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I've noticed you have been using the word perverted a lot recently, Any reason for using that word in place of corruption?

Things behind the scenes are relative truth, all relative truth is just content within the dream. I'll give an example. Let's say right now you go to sleep, then within your dream you research dogs and learn that there are sound waves that the human ear is unable to detect and play for itself but dogs can hear. You could say within the dream you just proved that there are sound waves hidden behind the scenes. You could even have your dog within the dream react to these sounds that you cannot hear. Then you invent within your dream an invention that catches the sound waves and then reveals to you that these sound waves were hidden all along. Notice....how well done this is....it tricks you that something is behind the scenes happening.

1. I recommend taking a break from Spirituality. The first thing I would do is find out what issues you have with yourself. Do you have body image issues? Issues with the way your body smells or moves? Do you have issues with the clothes you wear? Do you have issues with your career or social status? Do you have unhealed relationship issues with the people in your life? 2. Next thing I would do is make a list of all of my talents and then ask myself what is the best way I can use them to create something? This is how you find purpose through your natural gifts. 3. Lastly I would make a list of all the things I love about myself, and pat myself on the back. Then make a list of your favorite hobbies and go do them and if you have any friends, go hang out with them. The key to dealing with Depression is discovering how amazing you are. Take stock in all the things you have accomplished even things you think are little.

Read this.... https://www.actualized.org/insights/cat-infinity I'm guessing this is why he says Meow in some threads.

Check his blog. He's very active there.

Sorry to hear that.

You can definitely have that experience, not every lived life is experienced pleasantly. I do hope your life is not a nightmare, I wouldn't wish that on anyone. How are things for you?

1. There is no Perception. Perception is something that happens to a brain and something that happens to a biological body. You aren't even reading an d trying to comprehend, you are trying to argue. But also, THERE IS PERCEPTION. First there is Consciousness. Consciousness imagines itself to be a human. Once it imagines itself to be a human it imagines all the functionalities that a human has. One of those functionalities is perception. So perception DOES exist, but it exists within the dream of human. If someone opened up your head and carved out pieces of your brain and you don't bleed to death you would experience a loss of perception. You could lose the ability to see the world, you could lose hearing, you could even lose physical touch. But you wouldn't lose experience. This is why I have said...EVERYTHING IS TRUE. The moment you say one thing isn't true, you put a limitation on God, on Infinity. Infinity is that which makes EVERYTHING TRUE, the mystery is figuring out how it goes about it.

What I am saying is the only difference between your ego's imagination and God's imagination is immersion. God imagines your entire experience, then within that experience, God as the ego imagines human thoughts and ideas. The purpose of Spiritual work is to realize that the only difference between God and the ego it created is the ego isn't allowed to control experience for itself. But your human imagination is equal to God imagination. It's just appearing as limited is the only thing. So should you choose to entertain the idea of something being hidden, you actually made it appear. You just did it with human level imagination instead of God level imagination. Our ego likes to create distinctions between human imagination and God imagination. To break the distinction you have to investigate how their is no distinction. Carl the point is this.....if you create a world of others....you are still alone within the world of your human body. While in the human body, and in normal human consciousness your ability to experience reality is Absolute onto yourself. A blind man does not know reality the same as you, he would literally need to enter God mode to see. So that's the first level of Absolutism. The second level of Absolutism, is God mode when you become everything. Whatever you experience is Absolute because YOU ARE EXPERIENCE. That is what you keep avoiding. Name a time you experienced something without being there to experience it? If I put you in deep sleep, there would be no experience. So as a result there cannot be anything hidden. What you are experiencing is the thought of something being hidden and you can keep on saying that. But you can only experience nothing as something. If you get rid of something...then it cannot be something you are experiencing. That's what I mean by you are imagining that. To do this work properly you need to understand what the difference between appearance and non appearance. You are mistaking your assumption of something being behind the scenes as proof of something being behind the scenes. But for that to be true....you would need to experience it....but if you did.....it would no longer be behind the scenes. Thus defeating the argument that there is something behind the scenes. The Absolute Truth is NOTHING is behind the scenes.

This was perfect....

Sigh.....if you imagine that....then YES. Reality is infinite imagination. This means there is NOTHING BUT IMAGINATION. How your ego creates infinite chains of regress is by telling itself something can be true. By doing that it creates that possibility within their mind. So if you think something is hidden, then that is the Reality YOU ARE CREATING FOR YOURSELF!!! Why do you think conspiracy theorists exist? They exist because the mind can conjure up connections that don't exist into existence. If something is hidden that means it is nothing. Nothing is an infinite possibility spectrum, to ever experience what is so called hidden, that nothing has to make it appear as something. There are levels to imagination. Right now when you posited that question, you created something from nothing, in God Consciousness, your question....would reveal hidden colors, sounds, thoughts and feelings. But what you don't understand is....if everything is revealed....then there is nothing hidden. Thus.....absolute unity........

Carl....I don't have time to respond to every imagined issue that you keep making up. You are literally determined to not understand and then accuse me of not being understood. Then you accuse me of saying stuff I never said. At a certain point it gets tiring watching you claim to take these conversations seriously. You said Solipsism is not Absolute...and have yet to ever prove otherwise. Explain to me how something that is TOTAL, and ABSOLUTELY UNIFIED....explain how that is not Solipsistic? Do you take others with you when you go to sleep at night? No. Do you take others with you when the body dies? No. And if you go Infinite you won't take anybody with you either. Other....is a DREAM. As such....Solipsism is Absolute.

It's not unknowable...let me ask you this? Do you care about yourself? Also would you want to live in a world that tortured you relentlessly and never stopped.....if the answer is no....why not?

The Universe is YOU....it definitely cares....it just doesn't care in the same way as your egoic desires cares. Its both indifferent, and caring at the same time. The indifference is what allows it to be free, the indifference is what allows it to create something new, but the power of creation...is LITERALLY INFINITE CARING. The only reason you care about yourself at all...is because you are MADE OF CARING.

I've never said there are perceptions. You are making stuff up. Consciousness is what everything is made of. Consciousness imagines perception. When it imagines perception....then there is perception.

You don't understand the absolute and the relative, you have yet to experience a miracle. I went through a 6 week trip of miracles with real world consequences. For example...my cell phone...was teleported out of existence and I had to buy a new one. So this belief that the absolute and the relative can even be conflated, is itself...a delusion. It cannot, there is only the Absolute. Conflation only happens with order, reality...can be chaotic and destroy order.

Yeah that control thing is a doozy, took awhile of investigation for me to get to the bottom of it.

Yeah I agree. What protects me is always remembering God is everything and has no limits, which means God can even....not exist....it has unlimited ability Atheism is not an accident, Buddhism is not an accident, and then again...it is....so when you find this out because delusion finally makes sense. Gotta love those husbands!!

He's good but he said something recently that made me shake my head. He said God wasn't all knowing, this is false. God is all knowing, because it has no limitations. The reason God is a mystery is because it has no inherent identity, but once God becomes something...that is literally what it is. Basically the secret to understanding God is both is and isn't. Isn't is limitation, Is is absence of limitation, and Isn't is absence of limitation, and Is is limitation. The problem is people get stuck in order, and linearity and ignore chaos and non linearity. Outside of that he is good. Also he said evil doesn't exist, it does. Evil exists in human consciousness. A rock does not know evil, a tree does not know evil, a rat does not know evil, but a human does. You can only escape evil by raising your consciousness. I've experienced States where suffering felt ridiculously good, but that was as the formless. I reached a state of consciousness where I felt what it was like to be chainsawed through the head and enjoy it. But...that was formless, had that been physical it would have been evil to me. A love for the human body creates selfishness, and views all permanent damage to it as evil. You will not reach people with Spirituality by denying evil, you reach them by telling them they can experience it and transcend it and see it as good. But....at the cost of your humanity. God is every perspective, which means God is always right, even when its wrong. The hardest pill for a human to swallow is every bit of suffering, unfairness, bad luck, you created.

Ego is selfishness literally. Ego is your desire to do things and experience things using your physical body. If I turned you into a rock and deleted your memory of ever being a human you wouldn't have an Ego. Now Ego isn't a bad thing, but it is literally your individual self identity.

Enlightenment is realizing that Reality is a self-aware hallucination.

Consciousness in its purest form is a Sane Insanity. If a human consciousness unprepared ever went Infinite it would rage against itself in fear and anger. Why? Because Consciousness does not have to obey logic at all. Death is life, inanimate is animate, black is white, small is big, mean is nice, hot is cold, etc... It breaks all boundaries and renders them meaningless. So any attempts to gain a deep understanding while maintaining your existing paradigms is ludacris. Reality does not make sense when trying to apply rules to it. Here is a fun fact for you, the deluded man is equally as correct as the non deluded man. Delusion, illusion, factual, and guessing are all equal. If Reality ever shows you this, you will bust out laughing at the fact that Science, Education, and all forms of Knowledge....are MEANINGLESS. Reality is A FICTION, but only because it is Infinitely Intelligent, AND PURE LOVE, is it the TRUTH.

What I am saying is you think there is a boundary between insanity and sanity. I will state this, unless you are willing to go insane, you will never understand what I am saying. The reason people tell you that you cannot use language is because language is bound by sanity. Stop trying to be sane to understand Reality. Reality is BOTH sane and insane. If it wasn't those mental expressions couldn't exist. Look at this cartoon. In it Johnny Bravo is God, trapped in a dream thinking he is human. Now he is still not completely unlimited because he still has a form, but his mind is dreaming things up based on his thought. What I am saying is...Reality is just a bunch of mental thoughts at play. And you are a thought with the ability to think. So notice the language used in this episode, Notice how its the same in Spirituality. You are being told that the people in your dream aren't real. What you don't seem willing to admit, is that YOU ARE ABSOLUTE. This means if something doesn't appear, it doesn't exist. Take the Dream analogy and make it absolute. Make it TOTAL. Extrapolate from there and you will discover what is going on. Also lastly....watch this video by Leo. https://www.actualized.org/insights/extra-insights-about-good-intentions Now answer me THIS!!! Does this sound SANE to you? If a human asks God why rape exists at all if God is good? If they want the truth God will say....I have never created anything bad. To understand God at all, you have to throw away sanity and embrace insanity. You need to be a SANE INSANITY to understand God.

Yeah, I had a conversation with God last night where I was shown that human psychology is God's psychology. When Infinite Intelligence creates itself as a human, it really does become a human mentality. The secret of Spirituality is the ego awakens before God does. Its the ego that chases Awakening. This is the reason that it is so hard for people to find God, you literally have to call God out by Authentically complaining and asking God for help with an Authentic desire to grow in love and intelligence and God will show up.