bambi

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  1. Yeah and if you were truly concious of the beauty of heroin and meph, you would also cry. So when are you shooting up crack mr Gurua? Ah right yeah gotcha lol
  2. You keep saying this, dsitracting you from waking up, waking up to what? Havent you relaaized the duality between awake and asleep, theres nothing to wake upto Leo from what I can fathom
  3. Any response to this @Leo Gura clearly in this moment there are emergent changing patterns, one of them being the physical form you class as your body. At some point this form will chnage drastically, what is the pattern there?
  4. It's more about what form God takes, or experiences, there are emergent patterns and trends within this moment, and what we conventionally call physical death, the form that appears after it, what conventionally people call re-incarnation, isn't clear. You seemed to dodge this constantly, or maybe it's just like everyone, no one knows what the next form will be Why this form right now? why dream this particular instantation of infinity, etc and so forth I do predict one day you'll end up in a purist Buddhist position
  5. New and exciting wouldn't be the words to describe childhood lol Would you honestly want to re-live your life or childhood Leo? Im 35 this year, hopefully the next 35 will be less stress, more enjoyment and contentment, but the first 20-30 weren't fun
  6. Would you want to re-live your childhood again? Or your life? Lol If at death you had the option to forget and re-live your life once more, would you ? and for how many times
  7. Sure, but I can respectfully request not to engage with someone else, and they can do the same for me, or maybe not in your worldview? 1) Being free of thoughts that decrease suffering doesn't solve the problem of suffering. Life is suffering (1st noble truth) or if you want dreaming is discontentment and suffering, or dualism is discontentment or suffering. Negative thoughts exacerbate this, sure. But I vehemently disagree and argue you don't understand the metaphysics of finitude and duality, or your not yet concious enough of the discontement of being in these states 2) Notice how you and the other dude always assume a position of authority and you assume others posts are through a lack of understanding or experience, when the inverse is true to me; you have no idea what im talking about, and I fully understand your positions, and it seems you just regurjitate stuff you don't understand, no offence
  8. I already asked in the past to refrain from speaking to each other, I don't enjoy your perspective, opinion, input or discourse style, please respect my boundaries. Not meaning to be rude, just being honest with you
  9. Your misunderstanding a fundemental fact: dreaming is suffering, so telling people oh your going dream again a new form (re-incarnate) isn't appealing, real death is much more comforting. You have an inverted view of life, life is suffering, or dreaming is suffering, duality is suffering, no one wants to do this over and over again for infinity, especially if they have no choice over the dream. You could die and re-dream a hell, how is that appealling
  10. Buddhists did no such thing lol, he just didn't understand Buddhism [like you] Did you decide what the end goal with all this work is yet? Correct me if I''m wrong but it seems to be: 1) realize right now this moment is God's creation 2) this moment right now is everything that exists 3) everything in this moment right now is you 4) you are this moment, this moment is you ------------- 5) take pyschedlics and you can experience the infinitude of everything within this moment 6) you can understand absoluitely everything in this moment, what its nature is, precisely and utterly all of the ifnite conditions that created this thing 7) apply 6) to everything and you become concious of the interconnected conditionality of everything in existence did all this, and then what? and you still refuse to engage in discourse without equivociation or posturing
  11. You do realise your gonna get old sick, ill health and die, life is suffering, or maybe your not old enough to have realised this yet. All your loved ones will die, you will get seriously ill and sick. Not in a 'oh its just a my perception of it, not looking at the bright side', if you get cancer and do chemo, it will fucking suck, not just your perception of it Now you can defintely make the most of things, mostly by accepting the suffering that is life, denying this truth gets your no where to the OP suicide doesn't work as you'll just rnadomly be reborn as an ant or something
  12. Which of Jung have you studied? I think you would enjoy his work, but who knows what you enjoy at this point
  13. Lol I have no idea why Osho gets any credibility or status within spirituality, the guy was a sociopathic nut job lol, how does anyone begin to fall for it
  14. Yeah I dont think @Leo Gura still has this same views as this video . In this video he states you will infinitely experience every possible permutation and reincarnation of experience. In the last years he has moved to, just this lifetime, it’s just a specific purposeful dream you will awaken from the views in the video you posted would posit god and consciousness randomly permutating and reincarnating through every possible possibility without any sort of choice or discernment
  15. Also remember that colloqualy shallow understandings of models don't mean you know anything or everything about what it is talking about. Knowing Godels 2 is a self referential problem, doesn't mean you understand the whole or any of math Knowing MBTI is a 20 question self assesment test to uncover a one of 16 personality archetypes - doesnt mean you understand the the constructs and dynamics of pysche, ego, or self Knowing that all humans get old, sick, and ill health, doesn't mean you understand all of or any biology and genetics etc etc
  16. It's not possible to infer accurately what he means from this short excerpt. The questioner didn't constrain it to religion, he simply stated God, and Osho replied and substantiated his reply using theological reasoning
  17. Why is osho considered woke or anything I dont get it, just cos he had some intellectual knowlege on spitirual concepts
  18. Berens beebe david keirsey et al are the most accurate depictions of the pysche. In terms of compatibility it really isn't hard, your shadow type is your top match. Your literal 'other half' that 'completes you' is the half of you that you reject: your shadow. So ENTP top match is INTJ. INTJ emobidies the positive ideal of all of the negative parts of yourself (your shadow). It's non complex, and theres like 3 or 4 different perspectives to reconcile it. Obviously it's more complicated then saing ANY ENTP will match with ANY INTJ, it's just that some INTJ will be your best match, ennegram plays a big part too. It's highly complex, but at least it can help narrow your search down
  19. Man how are you a mod on this forum? I literally say exactly what I say: self assessment is flawed. So all self assessment tests are flawed to different degrees. Please can we stop speaking to each other, and I'd appreciate in the future you don't respond to any of my posts, your discourse style is way far removed from how I like to engage with people
  20. He isn't speaking from experience, nor is it the same as what he is saying, depending on how you define an ego death, Having no-thought or access concentration level of absorption is not the same as ego-death in my book. Ego-death is when you literallly die, you the thing cognizing this you will die as real as any death you imagine, and you will go to/absorb to/merge with some fucked up dimension that if you haveny experienced is incommunicable. Thats full ego death to me. In my experience, I became some bright white/yellow tint plane of existence that simultaneously felt like my whole being was stretched across the universe but also the same size of an atom, YMMV
  21. I have done ketamine 500-1000 times, I did it maybe 80% of the days in the last 12 weeks, upto 2g per day, including also doing mushrooms, at the same time several times I think I can speak quite in depth about ketamine, I've had pretty much every conceivable experience on it, at least 10x for each variation of experience You definately don't get the love or connectedness on ketamine, nor do you get any omniscience or omnipotence, which seems to be the major focus of the 5 MEO DMT work, and that can happen also on mushrooms TBH I wouldn't recommend ketamine to anybody. For me a healthy lifestyle, and shamatha meditaiton are worth 100x ketamine experiences, they don't add any discernible value to anything. And I've literally died several times on ketamine and merged into some abstract fucked up infinite plane thing that feels like your being is stretched across an entire universe and only an atom at the same time, but this experience as I type this is as significant as going on a rollercoast ride at a theme park. Ive also nearly lost my mind on ketamine at least 100x times now, in real scary places, that would only be classed as confronting the darkest schizophrenia that exists
  22. Do you think there is such a thing as ethics? If there are doctors who like to piss on patients and beat them while they recklessly and negligently perform sloppy intensive surgery, this is perfectly acceptable within your ethical landscape as long as the patient paid and signed a waiver? And Im guessing this applies to any patient, whether they are old, dementia, learning disabilities etc too? Literally more amazing for me that this Octavia even exists and people see him, is that you and others are on this forum somehow justifying this, what planet or dimension are you guys living in
  23. There's nothing needed to clarify, my post articulates my stance. Your just miscomprehending it due to the fact you don't like my tone as explained quite succinctly above. I think my communication is clear, precise and articulate. I literally have no idea what your talking about besides you don't like my tone, and that I am defending MBTI (what?) or that all personality tests suck (what? I never said that at all) I would honestly take time out to reflect on these posts, and see why it is your mind is producing things I've never said in any of these posts
  24. You are right I am telling you how it is from my viewpoint and expertise in the area. You're still making mistakes in your representation of what I said, which is just weird, your not reading or comprehending what I wrote properly, probably becuase you immediately disliked my authoritative tone, its literally stopping you from cognizing what I wrote, which is causing you to form improper beliefs about what I am actually saying or said, which has in turn proliferated this completely pointless interaction. You'd have been better of to just address your root issue, you didn't like my tone lol
  25. Where did I defend MBTI? Again, what are you talking about. Please go back and read my posts slowly, maybe double or triple reading to you actual understand what I wrote, and then if your still convinced I am defending MBTI, can you pleae reference directly where you think this is the case