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Yeah! And that is the Trippiest and Most Normal phenomenon there is at the same time

Yes! Totally agree. But it's just how it feels kinda, this vibration vibrating in and out of source every moment. So vibrant, so alive! But yet so non-existent at the same time. This Flickering of every sensation/sight/feeling/thought/emotion is the most liberating shit haha

This beautiful radiant lucid hologram/Wholeness is literally appearing and disappearing every nano-second. Reality/God/You die with every frame. And then are reborn instantenously. So it's a superposition of being alive and dead. So in a way nothing really happens. There is no process. No learning, just a beautiful concerto being played out. And all your thoughts and sense of being separate are just part of that concerto played by infinite inteligence.

That's sweet! Do you mean Ozora Festival by chance? Always wanted to go there, maybe I will be third-wheeling with you guys

What about the girl that you were supposed to meet with? Give us report from that

Yes! Baseline is what I am interested in now. For Leo highest value of his life is Understanding. So his exploring of highest, dangerous states with psychedelics is perfectly in line with that. But for me, for this body it's about Freedom, Fun, Lightness, Joy. All of that comes from mastering baseline. And I had major shift two weeks ago and altough I am not there yet it's totally obvious that Frank's levels of baseline are genuine and possible. Dissolving the feeling of center is crucial for baseline. When you look at the world and have no sense of location then it's like the universe takes care of your baseline on itself.

I am currently sick a lot in bed. So I will probably watch it. At some point in spiritual journey animated movies became much more interesting than many "serious" movies. There is so much creativity and other-world mechanics. Every frame is a piece of art like in Spirited Away for example. Didn't expect that. I was laughing that my sceptic, serious, scientific, materialist character from 10 years ago would never believe that I will like "Barbie" more than "Oppenheimer" but here we are...

I'm from Poland and I confirm this.

Did you see "Soul"? It' my favourite animated so far.

I really like how Anna Brown - which was categorized on the forum as one of those neo-advaita people that say there's no-one to wake up - basically says the same thing as Leo when it comes that to the fact there is no-end to exploring infinite consciousness - 46:00 - 46:40

Breathing slowly, mechanical heartbeat Losing contact with the living Almighty TV plugged, hybrid empty brain Don't see anything real in the game The tension is building constantly No reason just a reflex I have, driven by clockwork I try to keep an eye open And I realize I haven't closed my eyes in a long time Neglected emotions leading to catastrophic voyage on the other side I have been given so much stress and lack of confidence I've been given the gift of so small hope deep inside I haven't close my eyes in a long time, I am trying I cannot stomach these forms and colors anymore But I'm here to continue, after all I have been through I try to keep my eyes open, I am realizing This life and death more precious than anything I won't bring no material in the after life Take no possessions, I would rather travel light I'm of this kind that kills all day But I don't know yet how to die Art of dying is the way to let all go Within I practice, in the secret of my soul My shape in the reflector has Now for ever, a life on it's own

Will I understand the newest part (4th?) without seeing the previous movies?

Holy shit dude. That's awesome. Reading this makes me really want just throw everything away and go for adventure. Please keep on updating us.

Water fasting is great for health. Dry fasting I only did for two days, and I feel like it's healthy buy I am not so sure, and you really have to be careful. So I would go for like 3-5 days water fast in your place.

Nice! I listen to heilung for 3 years. Even considered going to a concert this summer, but it turns out it's a sitting concert so there will be no mosh pit which makes me less interested for quite a high price haha. Check out Wardruna and Danheim too. And even darker staff checkout Treha Sektori - it's the sounds of a dying ego: https://youtu.be/tGELCde4EyM?si=KOE1YhC1kAEgkIad

Watch Leo's episode "How to fall in love with life"

Yes it certainly isn't the same as breakthrough dose in the pure mindfucking amount of light and energy. But it has some fundamental basis I would say. Like it reveals the same structureless structure, and everything becomes covered in glitter in a similiar way.

I know it's the territory that is really hard to put into words, but maybe some facets come to your mind other than brightness? Something like interconnectedness, self-comprehension, Alien-ness, strange-loopiness and so on?

Hmmm. I see it as buddhist enlightenment/permanent ego dissolution is a revelation of actual structure of reality - so now it is obvious that there is no structure, no center, that all is perceiving itself as pure luminosity/reality/imagination with no reference to any ground whatsoever - with one word - Boundlessness/Infinity. But then when you are left with this lucid soup of God/Love/Infinity you can increase it's luminocity, it's beightness, it's self comprehension. Just like increasing the brightness of lighbulb but now you are increasing the Awakeness of this Structureless Soup. And the brightness is not binary and it can go into infinity as well as realms of Alien kinds of brightness. Would you say it's more or less about that?

I really think it's a time for a long detailed video of why you do not consider buddhist enlightenment is a proper awakening. Because for quite some time you just dismiss it without really explaining what you mean. How is the experiential and permament dissolution of separate self not the real shit? What the hell do you mean? Because for me god realization, absolute sollipsism, not only knowing but viscerally feeling that this is all a dream - all of this came before fully dissolvong the separate entity. And just like Frank Yang says, that shift, of true centerless reality perceiving itself really feels like constant 5meo. I thought he was bullshitting, until I experienced the dissolution myself. So I would really appreciate you addressing it really thoroughly, because that is like a very core of what actualized.org is about. And I believe Roger Thisdell description of 5th stage is really pure, to the point and non dogmatic, so it would really be great if you addressed his points. Some of us really care about not stopping. But you are not giving us detailed explanation. It's been more than a year without deepest awakening type video. That would be a great candidate. Or at least some longer 2 A4 pages long forum post.

No hihi. I love it. Of course not by all but we have several fucking sages on here on forum and also some brilliant teachers on youtube. After my shift (ego dissolved 2 weeks ago) i have new inspiration and I just love this so much It's like I finally understand 100% of what they speak about. Altough now I don't need anymore because journey is done. But it's like poetry. Nothing more interesting for me that this

Prouding happens

Hi hi thank you Too bad there's no-one now to be proud

I started to go really deeply into observing whenever my conditioning wants to pull me out of just pure being. After some days of digging I got to some really early childhood memories. So as I understand it now it's just our brain programmed for survival. 1) distraction for physiological needs - that one is obvious, obviously my brain/ego pulls me to think about water, food, sex, to pee to poop, to avoid pain. But when those are taken care of there is more subtle distraction: 2) distraction for information - huge part of our daily life, checking the phone, maybe I should watch a movie? Maybe I should watch some youtube video while I'm eating my snack. It's weird because even if the moment is perfect there is still that part of the brain that wants to check the phone - is it just conditioning for always gaining more information? But it doesn't fully make sense to me, why would I watch some drama on netflix, that does not provide me with survival information? How is our desire for drama connected to survival? @Leo Gura 3) okay now if both 1) and 2) needs are fully silenced. Then there is also this deep subtle need to just do something. I got really deep into my inner child, before it had any societal conditioning, any idea of boredom and drama, just perfectly sitting there - there is this pull to just grab something, to make a mess, to explore to create - todlers do not sit still they do everything. It seems really natural. And beautifull. BUT IS IT JUST ANOTHER DEEP LAYER OF SURVIVAL? This natural will to move, to change shit to make a mess, is it just a way for our brain/ego to adapt to it's environments. Or is it some metaphysical feature of reality? IS Reality fully okay with just being and standing still? It doesn't seem to be still, there's so much movement and life - so is meditation and being fully still and at peace for the whole day - is it going even beyond the conditioning of reality? The deepest conditioning? Merging into the ineffable unmanifested unchanging whole Absolute? This seems fundamental, help me out guys haha. @Water by the River @Bazooka Jesus @Osaid @Breakingthewall @James123 @Inliytened1

Hahahaha exactly.