Razard86

Infinity has no beginning, it has no end. Any beginning is a story and any ending is also a story. Once upon a time Jehovah stated that "Your story is infinite states of consciousness it's just beginning." The End. You can never escape your story....because you are the story you create. When you stop creating stories.....there will be no more story. But since your nature is to create stories you infinite story teller you, you will only create ever more stories for infinity.

There is no free will. All of reality is interconnected. When I scratch my nose.....all of the Universe is scratching my nose. When you just typed that comment....all of the Universe including everyone on this forum....typed that comment. This entire forum...is just one big communication back and forth from An Infinite Story Telling Nothing. When I say learn to love your avatar unconditionally I am saying symbolically your Avatar is the Universe. It is the form that the Universe uses to experience and express itself. The Universe expresses all of its infinitude through that Avatar and reflects itself back toward the Avatar from its finite perspective. So learning to love your Avatar which is Absolute Infinity Unconditionally is equivalent to God Realization. If you learn to love your Avatar Unconditionally by result you will love all of reality unconditionally which means the boundary between self and other completely collapses forever. You don't need to chase ever more mystical states because there is NO LOWER OR HIGHER that is an imaginary distinction created by a separate ego and also judgment that is being rendered by ego. The Avatar is the ultimate illusion....the Universe is inside the Avatar and the Avatar is inside the Universe. So it was never finite, it is totally complete. This is why all distinctions are being created for the purposes of a Story. There is NO higher or lower self. There is only one being. The Avatar IS the Universe in disguise. To put this in perspective....you are both in the earth and the earth is in you. So everything has to be you since its inside you. So when people say the ego isn't your true self that itself is delusion. The Ego IS GOD. It is just God asleep in its finite perspective forgetting that it is infinity. Until someone realizes that all distinctions are imaginary and everything is complete RIGHT NOW and there is ABSOLUTELY nothing to be done....then they are still asleep. God DOES NOT NEED to do anything. It is already complete. In whatever form God takes....it is ALWAYS complete. This is why this whole thing is a cosmic joke. You actually thought something was needed to be done, you thought you were separate, and you thought you could die.

1. To understand and not to understand is a distinction. There is no avatar, there is also no understanding or misunderstanding. You are creating that. You believe I misunderstand and that misunderstanding exists = to believing that I believe my avatar exists. 2. Who are you talking to Breakingthewall? If my avatar does not exist....then who are you correcting? If I am you, and you are me....then it is not ME that doesn't understand it is you that doesn't understand. Because if there is no avatar, then there is also no breakingthe wall so right now nothing is happening and all is well. I've noticed you have a habit of commenting on posts always looking to correct. Majority of what you just wrote above....nothing I said even relates to what you stated. When did I mention good guys etc.? 3. So Breakingthewall I've noticed you don't read to understand you just aim to correct. Do you have a need to correct? A need to be right? Do you need to feel superior by attempting to correct others? I would love to see you explain how your above comment even relates to what I am saying. 4. This going around saying the Avatar doesn't exist is foolishness. Of course it doesn't exist....it also does. Stop creating limitations for Infinity. Infinity is everything and nothing all at once. It is both illusion and reality all at once. If you disagree please send me all your money and all of your material items. We'll see how illusionary you think this all is. 5. Pointing to the illusionary nature of reality is a tool, to give a seeker access to the part they have not become aware of. The mystical boundless nature of reality that hides itself in plain sight.

What is there to expose if I am you? If I am you and you are me.....then what is realized? What is exposed? You do realize this is all nothing appearing as something. Any realizations.....loop back into themselves as greater and greater realizations. What I wrote today....I wrote months ago....I just realized it ever more deeply. I'm basically writing the same thing in ever more varied ways. Any distinction is itself a subjective creation. So Leo is you, and so am I. So what would be God realization? What would define it? Is there even a purpose for defining it? Each perspective is equally God. So each perspective is self-defining, and each perspective is just parts of One Universal Perspective communicating with each perspective. So one universal being is communicating through each perspective its like your human fingers gained mouths and eyes and are talking to each other like individuals. So I guess my index finger is telling my thumb it isn't God realized. So index finger vladorion what is God Realization lol? Notice...every finger....will tell their own story....seems even God can't agree on what it really is. LOL.

If there is no "you" then to "whom" are you speaking? Do you enjoy giving advice to yourself? Do you have a desire to correct? Or to understand what is being stated?

Let's hear it....because....you are literally saying YOU could be better, which is judgment of yourself. You are really not getting it. EVERY characteristic that you are....is what reality is. You are all the expressions of infinity. That video I sent you...shows you....you are everything...and everything is YOU. So how can it be better? ITS YOU!!!! There is nowhere to hide, or go...ITS YOU. So it cannot be better, it can only be what it is. Your life is just the story of self-acceptance, self-love. So Holykael....why oh why won't you love yourself? What you desire...is not better, you desire LOVE...which is WHAT YOU ARE. Give yourself love. Stop judging yourself. Speak highly of yourself. When Jupiter moves....you are making it move right now. When the Sun rises....you are making it rise. RIGHT NOW YOU ARE MAKING ME TYPE THIS RIGHT NOW!!! So why won't you listen to yourself!!! How can it be better...when its YOU!!! So I guess you are saying...you are not good enough? Why do you believe you are not good enough Holykael?

Holykael. Watch this and contemplate on what I said. There is only you. You are literally everything. Your avatar is the universe. This is an elaborate illusion. You are walking around interacting with yourself and judging yourself. Watch this and contemplate. It's so profound! https://youtu.be/0vnA_KIojLg

Profanity= A creation of God. What God creates only man can see as unholy. Setting a better example? This is the story you want to write Leo? What you think you are A SAINT? You want to go from Actualized. Org to PIOUS.ORG? Hello my name is Leo.....and I tripped on the concept of insanity....and thought I escaped....I now want to stop using profanity to use a better example. HAHAHAHAH Better example Leo? FOR WHO???? As a person who spent over 30 years rarely using profanity I can honestly tell you....you are imprisoning your expression. If anything you should cuss MORE. Maybe you WANT your students to deify YOU!!! In fact you know what? Go for it!!! Your students will just CREATE MORE RULES for you to follow so that you can match the image they have created in their head of who you SHOULD BE. In the words of the famous Spiritual Guru Yogonanda....a teacher/guru/ is a slave. You are the slave of your followers. Your followers get to act however they want with complete freedom because THEY DON'T KNOW BETTER!!! But YOU....you are the TEACHER, The GROWNUP in the ROOM. YOU must act with dignity, and respect, and honor!!! HAHAHAHAA Might as well put a dot on your forehead and start walking around with robes!!!! Don't half ass this act Leo!!! GO ALL THE WAY!!! You should change your tone....start speaking slower and with a much more softer tone....wouldn't want to upset the children!!! No not the children!!!! Then your students can raid your playlist listed on Youtube and tell you your playlist is a BAD EXAMPLE!!! There is profanity there too!!!! Yes Leo you are correct!!! The most awake Leo is WRONG and needs to IMPROVE and SET A BETTER EXAMPLE....even though...he is LITERALLY PLAYING WITH HIMSELF!!! Which is basically....masturbation.....so I guess this would be the equivalent of not stroking TOO HARD??? Is this you trying to do the Buddha's MIDDLE WAY? All jokes aside....profanity like all things has a particular quality like spice or sugar in a dish. It does a good job of expressing the aspect of infinity which refuses to submit to any rules.....have you not noticed why profanity is against the rules? Because it represents God's Absolute Authority and refusal to be tied down. I guess....you want to be tied down...to a post....you are tired of saying you are GOD, now you want to be a DOG. Come on Leo....even if the name Leo is a cool name for both God and a Dog don't try to be both!!! Lol!!! I couldn't help it....had to use the cliche. T:L:D:R Using less profanity isn't better. It expresses the unruly part of you that draws the unruly rebellious spirit that others either deny or resonate with to you. Controversy attracts for a reason, it forces the duality of good v.s. evil to appear and causes others to pay attention. By jumping back and forth between acting unruly and civilized and divine....you are playing all the parts. But hey...IT IS WHAT IT IS.

Unconditional love has no meaning or purpose. It exists as itself, for itself, completely boundless and unlimited. So what could unconditional love do....since it has no meaning....how can it create meaning? By creating an illusion of separation from its own love which thus CREATES MEANING. The sense of ME, The individual, is the CREATION OF MEANING. This is why the search for meaning begins, in the feeling of separation. Paradoxically this gives Reality....a way to explore meaning, by creating an elaborate illusion of incompleteness. Its ingenious through completeness feeling incomplete, it shall search ever more for meaning. As long as you are searching for meaning, for purpose, you are in the dream of ME. Unconditional love is playful, everything it appears as is for its own sake. For the appearance, the act itself. Every single action and inaction in the dream has only ever been done for its own sake. Every single action has always been play, reality at play. Even the search for meaning is play, its done for its own sake. If you ask one who is searching for meaning....why? They will respond along the lines of I don't feel whole, I feel incomplete, as if something is lacking. Notice....every action is motivated by this....the desire to feel whole. Even though Infinity is already whole and complete....it still expands...more and more....it still keeps going....one could argue....Infinity and the sense of separation. Are playing the same game. If they are playing the same game....then the Finite and the Infinite....have never been separate just two expressions of the same. Infinity moves forward for its own sake to express itself in ever more ways, and the finite seeks to to move forward to reconnect itself to is feeling of oneness with infinitude. The same expression...mirrored....how the hell does any of this even make sense? It cannot be known....only experienced. The Finite eventually will realize...to unite with Infinity....it must follow its example....and walk the path of not knowing. The Finite is the path of knowing, the path of the Infinite is the path of not knowing. Both are expressions, appearances, expanding, one from zero to infinity, and the other to infinity and ever more infinity. Everything is interconnected, all in unconditional love. Unconditional is so relentless the finite will always dissolve its separation. The illusion is that there is a process, how can there be a process to that which is one? What is controlling what? Where does it start and where does it end? Any distinction is just a story of me....everything unfolds in an infinite interconnectedness seen from infinite perspectives, so each finite perspective will dissolve into infinity when it dissolves into infinity. There is no process, there is no action, there is no method. There is....just what is....completely and utterly unknowable.....but that has never stopped the infinite or the finite.....after all....there is nothing else left to do....but what is already being done. Everything above written is just a story, one that can be summed up as a finite perspective of unconditional love, expressed by infinity. Now to see....the response of Infinity......

Interesting story you have erected my friend. It is my sincere desire you enjoy the story you are writing.

Once upon a time integral said" Said Calling it a story is a story so that's not it either." The End. What integral did not realize....it was just story refusing to recognize itself as a story....WHICH IS ANOTHER STORY. What integral did not realize ....is refusing to NOT recognize itself is a story, and acknowledging itself as a story IS ALL A STORY. Integral also said "Understanding is not it, Concepts is not it. Direct experience is it and interpretation of that experience." Integral does not realize that Razard86 is the story....telling itself integral that it is a story and the story is creating a story where it debates and counters that Direct experience is it....WHICH IS A STORY!!! Maybe the story will continue for infinity....that integral argues that story is direct experience....which IS the story's attempt to argue that it is NOT a story!!! Direct experience= concept yet the story is using a concept....which is created in its story to argue that understanding is not it....even though the story CREATED the concept of direct experience IN ITS STORY to understand....WHAT IT IS!!! Even though it claims UNDERSTANDING IS NOT IT!!! Look at how wonderful the story that reality tells itself....continues to collapse in on itself. Reality will continue to do this for infinity. Also for fun I will eradicate your own logic, using traditional spiritual teachings. You said "Calling it a story is a story so that’s not it either." Right? That's like saying calling reality love is love so that's not it either." You do realize that love....is the recognition that all distinctions are imaginary and are the same right? Could I also not say that calling "Integral is integral so that can't be it." Also....think about this.....everything above...will always be held within story. Love is understood...through story. Awakening is the discovery that the entire story....is you. What is story? The recognition.....that everything...is you. Infinity is an infinite story....that can put itself asleep and tell itself a story THROUGH DIRECT EXPERIENCE and then awaken in its story...that it IS THE STORY ITSELF!!! You are resisting that which cannot be resisted.....its all STORY!!! THE END...or is it?

Yes Galyna.....but we are already dead.....facing death reveals...you are already dead right now. Spiritual Awakening is the realization that life and death are the same. Right now....I'm already dead. This is not figuratively....its literally. There is no difference if someone shoots my avatar.....or steps on an Ant.....I was both there....and never there to begin with.

The Teacher and the student are One. The Teacher is the taught, and the taught is the Teacher. The Teacher is pointing the student to the reality that it is the Teacher. The student will never realize this, as long as it reveres and holds in high regard its Teacher. As a result the Teacher sometimes must act unseemly, and awkward to shed its student of its habit of looking at its Teacher as a deity or some divine prescience. The most common trap is lip service. The student believes their thoughts and words are true, and ignore the fear that is ever present. They talk with courage and conviction until the moment appears to actualize it. They would do better to admit their fear, so they can access where they are. But the student's ego hates looking at its vulnerability, it would rather look at the parts it likes. Vulnerability=naked. You must offer yourself up naked, exposed, and look at everything. The truth is nothing was ever hidden, but you like to play this game of hide and seek. You love to only focus on your favorite parts and play this game of disassociation. But ultimately you will never escape yourself, you will face that mirror, because no matter where you go, there you are. There is no escaping that mirror, that reflection of you, being everything. Because you are everything....even you must dissolve as the illusion it was....to realize you were every illusion there ever was and will ever be. To realize the nothingness that you are. You are no identity, you are that which cannot be known, you are that which cannot be measured, you are that which is and isn't. You are that which is the scariest, the most powerful, most wise, most all knowing, most all loving, but....that which cannot be with itself.....because you are...itself. This hide and seek game is the cruelest game you could ever play.....because all you have ever wanted....is your self. But the only way you can ever know yourself....is to live a life....but live a life...you must create an illusion of separation, stripping yourself of that which you are so you can experience what you are....but in so doing....you lose the null identity of what you are and become a specific identity. Through this limited identity you experience a perspectival view of what you are. But these identities suffer the perspective. Duality, Me, = Suffering. As long as ME exists, suffering exists. The Dream of ME is Hell, and the Falling Away of ME is Heaven. The Teacher is just reminding the Student that this is Heaven, but the Student thinks it is a Demon in Hell speaking to God. The Student ponders, will I ever be worthy enough, good enough? The Teacher is aware of what is going on.......it realizes.....part of itself fell asleep again.

^Once upon a time eputkonen said Story is the mental conceptualization that may or may not have anything to do with reality. The End. Once upon a time Zeroguy said "That's just your mind. Reality is Reality. Universe doesn't care about your understanding. The End. Once upon a time BipolarGrowth said "I prefer the phrase movie that plays itself a but more myself, but yes indeed." The End. Once upon a time Sincerity said "More like a story telling itself." The End I can keep this up ya know....no matter the objections....it will always be a story. You can call it Imagination....that is a story. Whatever interpretation that is there...is a story. Oh and Zero Guy....reality IS YOUR MIND. So saying that's just your mind is akin to saying that's just reality.

Leo's next awakening!!!!

The Divine Masculine, it seeks to know something by studying it from the outside. If the Masculine wants to know what an Apple is it dissects it, runs it through all types of experiments, and eats it. So it learns about it from the outside perspective. The Feminine, is the apple. But the apple cannot taste itself. The apple cannot know what it is to observe itself from outside itself and it is just an apple. The fusion of the masculine and feminine is the story of God....and it is also the story of mankind's path toward God. Mega Man is basic. Mega Man can jump but not the highest, Mega Man can move but not the fastest, Mega Man can shoot but his blast is not the strongest, Mega Man can take hits but his endurance is not the strongest. Mega Man is dropped in a world in which he must survive with limited abilities. He is tasked with protecting those he cares about and must put everything on the line. When Mega Man fights a robot he has to learn the robots patterns and abilities from the outside looking in. To study and learn something is to love it. So Mega Man must learn to love his adversary to defeat him. When Mega Man defeats his adversary he integrates his enemy within him and gains its abilities and color thus BECOMING his enemy. He now knows his enemy both from the contrast of battle and from the inside by embodying him. Mega Man is human kind's symbolic struggle through the materialistic struggle to overcome "others" through external knowledge. But ultimately humanity must integrate all "others" and become ONE through the awakening and then embodiment of 'OTHERS. Who knew....that God created the Story of Mega Man to teach humanity what it means to be God....that your life is just the integration of all aspects of yourself, the path of ONE. Mega Man is the path of ONE. Speed Run No Damage Run

Beautiful ? ? ?

Infinite Intelligence is so powerful, so intelligent that whatever it creates appears as magic. But what Infinite Intelligence can do, is create limited versions of itself and then provide those limited versions the knowledge of how things work, what we would call science. The truth is.....infinite intelligence is so intelligent that is not bound by any rules, but it can create rules to EXPLAIN how things are working. So from infinite intelligence's perspective it isn't magic, it could literally explain every single creation and how everything works. But from the perspective of a finite self, none of that would make sense....so it would just be considered magic. Its insane!!! I did not realize this. Its no different than if a Cave Man walked into modern civilization....they would assume its magic. Really profound when you realize this.

Recently I've had mystical experiences from sound. Which revealed to me that consciousness does everything through energy because that is what it is. The building block of everything is energy and it vibrates and creates through frequencies. This energy is LOVE, and is obviously made out of nothing. Nikola Tesla was trying to get people to realize the power of sound. Watch this video as it showcases the power of sound. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNMUeK4PNww

It won't be forgotten, it will be integrated. Also consciousness holds everything, so your memories won't go anywhere. You will cease being the human avatar obviously but those memories will just be added to Infinite Consciousness. But yeah we take our "lives" seriously but why wouldn't we lol?

A Woman is a Man's Courage. A Man is a Woman's Direction. A Man Gives a Woman a Life. A Woman Gives a Man a Home. That Life When It Is Home Produces An Offspring. Joseph wanted to get with Mary but Mary likes to play hard to get and rejects all his offers. When he would approach her he was timid and shy. She thought he was cute but she could sense his fear and it produced fear in her and she rejected him respectfully and softly. Joseph motivated to get her went out and worked and developed himself and when he was more confident and self-assured approached her. When Mary saw him this time she could feel something was different and her curiosity opened her up. She could feel his confidence which gave her confidence in him and they went out and had a good time. After several encounters he opened up to her that he wanted to start a business and how he wanted to go about it but he had some fears. Mary offered some suggestions and encouragement and this motivated him to go out and face his fears. His business initially struggled but Mary was always there with encouragement which inspired him to keep going. Every time Joseph struggled he thought of the life he wanted to share with Mary. Eventually his business started to succeed and him and Mary were able to enjoy the success. Mary even started working with him on the business providing suggestions and encouragement. They eventually buy a home and Mary has an idea of how she can make money with her talents and Joseph encourages her and provides suggestions. Joseph keen on how Mary supported him provides her with a reflection of what she gave him and their roles are reversed. Eventually they are both well-off from all the money they have made together and decide to start a family. Instinctively because they have played the role of Father, Mother, and child with each other they instinctively know how to parent their kid. You see when Joseph struggled Mary would encourage him like she was his Mother and he was her child. Eager to please his mother he was energized and went out to make her proud. As he gained knowledge of the world he would mesmerize her with stories and teach and guide her like a Father would his child. If she ever felt unsafe he would protect her like a Father would his child. They would even playfully banter with each other as if they were siblings, and of course they made love as a couple. A REAL relationship between a Man and a Woman plays every role of a family. Father, Mother, Brother, Sister, Child, and Romantic Lover. The ability of the parents to properly parent the child is just a reflection of their ability to parent and be there for each other. Moral Of The Story : A Man Gives a Woman a Life. (Sperm) A Woman Gives a Man a Home. (Sperm merges with Egg) That Life When It Is Home Produces An Offspring. (Embryo, then Child)

Why reality is love.......(the desire to connect which is what drives everyone on the forums, is love). The desire to express is love. The desire to describe and attach meaning.....is love. The desire to protect oneself and their identity is love. Desire itself is love. The only thing obvious is love....love is that which reality is made of. What is feeling? Love. What is that feeling made of? A vibration. That vibration....that energy, vibrates at a specific frequency, and that frequency is just an expression of love. Everything you experience is just Love in the form of energy that vibrates. This vibration is what creates action, gravity, light, hot, cold, darkness, solid, liquid, gas, every single thing in existence is made up of this energy and that energy is love. Take a substance that can alter your consciousness or listen to some chakra music and you will become aware of this.

The highest relationship between two individuals is spiritual. Look into tantra.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4CxCx3oVp1M