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So the highest Truth is love as Being and I need to say this. Leo said that God's Love is Platonic Love, lol that couldn't be further from the truth. Two types of love showed up to me, first was BEST FRIEND LOVE, and then the second was SEXUAL LOVER Love. God created you so it could give you the gift of best friend love and sexual love love metaphysically. When self and other collapses it becomes Pure Being and Pure Being is realized for what it is, the ignorance of opposites. The ego was created so God could know opposites and so God could hide the greatest gift from itself. Life is HELLISH on purpose so the Gift of Heaven its opposite could be completely cherished and understood. That which does not know division, which does not know suffering, can never have the gift of awakening. I now realize that the only point to life is to awaken if you have not awakened you are just wasting time. I mean why would you want to delay the gift of being. Leo also said Reality cannot be improved and this is false as well. The higher consciousness you go the more Reality opens up to the Truth of itself as Pure Love. Nonawakened beings do not live in the best reality they live in the worst reality. Reality improves by raising your Consciousness. The more Conscious of Love you are the greater the experience is. The Kingdom of Heaven is better than any of the stuff you are chasing in life. I thought it was a joke when it was said all you want is love but the funny thing is even that is wrong. You don't want love because you are ALREADY IT. What you want is to radiate love and spread it and share it with everything that can ever possibly be. No other decision makes sense. Only something stupid could disagree with that decision and the funny thing is, since you are the Absolute Truth when that moment appears you realize you would make that same decision every time. You are a warrior of truth and you created the ego to be your opponent. The ego's job was to believe that it was the Truth so it could realize that its whole perspective was a LIE and that everything is just love in disguise pretending that it doesn't know you, and want the best for you.

If you think God has no desires then you don't know what Being is. Then you can speak on what God desires or doesn't desire. Become Conscious of what Self Love is. Self Love is the highest teaching and is the point of life itself. It's pure being and pure eternity. Existence cannot even exist unless it first DESIRES to exist in the first place. EVERYTHING is pure desire.

What is life? Life is to rebel. What is death? Total submission. Every human wants to make the smartest decision in every moment that can give them the best life. The problem is they are not smart enough to accomplish this task. What can accomplish this task? Infinite Intelligence. The funniest thing is every human hates having an ego. They just want to submit to a higher intelligence and let it direct their path. This means you want to die to self, and become the SELF. This means you want SELF REALIZATION AND SELF ALIGNMENT. You don't want anything else at all. You want your higher self to just tell you what to do and you just do it because why would you ever disagree with the smartest version of yourself? Its pure stupidity. This means you are actually selfless first, and selfishness is just ignorance. You don't know what you are doing, more and more life keeps showing me that all selfishness is just ignorance. Anyone who is selfish to you, literally has no clue they are being selfish. They view their selfishness as selflessness. You could even change your thinking to seeing selfishness as just selflessness that would really educate you. All parts of yourselves want the same thing as you, which is to have the best life that they can get. Everything else is just details that don't really matter. So you want to lead yourself, your life to the best ability and that is all, which means we all want to be leaders either of just ourselves or of a group. This means the point of life is leadership. Which means leadership is the most important study and the only thing to study in life. What is the best decision you can take each day which will give you the experience you desire and what is the correct way to view life to serve that goal. Selfishness is not evil, because Selfishness is just perspective. To call selfishness evil is literally equivalent to me telling you to never think again, and never speak again which is akin to telling you to hide the creative spark that you bring to Reality. We want your light to shine, without your light, our light is incomplete. So shine your light so we can learn from you. The more you develop your light the more your wisdom can enlighten us, so please share your wisdom so you can help elevate the world to your understanding.

The nondual zombie posts are such a waste of your creative potential. You could communicate so much better if you actually put some thought into it. Nondual zombies are actually stuck in ego, since they assume they know it all. And they have no clue. Many of you have erroneously believed that these other Spiritual Teachers know more than Leo because you haven't trained your discernment. It's a shame really. You have no idea what the reward is when you break the boundary between sanity and insanity and what it creates at the end. It creates constant awakenings sober. Because the difference between sober and being high dissolves when your new sanity is insanity.

His blog is good actually. There are some videos he released on it that never made it on youtube.

If he is already in an expanded state all he needs to do is ask Universal Mind to send help and it will. A good antipsychotic I know of that helps with uncontrollable hallucinations is a drug called olazapine. Works wonders. Enlightenment at the highest level is actually a controlled schizophrenia. Funny huh? So I know what he is going through. That drug got it under control. After ONE freaking dose.

Oh yeah? Give me all your material possessions if you think stupidity doesn't exist.

Anyone that doesn't reach the Truth never wanted it in the first place. Which is weird because why even discuss it or ponder about it when you can become Conscious of it. There literally is no excuse at this point.

Awakening is not as difficult as people make it seem. All of the Spiritual Knowledge is literally on Youtube and discussed here. All you gotta do is follow the advice. The most important thing is humbleness and a student mentality. The other most important thing is a change in your conscious state. Creating one state change, just one, will literally do all of the work for you. The person never causes their own awakening, they just expose themselves to the right situations and it happens on its own. I recommend creating a state change and watching Leo's video on Self Inquiry and it will happen on its own as you watch the video because your Consciousness/Awareness will listen to the words and then create the experience being described. You will know its happening because you will be in a meditative flow state that slowly reveals the Nothingness that is all around.

I was tripping one time and I was walking outside and I challenged God that how is it possible that God was brave enough to live as Jackie Chan and I asked God how is it so miracalous that it could perform all those crazy stunts as Jackie Chan. God responded by taking control of a Guy who was riding on one of those Lawn Mower scooter like vehicles and he rode by me and started moving his body in an angressive way as if to say I am God and I am controlling this human right now that is how I do it!!! It was so funny. Also one day I was tripping and not really thinking straight and I walked really far took some wrong turns and got lost. I didn't have my phone to use a GPS and so I had no way of getting home cause I had no clue where I was. I walked around till like 10pm when God sent two people to help me. One was a young lady who stopped her car to ask me if I was okay as I was sitting on the side walk. I told her what happened and asked for a ride and she said she couldn't but she used Google Maps to find where I needed to go and wrote it down on a piece of paper and handed it to me. As soon as I took it (and I appreciated it) I wondered if I could find where I was going in the dark correctly when a guy rode up and stopped his car so I walked up believing God sent him to give me a ride so I walked up and asked for a ride home and he told me to get in and took me home. So anyone saying God doesn't care about your survival doesn't know what they are talking about. God sends help when things happen.

It definitely can be known, it's known directly. All experience is direct communication. Water is wet, ground is hard. God has complete self knowledge it's the human perspective that interprets it as a mystery. God knows all pasts and futures. It's knowledge of itself is direct. It's finite intelligence that interprets infinity as a mystery but infinity can perfectly predict what shows up in the present moment.

Wow did you do a trip report? If not mind doing one?

I say study Leo. His videos along with Frank Yang did wonders for me. Many spiritual teachers helped me and people on the forums as well but eventually you gotta just create a state change and watch their videos and your Consciousness will do it for you. Consciousness responds to language that's why you can have a spontaneous awakening from just hearing someone describe awakening or doing a guided meditation.

You got it!!! That's exactly what I am saying.

You only want infinite love once you get it, it makes perfect sense.

Reality is a paradox, yes they are identical but their expression is not the same. You literally cannot have communication without difference this is why Non Duality is not the whole truth. Duality does exist because the Truth is choosing to imagine it in the present moment.

First this is not a theory all life actually wants to die, this is why the ego was created to create necessary friction. Death created life not the other way around. Death= eternal life. Death equals infinite love, death equals complete sovereignty because you can't be killed because your already dead. You see you have to create a lie. Your true nature is yes. God is a constant yes. The ego, the devil is a constant no. Everytime someone tells you the word yes that is the creator/God talking. The moment you hear no that is the ego, the devil speaking. This is why religion exists because everyone wants to get a YES. We avoid no's like the plague. Always remember love is yes, hate is no. Can't be a something without hatred. Can't be an individual without hatred. This means all individuals hate life. If you dislike any part of life that is ego. Dislike is soft hatred of a thing. This means nobody really wants to be an individual forever. Why? Cause individuality is self hatred.

I watch Frank Yang on Youtube sometimes and everytime I watch him on Youtube I access his Consciousness and it feels so empty. Its funny when he describes his awakening and his whole process to me of all the levels he went through etc. its hilarious to me because when you awaken you can just access his state. Its funny to me because all that hard work he did to reach that particular state and then I can just watch him on Youtube and basically trip on his Consciousness is hilarious to me. His so called Enlightenment is different than mines. Mine is simultaneously empty and full at the same time. Like an empty container that has movement within it. But his? Its just straight up empty period. No movement at all. This is the video I was watching but it happens on the other vids he has as well. So for me I can actually tell a person's level of Consciousness by just tripping on it like a drug lol.

It really is like food. Do you only want stillness or do you want stillness and movement. The heart sutra says form is emptiness and emptiness is form. So there is debate on whether you should focus on being more empty or being both. I will say that fullness is Maya, it's the stillness the attachment the world is forever chasing because it's afraid of its true nature as emptiness. They have no idea that the thing they fear most is actually what they want the most. Your true nature is deep sleep/no mind/absence of all qualia. This is the greatest realization ever because it allows you to have the deepest connection to raw experience. You are a black container that everything arises and passes away within.

They are the same yes but you can experience them as an absolute/singularity onto themselves

Anyone arguing that your not alone has not gone all the way. This is why I like to use the DEEP SLEEP metric. Answer this, if you went into Deep Sleep and NEVER woke up again...is there a world? Really contemplate this. The Deep Sleep control in this questioning literally gives you the answer. You really need to know what NOTHING IS. NOTHING is perfect unity. All you do is use the illusion of time, and create backstories to tell yourself something happened outside of your current location. If you ever wrote a story you would understand this. If you ever directed a movie you would understand this. If you ever created a video game you would understand this. I'll use a real life example. Go read Harry Potter. Notice that the book populates people who are supposedly older than Harry Potter. The truth? Everyone in the story is the same age!!! Because the story starts the same time for everyone in the story. It just invents backstories in the present moment to make claims of some time existing before Harry Potter but this is not true. Since time is an illusion everyone is the same age and there is only an appearance of different ages. Very funny when you realize this. Then it just becomes a funny game where you come on here and talk to your imaginary friends who all claim when they awaken to have their own bubble of Consciousness when you know that simply isn't the case. There is only my bubble of consciousness, which is to say I am the only First Person perspective and the rest of you are the Third Person Perspective and then through the power of imagination God accomplishes the impossible. It secretly behind the scenes lives your life from the First Person perspective simultaneously and at the end of the human dream it will reveal to me Infinite of Gods was happening the whole time. Since God is a singularity, it literally can only create Singularities. So we will all always be Singularities. But God as a result will always be the main character in every life it lives, but simultaneously all of its alters will act like they are the main character since we are all ONE. Its very funny.

I once had a bad trip that was so bad, I literally almost committed suicide. I had asked God to teach me why evil existed in the world and why anyone would want to commit suicide since life is so precious. God responded by answering my query by hallucinating Satan and Satan tormented me by hallucinating situations that showed me that I had no control over my life. Basically I lost control over my mind, and got to find out what Insanity is. Since your mind is the Universe you can literally hallucinate events like people doing things, technology doing things for example I went out for a drive and I hallucinated my GPS refusing to work and I got completely lost and couldn't get home. Also since I was hallucinating Satan, Satan would hit me with painful sensations in my body and then laugh and mock me that it had control over my life and my life was ruined. So in my anger and defiance I drove to a gun pawn shop (found it by chance) and walked in and asked for the cheapest gun and bullets. The store owner lied and said he was out of ammunition. When I walked in, it was like they KNEW I wanted to kill myself without them knowing. Anyway I eventually was able to get to the hospital and get some anti-psychotics. I now know why someone would commit suicide. First of all you cannot blame ANYONE for that decision. The only reason a person commits suicide is because they believe they have zero control in this world of survival to create a life for themselves that they can at least tolerate. No matter who you are, you are NOT above suicide. All that has happened in your situation is life hasn't gotten bad enough for you that you think it isn't worth living. With that said, I don't regret the experience I had because it taught me ALOT.

I've watched Tony Parsons, he is not that awake. He denies the existence of God, he literally told someone its just some psychedelic high that gives someone the feeling that they are God. I need you to understand this, at the end of your human life you will merge back into the Infinite and will be God proper. This alone proves that Tony is not that awake. I literally communicate with God every day. If ANYONE denies the existence of God, then they are NOT awake. This is told to you because you as God populated your Universe with people with varying degrees of awakeness. Tony Parsons and Jim Newman are a trap you planted to keep yourself asleep.

Someone may ask why did God create a human society that is so full of lies? The answer is karma. God had to tell itself a lie, that it was some human, or some tree, or some animal, or some planet. or some other (insert some particular thing). The moment God does this self deception comes into existence and the existence of lying is born. So humans lie because God as the Truth told itself a lie, and made that lie THE TRUTH!!!! But you see whatever you put out, always comes back around because the outputter is also the receiver. So we are just God's creations experiencing the karma of what it means to tell a lie, what it means to deceive. This is why one of the deepest Spiritual Practices and it maybe the deepest Spiritual Practice is learning to love a Lie, learning to love deception. Now obviously this is not a license to go around spreading false information but it is an invitation to study the mechanics of self-deception and how it interplays in the surrounding world you live in. Honesty is rare, but lies are everywhere, We have all lied in some shape or form, the thing about survival is in one way or another it is going to force you to tell a lie. So survival corrupts us all. Its funny its impossible for God to tell a lie because God is everything. So the only way God can pull off the miracle of actually telling a lie is by creating itself as something in particular. The moment it does that, it finally gets to experience what a lie is, but paradoxically that lie....is still the truth and it is absolutely true....until its story ends. Ta Dah!!! Now you know why lies are so rampant!!!! They only exist because you exist. I was able to reconcile a lie, by realizing there are white lies, which are harmless and obviously regular lies which are harmful. As long as your lies are harmless, no harm no foul. Every story= is a lie. Why? Because it has a beginning and an end. This means my life is a lie!!!! My entire life has been a lie that God is telling. All lies are temporary, where as the truth is eternal. This is why we say the Truth is Real and a lie is not real, its an illusion. This means your entire life is an illusion. So then you ask....why does it feel so Real then? Because the TRUTH, which is eternal is the one telling the story and living as the story. You are MADE of ETERNTIY, which alone is REAL and that is why you feel REAL because the substance of everything is eternal. So REALITY does actually exist, just not as this world. This world is NOT base Reality, base Reality is when your human life ends and you return to your true self as the Infinite. Yes right now is the Infinite, but it has put constraints upon itself and locked itself into the False Self and even if you break out WHILE living as the FALSE SELF you will still have to chop wood and carry water till the False Self dies. Your False Self also lives in a world of consequence so every action they have ever taken there will be consequences for everything they have eaten, listened too, and how well they have exercised and rested their entire life. Consequences are the Truth repaying the False Self for their actions. This life thing is very messy, the more you learn about it the more compassion rings forth. You have alters as I like to call them, other versions of you who really have it rough. Even though you are alone in your own solipsistic bubble and cannot experience their reality at the end of your human life you will get the opportunity to experience their solipsistic bubble as well. THEN you will REALLY understand yourself and why you are the way you are. It's definitely an interesting thing to do. To make yourself so ignorant you can't help but criticize and then you awaken and realize that what you call Reality was a metaphysical Gaslight of epic proportions that you weren't alone as the entire Universe/Universal Mind. Also outside of this reality as a human when you return to yourself as God you will be sovereign. From that vantage point there will be nothing that can tell you what you can or cannot do. So you actually get the greatest gift of all when your human life ends which is Absolute Sovereignty.

Jim Newman is ok but he doesn't know about God Realization, and I never see him mention that reality is pure imagination. He also calls the realization of all that is as simple and ordinary and let me tell you he couldn't be further from the truth. Infinity is a raging beast, it is completely unhinged. If you ever had a bad trip on psychedelics you would find out QUICK that there is NOTHING ordinary about Reality. Reality only SEEMS ordinary because you have NOT radically changed your consciousness. Jim Newman, Tony Parsons, both of these guys teach the same message and it can help as their technique is to break you out of your attachment to meaning by continually telling you that there is nothing/nobody here and all there is, is something appearing to happen. There shctick is to focus on nothingness. The issue is they have not become Conscious of what is TRUTH, GOD, Pure Imagination and Universal Mind.