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@LordFallAt work, I can't do my job effectively because many clients assume I don't speak english, so instead of asking for clarifications, they try to find someone "white," so it slows the operations down. Also, just like you, some don't try to understand you and presume the things you're saying, but imagine the amount of presumptions they make when an ethnic tries to explain something complicated. THis ain't just directed at yt people, but also other ethnicites as they assume I think like people from my "tribe"

Stage Orange, stage blue. ewww. All I want is to consistently embody a life where I'm acting as if i'm the only person in this world. I can do it by meditating for long hours, before going out in public, as this literally makes no longer care if they prejudice me. I just have to meditate harder and try tripping more frequently, where I can escape the pull of acting human permanently. I'm super close to living life in a state of not knowing, where everything is just kind a like a fractal, super consistently. Almost there, and im excited. I did it in public for 2 hours, and I was getting looks, and the looks is what pulled me back down ffs. But im almost there I promise you.

Hahahaha. There's no cohesion from time intimacy, when 75% of the city's population is recent migrant. I'm for immigration, BUT GOD DAMN, its too fast and too much, and also coming from only specific nations (2-3 immigrant culture dominates it), compared to NYC (Dominicans, Italians, Jamaican, Chinese, Guyanese, etc) -- It's a lot more diverse. Also, I hate all cultures, including western ones. I've lived in a more mono-cultured part of Canada, and I hate the people there too btw. But now, living here, the frustration sky rocketed. But you can say they're the lesser of the two evils (not by much, like 99.9% vs 99.8%) because they are more open minded and individualistic, which are pre-cursors to becoming more whole. Now I tend to hang out with the americans and some canadians living here. And suprise suprise, majority of people look at me like I'm fucking crazy, because they see me hanging out with americans, black americans, canadians, and even west africans (btw), instead of people from my own "tribe"/ethnicity. Just the eastern part of the world I don't fuck with (MENA, South Asia, East Asia, South East Asia, and some Eastern europeans), just seeing the excess collectivist values makes me wince. I seriously consider shooting myself in the head right infront of them (with a smile), just to showcase that group survival is not really that important. What's crazy was that I was treating everybody in this city as an individual for the first year or 2. Then I realize these people can't see things without looking at it through the lens of tribalism(culture), so its frustrating. I have seen exceptions, some ethnic person exhibiting independence of mind, and i'll treat that person as an individual, but since majority are so caught up in ignorance that I have to treat em as a stereotypical person from that tribe. The criteria that I use are a combo of many of these (and most have to be present): clothing, tone of their voice, how they treat strangers, their body language, they're movement, they're eye movements, the thoughts in their head, the topics they talk about, etc... Ultimately, it doesn't matter its all me. I sometimes remind myself that I'm doing this to myself, and that makes me self amused. I remember one person was acting condescending towards me, so I deliberately played along by talking in a "retard voice." I was laughing to myself, and he just went quiet.

Ehh fuck all this, I don't need yalls opinion on this. Don't need anyones idea to bounce off of. Imma just contemplate the fuck outta this more -- feeling the coristol from the negative experiences I had and will have from these ignorant degenerates, and see if I come out the other end. Or not, maybe this character will just kill itself, we'll see lmao.

What connection do you see between Lasch's argument and what I wrote. Are you suggesting that the individualism I'm describing is itself a product of the same cultural conditions I'm criticizing? Also, i'm individualistic not from the culture, but from being open to people like Leo, and other radical thinkers, who really encouraged me to start thinking and questioning things independently of others. Also because of genetics, I never had an issue siding with a stranger I just met over a family member, if they're right. I jokingly said this to my friend, but I said I have my own culture, where I'm the only member of that culture. I dont appreciate that you don't really propose an explicit solution to my concern. It feels like you're just saying "Oh, take a look at the mirror." Anyways, i'm not really knee deep into mainstream politics or political issues like Palestine, Ukraine, or wahtever retardation is on the internet. I'm just focused on the issue that i am experiencing atm.

Theres many issues here: 1)Backward family culture 2)Over realiance on Leo 3)Procrastination 4)News and Internet 5)Attached to money, success, etc (Possible stage Orange shadow) I can give possible solutions to 1,2, 4 and 5. 1) Cut off family. Find ways to be financially independent from em so you can be on your own. 2) Gotta start thinking for yourself now. I suggest you come up with your own conclusions about life. 4) Insane to say, but don't even pay attention to the news or internet. Maybe just use the internet once a week. 5) Meditation/Psychdelics can fix this (also other things -- do research). Also kinda hard because face/success/status/money is a main sticking point many Middle-Eastern, Indians, and Asians kids face. Hopefully fixing 4/5 of these issues, can help you think straight, so you can focus on fixing your procrastination. Also, I suggest you get to the point were you start wincing at people who give off that materialistic, status, pretentious, superiority complex, etc type of energy.

@Leo Gura you still recommend a timed lockbox for someone who can ground themselves through meditation and by remembering their insights about reality, which helps keep them from acting on suicidal/harmful thoughts? I also live in a high-rise, btw.

@Sincerity -3 points and 3 day mute for an obvious joke/roast (she's not British)... She's not gunna sit on that pecker bro... chill Few more things: -Are you GenZ (seems very likely)? -How many reddit sub-communities are you a mod for?

@Asayake I'm witchu bro. Bryan has helped me with becoming more conscious of what I eat, how I sleep, and exercise. His nutty pudding is something I eat almost everyday. As far as conformity on this forum (it definitely gone up), just don't take em seriously and just be self amused. Leo is still nice to talk to once in a while. I also might share some new thoughts/ideas through some posts, but just give it to em, and if they don't want your non-conformist ideas, then it is what it is. Just have fun with it bro; there's a reason some people where bullied in high school. Many times they deserve it for being wierd, corny, or anythin in between.

Everyone here pretty much nailed it: Sunscreen, Moisturize, avoid the sun, supplements, etc.. I'll give some new ones: -Quality sleep -Remove/minimize stress (watch comedy, don't take yourself too seriously, you need to be able to laugh at how fucking stupid the Jew vs Palestenian conflict is, for example) -Cut Dairy (causes inflammation) -Cut sugar -Exercise -Sex (because of the above mentioned: it improves sleep, exercise (gotta beat that *meow* up), and it relieves stress) -Estrogen (from sex through your urethra when you bang chicks. Threesome with two girls can double the estrogen intake)

Alan Watts' videos are helping me so much atm. He said something along the lines of, "From now on, treat everything you do as play." Im his videov⁵ This 23 min video of his bodies the fuck outta Leo's multi hour long videos on similar issues: "How to Fall In Love with Life," or his motivational speeches -- not just in length but in effectiveness too. Leo loves to overtalk and "beats a dead horse," when he talks about things. Alan is very fun, intriguing, and somewhat concise relative to our boys style. No diss to Leo, but Alan prolly got more 🐱🐱🐱🐱 than him -- not just quantity, but also quality -- like stacked latinas or barbie looking blonde (not some wierd alt lady)--just from the way they talk.

🥷 is 🌽🌽🌽🌽🌽🌽🌽🌽

But, what do you say to the youngsters who lost ambition after going deep into this work--some, can't get their motivation back up from just someone saying to them, "just focus on your career for now"? Are they fucked? Be honest?There must be a way a specific way of re-motivating the youngsters who saw how the sausage was made. Like an anology would be: how do you recover from walking in on your fully naked mom?

I recently found this palate cleanser, as I know damn well the girls in this forum are flat as a pancake.

You gotta talk about the fun experience that you had exploring these topics. Example: Me: Have you heard of temporary reincarnation? Her: No Me: Its when you temporarily become another being. There was one time when I reincarnated as James Charles' anal bead. *this can then segway into many things* You gotta exaggreate it a bit, but you get the point.

Yeah nigga, I love cats nigga: Bro we just talking shit... Forum becoming soft like charmin stg.

Wipe yo mouth bro. His cock can't taste that good.

@Meeksauce Can you record your infield? Blurr their face and change their voice? This is a way better method of diagnosing your cold approach rather than us speculating from you post?

All we're saying is: 1940s Germans > 1999 Germans Whats so hard to understand?

Fuck you nigga 😂😂😂😂. Such a troll lmao.

Also, ease off on the Science and Rationality rants; You already explained its limitations extremely well, and if people still don't get it, they ain't gonna get it -- retards gonna retards. Also don't get any design inspiration from reddit, I don't want autism(which is like 99% of that slop is) to corrupt Leo.

Nitrous Oxide

I don't want to be on this fucking forum anymore, but I just want to say they were showing some passive aggressivness and condescention. That shit rubbed me the wrong way.

All talking points... No unique/nuanced position... Trendy topics(fine if you have a uniquely nuanced take. Never seen one)... Out of context... Cornballs 24/7... Studies them for a couple of months, but thats enough to talk deeply about em appearently... This forum > His content... Going deep, but it ain't even deep... ---‐----- Video might check here and there Fucking hate it when he puts forum shit on his blog post... A perfectly clean well, but then he throws rancid feces in it. SMH and SMD you fuckin goofies

Tnx for this. I literally bought Hundreds of dollars worth of pea protein powder sourced from china and their testing can't even detect below 1mg/kg, and Ive beem eating it almost everyday for many months. Imma just try a different blant based powder sourced from a 1st world, and known to not absorb heavy metals, or barely.