EdgeGod900

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  1. @evgn Bro leave your small town already... FUCK. I honestly would work as a minimum wage worker in a BIG CITY, over having a dream job in a DEGENERATE SMALL TOWN. Once you move to a big city, you will forget about your ex. Your ex who's a 10 in your BRAIN DEAD SMALL TOWN, is only a fucking 6 in a city. City girls have way hotter women. If Leo hates Buddhism and Buddhist because of how much he was gaslit by them, then I fucking hate small towns(500k pop. or less) and all its fucking inhabitants. I hope that they all get AIDS and burn in hell. These fucking people are a big part of what ruined my childhood. These people are closed minded, judgemental, tribalistic, ooga booga brained fucking degenerates. Fuck them all. I guarantee that once you go to a big city, you would even stop going to this forum. Because you'll find so many wise and smart people in the metros.
  2. Long sessions might be a waste of time FOR YOU, but NOT FOR ME. Its cool that you, Owen, and Leo seem to have the same genetics when it comes to handling meditation. I remember I used meditate around 2h of meditation daily; 1 hour of Do Nothing meditation in the morning, 20 min (Do Nothing or Mindfulness Meditation) before lunch, 10-15 mins of mindful eating lunch, 20 min (Do Nothing) after my afternoon studies, and then another 20 mins of Do Nothing when I get home. I did this conistently, and by the 4th or 5th day, my body just started to do it. Literally after doing my chores and responsibilities, my mind would just start to Do-Nothing subconsciously. It also did have practical benefits. I was able to articulate myself better, learn the subjects in school better and with focus, my programming productivity increased, etc.. I had to stop because of two things. First, it freaked me the fuck out. I started to feel the state of not knowing. I was extremely perceptive of everything but it freaked me the fuck out because I felt like i didn't know what/why things in my consciousness are the way they are. Second, my family and everyone around me start to notice that I'm literally Doing Nothing, so they started to think that I was wierd and that I should occupy myself(And I didn't want to look wierd or make them think I was on drugs or something). Key Takeaway: - You personally might not benefit from it. But don't assume that its like that for everyone -Maybe try other types of meditation. I personally find that breathing shit kinda wierd. But to be fair I've unconsciouly/naturally been doing the "Do Nothing" mediation since I was a little kid. -Some people can find the true nature of reality by meditating; leaving them in a state of not knowing, which scared the fuck out of me in my case.
  3. This is Leo if he never left Russia.
  4. He "sprinkled" it on the proceeding exercises. Use it in helping you formulate the answers for the upcoming exercises(ie.Under "Finding your Life Purpose " header). For extra clarification I contemplated all possible careers that prioritized my strenghts. I also googled careers that people/blogs/websites thought required my top strenghts. Chat gpt as well, to get more "sample." Not explicitly in that specific video. But the next videos/exercises he did. Bro that guy is clearly stage red. Leo's course only works for people atleast stage orange. Maybe blue.
  5. @Princess Arabia @Bazooka Jesus @Juan @Yali I love how this thread turned into this πŸ€£πŸ˜‚πŸ€£πŸ˜‚. One of the funniest moments I had in this forumπŸ€£πŸ˜‚πŸ€£πŸ˜‚ Can't do this type of shit in other forums.
  6. @Yali Depends. If you can appreciate someones dick WITHOUT GETTING A HARD ON, then you're not gay. I would like to also reiterate that im not gay. I love vaginas.
  7. I was joking by implying that it seemed like you were offering him to have sex with you. Not the looks, was talkin about appreciating his bone.
  8. Bro that sounds like an ominous question lmao. Honestly, if he can go to the mens locker room(at his rec league) and stares at someones penis, and says to it, "Hey, I acknowledge your presence and appreciate the way you look, but I'm not gonna get a hard on," then that's enough for him to tell that he's not bi
  9. I kinda agree with her ngl. If you like hanging out/approaching women, you'll still appreciate thw experience of her rejecting you.
  10. Gay guys are pickier with how you look tho. Sure you can tell right away if they're interested in you, but if you don't workout and take care of your health in general then... So its still a lot of work attracting guys. These are things I observed and heard off, I AM NOT GAY. I REPEAT I AM NOT GAY.
  11. Maybe 90%Straight and 10%Not-Straight. I thought Bisexual is 50% 50%
  12. But i'm the other way around tho?
  13. Does it count as being homo if I have sex with women, but fall in love with guys?
  14. @Yali True. Its just that I saw an old photo of him with a full head of hair, and it gave me a semi-chub (no homo tho).
  15. Honestly, you're face is kinda cute (no homo). Have you considered getting hair transplants?
  16. @evgn Any updates?? If you're still at a stalemate, maybe you should change your approach and really consider what people have been saying -- be patient and get your money up. Besides there's so many whores online that you're bound to find someone who looks just like your crush, from this degenerate-backwards-closeminded-wierdo galore(that is your small town), who you can jack off to. Unsolicited Advice: Always go for dumb/crazy girls, unless you're some beta cuck who likes to be manhandled by their girl. Also dumb girls are very gullible, so you can tell her that swallowing your cum has anti-aging properites and she'll believe it.
  17. Why did I make meditation, doing psychedelics,etc get me closer to GOD. But other activities like socializing, hobbies,etc, that I created, get me further away from him????
  18. We're good.I found the answer. Answer: Because also doing non-egoic activities means that you're expanding your lifestyle, therefore more holistic/Godlike. Proof: Assume activities Γ€ and lifestyle ΔΊ, so Γ€ ∈ ΔΊ. Suppose null Ø is God. Then Egoic lifestyle ℇ and Non-Egoic lifestyle Ŋ, such that ℇ βŠ‚ Ø & Ŋ βŠ‚ Ø by definition of null. And ℇ βŠ‚ Ŋᢜ and Ŋ βŠ‚ β„‡αΆœ, so ℇ β‰  Ŋ. Also, ℇ < ℇ + Ŋ . It follows that ℇ < ℇ + Ŋ < Ø. Therefore ℇ+ Ŋ is closer to God than just ℇ. PS: Not a strict proof format just having funπŸ˜‹
  19. @Alexop 1st world countries are just "icing on the cake" for those who are wise and have a life purpose. I've experienced living many years between 1st world and 3rd world countries, and the amount of fools to wise is still 90% to 10% approx in both worlds. From my experience, I'd even argue that there are way more wiser people in the 3rd world countries, because they have to face hardships more often and at a younger age. They're also not as spoilt with the excess materialistic fruits of superior politics.
  20. I can verify that I can start to see the "border of the container" by doing these activities, but why do they make you realize such a thing?? I can verify it but I don't understand it. Is it just it is what it is??
  21. @cetus @gettoefl @Yimpa Yall are a bunch of 🀑🀑🀑.
  22. I mean Leo's video, "How to Study" was what got me some scholarship money so you might like it. Cal's Deep work is just for "optimization" IMO. I need videos like( some of) Leo's that give me the big picture, otherwise I can't function without reframing everything material in a spiritual context. Hell, even his Wage Slavery video is already bordering a materialistic goal. And therefore I see people in this forum feeling stressed and pressured for not accomplishing such goal.
  23. I wonder if having no expectations at all will inherently remove the emotional challenge of life purpose. I mean a lot of us here have seen the infinity, so it just makes sense for a lot of us here to have no expectations at all no? Like as a kid I would just do a thing regardless of how difficult or risky it is, without thinking about it being difficult nor risky, and most of the time I would actually end up acheiving the thing. Without the dreaded emotional labor no less.
  24. His older self was a lot more playful. He talked with a lot more energy. He's still somewhat positive, but now he sometimes does that Jordan Peterson-like crying/vibe, which feels really heavy, making his reframes less exciting and more "sad." Not disagreeing with the fact that his older videos are very grounded, and that 90% of people in this forum should master them first before implementing his more advanced stuff. But maybe an old-Leo type of rhetoric combined with the new-Leo type of insight is the "secret formula."
  25. Abso-fucking-lutely. The bureaucracy is insane. Although I can't recommend which areas of society to focus on instead(or maybe you should stay with the school system), I can say with absolute certainty that the 2 main issues that overshadow the mainstream idea of "iTs tHe SchOOl sysTeM," are the heavy internet use and over fixation on materialism. If you are able to not get distracted by the internet(which fucks up your dopamine system) and are spiritually developed enough to see the subtle beauty in appreciating the fact that you are learning about God's creations through schooling, you will enjoy learning the content so much that you'll brush off how bullshit the school system is. I've been contemplating about this and my recommendation for changing the school system is much more radical than all yalls. No more middleschool, highschool, or college. (This will probably cause a lot of unemployment, sorry but learning is more important than you're stupid dis-passionate ways of teaching) Starting at 4 yrs old until they're 9yrs old they'll only learn 3 subjects: (Computer Technology Usage) teach them proper internet usage; to learn self studying ways to not get distracted, i.e. having time limits on internet use, only using internet at the same time every day, etc.. (Psychology and Self-help) Meditation Observing themselves while doing an activity Psychological theories Some slight metaphysics maybe -- life purpose. (English or whatever native language they speak) Helps with using the internet Socialization/ Rhetorical communication After 9 yrs old, they'll just do self study, because Everything is literally on the internet. MIT Opencourseware(for example) has way better lectures than 80% of other Universities on the same topic. For rigorously tested careers like Doctors for example, theory is self studied, residency of course needs to be actual. But they only go on campus or hospital for the exam and residency.