Razard86

If you want the highest, deepest understandings, you'll have to drop it to embrace a foreign understanding. I've done it and it blows your mind!! For example I developed a taste for the Opera, and normally it was outside my taste.

Awakenings are God's gift to an ego. It is the culmination of your intellectual endeavors. The rules are simple for having an awakening and they are as follows. 1. Authenticity. Are you here to learn? Are you here to connect? How deep is this? Does it come from the bottom of your heart? Are you willing to go through ANY HARDSHIP, ANY TORMENT, Are you willing to CEASE TO EXIST? All for this experience? You see the Masculine Nature of God does not allow the faint of heart to venture forth. The TOLL is heavy, it is pure MATURITY. Only Adults may enter. You must retain your Child Like Desire For Goodness to be Bestowed Upon All, But lose the Innocence of Ignorance of Relative Evil. You must be humble enough to be taught, but proud enough to remember and harness what you have gathered and offer it upon the altar of revelation. 2. Passion. Awakening is borne of passion. Of Pure Desire For Creative Expression. How much do you LOVE LIFE? How deep has your investment been in yourself personally? Each awakening will speak your own language, and it will relate itself to your past lived experiences. For example if you have toiled hard as a fervent worker, and have sacrificed immensely, that experience will be used as a gateway to speak to you of the hard work in other pursuits. Awakening is like your life investment finally reaching its full bloom. It will use the canvas of your life to communicate its deepest wisdom. The only barriers are grudges, jealousy, self-hatred, loathing, awakening does not give itself to evil, because evil does not want it. Evil believes itself too good already, it believes it has already arrived so it rejects any illumination in favor for its status quo ramblings of the daily coming and going of regular life. Psychedelics can foster an opportunity, for me edibles can trigger something, but a daily meditation practice also gives me sober awakenings sometimes just as deep. The price, the toll is always the same after all....you are just dealing with the mind you have developed.

If that's your personal definition of cool, then that is what it is for you and that will be your life story.

It sure is a wonderful thing. One of the highest endeavors would be to see how much Coolness you can perceive all around you. It would really take an undertaking of dropping a lot of judgment to see it.

There is no convince of myself. I have literally become ONE with God. I've done it sober. Anyone can do it with a Pure Authentic Desire to make the Connection. Nothing special about me, only thing special is my desire to commune with God. Wasting time debating on here on whether what I say or anyone says is a waste of time and is just an egoic trap for intellectual stimulation.

The first step to knowing yourself is Self-Observation. The second step to knowing yourself is solitude. The third step in knowing yourself is deep contemplation. What can really help you is to keep a Diary. Once you learn how you think and how you move you have a deep communion with yourself. And lastly be consistent.

Authenticity!!!! Many on these forums struggle with this. What does it mean to be Authentic? Authenticity is perfect self-alignment, perfect desire, unwavering without distraction and detour, absence of distortion. It is TRUTH with a capitol T. The only way to make any headway is to be willing to be authentically humbled by the process. Allow it to beat upon you, and for you to return to be beat upon again. To be beat upon until your paradigms, shatter, then your bodily comforts shatter, then your individual experience ultimately shatters into an impersonal experience. Then you go full circle and merge the personal with the impersonal into Absolute experience. This can only happen with Pure Authenticity. You will have to risk insanity, you will have to experience psychosis, uncontrolled hallucinations, and potentially even vivid nightmares. What are you willing to give up, to experience yourself as the Absolute? You will have to surrender your individual personhood temporarily to fill it until it explodes into Infinity. Are you sure that's what you want?

Absolute Solipsism makes no claim to my experience. Absolute Solipsism says....there is no ME, there is no my experience. What it says because there is no me, there is no other. Since there is no me or other, there is no experiencer, all there is....is experience. This experience...is Sentient. This Sentient/Alive experience is Absolute onto itself. It is both the Self and Selfless. It is a Self because it is all Form. It is Selfless, because it is nothing. Because it is selfless, it has the ability to Animate itself, because it is Self, it has the ability to be a form. Because it is Selfless first, it is an illusion, pure imagination, pure magic, because it is the Self, it is Real, personal. Many of you know what an individual self is, and have lived it as an Absolute always. Absolute Solipsism is more profound. It asks you to die to personhood, while also embracing it at the same time. It is a paradox, and it cannot be experienced through egoic control. It can only be experienced through an AUTHENTIC INQUIRY through the GRACE OF GOD. Only God will allow an ego to drop the illusion and realize the TRUTH. But the verification method is AUTHENTICITY ITSELF. TRUTH and LOVE is not forced, it can only be accepted.

.....Do you know how many questions I have answered? I have answered so many questions its mind numbing. The truth is...it is YOU who have not answered your own question. I got a question for you....HAVE you gone INFINITE? Have you penetrated into the Absolute? If the answer is no, then you are wasting your time on speculation. God is the Absolute. The Absolute is TOTAL. Because it is TOTAL it is Absolute ONENESS. Absolute Solipsism is the MIND of GOD ABSENT any egoic identification. Whatever you experience, is all that there is. There is nothing outside of experience.

Meant to say to interpret the United States Constitution. But their job is to also interpret past United State Supreme Courts as well.

The United States Supreme Court's job is to interpret the United States Supreme Court and to make landmark decisions that have the ability to create law in two ways, by establishing precedent, or by abolishing precedent. What is precedent? The legal definition of precedent is a court decision handed down by a previous court of higher or equal merit that serves as an example of accurate interpretation of the constitutional legality of the present time period. Because of the existence of this bestowed power the Supreme Court could accurately be called the United States Constitution, the physical manifestation of the living legal document in the form of humans who we call Justices. So what is this secret bias I refer to in my title? The secret bias lies in the term LEGACY. Every group of Justices desires to make history and to be on the right side of history. All Supreme Courts enjoy the privileges of deciding which case is allowed to be adjudicated within their halls and they do this based on two main parameters. What is the constitutional question at play in this case, and what is its merit, or value in being able to challenge and potentially either establish or overturn existing precedent. So the secret bias is revealed. The very reason a case is allowed or selected to be tried in the Supreme Court, is the same impetus that reveals the underlying bias hidden in the Courts. The Court's bias is for you to WIN!!!! If you give a compelling enough argument with Constitutional consideration (politics notwithstanding) the Supreme Court will side with you. This bias is a good bias, because the Constitution is supposed to be a living document, and the justices its arbiters, and the cases are supposed to be a mirror, a light of truth shined onto society to see if it is expressing the Constitution truthfully.

Your title can be made correct in that the ego is not all of existence. So yes existence is appearing within the ego, it experiences itself through the ego. But there is a radical conscious state you can reach, where the ego can fall away and you can be revealed to yourself as existence. The ego is a complicated web of mentally held dualities, which create barriers between you as a part and you as the whole. Until you become aware that the ego is an illusion and the true you is beyond it then you won't understand. Our biggest barrier is the desire to control experience, the biggest release is to realize your true identity is always in control.

I've taken my ego with me into dreams, and I have ended dreams before as well, and I have also taken control of dreams before as well (day dreaming). So it depends on the dream. All dreams are not the same.

Even that isn't enough, physical pain still persists, only the Will of God would give you the ability to transcend physical deterioration. Not saying its impossible but it would have to be a miracle granted by God for it to work.

The only way to trascend suffering is to drop the body. The body is a pleasure pain existence, only spirit can transcend suffering.

Solipsism has nothing to do with the ego, Solipsism is the Mind of God. There are no others, means there is only God. Arguing about Solipsism is a waste of time, rather than argue, rather than speculate, confirm whether it is true or not. I have already confirmed it on my end, Absolute Solipsism is GOD= There is only God and there is nothing else. You don't understand that God is INFINITY, this means GOD is total, this means there is no outside because outside and inside are ONE. This means individual experiences are ABSOLUTE, there cannot be anything outside your experience because experience is ABSOLUTE. TOTALITY doesn't hide anywhere or exist somewhere else, TOTALITY is right here right now. Reality is a hallucination. That hallucination is TOTAL!!! When you become aware that this hallucination is TOTAL is the day you become aware of what it means. When Leo refers to being alone, he is not referring to the ego Leo, he is referring to God. God is all alone because God is to large to have an other. Until you confirm this for yourself you will never understand. To confirm this you will have to potentially risk a psychotic break, you have to allow your finite mind to go unlimited and give up egoic control. Good Luck, it can definitely be unhinged and unnerving. For me it showed me how little the ego actually controls.

Non-existence is literally in plain sight, I've posted so many pointers. If you don't see it, it's because you don't want too.

Happiness, peace, goodness, love, truth, acceptance, is baseline existence. It never disappears, all that happens is sometimes you forget its there because some other emotion surfaces.

You really love to play the strawman, I guess its fun for you.....

Because it is fun. Devilish fun is part of truth. Truth is simple, it can only complicate itself in twisted ways. Its why they say the devil is in the details.

A pure intention to connect to the feminine will present you with an opportunity on its own. Also you can watch this. https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLimK6clJHdM0LxSvuY70_f4g-RuMr2qUf

You can achieve it with anything that can alter consciousness, but some things work better/are more effective. It is thoroughly based on your individual body's reaction, and your comfortability with deconstruction and acceptance with deconstruction. Can you accept yourself as imaginary, can you accept the fact that there is no difference between fiction and non fiction. If you can then your mind can open and be fluid enough to have that experience.

You are trapped in a prison of distinctions. Non-existence is the same as existence. Invisibility is equal to visibility, appearance is the same non-appearance, and movement is the same as stationary. Reality is an infinity frames per second. Movies reveal this truth. THIS IS GOD. This is INFINITY. This is MIND. That's what God is.

Only an immature mind can say what you just said.