Yes and when I get that feeling I bury my head in the sand not knowing what the fuck is true, it fucking sucks, my chest is burning the whole time from these realizations and most of the time I feel suffocation .. like where the fuck I am? who are all these people around me? who is Leo? who are you people on the forums? It's driving me crazy and I don't know any answers .. everyday the same questions .. how did all these people come here and just agreed to not knowing where we came from, accepted religion and didn't ask themselves any questions and acting all normal .. is this a show? nah I'm just being dramatic .. I don't know.