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@Salvijus i do try to avoid it but, well am not really wrong, i never really try to attack a group by calling it a cult, i do love osho btw an fascinated, but shela some what narcissistic leadership and the uni dress and many things made osho comune more of a cult, but at the core the idea and the mission was fascinating, and i do love the fact that people used to site naked there sometime LOL

I always face severe degree of insomnia, i struggle with sleep a lot i have to do sleep routine i have to stay away from white light exercise at night have crazy life style just to get a well night sleep lol

its honestly too crazy that they went for a whole city LOL

you need to do what it feels right for you but please be super careful if you decided to do so do your research and consult expert, i wait wait till am 20 if i were you ego is you, or the sense of you learn to trust your self and do what your self tells you to be right Good luck with your life

I start to understand what do you mean by that i noticed that spiral dynamics mostly map the mind also doesn't really map the emotional body or any other aspect of a human being Well you can have red purple blue orange and green in you at higher stages for sure and yellow literally think of success not as a way to make his net worth bigger but to solve systemic problem and create bushiness in alignment with the environment sadhguru have a saying we need a marriage between ecology and economy that is tier 2 thinking you can have business on all the stages starting from red probably it wont be long lasting i assume, business at stage yellow could be vastly better than at stage orange its goal wont be making as much money as possible tho well at tier 2 instead doing business in the dysfunctional manner that exist with things like fight or flight response, it could manifest in a way that is in alignment with earth the universe the environments other countries win win win win situation

when you say there is no evil too LOL

how do i answer stage blue if he ask me what do you mean by manifestation, universe/god, you are god, alchemy, yoga i kinda given up lol on talking to such people, its so obvious for me that they are constructing their reality, but they look at me like some-sort of a crazy idiot/ heretic loool the crazy part that i was so stuck there when i was young

what are the syriac sources ? can you link me to somthing is there a book ?

its not like that its like from nothing matter to what actually matter to you i focus on my passion and the people that i really love and care about i think with the `nothing matters! ` mentality you will always be depressed i would assume dont tell your self `nothing matters! tell it x matter to me or x matter more than y or x is the most meaningful thing for me there is a billion aspect to life that you can explore

well yeah, just for context when you read Islamic literature or history "no god but Allah" is like the plot twist to any story of significant, and you hear a lot form people here (btw am middle eastern ) how people start picking interest in Islamic literature then say the world that makes you a Muslim which is "no god but Allah" (its like the stories typical stories you would hear here that people converting to islam ) so leo has great interest in sofiism too i kinda ruined the joke already i guess leo probably might get it

my biggest fear that leo one day gonna say, there is no god but Allah LMAO

i remember reading that he wont do YT anymore not sure if that is a joke or what ? , its been a while since he made a new video i was really happy that his last contents was really down to earth i hope leo is doing super well and if he never wanna do yt i wanna say thankksssssssssss so much god damn your content is one of a kind i really dont know how to thank them i was lost in ideologies knowing that they have limitation before him

Most of them think "you are god" is heresy now at least from my experience and what i have seen tho there is a lots in common between Islam and leo teaching.

What is that @LSD-Rumi can you explain

LOL at least should look like this but 10 times worst i never seen 2 people here actually agreeing on any thing i mean here people throw away all the teaching that we have on actualized and they came to argue about their view

if you wanna build a habit dedicate a place for that habit watch out for your environments, friends, eating habits, your exercise, what information you are feeding your brain, if your environment has decent fresh air "there should be some lush tree near you", the water you dink also should be ultra clean any of that can effect your level of consciousness and can drag you down also you have to have a degree if discipline also learn about ego backlashes and how you can handle them i do tons of back sliding

i do : D but his new content has a lot more depth

only have kids if you are financial doing super well kids are drain on your money time and extremely demanding took me from 2015 to 2021 to be independent but i came from a war zone and am younger than you it takes a lots of time to develop a solid career dont try to rush, but what you could do live with few roommate, get a job that you somewhat like you could work on your self in your free time this is brutally hard for someone like you, alternatively stay with your parents spend 5 years to build you self up as any career you want 5 years isn't really enough but if you were super discipline its enough to get an okay job or sell your services to be able to get independent its very normal for girls in the Islamic world to reach 30 and she have done almost nothing in her life because expectation put upon her that she should be a wife and make kids, if you wanna get a traditional husband that might work for you, but parenting is fucking hard too xd, you still have a lots of time and energy you can definitely be successful and independent from your parents if you dont have a lots of money, dont expect travel to be any thing fun lol, travel to countries that are more developed than yours and you need to work hard there to make it no country gonna let you in as a drag for them

fundamentalists religious minded people they do much worst job, at least scientist sometime says we dont really know, i religious person would tell you ohhh no its 100% that dumb-ass is god

Okay, not sure if you have travel experience before or not if you dont have, dont make Egypt your first adventure lol it could be tough for you if you are not very good at finance learn more about it because gonna make huge difference, travel is really expensive so you need to minimize that expense a much as possible

you can visit this country for a while like maybe 3 months, but indeed this country is not the most stable one and its getting worse here yeah it would be an amazing experience but you need a bit of money too. not really a county where you have a future in it i dont know much about it but its probably a more conservative place i live in 10th of Ramadan close to cairo lol you can put them in any of that cities but like if its cairo you can go to new cairo for ex if its dahab well most of it Aswan, Luxor i wouldn't really stay there for long you can get a hotel or airbnb too instead of rent don't come here alone it not the best country for female solo travel really and pick one city like dahab and stick to it since it gonna take you half a day to go from dahab to Cairo its pretty unrealistic to have your stuff to have your belongings in one place and you are in another. also if you wanna have a short trip dont take too much stuff

I wanted to share the unity thing perfect example for stage orange but someone already did it anyway why not more content

How comes a country like the US has so much stage blue in it yet its much more progressive than the middle east ? Will stage orange in me ,merge into higher stages, i do value hard work, productivity, efficiency, creativity, and technology but i am i try to not manipulate my way to the top i try to focus on my muse what my heart really want, do lower stages merge into higher one in a healthy manifestation or is the orange in my is just main stream orange ?, i dont really value gross at all cost but am still in point in my life where i need to focus on success to escape the the toxic dogmatic places that am still stuck in the middle east, if i desire a to be mega successful but point my success in positive in the positive direction "i only want to make world class animation and few more projects" i dont wanna be the wealthiest man alive but i do love working and id love to build big projects doing animation at the level i want requires millions of dollars, i dont wanna be misguided or self deceived and get trapped in the trap of materials but also wanna grow and achieve big projects and ideas, i hope to get @Leo Gura feedback, what can i do if my whole family is stage blue and anyone of they that knows about my world view would wanna gaslight me into coming back to religion, i heard a million time the impression that am a bad person and i should come back to god and repent start praying times a day, go to the mosque to join that cult, is there a way to deal with blue without being effected by them am sick of it honestly i got mentally ill from that (am glad that am succeeding more and more but might take me 2 years before moving out to a better country ) "ill mention again that am form Syria here xd" since my life is brutally hard i had to leen more conservative the past year, i dont wanna be stuck on lower stages of development, how can i watch out for that i feel like the left aka stage green is going to far left on so many things is it true i feel like people should have a healthy degree of conservatism is that true too ? What i should not do while selling my product, and what ideas should watch out for, i feel like i start bullshiting my self on many things lol related to success, i dont wanna live in my own bullshit, its really hard to do conscious business, but its probably doable also if i value the environment and value other people like sometime if i wanna be effective i need to be tough on the people i wanna hire (not now am still dont have a lots of money) because if i lost too much ill end up on the street, but i also care about other human how do i strike a balance should i be super clear with them about how the business works (if i got x numbers of sales this year i definitely need few people to help me out next year), how do i hire in a conscious way am really curious to know, because if i were to soft ill suffer if i were too harsh other human will suffer i dont wanna any of that when would i know if the money am paying is fair since the business nature of things that you are taking risk in that move. also is it true that stage turquoise is somewhat similar to blue since turquoise has the character building and many things that blue want but cant get ? can stage yellow be mega successful ? or will it not value success to much so it tend to be not mega successful can there be someone who is mega successful but also super conscious ? if that is possible i want it but id rather be at budda (oh sorry leo it awake lol well basically mean highest possible levels of wakening but also with being so conscious that i transcend suffering and live my life for someone that is creative and self less thing how i can make people life better "its so easy for me to live in my own bullshit and be self deceived so am asking here to get feedback " ) level than mega successful if both are not possible okay one last one is it true that stage green sometime lucks discipline and character makes it weak unrealistic, i feel like stage green has as much limitation as stage orange but its much more conscious to the people suffering and environments and how comes that many of the US presidents are stage blue but yets somewhat support the democratic system like bush and older ones, how democracy was created not bey stage green but lower stages on the spiral ? and is Europe generally speaking more evolve that the US when it comes to spiral development, i feel like Australia too is already much more green that the average US score is it also a bad things if i kept going with success even after hitting my old goals "now they are current goals" ? since i love work and creating projects or should i stop making money lol then also i remember what families look like at stage green yellow and above ? is there a tangible examples ?are families stables there or its not a matter of spiral development ? since orange pretty much have the most broken relationships cycles should families and relationships last a lifetime or not too and will it usually ? i see many stage green people as well having solid relationships then it breaks (well its much better than orange but still not very stable if someone wants kids) okay okay i also remember this is the idea of communism total fantasy lol or what so i think capitalism and communism should co exist is that true ? what about the idea of a commune that a child doesn't necessary need a mom and dad or with the mom and dad a comminiuty/commune to rise children in a given society is that the future ? with social safety nets (am trying to image what families would look like at green yellow and turquoise )

Can i get the post in my DM ? too see what is it am curious now