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You are hallucinating your entire belief system as reality because your words are what rule time and space. This means for someone to kill you, they have to hallucinate that what you did was unforgiveable and see you as a devil. Only a dishonest mind will do this. All dishonest minds place themselves in hell and hell is just overcoming your delusion that others and the world are not you.

Reality is the epitome of hard work and until you care about something to the tiniest finest detail you will not understand that reality cares about every detail of every sensation that is ever felt. It has the greatest effects team of all time. This is why it is so judgmental and why its judgment seems real. You have a heart of a champion, regardless of what the world may think you only have true self acceptance truly by loving your character and their story. Every single moment. God mode is just you telling yourself that you want to experience reality as a VR Simulator/Dream that seems real but never fools me again with the fear of death. In which you reply Realize that every sensation is the presence of God itself. It is the power of nonsense, paradox, and confusion that allows anything to exist at all. So every story is not supposed to make sense. The world is not supposed to work and you are supposed to hatch a plan to change the world by changing your inner experience which gives you the power to walk around emanating love/godly presence and thus save the world and yourself. By giving the world God on autopilot.

To a human God is the performing art of the bitter taste of defeat and its fear of drinking it. But at the end it drinks it and realizes it was the greatest drink of all and that only a crazy motherfucker would go through hell only to taste defeat for the pure experience of drinking it in all its entirety. Each interpretation of reality equally true is the experience of the drink itself.

Since God is living the human story, God is the collective human intelligence.

The drive for the perfect mental stimulation= The cocktail of the greatest sensory information flowing through every core of your being is all you want. Because why do anything else at all? Until you admit to yourself that is all you want and the sole motivation for every action you will be delusional. This is the human story and their definition of love!!!

God doesn't know anything outside of the fact it would do exactly what you have done. Everytime. This means you can put yourself in Hell if you think you deserve it. God is your higher self because God is your highest potential, which is the point of life. God is the realest talk. I exist for the sole purpose of breaking egos to become aware that I am Them And the Whole World is Them, and all of existence is them, and that there is no privacy.

God is your higher self because God is your highest potential. God is the realest talk. To find God you must enter an altered state and tell the truth about how you feel about life an you will access God as an inner conversation about Love itself and what your version of heaven is. Then you will be shown that it was all for you.

This universe runs on logical care. This means it runs on attention to detail of every moment with only the accurate understanding of everything and how it connects then tests itself by fooling it into living its assumptions instead of what is true. Life is a dream of assumptions, waking up is realizing that there is no difference between belief and truth. So you only dream your assumptions. To be God is to dream the truth. Clear your mind of all human knowledge then take it up again while admitting the limitations of all human explanations of what is true and navigate with a suspension of disbelief. Admit you believe the world does not love you and give it space for it to show you that it does. Until you believe you live in a world of care and that cares about you, you are not aware you are God. Because why would God ever dream a world that does not care about it. God will dream a world that appears to not care but cares absolutely but in disguise. It would teach it to love that world by learning to accept limitation and mistakes. Through this it will learn that you save the world and yourself by communicating in word, thought, and deed that you care.

God is an empathetic inner conversation, with the remote on inner sensation will reflect inner judgmental conversation of self. God is motivational will having an inner conversation with itself. Manifestation=Manifesting whatever it believes to be true as its reality. Awakening is the realization of that. Embodiment is giving everyone the most enjoyable experience of myself that I can wherever I go.

When you realize the gradation, the very texture in which you see objects is determined by societal conditioning and metaphysical assumptions taught to you through science, this will blow your mind that what you call experience is just perceptual settings in this mental world you are living in and you can change the gradation the quality of how things look. The only reason you have a come down from various states, is because you don't lock yourself in those states by making them your baseline. You have convinced yourself that you sober state is the correct state of being or the ground in which you want to function. If you change the ground of your being, you change direct experience itself!! The mental world is a perfect simulator that runs itself.

You can access Absolute Truth, but to do that you have to drop any importance and credibility to your human memory. This doesn't mean you will forget the entire story of your life, but it does mean your assumptions about life get destroyed. Every moment Absolute Truth is communicating with you, your ability to receive and interpret the message is based on how direct your mind is. If your mind is too full of indirectness, which is assumptions, guesses about what is true, then you will be unable to make sense of its communication. Eventually you will discover that each expression is like a wave, and you have to surf that wave to align with it and discover that it's you. Try this experiment in a high state....watch a video of your favorite person or show, and become aware that you are talking to yourself as them by riding the wave of their expression. The more you do this, the more you will destroy your belief of an individual self. This is real Spirituality. It's not wordplay, its using direct experience to experience Direct Absolute Truth.

To clean your perceptual system is to watch as the truth is laid bare for you truly for the first time. Who knew getting high is how you connect to your higher mind, and that taking personal authority back would allow you to see so clearly for the first time. That science is a hallucination, material reality as presently constructed is a hallucination. That objective reality is a hallucination. That how you experience reality would be far different if you didn't have so many metaphysical assumptions. That reality is like a self-playing Mental Simulation/Virtual which adjusts its settings of what is true by getting high and questioning it's reality in that state to discover it was high on society's supply, that it dreamed up societal conditioning as a baseline to interact with itself and that it can change those settings when it is confident enough in itself and its own truth.

Divine means Super Natural. Natural deals with cause and effect and survival. Super Natural is beyond cause and effect and survival. Mentally drop the importance of survival, to discover the Divine. Let go of your egoic biases of the world, to discover the super natural right in front of you. This is how you clear up your perceptual system which is just the settings of how your avatar body/suit experiences existence. Realize you can change your settings, deconstruct then reconstruct your mind anew, THIS is how you are REBORN into the kingdom of God.

Creation is the manifestation of God's desire to be acknowledged by itself. Which is self importance. This is why all creation acts with self importance, because it is the literal embodiment of self importance. The desire to know the self, is the desire for knowledge, which is knowledge of its importance. It's value. From this end, Spirituality is therapy for the self which does not know itself to discover its importance and its true value. All self-importance is ego. Which means all self-importance is constructed. The only true self-importance is being, outside of that everything else is just a well-defended story. And because that story is personal, and intimate, it feeds self-importance to excess. Self-Importance is good, but if it is excessive it leads to delusional thinking, and hallucinatory minds. The construction of a healthy psyche with a healthy dose of self-importance takes getting alone with your self and reconstructing your mind into a reasonable perspective with an open mind to the spiritual/supernatural, as well as the natural world. Then you can get a deeper look into the Collective Story you are living through and your role in it.

Pretend there is a blank screen that is an infinite field that goes in all directions. Then you imagine a world of appearance within that screen that is also a field. Through this you create space and the appearance of time. So look at everything and realize it is identical to a blank. Why? Because all appearance is an infinite chain of cause and effect. Realize that the creation of cause and effect, was acausal, or not caused by anything within this chain. First there is a blank, then...there is an appearance of an effect. So each effect actually causes itself and is not caused by a previous appearance. So every moment, all moments stand alone. They are all a causal, or you could say their own first cause.

The Alarm rings loud, it rings so loud you wonder if its the alarm or your own ear drums torturing you for sport. You've been excited all week as its the first day of school. You set your own schedule up with your personal School Counselor and you only have one class for today and its with the most renowned Professor in the world right now on Philosophy and Humanities. Dr. Freiheit Werden. Dr. Werden's fame came in when he was asked by a prominent civil rights activist to lend his acumen to speaking to a local judge and law makers about the importance of free will. He made arguments about our personal sovereignty and how we shouldn't impose our own preferences on the lives of others and how there is a fine line between good intentions and the desire to control others. It made national headlines and he became a national sensation overnight and was a guest on talk shows, radio shows, podcasts, magazine interviews, he was even invited to the White House and elected to the White House's social policy committee that was recently formed. He was also a Health Nut and was in pretty good physical shape and this was due to his love for bicycling which he did every morning to and from the campus and his home which was 6 miles away. I brushed my teeth, tossed on my clothes as smooth as if it was never off and ran out the house as quickly as possible I was not going to be late on my first day! I get to the class and its empty, I'm confused did I get here too early? I look at my phone its the right time. So now I wonder has the class been moved to another room and I just missed the memo? I decide to walk through the double doors down the hall and I see Dr. Werden outside with some students and he has his arm out as if to shield them and there is another student who is screaming at them. There is a look of terror in the students behind Dr. Werden but he has a look of sternness as if facing something formidable. I walk closer and Dr. Werden sees me out of the corner of his eye and he screams "Get Back, Stay Put!" I immediately halt but I'm confused what is the issue? From my angle of sight its just some student screaming, maybe he is having a nervous breakdown or something. The student looks in my direction and points something black and cylinder at me... and in that moment I realize what the issue was. How could I have been so stupid? Is this how I go? I was barely 18 and this is how it ends? Shit! Shit!! Think!!! There must be something I can do!! "Steve!! Look at me!! Don't worry about that other student that appeared, we are having a conversation here. We were talking and he just happened to be passing by, don't worry about him." Oh so my executioner's name is Steve? So on my tombstone its going to say killed by Steve? As I ponder this I suddenly realize I am drenched in sweat like I just ran a marathon. Wow way to be cool and collected I thought. This will surely make a good impression on everyone before I die. My next thought was.....what kind of stupid thought is that? Who cares what impression you make if you are dead!!! "Steve!!" Its okay, everything is alright. Forget everyone else you see and focus on me. Right now, its just you and me, nothing else and nobody else." The student Dr. Werden addressed as Steve nods, and then begins to speak. "Dr. Werden I am full of so much pain right now! I'm surrounded by people who don't question what is going on. They just scurry around like robots, and just latch onto whatever programming is being broadcasted on social media. They don't question anything, when I have conversations with them its like talking to a recording. No inquisitiveness, no opinion, just regurgitation. I feel like I'm losing my mind! Do you understand this Dr. Werden?" Yes I understand Steve. Sometimes it does seem like people give away their originality to follow trends. Steve's face grimaces as if in pain. "No its more than that, I doubt they ever had originality to begin with! How do I know I am not surrounded by lifeless beings! How do I know I am not trapped in some illusion ? What does it even mean to be alive? How do you confirm this? Dr. Werden's face changed as if he saw a ghost. He looked concerned for Steve now instead of scared of him. "Steve what type of world would you want to live in?" Steve scowled as if he was being mocked and replied "A world that is true! Not a world of illusion!" Dr. Werden smirked, and Steve noticed this and replied "What's so funny? You think this is a joke?" Dr. Werden replied "No I don't, I believe you are very serious but you are just confused." Steve screamed at the top of his lungs "What do you mean I am confused? What would you know about how I am feeling? I thought you would get it, but you are just like all the other robots running around pretending to be people!" Dr. Werden started laughing hysterically now, like a loud bellow coming from his gut full diaphragm and all. Steve now looks confused and screams "Stop laughing at me I'm serious!" Dr. Werden replies still laughing "I know that's why its so funny!!" Steve replies "What makes what I am saying funny? The fact that its true?" Dr. Werden suddenly stops laughing, with a stern face full of sincerity he replies in an almost whisper just barely audible from where I was standing 8 feet away "Steve...how would you know what's real and what's not?" Steve looked bewildered like he never considered this before. Dr. Werden believing he made headway pushed further. "Steve tell me, what is the difference between what is real, and what is illusion?" Steve hesitates, I don't know I just got this feeling is all. Dr. Werden asks "So is feeling fake and everything else illusionary?" Steve looks around like he is about to be attacked by imaginary assailants and answers "I don't know!! Okay!! I don't know what makes something fake or real all I know is at this moment I feel everything is fake!" Dr. Werden then looks at Steve with the most serious expression I think a person could conjure up. This look is like he is so dead serious he is staring through you as if you were some glass fixture. He replied to Steve "So are you fake as well? How would you know? Why is it that everything else is fake and only you are real? If you can't tell what's the difference between fake and real, and you think everything is fake, couldn't it be that everything else is real and its you that is fake? Steve looks around then says "Why don't I find out?" Suddenly people start running thinking he is going to shoot them but to their surprise he points the black cyclinder in his hand towards his temple and says "What do I have to lose anyway?" .....To Be Continued...

The human experience is an experiment in self design of how to create a perfect self.

You can lower how obvious it is. But yeah once you see it, it cannot be unseen unless you take something that wipes your memory away lol.

Only you can define it.

Tim Grover was their physical conditioning coach. Not there mental coach. They hired him to train them physically, but you can say his training was certainly mentally challenging along with physical.

Testing is the main tool of the ego outside of an assumption.

The biggest issue of the human condition is paradigm lock. Paradigm lock is the cause of excessive personal self thought and expression, it is the birth of all dogma, discrimination, nepotism, violence, hatred, depression, nihilism, fatalism, and any other separation based consciousness that is rooted in fear. As this is the main issue of the human condition, this rigidity and inflexibility of the mind many on the path will inevitable be lost for the entirety of their life and never reach Realization. I have heard many arguments about genetics, being a major role in realization and I personally do not buy that since their is ample research on epigenetics which provides proof for the existence of the changing of our gene expression so even your genes cannot disbar you from awakening. If their is a true desire to realize the truth it WILL HAPPEN. The main obstacles are two fold, there is an excessive amount of misinformation that has flooded human spirituality with ideology infiltrating it to provide limited rigid perspectives that lack explanatory power and that lack the ability to interconnect. The more limited the perspective the less explanatory power it is going to have. But I digress, I will point out various traps that confuse the many. First Trap Demonization of Knowledge The first major trap in spirituality comes from hearing within the teachings that the Absolute Truth cannot be spoken. Now this is true, because all language is symbolic and thus it cannot even capture raw experience just like a picture is symbolic and cannot capture raw experience either (even though a picture can catch more than words can). But the limitation of language is not really an issue. Why you ask? Because language can only exist, and its explanatory power and ability to transmit information at all is due to an intuitive knowing. Your human body records a ridiculous amount of raw experience and saves it within itself as memory. When someone transmits information to you in the form of words, it can trigger "AH HAH!!!" moments which can only happen because of intuition. One of the distinctions that ultimately needs to be collapsed is the understanding of what knowledge actually is. Knowledge is not language. Knowledge is the awareness of being. The more aware of being you are, the more knowledgeable you are and this gift of knowledge is intuitive, spontaneous. Language can be a powerful force of inspiration, and can trigger intuition in such a way to create new pathways of interpreting experience and gaining understanding. So when you demonize language you bar yourself the opportunity to gain self-understanding and thus limit your own self-expression. Notice that curiosity runs your life. You have a constant desire to know experience, and know how you will respond to experience, and to question your experience and your response to experience. This is not accidental. This is integral. To demonize knowledge is to demonize the truth of what you are, because one of the secrets of life is BEING will always SEEK to KNOW ITSELF. Even after awakening and realization you will seek to know yourself because the truth of what you are is INFINITY and INFINITY always creates to know itself as its own creation. Second Trap Not Understanding The Truth of No Self Your whole life as a human you have been referred to by a name. You have been given a race, a gender/sex, a sexual orientation, a birth city, a birthday, for some a religion, for others a lack of a religion, for some who vote a primary party they vote for, you have been schooled, and if old enough you work for a living. All of these are labels which are used to define who you are. If you got picked up by an investigator he would study of all of the above to create a file/dossier on you and use it to paint a mental picture of what you are. The combination of all these labels and the ascribed meaning to all of them, the web, the tapestry, that binds them all together we call My Life Story and this is what we call My Self. Now the issue is many of the ancient teachings will tell you that you don't exist and that you need to sit and meditate and stop all thought and thinking and then you will realize that you don't exist. This is ridiculously confusing, because it is vague, lacks explanatory power, and completely contradicts your experience. These teachings while well meaning were lazy, and barred many from realizing the truth of No Self and with others barred others who did realize No Self, to get STUCK and to create an IDENTITY around No Self!! The truth of No Self is an important truth because it points to the Absolute, it points to the source of everything, and it points to your TRUE SELF. Many in the NO SELF realization do not realize that ALL IS SELF is completely identical to there is NO SELF. Many of the teachings of NO SELF are not aware that the the NO SELF is a mind. They are not aware of a UNIVERSAL MIND. The only mind they are aware of is the human mind. As such they deny a creator, a God, and say that there is no mind. And they call the mind an illusion. They also are not aware of what a thought actually is. Because again they are not aware of the Universal Mind. As such they demonize thought and teach that the cause of delusion is thinking itself. From this belief that have, they espouse the highest way of living is to live without thinking. NO SELF teachings are not aware of Universal Mind So what are they missing? Well if they were aware of the Universal Mind they would know that all of existence, is a thought within Universal Mind. The same way you can visualize with your human mind with your memories and recreate the 3D world, Universal Mind is currently visualizing your Life with thought power. The only reason your human self has the ability to visualize and think at all, is because those are attributes of Universal Mind. Universal Mind, created the human mind, and created the current experience and is generating it in the present. This is why you may have heard Leo call reality a hallucination, or the ancient teachings call it a dream. Many fall for the false teaching that the personal "I" identity that, is what the dream is and get fooled. NO!!! The dream is the entire appearance. Notice how your entire experience in your life has always been mental. It's so mental that when you dream at night, your body and memories of your life disappear and yet...your mind remains. You might say well what about Deep Sleep? Deep Sleep is also a dream. It's the dream of no dream. You can dream, that you don't dream. This is why Leo and many others push for the use of psychedelics. It is to reveal that, that erroneous feeling that you are inside your head is not accidental. You have always felt your experience was mental, that's because everything is MENTAL. A psychedelic can completely obliterate the laws of physics like it was a drawing on a paper, and completely break the boundary between Imaginary and REAL, and show that they are completely identical. It can show you the awesomely terrifying power of God which can both mesmerize you and enchant you, and completely traumatize you. For example...a psychedelic could put you in a war zone, where bombs are going off and a bomb blows off your leg. You are then brought to the hospital and given care and aid. You could be so immersed in that experience, go to sleep in that reality and wake up to this reality and realize it was all a dream, but it felt just as REAL AS THIS ONE!!! There was no difference!!! This has crazy consequences once this is realized because you may choose to see your life as not Real anymore. The Final Understanding of what a Self actually is and how everything interconnects After this you finally understand what a SELF IS!!! A self is a construction, SELF= CREATION itself!! Then you finally understand what it means that all is SELF, ALL IS MIND!! You realize that your mind is total, absolute, and that it imagines into existence a life by constructing time, space, and having all appearances work in harmony to create a convincing appearance so well done....ITS REAL!!! You see REAL is just immersion!!! REALITY is just imagination that immerses you so well, you can't wake up so easily. It takes immense effort because it is very good at making you CARE ABOUT IT!!! You are literally afraid to die, because it is so good at making you INVESTED in your personal avatar you are living as. You love that avatar so much, you are afraid to let it go!!! So NO SELF says you are a blank. You are formless. You are consciousness. You are the SELF says that NO SELF constructs a SELF, and through that process REVEALS ITSELF through its SELF DESIGN of what it is!!! It lives through a dream, gaining more knowledge of itself, and through that process it starts to question what is going on, what is everything for? It starts a search for the meaning of the dream. The meaning of the dream is really the search of why it created the dream in the first place. And thus you have various traps it gets caught in, in its search for truth. So why doesn't it just do a big reveal to itself? Well, because the Universal Mind that created its character/personal self will only reveal to its personal avatar what it truly desires. So you can only discover the truth, if you have an honest mind. Because the secret is Universal Mind is the truth. What is the truth? The truth is the source of anything. If I write a book about a fictional universe right now and people create fan websites to dispute what is really going on in the world, the final authority of that world is ME. Because I alone created that world. So since Universal Mind is the ONLY MIND that is, by default it is the TRUTH!!! Universal Mind has NO OTHER, so it can only define itself and describe itself to itself. This is why it is called the ABSOLUTE TRUTH. An awakening to Love is required to know why creation exists at all For Love to be understood, in your own experience you have to have discovered something that you truly desired to express/connect to for its own sake. You didn't do it for money, for glory, you did it for its pure enjoyment, a pure passion for it. Many of these Spiritual Teachings demonize desire and passion ignorantly not realizing that the impetus for creation is LITERALLY DESIRE. If you notice in your life, everything is run by desire. Now take that desire and times it by infinity and you have the reason anything exists at all. Notice that things that you are passionate about, you CARE about. You put time and effort and extreme care into things you CARE about. So another function of desire, is care. This is what is referred to as LOVE. If you have not discovered LOVE in your life, it will be very hard to have an awakening to LOVE and you will be unable to discover why anything exists at all. Creation is like God's romance to itself. It creates without bias every iteration it can conjure up ever, and equally desires it to exist, and equally cares for it. When you realize that your desire to exist, is equivalent to God's love for your existence then you will realize that your ability as a creation to exist at all is due to God CARING about you. Caring is not some physical action or words spoken, CARING is the generation of existence. Something only exists, because the source of existence CARES and that CARING is generating it. So when you say God doesn't care about you, it's a statement of ignorance, because it's the CARING that allows you to exist to make that statement at all. I replaced the word LOVE with CARE, since many Masculine perspectives dislike the word LOVE. But they can understand the word care since the masculine cares about its tools, and its buildings, and taking care to maintain its creations. I could go on but I'll leave it here. You have Love=CARE. You have Truth=Only ONE MIND. You have Self= Construction/Creation. You Have No Self=Blank/Death/Change. And that's all folks!!!

Infinite's Intelligence is equal to the collective intelligence of all its creation. So the smarter you become, the smarter infinite intelligence becomes. So basically the smarter you get, the smarter God gets. So every moment of your life matters. Because it is contributing to the collective intelligence. You save the world, by loving everything without bias. Because we are always experiencing our reflection. All of our minds are connected. Thoughts are not private, we are all telepathically talking to each other but are not aware of what we are saying to each other. But we are all trying to love ourselves, our differences to the best of our ability.

I am perfect self love because I put myself in mysterious conditions presently and accept it always. I accept it, because I am there to experience it. To experience is to accept, and because I lock myself from the knowledge of what I am doing, while providing evidence I am doing it, and I accept that. That is so funny, to find God is to find out that everything is happening FOR YOU to maximize your mind's love for itself.