Razard86

Carl..... lack of civility isn't human conditioning...lack of civility is the animalistic expression. Humans deny they are animals, and construct something called culture. Animals don't have culture, so they don't have a choice between civil and lack of civil. You think civil is self-evident or common sense so you think lack of civility is also human conditioning. ITS NOT!! Why? Because you have to CONDITION a human TO BE CIVIL. So what I am ACTUALLY DOING is the OPPOSITE of human conditioning and THAT is why it makes you uncomfortable because you are CONDITIONED to respond to anything COUNTER TO YOUR PROGRAMMING as BAD!!! Don't cover your mouth when you sneeze? Bad Don't say please and thank you? Bad Don't dress appropriately? Bad Use all caps= We think you are shouting....Bad Do animals cover their mouth when they sneeze? NO!!! They just sneeze!!! Do animals say please and thank you? NO!!!! Do animals dress appropriately? They are naked. All of civilization is a CREATION of MANKIND!!! Mankind creates their OWN WORLD. We are the only animals that do it. Evil does not exist in the wild, it exists in the eyes of man. Can you please....make this more fun...by constructing a BETTER argument? Come on....challenge me!!!!

Exactly. You know how someone can take Weed and feel anxious? Instead of running from it, they should use it as an opportunity to work with those emotions. I once took an edible and became ridiculously full of anxiety and I walked around and did things from that state and confirmed in my direct experience that emotions do not have control over us. We can operate with neutrality no matter what arises, now obvious this is easier said than done and takes practice. You all have no idea how powerful you really are. You have been conditioned to think in terms of lack, it's why I harp on human conditioning so much because it is so limiting. You all are beautiful, intelligent, wise, and you have been brainwashed into thinking otherwise. That brainwashing is rigid, and tightly clung too. And getting you to drop it...WILL BE VERY PAINFUL! It will be the MOST PAINFUL THING YOU CAN EVER DO. Full awakening IS NOT PLEASANT. It is death to all which you identify. You are basically offering yourself up as a sacrifice. As a sacrificial lamb. Have you heard that one before? Remind you of someone?

I'm glad you get it....I think everyone on here is perfect. What I am currently doing...is shaking things up. One of the most important parts of my spiritual journey was this guy. What I discovered throughout my journey is sometimes telling someone they are God can make them get too attached. When my friend put me onto him, what came up was fear of losing all meaning and purpose. The problem with Leo's message is it can feed the ego, because the ego is achievement oriented. So I forced myself to listen to Tony Parson's rob my ego of all meaning and purpose until the resistance was gone. Now this didn't fully awaken me but it was PARAMOUNT to the process. So hey if you think my method doesn't resonate...try Tony. ....LOL.

Projection. I want nothing. I am offering illumination. If you noticed if I wanted something I would be trying please you....that is what people who try to sell you something do, they try to get you to like them. I COULD GIVE A FUCK IF YOU LIKE ME!!! HATE ME!! HELL PUT ME ON YOUR IGNORE LIST!!! You see? I just proved your argument IS FULL OF SHIT!!! Hell ban me, I DON'T CARE!!!! LOL. So I just proved...I want nothing from you. I offer the truth nothing else. No strings attached, bare bones. Notice...you are interested in distracting from that. to make it about me. I DON'T FUCKING MATTER!!! Don't you get it? WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT ME???? I DON'T MATTER!!! LOL. You get it now? So stop the lies and stop the bullshit. If I wanted something from you, I would do what all inauthentic people do...they PRETEND to care about you. And guess. what? Because I don't want something from you, I can love you unconditionally. How you feel has no baring on the fact that I love all of you. I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!! That is REAL LOVE!!! LOL. I am doing all this....FOR FUN!!! Because its fun!!!!

They are...because they want to keep their privacy, their sense of separation. They want to keep their privacy. You see you like feeling like you have a separate body....awakening makes EVERY BODY, YOUR BODY. So you don't have a private experience anymore. It is completely direct, you feel EVERYTHING. Because....you ARE everything. As long as you are afraid of this....then you cannot live from this experience. I completely understand, because I had to go through one last BAD TRIP to get there....and it felt like rape, like I was being violated. I only got through because I reminded myself that it was my selfishness and self-bias and what I was experiencing was ME and I was just resisting it. After that experience....everything opened up. So the barrier of Non-Duality is the end of all individual experience....are you willing to give up your separate private experience....to experience everything as you? It's more radical than you can realize.

Wow....you are literally making stuff up!!! I'm done...I can tell you don't want to awaken. A negative awakening? I'm so done that doesn't even exist!!!! No the only awakening is to realize that everything is direct and seperation doesn't exist at all. I can't believe you just said the phrase negative awakening.....what the hell is that? I'm done. You will never awaken until you rid yourself of all this fear and bullshit you keep spewing. Do you know the hilariousness of NOT having a non-dual baseline experience daily....and pontificating and trying to imagine what it is like. You literally have as your life a dual experience and you can only break through to non-duality using psychedelics, yet you are telling ME who lives from non-duality....what TRUE non-duality is... and you think I LIVE in a logical framework? The depths of delusion you are stuck in is PROFOUND!!!! And very funny. I want to show you compassion....but it won't help you. It will just encourage your delusion. So I will continue to make fun of your delusion....just like a bad trip will. Until your ego decides...it doesn't know shit. Because....you don't know what the hell you are talking about....because you don't live from that state....but you love to try to imagine what it would be like. Hey guys....here is how to know if you are deluded....when you speak about something....THAT IS NOT IN YOUR DIRECT EXPERIENCE. You are imagining what you THINK it will be like. This is why awakened people know who isn't awake. Because you reveal yourselves through your own deluded imagination. It's like a virgin telling a porn star what sex is like. He imagines what it is to have sex, and what it IS REALLY LIKE. And the porn star shakes his head because he knows from the descriptions....that he is talking to a virgin.

Awakening is exactly that. This is a cartoon, a moving picture, a dream, a video game, a virtual reality, a mind, how many pointers do you guys want? When I watch a movie (which I am doing right now on Hulu) I experience the movie as just as real as everything in my room. There is NO SEPERATION. When Goku fights Cell on my Youtube Screen I feel every punch and I feel the kamehameha. Why? Because there is no separation. If you still feel like movies, tv shows are OTHER than you....then you are still in duality. And that is only because....you have silly thoughts in your head of what awakening is. I might need to stop taunting you all because that doesn't seem to be working. I guess you all to scared of bad trips....cause they will taunt the HELL OUT OF YOU. Bad trips are totally focused to scaring the shit out of you till you finally face the truth. But it seems to me you all have too much fear. Stop turning awakening and enlightenment into something a particular way. All it is...is the end of separation. Your experience becomes DIRECT. For example...you see someone shoot someone in the head in the distance....you feel the shot as it penetrates his skull.

You guys are so in denial it will take virtual technology becoming so realistic (that you can't tell the difference) for you all to wake up. Because once they can fool you in a virtual reality into thinking the characters and that world is real, you will realize...that is what is happening right now!!! It will happen eventually. Who knew video games....would probably lead to the largest awakening event in human history. But it will happen.

Me and Ram Dass talk all the time. He is my buddy! He did tell me that my method would confuse many, I told him that was Self-Bias and that was why he never reached full awakening. Ram Dass admitted he was too self-righteous and struggled with feeling he wasn't good enough to awaken. Ram Dass was a good dude, but way too judgmental on himself. Why do you think he was such an expert on self-righteousness? I thank Ram Dass for that advice because my own self-righteousness was block me too. Currently right now...THAT IS WHAT BLOCKS YOU!!! Notice all the judgment spewing from you about how I am so bad....for words on a screen. I could be feeding the homeless and saving kittens for all you know and you judge me for words on a screen. That is the problem you guys have....you so quick to judge and cannot gain true understanding. Here is a secret...all human expression....every human expresses on some level...you can only act high and mighty when you are ignorant of it. You literally have to deny that we are the same...to act all high and mighty. That is why you guys got so butt hurt when I used the word rape. There is no difference between lying, stealing, raping, and killing. Once you realize this...all self-righteousness falls away. So your judgments.... ARE HILARIOUS!!! Because it shows how deluded you are. You actually think....you are making points!!! Your not!!! A serial killer is NOT worse than a NON serial killer. That's why many of you LOVE to go watch Horror Movies and play video games with violence. Here is something an enlightened person won't tell you but I DON'T CARE!!! You know that video game GTA? The video game characters of GTA are JUST AS REAL AS PEOPLE YOU SEE EVERYDAY!!! So if you have killed any character in ANY VIDEO GAME!!! YOU ARE GUILTY OF MURDER!!!! LOL.

^^^^Sophistry and poetry. It is beautifully written. The only thing that awakens you is the realization that there is only you, because it is true. That's it. If you accept what is true, completely and utterly with no resistance and raise your consciousness then permanent realization will happen. The funny thing is many of you enter altered states of consciousness all the time through smoking weed or taking other such substances. If you only knew that from that state if you accepted the truth.....in that moment realization would occur. You don't need months, you don't years, all you need is a full understanding of what you are, and the awareness to see it. Anyone not awakened is just hyponotized!!! You are hypnotized into a solid reality, and in your direct experience this is what you call real. When you can accept the instability of reality as also real....and accept the understanding that your true nature is not bound by stability but is completely free to express itself in anyway just like a cartoon. Hell I would suggest seeing yourself as a cartoon as a more direct way to awakening than all those traditional ancient moralistic, biased methods. All you have to do is accept the truth, and verify it in your direct experience. If you have verified it but it has not become your baseline...it's only because you are in denial. All you psychunauts who trip, and trip, and trip on end with no permanent non-duality? The ONLY reason you don't have it, is because you fear your true nature. You are literally right there......your right there. Figure out...what it is....that is stopping you from accepting it. THIS is the purpose of deconstruction, THIS is the purpose of self-inquiry. Anything else....is bullshit. Deconstruct the lies, the story, and discover the fear that stops you from...experiencing the fullness of what you are......the truth is....it's what you fear the most. YOU FEAR BEING NOTHING.

1. Civility is a creation of man. So NO CIVILITY cannot be a HUMAN bias. Do you know how silly you are? A human bias, is based on HUMAN INVENTIONS!!! Now you can call it a self-bias. But then by your standard....ANY STANCE TAKEN OR EXPLAINED IS A BIAS and thus...NOTHING can be communicated... so notice...your logic doesn't make sense....because your logic implies silence. So if we use your logic....then Carl BE SILENT!!!! YOU SEE? You make this too easy. This lets me know you are unskilled in discernment and are unable to see things clearly because your own argument defeats you because your stance tells you TO BE SILENT!!!! Boring try harder. I won't even go further into the other stuff you said....because...you want silence. Why are you a moderator....when you want silence? You humans are so funny, you wear your civility like chains!!! That is why you put Dogs on chains and call it civilized some of you even buy clothes for your Dog too!! You are so scared of unfiltered expression that when someone acts outside your CULTURAL NORMS you get in a fuss!! LOL!!! Again Carl.....CIVIL is based on the CULTURE YOU ARE IN. In some circles...what I do right now...would be considered civil. So miss me with your contradictions...that literally turn around in on themselves. Your world view was never stable to begin with. Is eating humans civil? In some culture it is!!! I could do a long list....or what was and is considered civil around the world....so Carl....let us know...where is the line drawn? The truth? You draw it based on what you WERE TOLD BY YOUR CULTURE!!! Plain and simple. The truth is....civility doesn't exist...HUMAN MADE IT ALL UP. What do you call things that are made up? A story....a lie, BULLSHIT.

1. You live in a world of shadows. Every Ego is your shadow, you have to deny that they are you. 2. Everyone knows God, how do you ask if I know God....all self-knowledge is GOD KNOWLEDGE. God is the only thing there is, so only God can validate if God knows itself. 3. Right now I am talking to myself, and have a silly little thought named Kuba that thinks its cute asking if I am sure I know God. *Yawn* Can you actually TRY to be more interesting? If I didn't know myself....I wouldn't be able to have experience. EXPERIENCE IS SELF-KNOWLEDGE. The dream is to experience what you are so you can KNOW YOURSELF. You literally cannot be having experience...WITHOUT SELF-KNOWLEDGE because they are ONE!!! You see how boring and ridiculous your request was? And yes....it was all bullshit. SIGH.....please try harder guys..

Whatever you feel is toxic...go towards. Believing something to be toxic is EGO. There is NO TOXIC. If you haven't fully awakened then that means resistance still is within you. So go towards everything you deem toxic till you can love that too. When your love reaches a certain amount of acceptance, that is what causes permanent awakening. Think of this dream as a love simulator. The more you can love the higher your awareness becomes. So you wanna hit that baseline? Love TOXICITY!! DROWN IN THAT SHIT!!! Think about it....are you in any danger being exposed to information you deem toxic? No!!! But you are afraid it will corrupt you. How can it corrupt you....if you know what is true? This means you don't trust yourself on your ability to take in information and make sense of it. This stems from a lack of self-love.

I'm glad you noticed. Why? Because this is the game that Politicians play. What many on here don't realize....is I do this on purpose. Do you know how easy it is to be civil? Civility is literally trained into you from birth. If you are bound by civility you cannot awaken. The hardest part of the awakening part is BREAKING your human conditioning and it is bound by civility. For example there are some awakened states and meditative state where you will start drooling, you might start farting, these are all things that you are taught to be ASHAMED OF!!! Notice humans believe that something called curse words are bad, that using all CAPS in writing is bad, and more distinctions. Humans believe too much direct communication is bad. Be polite, be kind, and all that nonsense. This is why Ram Dass said the LAST TRAP is Self-Righteousness. It's called the GOLDEN CHAIN. Golden= Because it is well-meaning, but that thing will bind you. So I am glad you noticed. Here is the funny part too, I have written more loving glowing posts, than I have direct deconstructive calling everything bullshit posts. But notice how bias works? It claims you did the unfavorable thing MORE than the favorable thing. Humans are such creatures, a man could obey the law his entire life and break it one times and people will claim he is a career criminal and make that one act the defining feature of that guy. Also notice this....when people find a reason to like you....then they excuse your behavior. Like Saul in the Bible who killed all those Christians he gets forgiven because he became Paul and wrote majority of the New Testament. He is considered a Saint even though he killed all those people. Yet Judas is vilified for the one act of betrayal. People will claim context matters but in actuality it doesn't, we create our own standards and if you follow legal systems...we keep changing them. http://tallangattalegalstudies.weebly.com/reasons-why-laws-change.html#:~:text=Values across society changes over,society in the present time. Morality doesn't exist, humans create it. As such....it is inconsistent across cultures, and across time. Yet they hold onto it as if it actually means something. HAHHA BULLSHIT!!! The truth is...you have never needed morality ever in your life.

Yes any Spiritual Teaching that it will remove suffering and all that crap is Con Artistry. Psychological yes, but physically it is not going to remove that. Now with that said, there are some who can gain the ability to heal...but even that ability is not consistent. You aren't going to heal every single physical ailment lol. When its your time to go, its your time to go.

You got to understand he needs to hold onto these things as they are what guide him. He has to imagine what Enlightenment is actually like because he hasn't reached it to see it for what it truly is. Last year when I was studying and contemplating I avoided those things (Leo warned that you could get corrupted by dogma and he was right) and luckily because I never read as many Spiritual Books as Leo I won't be corrupted by all that human spirituality bullshit. Those of you who get to deep in those pictures and stories will get caught having mystical experiences of Avatars and the like. I guess you guys want the indirect path. Go for it, since you cannot accept your true nature. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-034 What many of you don't realize....^^^^ Is if you keep sticking to human traditional Spirituality it blinds you from the truth. Because it is just a story. After a certain point you need to question every Spiritual Teacher and concept until you drill down to the bottom. Each avatar is supposed to express itself differently it is not supposed to be a copy. But if you pedestalize certain concepts and identities then you will be lost. For example many of you think humbleness is superior to arrogance, if you think this....then you are deluded LOL. It's something luckily I learned early. Reject...nothing because every single identity has a purpose. Don't even get me started on this fairy tale belief of transcending the ego. You cannot transcend it, the goal is to work with it consciously. You wake up to live from a conscious standpoint. Your ego is your body, your belief systems, and your memories. As long as you live enlightened or not you will still have to work with these. You know how annoyed I was when I woke up permanently and I saw that nothing changed except I became aware permanently that everything was me? That I could feel everything? I was like....I KNEW ALL THAT STUFF WAS BULLSHIT!!! Human Spirituality is CON ARTISTRY they are selling something. Talking about oh it will end suffering, lol psychological but not physical. But do they tell you that? NO!!! It's why I know who is legit or not. If anyone comes on here and start spouting this trascending ego stuff I immediately know they are a fraud. You work with it, but the ego is the character. Spirituality makes the ego more flexible but you are still going to have to work with it. The dream carries on. Truthfully I love that this is the case. Full Awakening shouldn't be a cure all, it should be exactly what it is...a realization.

It's hard for everyone, the belief that awakening/enlightenment removes suffering is false. It gets rid of psychological suffering sure, but if you get leprosy you are going to feel it. You can create space though, through meditation which can reduce the pain.

Well in truth the absolute is always awake but it cannot experience it until one of its avatars are awakened. Each avatar will experience their awakening differently, for example some may gain spiritual powers/abilities. In fact I think every awakened person actually gains an ability for example some may gain an increased capacity for compassion, some may have ridiculous amounts of energy, some may have ridiculous amounts of deconstructive ability, some may gain an increased ability to communicate or relate to others. When I talk about someone being awake I am talking about that person's ability to communicate Oneness. But what I have learned through my journey is each Teacher's contribution is not only beneficial but necessary. For example Mooji is really good at teaching how to operate from the day to day. Rupert Spira is good at helping people picture in their head certain Spiritual concepts. Leo is really good at directly simplifying the Spiritual Teachings and summarizing their essence. If you awaken your style and communication will be different but it will offer something in a way that other avatars do not. The purpose of the teachings is to completely destroy your individual story so you can actually enjoy it. So when I talk about someone not being awake, it's about their ability to effectively KILL you by removing ALL HOPE and MEANING AND PURPOSE from your perspective. If I put you in a HORROR film and effectively convinced you it was real you would suffer immensely. The only way for me to save you would be to break you out of the film by destroying everything you hold dear psychologically so you can awaken to the fact that it is just a movie. To you I will appear as a DEVIL as I work to remove you of all MEANING AND PURPOSE because you don't realize that you can't enjoy something if you are holding onto it for dear life. LOL.

Love this guy, he gets it. The gut part.....is a clue *wink *wink*

Exactly the secret is people PRETEND to be heartless and uncaring but as long as majority of their needs are met they actually will help you. Of course there are outliers, but people are actually nicer than they appear. It's why appearance is deceiving. Don't be prejudice and you just might discover that you are surrounded by kindness waiting to happen. Now obviously as stated there are outliers, don't take this as an absolute....but truly people are very kind. My only problem is I don't like to receive, I like to give so I foolishly stop myself from being blessed. It's my own bias that I need to work on...

Well that's the thing Leo did a good job already. I just took some of his poetry out if it and made it more direct using things like video games, pictures, cameras, etc. As God you literally put things in the dream to give you pointers to what is going on. But the best way to understand everything is to really use the model given by the Ancient people when they say its a dream. Just go through all your inquiry with the knowledge that there is no difference between your night time dream and waking dream. I don't want to be a guru or teacher for the simple fact that majority of egos don't actually want to awaken. That's the secret of Spirituality. Majority of egos want to enter Spirituality and pursue Spiritual abilities, come up with seminars and clothing, music, dancing etc. They want to turn it into another form of entertainment. There will one day be a whole Spirituality Global Culture. Nothing wrong with that, but it will be the descendants of most egos that will awaken not them actually. It is a bitter truth I have had to swallow, that majority of egos are going to waste your time. They are going to whine and complain for 10 years or more and will either quit, or become a false teacher leading more astray. To truly awaken you need to want the truth NO MATTER WHAT IT IS. You need to want to pursue it no matter what you have to do. The moment you start putting stipulations...you are proving that your love of truth is conditional, this means you have a price and can be BOUGHT. It's why I push honesty, unless you are honest in your pursuit somewhere you will get stuck, because you have erected some condition.

The biggest reason you egos won't awaken is you are afraid to be nothing. Your biggest fear is to not appear. You call this death. But nothing doesn't need to appear. Nothing doesn't need story. Nothing doesn't need other. Nothing is total and complete because it can infinitely appear as anything. Nothing in its wisdom makes all appearances impermanent so it can eventually face the truth of what it is. But this is every ego's greatest fear and this was by design. How big is your love? Can you surrender all of your limited love and love nothing? Nothing is infinite and forever, whereas appearance is a limitation. Can you let go of your love for limitation and accept nothing? LOL sounds funny. Let go of all you hold dear for NOTHING!!!! Can you do it? HAHHAHAHAH

You literally didn't make any sense. If everything is imagination...then its total. The word everything= absolute. Everything means everything that could EVER BE INCLUDED. So this entire post...was full of shit. You cannot transcend the word everything because it is ALL-INCLUSIVE. You see what I have to deal with? People don't even read what they type and contradict themselves and think they actually said something. Also he said transcend the mind. See this bullshit? EVERYTHING IS MIND!!!! Notice what you just said, you claim the highest realization is imagining the entire universe....what do you think is imagining that universe? THE MIND. ALL IS FREAKING MIND!!! You egos do this crap on purpose!!! You create complexity, and contradiction so you can be confused and explore!!! You don't want the simple truth because its boring!!! LOL!! I'm done....I have done by duty I am not going to allow you egos to keep creating complexity. You wanna be deluded and pretend you are right....GO AHEAD!! But the truth is simple, and obvious!!!!

Look none of these questions matter, you are not bound by any appearance. Therefore if you REALLY want me to hammer this home. You are nothing which can only know itself through appearance. What you are discussing right now is more appearance. Appearance and the explanation of it is just stories. Let's end all stories right now. You are nothing, which does not need to appear ever again. Even the void is an appearance and you do not even need that. You can disappear forever, and when you so desire....reappear and dream up all possibilities and do it all over again. Or NOT.

Sigh....there yall egos go again...yall literally can't help it. It's like your a auto generating story machine. Everything is, and isn't. Once I say that your ego jumps for joy!!! YAYYYY I can be confused again and explore!!!!! The truth is....you are both is and is not....so nothing to explore. Because the is and is not is an appearance...what you are...ALWAYS IS!!!! So the is, and is not duality collapses because...you are not bound by any appearance. This is why Infinity of Gods....is just an appearance and it too collapses. No matter what you all say...you ARE NOT APPEARANCE!!! You are NOTHING. As a result...when you don't appear...it doesn't matter. Because you were never an appearance to begin with!!! But without appearing....you cannot KNOW YOURSELF. This is why all appearance is a construction, and is a SELF. You don't have to appear ever again..