Nilsi

It's an MP4 of Leo telling you to take more action lol.

Morning: 5 scrambled eggs, 1 avocado, peanut butter Snack: 100g nuts Lunch: 5 scrambled eggs, 250g salmon, leafy greens Evening: Oatmeal/pasta/rice dish Bonus: Creatin, EAAs, copious amounts of coffee

I definitely listened to too much rap music as a teenager.

Don't be so sure. I was doing weed quasi daily for two years straight and had uncountable mystical experiences, but all it took was one tab of acid to completely shatter any illusions of previous "enlightenment."

That's wild. Try some edibles man, you're probably gonna trip for three days straight

Weed is awesome. Too bad that it turns you into a lazy slob (unless your name is Joe Rogan).

Lol what? How did you take it?

Lol this is so out of character for you Coke literally feels like a shot of pure RED/ORANGE straight to the brain.

Rick and Morty is the best

Dude, I've been tripping balls so hard on weed, you wouldn't believe it. It obviously affects everyone differently, but on me it's extremely effective (especially edibles ).

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Not what I wanted to hear, but makes sense lol.

What? ?

That has always made sense to me. I have so far been going about changing my brain chemistry more conservatively (meditation, diet, supplements, microdosing etc.), since nowhere it is written that you have to take psychedelics to understand consciousness lol, but it seems plausible that psychedelics might be a kind of gatekeeper for the deepest waters. So I guess the bottleneck is the limitations my human form impose on my consciousness?

Duhhh.

How would I know? When is start a relationship or try to understand a new topic, I'm also in a sense commiting myself to it, but I also know that it might suck and I'll drop it again.

ESFJs make my blood boil. My mum and one of my roommates are ESFJ. I'm usually quite stoic but their touchy-feelyness drives me crazy sometimes; and they are so fucking anal about their petty little rituals and conventions, I just can't

Stop messing with my head lol. I'm not committed to anything. I'm aware of the consequences of taking a psychedelic, but I'm not taking a vow in the name of truth or whatever. I'm probably just too curious for my own good.

? I think I literally have the same shadow lol.

It implies being an individual. There is no romance without some friction.

Yeah, I will probably try plugging some 5-Meo as soon as feasible, which is probably the worst idea I have ever had in my entire life lol.

You are always playing games. Might as well spice your relationship up by being a bit playful and ambivalent at times.

I don't really care about having mind-blowing experiences. I care about understanding myself so I can live a great life. If that means taking psychedelics from time to time I'd be willing to do that.

Fine. So youre saying there is no way around doing massive amounts of psychedelics?