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you seem have done a lots of research, well recipes for if you have cold or for skin care or for shambo. for treating specific element that can be treated i know a doctor he literally was an encyclopedia on food herbs and not using western medicine as much as possible it like impossible for me to talk to him now he taught me about boiling olive leaf for example this is literally the most effective recipe for a fever or a cold for me i told me about a book Olive Leaf Extract: Nature's Antibiotic i wished to find some site or forum or any place to have an alternative to that doctor when i have a question Lol most of what i find in the internet is shit tbh

i would say herbs and natural remedies alternative for taking pills for me alternative medicine is taking herbs remedies that is what i mean with medicine

i made gluten free sugar free cookies dates + orange juice oat as white flour alternative milk and raw chocolate

Am very surprised how do you live in a parallel universe to me , its the exact opposite to where i came from lol

well, i took me like 8 years to cut sugar 99.5% of the time but white flour is almost as bad too, tho you can eat small dosage of sugar i choice to cut it almost completely (there is a tiny quantities i took from buying a snakes small quantity from raw chocolate and Vanilla for cooking and tiny bit of it in a hot chocolate drink i consumed several time) you need to be very mindful about your body, replace sugar with fruits and sugar healthy alternatives like pure honey etc, you need to know exactly what you are eating read products descriptions ingredients very carefully, read books like atomic habit and the power of habits, you can't just unwise the habit easily at first, it takes some time you might need to replace it with different habit learn to make food that you enjoy and it feels great to eat and that takes a LOT of effort to wire new habit and to get used to it sugar is super addictive and its quite hard to quite but possible edit adding: avoid any soda like completely that drink contains insane amount of unhealthy sugar do more fasting maybe once a week or fast for a month try different fasting try different diet like keto too, maybe invest more money into buying more expensive raw ingredient and spend sometime making that perfect fish dish once you try to eat well for a while you dont wanna go back practice things like kryia yoga it can flow you naturally into a more healthy holistic diet you can run away from sugar or invest a lot more love into your eating habit diet and food by preparing quality expensive food at home

https://www.youtube.com/@Abundantiaco sorelle has an amazing channel that talks about money edit: i mean by money is Finance and economy a book called the richest man in Babylon is extremely good when it comes to finance and money think and grow rich is a good book on success, i can recommend like 10 books or 50 if you are into books and you can have audiobooks they are better than podcasts but here is some podcast that i really like they talk about success edit: you need to hear many successful people not just one podcast, and reading books or listening to audiobook will get you much more values than podcasts i tried both success can be obtain the conscious way but its much harder requires much more work, you need much more reading and research, but its doable, how ever not every resource you will learn from gonna be super conscious so you have to bascilly hit it from many perspective and the hell scape of the US is a billion time better than syria where i came from lol its unfathomably bad also edit: success is much more important than money what you really need to focus on is not just Finance, you need to build better relationship with money and your own country because your country believe it or not offers you the full capacity to make insane amount of money, and building a character and discipline (Jocko Willink pod cast focuses a lot on that) and you need to build specialized skills over like 5-10 years so you need mastery research how to build a mastery in your career all aspects of life is interconnected so that is why i recommend multiple things that is very important if you wanna achieve financial freedom Stephen focuses on finance a lot with his channels btw too https://www.youtube.com/@TheIcedCoffeeHour well this is an interview but yeah teal swan has a really cool takes on productivity money and success i listened to many interview with her didn't find the exact podcast of bucky but she talks a lot about success she is similar to me had to live in many of her sibling in one room ash throp also inspired me a lot about success, this is not the one that talks a lot about success and career but its cool this also an amazing interview about how frank had success with dune

i knew him already Syama Pedersen the creator of astartes animation (it can be found on youtube) he draw some inspiration at the and of his animation from Zdzislaw Beksinski.

if a girl asked me what is my age and she was texting me also laughing with me at my jokes yet her relationship status is in a relationship what does it mean if a girl asked me about my age, and what if she found out am younger than her by 4 years (ofc i told her my real age), i dont wanna destroy her relationship with her partner i just got curious to ask her a questions then we had a long conversation, i was quite surprised that she likes me and found me funny i totally didn't expect that, and she ask me what is my age after a long conversation, am not talking to her now but i wanna understand women better

it make sense, backup options well okay Am doing that currently in my free time

am but in my free time for fun for now not really gonna jump into a relationship i could be over thinking it yeah, i just get totally the results am not expecting and i get confused

its a difficult situation for a man to be in, i might try saying id love to pay you that but lets keep it for later if its outside my budget and ill make room for it later and make it a surprise, i fucked up last time but again my ex didn't show me her real personality till i invested so much money in her then she start being abusive, maybe am the fucked up person but i treated her with respect and love anyway good luck with your partner

if i did that to my ex she would kill me, its not that i would but damn am actually not crazy my ex demanded so much out of me and she didn't even want to wash the dishes, she made me feel am crazy and am cheap and am incompetent but hearing the stories that i can read here and from my friends i was defiantly with the wrong person i bought my ex the best chocolate and cake for her birthday am not saying that to brag am just heart broken and confused, but she was like after a while that nothing happened her way and am bad person she treated me really badly too, apparently i was with a really abusive girl and that fucked me up real time he is not reading you well its not too hard to do that for me now but i struggled to read girls before except my ex i used to read her like a book even if she is not next to me, i learned to be more a tuned to other people by paying close attention to her/them probably my ex had serious daddy issue her father was severely abusive and that abusive translate to me am not an angle too, am trying to heal my self so i can stop attracting extremely dysfunctional girls lol @Barbella after filling the post with my drama my previous relationship made me i start studying relationships more seriously, so what i suggest i think you should make him understand women more by having a serious conversation with him and maybe watching videos like these and explain to him how you feel communicate what is important for you if you can see incompatibility after that take notice imo, i really like teal video workablity vs compromise, i never had a successful relationships i came from warzones in Syria but i learned the more you find your self needing to compromise the more a relationship gonna be dysfunctional

after learning about it from teal swan and reading karma book by sadguru i start noticing it intuitively in my self and work on it that way, aslo doing yoga have helped me A TONS, i love teal swan she is the go to for relationships and emotions for me too, her book the completion process also really good too

indeed, takes insane amount of work to unwire old habit pattern also ancestral patterns relatable tho more and more am changing my life to be in a very bright place

i hear alan watts a lot and his thoughts talks a lot about that

let me add this i do feel empathy and compassion toward many people that are stuck in a dead end job, but when ever i tried to communicate that they can create a totally different life for them they dont really believe its possible or understand how or see a way into that especially girl that are conforming to what they got already and what saw in society i feel like people stuck in a boring job they are also stuck in patterns and can't get out of it too

You know what i had experience with a girl that want me to do all the things from the traditional society and want all the freedom from the modern one without she taking any responsibility lol, not only that i'm the one who clean and make food too lol I do agree its SO much work if there is kids i spent tons of money on my ex relative to our slanderers and she wasn't happy, i dont expect any money from a girl but girls that are more successful tend to understand me more and appreciate the effort am putting more, girls that are not that successful now a day for me they dont have a realistic expectation they have tiktok expectation LOL, ill try to give more to the next girl am with tho or maybe see what makes her feel the best her father she tells me used to spent literally all his money maybe that has a lots of influence on her Thank you @Lila9 you too

Tell me what you wanna do exactly what is your end goal and ill try to see if i have good materials links or i can just give you the keywords you need to search

basically you need to learn lighting framing timing cuts editing camera and lenses aspect ratios colors, you can take it as far as you want if you wanna learn full film making but deepening on what is your end goal you might add a bit of writing too you dont need too much of that if you only wanna make simple youtube videos and you can start by focus maybe only on editing you are literally tabbing into art and there is no end to how much you can learn and improve with it so be wise with it

also @Lila9 do you feel girls like you are rare or is it that most girls in your culture are like that ? the most successful girl i met was my ex irl lol we couldn't make it we where living in different cities, and most girls i meet are just not into it at all (not successful) or having the most boring job

@Lila9 wow you did all of that as a girl, am an artist too at the heart making it professionally surviving on my art was Brutally hard still not where i wanna be yet i wanna do full animations i really feel like girls that can't take care of them self and are dependent on man they are immature in someway or another, but i do love giving as a man too what do you think about that @Lila9 , girls where am from are traditional house wife type they dont know much and they can't do much the way i imagine my relationship now is that i want a successful girl i can provide everything for her no problem but i want her to be successful to have a good character also girls with passion are much more attractive to me like when i see a girl that love art and yoga or love music id love her much more and there will be more common ground in the relationship too but build a career to do the things you love to do the most not the things that makes you most money : D and you can pick more feminine fields too

hamas want to wipe Israel from the face of the earth, that is what they actually want now they are seen as radical by a lots of people in the middle east

Hi @Asia P i hope you are doing good today since i got my first awakening at age 14-15 i can relate with that, it changed me radically, my family are so different from me now tho i love them i live away from them and i can't really live with them, i changed my whole path and really hated school i went to choosing art so i too lost many of my old interest my whole world views shifted too, took me a lots of time almost 10 years to rediscover my self and understand what have happened to me, you still need a degree of discipline in your life and you might have really hard time rediscovering your true self and true passions i struggled with the same thing also your family might be traditionally minded too it might be really difficult for you to accept your true self and move on from what you life was like well i wanna add 2 most important thing i have learned is to learn to trust my self and follow my heart or my bliss whispering in obi one voice "may the force be with you", "feel the force"

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