Arthogaan

It is just your ego reacting to the loneliness. Whenever I get into this crazy high states of consciousness I find deep peace in being alone so it is still your trauma not liking having no others.

I would say so. LSD trips show me much of that I think. It is like by becoming more conscioussness itself more and more on a trip you automatically understand yourself and therefore everything (because consciousness = everything) I think it is this deep intuitive type of understanding that does not necessarily have anything with ability to put that into words. Just like in a nightly dream, if you become lucid you have Hugely more capacity for understanding the mechanism of the dream.

There will be DLCs maybe.

Will the course od your life change now? Does it influence the choice of your career for example knowing you won't ever die?

Or: avoiding the recognition that Consciousness is Self, and avoiding Selfhood is activity of ego trapped in no-self paradigm that rejects direct experience of Self. (I respect your view, and I believe we actually pointing to the same thing. Just offering perspective to others if they prefer it.)

For me the natural progression is like this: Being ego and thinking you have a choice -> observing ego and therefore seeing every choice just comes without anyone choosing -> becoming Consciousness itself = Being Free Will itself I as Consciousness can choose what to focus on. I can can choose to meditate this very moment. To later observe that pure choice and interpret that as "actually it just happened on itself so free will does not exists" is putting ideas on direct experience and delusion. In direct experience I as consciousness can choose to focus on hand of this body. To dismiss that mysterious force of free will is to me ego stuck in being the witness and not the pure Conscioisness itself.

I totally agree and embody that. As i said "I can romanticize the idea of being a loner sage for the lest of my life.". But still I spend like 80% of my time with my girl which I love totally. So that question was totally not about me, and femininity in me, but generally about understanding femininity. So would you say that PURE masculinity without shadow is equally attracted to living in a community? Do you have an experience living in such community? In such community, are the differences between feminine and masculine energy more visible or rather they seem to balance out?

It does. God is all powerful and all loving so obviously he would create the perfect reality. And since THIS IS IT - it means that this reality, this very moment is perfect. It is perfect for Leo to become Alien mouse and come back to being Leo. God with all of his intelligence decided that HE WANTS TO BE MATTHEW. That's how much God likes you. He literally wanted to become you even though he had all the other options at hand.

Because it is perfectly perfect.

That Moon Sugar sure looks like some DMT crystals.

I agree but as humanity develops and there will be growing abundance of wealth wouldn't that loose it's importance? Do you think there is fundamental different wiring of the brain that causes that survival strategy or is it learned after birth? But isn't that confirming that it actually is a cultural thing? Survival strategy of women depends on the environment they find themselves in, and current environment is hostile towards casual sexuality by women so it is not optimal. But will it still be like that in 100 years when humanity potentially will have zero taboo-ness towards sex?

What is the level I am asking? I agree with you. I ask to better understand the balances between Masculine energy and Feminine energy - which of course at high enough level collapse and merge.

I kinda like it. If MDMA is Love, DMT is Consciousness, Coffee is Productivity then for me alcohol is Fearlesness. It has certain lessons to teach. But the thing is, as @Girzo said - for the amount of change in perception that it produces it has HUGE consequences. Like no other substance it really makes you so tired the next day. Makes you fucking sick literally. So there is no point in using it.

What I think is the core to happiness here is to realized that whatever you want you can use that power of enjoying mastery of what is happening right now. Maybe I have to work the job I hate to save some money for aventureous travelling, and I can get to enjoy the process. But as well I can quit the job today and master the feeling of anxiety that comes from not having a stable job, and enjoying the process. I can master being happy while poor. I can take it in totally two different ways and in both of them I would be a happy master. So just realize what do you really want, and master that. You can master whatever. That is freedom.

There is an Alien Mouse inside that skull, no brain.

I watched the whole podcast and I actually now understand why Leo puts so much emphasis on buddhism being closed paradigm. I also realize now tha Leo was right in saying that many people following buddhism tradition often still have some deep remnants of objective reality left. I love Yang but after the podcast it seems obvious to me that he did not went as deep as Leo. There is this clinging to objective and scientific terminology still from Yang.

True You/God is imagining that there is no you.

You might like that analogy: I don't think I agree with it anymore, but it was really helpful for me before. Basically each of us is connected to a server and your gaming console is generating 100% your own world. You never experience anything other than your console. Your world is generated totatlly out of your electricity (consciousness). And when you interact with other they see you in their totally own world generated by their console. And you can totally mod your own game but still there is a shared dream. Actually what do you think about it @Breakingthewall @Inliytened1 @Leo Gura? It seems to point to the same thing as Infinity of Gods video, but eventually even the existence of other gaming consoles and some shared server is imagined, right?

Well yeah, and the word God points to mysterious thing that would remain in a world without language at all.

What else could there be.

Yup, I agree.

If we are talking in a context of Loving Unconditionally as a whole then yes. But @StarStruck wrote: "I don’t think we can have unconditional love for a human." - Not "for humanity". So I assumed that the question is whether it is possible to love a particular human being unconditionally. But then you could also say, that I am able to love her in that way because I AM consciousness and not a human more and more every day. Maybe being human is about strategizing and what we do here on a forum is transcending that. You could say that it is God loving through my body,not me human. If that is the context I would agree with you @StarStruck.

We can love unconditionally. I do my fiance Tldr: Learn to never see a loved one as an object in your strategy. See them as the free creator.

The root cause is not feeling worthy. Learn to feel worthy always, no mattrr the circumstances. Would God/Shiva/Emperor/King/Angel feel sad after rejection? Become an internal Emperor

I would probably mind it of course. The same that I would not go to massagist that has significantly higher risk of having some disease on their hands. But if I knew that a hooker takes all the precautions, and is emotionally stable, respects herself, has no daddy issues I would not mind dating her.