by quieting the mind and halting physical activities and staying very still. Do it long enough with enough practice and you can realize that disappearance or the absence of perception, what I like to call the blank...exists. So yes all there is, is existence, but that has to be realized. Until a human recognizes lack of appearance as also existence then they will always fear death as they believe that if their body disappears that they disappear not realizing that they are not an appearance. They are the lack of all appearance, that eternally appears and since it has no contrast, it never changes. This is the only major block, attachment to form, attachment to other that keeps fear of death and suffering continuing.

There are no others, there isn't even an individual ultimately either. There is only ONENESS. Until you discover this, you are in delusion.

The harrowed journey of mystery, into the depths of a paradigm. The fear of uncertainty constantly challenged and faced at one's own pace, towards the heralded trophy of promise. To reach the imaginable, to dream what is not onto what is, to amaze oneself in performance of act. To grow confident, to grow arrogant, to grow scared, to plan, to act rashly, to ruminate, to consider, to make a decision. To hold onto dearly of the memories of triumphs and failures, to cling tightly ever more to one's sense of individuality, one's self expression. To carve onto one's surroundings one's impression, like a carving in the sand one realizes one's form, but in the end...impermanence shall claim it. The wave shall return the form to the emptiness of lack of form. Achievements shall wane, victory shall be forgotten, kingdom and institutions shall fall and give rise to new establishments. The human shall grow old and clumsy in comparison. Their muscles weaker, their memory duller, their ambitions feeble. Now the old shall desire comfort and stillness instead of adventure. Now the old shall leave its mark through the passing on of one's wisdom and enjoys its latter years. If the individual found a partner and started a family they pass on all their essence into the next generation. At the end of the life well lived, the question remains...what was all the actions for? When events lined up in sequential order they tell....a story. So every action was in service to the story. A story of one, a story of many, an interconnected web of main story and sub stories, all wrapped up perfectly together. This story has no other reference, it can only reference itself through each of the characters, and when the story ends, that is all it is folks. It told its tale and its experience was well lived, but again the question arises what was it for? It was for no other purpose than the act itself, and now we discover what love is. For a human character within a story, their life is a story that is individual and shared by many. From their perspective they are the main character and everything around them is supporting characters. The human discovers what they are within their story and discover meaning through each experience. But in the end the search for meaning gives way to meaninglessness. A realization that nothing is known outside what there is, and they realize that there is no point to anything. Just like there is no reason for an author to write a book, there is no reason to do anything, but then a question is asked again....so why do anything at all? Then a recognition arises from an investigation that passion was the fuel that kept them motivated! The desire for new heights and new discoveries kept them going. They realize growth was beautiful, that trials and tribulations was a wonderful ride. The ebb and the flow, the up and the down, the peekabo nature of the scare around the corner, the uncertain danger, and the yet to be thought of solution and the unexpected resolutions that ensued each ordeal. The meaning was actually within every moment, the purpose was to discover, to solve each mystery. So the human realizes that love is a mysterious unfolding, that falls in love with undressing itself, it seeks to unravel, uncover and penetrate deeply within itself, all to enjoy the experience of itself. Then the human realizes that life is like sex!!! But even more like a relationship!!! There is a desire to connect, but a fear of rejection, a striving to be good enough, worthy through action to provide for the goal at hand. And to culminate in ecstasy when the moment of truth appears. The old man closes his diary....sufficient in his interpretation of what life was for him, he puts the top on his pen and places it down satisfied. He smiles at everything around him, knowing his time is short he lays down, closes his eyes and screams inside "What a WILD RIDE!!!" He then takes his last breath and the world falls away as if it was never there in the first place. Then there is a collapse into an intimate embrace, all is known as one being. The most ancient and the most new, the interconnection of everything possible, the darkest and the lightest embraces and rests. From nothing, to something, to everything. Over and Over and Over again.

Look it's simple he talks about dualities in this post....all dualities stem from a belief in other. I've said it over and over again. As long as you believe in other, you are deluded. The first delusion is other. All is Mind, says everything you see is housed in an IMAGINARY MIND. This mind is invisible and cannot be perceived by the senses. This is because the ONE MIND creates through appearance, the senses, the perceptions that create this 3 dimensional world (even though secretly this world is also infinite dimensional but that can only be perceived in other states). When I died...I entered a void. In this void I was housed within my ONE mind. I had no body, and there was no physical world but there was still the prescence that I existed. I was floating, suspended in a void with an awareness that I AM, that I exist. In this void my thoughts, manifested physical form out of nothing, instantly. After this experience it all made sense. Shortly after this experience the physical world returned, by pixelating itself over the void. That entire experience revealed that all is void, which is the same that all is nothing, and that everything is an appearance projected by the one mind within the void of the one mind. Once this is realized in direct experience, then you understand exactly what is going on. This is why without a mystical experience you are just chasing your tail. An intellectual understanding is not enough. You must confirm in your direct experience that there is no OTHER. OTHER is the creation of a duality. But it is the first delusion/illusion.

Well the only issue is one of the biggest miscommunications in the spiritual domain is when someone says the ego isn't you. The ego is a part of you, like your arm is a part of your body but it isn't the whole body. So it's more accurate to say its a part. It's a part because you use it, but you can also create space and observe it because it's just an appearance. Your true nature is a blank, a complete an utter blank. It's a non appearance. I believe you had an awakening into no self. This is usually the first awakening someone goes through on the path. So congratulations hopefully this helps you overcome or at least manage your negative self talk by recognizing it is just an appearance within you that is not actually you, just a part of your expression that arises and disappears. You can liken your thoughts to a headache, you don't think a headache is you, it just appears and disappears, well your thoughts are just like that. But the pain is a part of you, because it is apart of your direct experience. So this is a more accurate understanding of what is going on. Notice the nuance in this representation than, versus complete denial. One of the biggest traps is to demonize and deny the ego, because the ego will still continue its activity if you completely deny it. What you resist persists, but what you observe is revealed for what it is. The point is to observe it, but don't give any importance to whatever it's doing and that is how you become free from its control. The only thing left on the Spiritual path is an awakening to love, an awakening to what intelligence is, and developing emotional control/resilience/intelligence, which involves dissolving biases. Outside of that, it's all good. Also you don't have to do any of those things I just mentioned, they just bring more peace in your life.

Of course, what do you think appearance is? It seeks to recognize itself in experience. That means it seeks to experience itself as other. So it seeks attention, which is observation. It's simple.

Why wouldn't I, I literally said Consciousness seeks itself. Knowledge is self-recognition. Consciousness seeks to recognize its being in infinite ways. So how can anything be excluded? So by default I am too. It doesn't matter if I deny it or admit it, Consciousness has a nature to it and part of it is to seek itself. Even solitude is seeking. You are seeking an experience of solitude. Consciousness does not need to create anything, so if it is here it is because it has willed it to be.

Seeking never stops. Everyone on here is seeking attention.

If you don't seek you will never find. And you are designed to seek, so you will seek regardless. Even when you find you will still seek, what do you think consciousness does? Consciousness seeks a fuller expression of what it is. So seeking is just what consciousness does. The more advanced the intelligence the more it will seek to advance itself more because...why not? So it's simple, you seek because you are consciousness, and consciousness loves to seek itself. All those non-dual teachers who teach the end of seeking? They seek an audience. You see? So seeking is the game that consciousness plays. Everyone on these forums are seeking to read, and write.

Yeah he wanted to weed out the people who were interested in truth from the people who like to play mind games.

Those Christians will reject your message the same way that they rejected Jesus's message. Jesus literally told them they were God, and they say "He must have meant this!!!" LOL He was direct and they went indirect, which is how deception works. If you want to find the truth, God made it simple. The truth is direct. Indirectness is there to complicate things and make it hard to understand. All deception is indirect, Directness only becomes deception when an indirect interpretation is used to explain a direct interpretation. For example this meme is indirectly pointing to something direct. If you don't get the directness, you will miss the point. So people who resist truth, go indirect on default to purposefully confuse themselves so they don't understand. It's hilarious when you see it in action. Completely mind-boggling because then you have to deceive yourself that you aren't doing it to keep the deception alive.

You are actually describing yourself. I actually don't ignore potent questions. If anything I address them. There are no holes in my discussions but you are welcome to try to find them. The standard of what I write is based on direct experience, yours is based on fantasy. Everything I write can be verified. Also consciousness is mind which is found in direct experience. You have only ever experienced a mind. Just like you have only ever experienced consciousness. If you use your imagination you will realize you can create within your mind memory of events that are happening. This is literal proof that a mind has the ability to creates appearances, and out of nothing. Upon further investigation if you investigate deeply enough you can discover that the boundary between real and imagination doesn't actually exist and you discover that their is no difference between your mind and the mind of God. The reason a human can't find God, is because the human is God. So unless the human realizes it is God, then God as the human cannot recognize itself. You can only understand if you are willing to lose your human mind, which is the same as dropping all bias, and is equivalent from a selfish perspective as pure insanity. Until you have the balls to accept everything you hate as love, you will never realize God. As long as you think evil exists you will not realize God. The only difference between God and a human is God has no bias, and a human has bias. That is the only difference, and that bias, is pure imagination.

It's an infinite perspective, what is true is depending on what perspective/model you are using to look at it. What I have noticed is you lot on these forums are too paradigm locked, you don't have the ability to jump to different perspectives. You don't because you don't contemplate enough. If you just take what is being presented to you, and don't question it then you don't really understand, what you have is memory not understanding. It's not your fault because the school systems of humans teach that learning is memory. Learning is NOT memory, learning is understanding. What is understanding? The ability to communicate from different perspectives something. To fully understand something is not just to know all the ways something is right, it's also to know all the ways it can be wrong/misinterpreted, and all the limitations of the knowledge as well. This takes a LOT OF CONTEMPLATION!!! Understanding cannot be given to you, you have to earn it through hours of questioning on end to figure it out. Many people on here are just parrots that repeat what they hear, and if you question them they will try to strategically hide the fact that they don't have understanding by repeating the same talking points (it happens in politics as well). Talking points is how someone disconnects from a conversation to save face by not addressing what is being communicated but to instead defend their position. It's annoying because people who are not aware of how debates and discussions work won't even be aware they are doing it, and can honestly think they are being honest because they don't contemplate. If you don't contemplate, you will be an unaware dishonest person who latches onto beliefs and parrots them and tries to spread them even though...you don't actually understand what you are talking about. How to test if you know something? Can you explain it in multiple ways? Do you know the limitations of that knowledge? Do you understand where people make mistakes and get confused? If you cannot answer these questions.....then you do not understand. And if you demonize understanding ......you are a lost cause. Anyone that demonizes understanding and meaning is a fool. Why? Because meaning is a creation of a higher intelligence. Only a creator can create meaning. Human intelligence always creates meaning whether you are conscious of it or not. So if you demonize meaning and understanding...you are fooling yourself in the funniest way possible. But hey you can always use meaning, to not understand meaning which is the same to use understanding to not understand understanding. And this is what someone does when they demonize knowledge and meaning.

Yeah the universe is so interconnected in a complex way that, humanity just discovered quantum physics officially on December 14, 1900. And now in 2024 they still cannot make sense of it and how it connects on the gross/physical level. Over the years they have started to see the symmetry but they still have not be able to run enough tests to get enough information to see enough of it to create a model that can explains how it all works. Once quantum mechanics fuses with mysticism is where the real discoveries will be obtained and humans will make a huge jump. Just got to get humans out of paradigm lock, even human spirituality is full of paradigm lock.

If you were an infinite intelligence everything would be exactly the way it is right now. And since you are it is the case. Taking full accountability means realizing everything is our own work as consciousness. Everything we ever experience is consciousness. And that is all that is going on. Also ignore Leo's statements about consciousness not caring about your complaints. Consciousness cares about your complaints, it's just...um your complaints stem from ignorance so it isn't going to take your complaints under advisement. If you raise your consciousness to Infinity you would agree with everything and see it as perfect. So it does care, it just knows that everything is perfectly designed and why would you change something that is perfect because it cannot be understood by a lesser intelligence? You wouldn't.

What do you think self-recognition is? Can't have a reflection in your experience if you can't recognize it.

Ever wonder how you know anything at all? Ever wonder what it means to know a thing? To know a thing is to recognize it. Knowledge is self-recognition. When I show you two colors you are able to distinguish one color from another color. So knowledge is discernment. Knowledge is understanding. But if you pay attention you will realize that discernment can't be taught. You can't teach a dog language. Now a dog can learn to respond to specific terminology, but it can't understand language visually, and it's ability to understand language audibly is limited. This means that understanding/meaning is a function of intelligence. The higher your intelligence the higher your capacity for meaning and understanding. Everything around you is meaning. What does this mean? It means everything around you is a sensory representation of functionality. Meaning requires you to recognize the functional operation of patterns, and to recognize the relationships of the parts from the smallest degree to the highest degree and to recognize the existence of order and disorder. It's a close investigation of the expression that is being expressed. To truly know a thing is to know everything about a thing. To know everything about a thing is to fully accept a thing. To know everything about a thing and fully accept a thing is to be a thing, which is being. This means being is capable of complete self-understanding, which is the same as saying it is capable of solving the mystery of its being. This is what love is. Love is not just a mystery, it's the resolution of all mystery. And this is what knowledge is at the highest level. The collapse of knowledge into being or rather the recognition that knowledge is being fully recognized is equivalent to death. Because death is the end of the current mystery that is unfolding.

Well yeah that moment is death of individuality. I do believe there are beings that have transcended individuality en masse. They have some people who channeled Aliens and they said they have what is called a social memory complex. Here is ChatGPT's breakdown of what the Ra material says a social memory complex is. a social memory complex is a unified group consciousness formed by highly evolved beings who have transitioned beyond individuality to exist as a collective entity. Here are some key points about the social memory complex: Unified Consciousness: In a social memory complex, individual identities are merged into a unified consciousness. Each being retains its unique experiences and perspectives, but these are integrated into the collective awareness of the group. Evolutionary Progression: The Ra Material describes social memory complexes as the eventual evolutionary path for highly evolved civilizations. As beings progress spiritually and intellectually, they may choose to transition from individualized consciousness to collective consciousness. Harmonious Cooperation: Within a social memory complex, there is harmonious cooperation and shared purpose among its members. Each being contributes to the collective knowledge, wisdom, and creativity of the group. Expanded Awareness: Beings within a social memory complex have access to a vast reservoir of knowledge and understanding beyond what is accessible to individual minds. This expanded awareness allows for deeper insights and greater clarity in decision-making. Service-Oriented: Social memory complexes are often depicted as being service-oriented, with a focus on assisting other beings in their evolutionary journey. They may offer guidance, support, and inspiration to less evolved civilizations. Gradual Transition: The transition from individual consciousness to a social memory complex is described as a gradual process that occurs over many lifetimes or cycles of experience. It requires a high level of spiritual development and a willingness to surrender personal identity for the greater good. Unity and Diversity: While social memory complexes operate as unified entities, they also value diversity and individual expression. Each being within the complex contributes its unique perspective and talents to enrich the collective experience. Overall, the concept of a social memory complex offers a fascinating exploration of the potential evolution of consciousness and the nature of collective existence beyond the limitations of individual identity. Now I haven't verified whether this is true from direct experience, but it could be true...I just don't know with any certainty.

Human ideas of good is just a biased selfish perspective.

We could simplify it and say truth is alignment because truth is direct. Falsity is indirectness, which is how truth tricks itself. Infinity is paradoxical because it has the ability to be indirect. It has the ability to hide itself from itself using awareness, which is how it limits itself. It limits itself by dumbing down its ability to sense what is happening.

Happy for you thanks for sharing!

It is but let's be real....the puppetry is top notch.

True tis true.