Arthogaan

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  1. Make first trip in a while pleasant. Prepare some music, good food and take half a dose and welcome a pschedelic in a way. Say hi to the substance.
  2. God is perfectly fine being alone. But he wants to explore itself, and creating illusion of other is one of the best mechanisms to do that.
  3. I actually agree. But problem with rituals and strong intentions is to convince your subconscious as much as possible, and going to a jungle with shaman and vomiting is quite a scene for the subcosncious I believe. And some people will never be able to create such a strong intention within the calm of their house.
  4. What if the additional "impure" chemicals coupled with strong intention of the shaman that you allow, creates some kind of mechanism of binding trauma and emotions to vomit which you then discard from yourself. Intention and rituals are powerful tools, I think you are a little bit too reductionistic here.
  5. Oh okay, sorry. But in this post I can't find a contrargument to this, other than you watched a lot of him which I don't see how it is relevant.
  6. If you want to reference other thread I am not sure why you created new thread instead of continuing there.
  7. What if that is actually true? As far as I know Leo is conscious of that and that is by design. What you see here as a negative trait many people (me included) see as positive trait.
  8. There was quite a lot of talk about it lately on the forum, because Leo suggested that weed is the strongest substance for him, and it seems that for many people that is the case too. So yes, weed is for sure a psychedelic.
  9. I would recommend running or some muscle exercises. Very grounding. If you like rituals you could really focus on eating food. Absorb the stable energy it gives. Contemplate the element of earth when eating or lying down. How stable it is. Find earth within you. The deep peace of mountains. Also maybe a controversial advice but I know for some people smoking some tobacco can be grounding. Also remember that you can stop your rituals. You can regroup, balance, rest, let yourself be sunk into daily human bullshit again a little bit lovingly, and when you are ready you will come back stronger. All will be well.
  10. Dude, @Breakingthewall wrote that, spreading misinformation!
  11. Lack of death is cancer. Literally. It would be hell if death did not exist.
  12. You can diminish the agresiveness but using direct "you" is great in my opinion. Makes it much less intelectual and actually forces you to look inside.
  13. It is just your ego reacting to the loneliness. Whenever I get into this crazy high states of consciousness I find deep peace in being alone so it is still your trauma not liking having no others.
  14. I would say so. LSD trips show me much of that I think. It is like by becoming more conscioussness itself more and more on a trip you automatically understand yourself and therefore everything (because consciousness = everything) I think it is this deep intuitive type of understanding that does not necessarily have anything with ability to put that into words. Just like in a nightly dream, if you become lucid you have Hugely more capacity for understanding the mechanism of the dream.
  15. Will the course od your life change now? Does it influence the choice of your career for example knowing you won't ever die?
  16. Or: avoiding the recognition that Consciousness is Self, and avoiding Selfhood is activity of ego trapped in no-self paradigm that rejects direct experience of Self. (I respect your view, and I believe we actually pointing to the same thing. Just offering perspective to others if they prefer it.)
  17. For me the natural progression is like this: Being ego and thinking you have a choice -> observing ego and therefore seeing every choice just comes without anyone choosing -> becoming Consciousness itself = Being Free Will itself I as Consciousness can choose what to focus on. I can can choose to meditate this very moment. To later observe that pure choice and interpret that as "actually it just happened on itself so free will does not exists" is putting ideas on direct experience and delusion. In direct experience I as consciousness can choose to focus on hand of this body. To dismiss that mysterious force of free will is to me ego stuck in being the witness and not the pure Conscioisness itself.
  18. I totally agree and embody that. As i said "I can romanticize the idea of being a loner sage for the lest of my life.". But still I spend like 80% of my time with my girl which I love totally. So that question was totally not about me, and femininity in me, but generally about understanding femininity. So would you say that PURE masculinity without shadow is equally attracted to living in a community? Do you have an experience living in such community? In such community, are the differences between feminine and masculine energy more visible or rather they seem to balance out?
  19. It does. God is all powerful and all loving so obviously he would create the perfect reality. And since THIS IS IT - it means that this reality, this very moment is perfect. It is perfect for Leo to become Alien mouse and come back to being Leo. God with all of his intelligence decided that HE WANTS TO BE MATTHEW. That's how much God likes you. He literally wanted to become you even though he had all the other options at hand.
  20. That Moon Sugar sure looks like some DMT crystals.
  21. I agree but as humanity develops and there will be growing abundance of wealth wouldn't that loose it's importance? Do you think there is fundamental different wiring of the brain that causes that survival strategy or is it learned after birth? But isn't that confirming that it actually is a cultural thing? Survival strategy of women depends on the environment they find themselves in, and current environment is hostile towards casual sexuality by women so it is not optimal. But will it still be like that in 100 years when humanity potentially will have zero taboo-ness towards sex?