EdgeGod900

Here what I eat IDEALLY want to eat on the regular: Pussy 🐱 Creampies 🥧 Peaches 🍑 Oysters 🦪 Clams 🥟 Cake 🍰 That's it basically. -500 calories and 100g sweat. And on the weekends I might switch and bring in some variety, 🍆🌭🥒🍌-- you know the deal, but still stay in these caloric range.

God that accent is unbearable.

Ma nigga is back on youtube. L bozo pube face Ice White. I thank the guy for roasting and calling out all the fake gurus.

I live in a city in Canada where people like to stick to their own tribe (aka multi-culturalism, for the delusional retarded politicians). There are three issues I am noticing: 1) I'm noticing I get prejudiced heavily, because people assume that since i'm of a certain ethnicity that I must think like the people from that ethnicity. Sure we can't avoid such prejudice, but its like 100x in this city, and its affecting work and daily interactions in terms of productivity and emotional stress. 2) No social norms. Many don't know North American social norms and many don't even speak English well enough. Again causing productivity and emotional stress. 3) Deconstructing reality is the ultimate individualistic pursuit, and living in such a very dated fucking tribalistic environment makes navigating daily life so much fucking worse than just being a materialistic individualist. I don't know to live in this environment, when toxic green (delusional white leaders who love PR and sing "kumbaya"); toxic orange (typically kids of immigrants, who pursue success and status); toxic blue (recent migrants, and their kids who care about pleasing their parents); and some toxic red (recent migrants from certain parts known for posturing, maintainjng honor, etc) The thing USA got right was emphasizing a "melting pot," rather than this retarded "multi-culturalism." Also, not just having one group dominate immigration. Note: Many Americans living in this city feel the same way btw. I just want advice on dealing with daily living in this environment when one is such a radical individualist, and all you see is lower levels of ego-centrism upon even lower levels of ego-centrism. I wouldn't have an issue if it didn't affect me, but when it causes so much productivity issues and social friction, you can't help but to wonder, "can this character even play survival on his own terms, when the playing field isn't even allowing him to play a different game?" In a few moments imma imagine myself being one of the proponents of multi-cultrualism and having me met with bad fortune, whether my daughter getting raped, getting cancer, and everything that such character values. I want this multiculturalism advocate to fucking suffer the worse ever suffering a human can ever fucking experience.

@Leo Gura Is the "stop caring about how one feels on any given day," a thing you force yourself to do, or is it subconscious, like you just can't help but keep working on it even when you can't rationalize why you should?

I have a few concerns: 1)This implies that you must delight in the practicalities of your passions as well... right? 2) You can't just "bite the bullet" of being pragmatic about your passion to be sustainable... right? because that means you aren't reall enjoying "this moment," as you work for it... right? 3) Im asking these because they need to be connected to the "here and now." So, if you aren't enjoying the practicalities of it, then maybe your real passion is elsewhere?

Its multiple experiences/datapoints. Different cities: large and small, and even comparing it to USA cities i've visited. Come here and you'll see what i'm talking about perhaps. This experience is not just felt by me, like I said, many Canadians feel this way too, they just don't have the awareness that I do.

Its based on experience (ie. I go out and also participate lmao). Maybe it aint as bad in Australia, but don't worry I'm not the only who feels this way about this city, a handful also feel this way, but don't have the meta-physical awareness that I do, to feel it deeeper.

don't worry deep down I know its all me. But I want this character to act this way, and try a different way of living and relating to things

I have a nuanced way of interacting with people. If I can tell that you are exhibiting individualistic vibe, then i'll treat you like an individual. If you are obsessed with your "culture/ethnicity" then i'll treat you as such (See the whole posts, and you would've gotten this NUANCE.)

@LordFallAt work, I can't do my job effectively because many clients assume I don't speak english, so instead of asking for clarifications, they try to find someone "white," so it slows the operations down. Also, just like you, some don't try to understand you and presume the things you're saying, but imagine the amount of presumptions they make when an ethnic tries to explain something complicated. THis ain't just directed at yt people, but also other ethnicites as they assume I think like people from my "tribe"

Stage Orange, stage blue. ewww. All I want is to consistently embody a life where I'm acting as if i'm the only person in this world. I can do it by meditating for long hours, before going out in public, as this literally makes no longer care if they prejudice me. I just have to meditate harder and try tripping more frequently, where I can escape the pull of acting human permanently. I'm super close to living life in a state of not knowing, where everything is just kind a like a fractal, super consistently. Almost there, and im excited. I did it in public for 2 hours, and I was getting looks, and the looks is what pulled me back down ffs. But im almost there I promise you.

Hahahaha. There's no cohesion from time intimacy, when 75% of the city's population is recent migrant. I'm for immigration, BUT GOD DAMN, its too fast and too much, and also coming from only specific nations (2-3 immigrant culture dominates it), compared to NYC (Dominicans, Italians, Jamaican, Chinese, Guyanese, etc) -- It's a lot more diverse. Also, I hate all cultures, including western ones. I've lived in a more mono-cultured part of Canada, and I hate the people there too btw. But now, living here, the frustration sky rocketed. But you can say they're the lesser of the two evils (not by much, like 99.9% vs 99.8%) because they are more open minded and individualistic, which are pre-cursors to becoming more whole. Now I tend to hang out with the americans and some canadians living here. And suprise suprise, majority of people look at me like I'm fucking crazy, because they see me hanging out with americans, black americans, canadians, and even west africans (btw), instead of people from my own "tribe"/ethnicity. Just the eastern part of the world I don't fuck with (MENA, South Asia, East Asia, South East Asia, and some Eastern europeans), just seeing the excess collectivist values makes me wince. I seriously consider shooting myself in the head right infront of them (with a smile), just to showcase that group survival is not really that important. What's crazy was that I was treating everybody in this city as an individual for the first year or 2. Then I realize these people can't see things without looking at it through the lens of tribalism(culture), so its frustrating. I have seen exceptions, some ethnic person exhibiting independence of mind, and i'll treat that person as an individual, but since majority are so caught up in ignorance that I have to treat em as a stereotypical person from that tribe. The criteria that I use are a combo of many of these (and most have to be present): clothing, tone of their voice, how they treat strangers, their body language, they're movement, they're eye movements, the thoughts in their head, the topics they talk about, etc... Ultimately, it doesn't matter its all me. I sometimes remind myself that I'm doing this to myself, and that makes me self amused. I remember one person was acting condescending towards me, so I deliberately played along by talking in a "retard voice." I was laughing to myself, and he just went quiet.

Ehh fuck all this, I don't need yalls opinion on this. Don't need anyones idea to bounce off of. Imma just contemplate the fuck outta this more -- feeling the coristol from the negative experiences I had and will have from these ignorant degenerates, and see if I come out the other end. Or not, maybe this character will just kill itself, we'll see lmao.

What connection do you see between Lasch's argument and what I wrote. Are you suggesting that the individualism I'm describing is itself a product of the same cultural conditions I'm criticizing? Also, i'm individualistic not from the culture, but from being open to people like Leo, and other radical thinkers, who really encouraged me to start thinking and questioning things independently of others. Also because of genetics, I never had an issue siding with a stranger I just met over a family member, if they're right. I jokingly said this to my friend, but I said I have my own culture, where I'm the only member of that culture. I dont appreciate that you don't really propose an explicit solution to my concern. It feels like you're just saying "Oh, take a look at the mirror." Anyways, i'm not really knee deep into mainstream politics or political issues like Palestine, Ukraine, or wahtever retardation is on the internet. I'm just focused on the issue that i am experiencing atm.

That's what it is. I was always like this as a child; it's back now. Its all just a choice. Not what your parents think, not what your friends think, or not what your culture thinks. I'm ready to play more soberly now. Lets have fun, and by "lets" I mean me. I'm doing it because I wanna do it. No other reason other than "I just wanna do it." Not for approval, not for money, not for pussy (well... if its for a big tittied German/Czech blonde, I'll take exceptions), or not for other survival needs. I just wanna do it. Ok then Imma do it. What do you want? Like seriously? WTf do you want? Do you want to do what you want? Ok then do it lmfao. What you waiting for my nigga? Stop waiting, and just do it. If you get distracted or lose "steam," after posting this--lmao--thats on you nigga. Funny af from the absolute perspective tho, God be laughin at you. You be laughin at you: matter of fact. The engagement is from the part of the challenge that you are dealing with rn. Nowhere else. Just now, and you just do it because its just something you wanna play. Just realized Eckhart Tolle has a book about this -- "Power of Now." Same shit, different toilet I guess. Modern equiv of samurais, and other ancient warriors, are the "Delta Force," Or "Seal 6."

Theres many issues here: 1)Backward family culture 2)Over realiance on Leo 3)Procrastination 4)News and Internet 5)Attached to money, success, etc (Possible stage Orange shadow) I can give possible solutions to 1,2, 4 and 5. 1) Cut off family. Find ways to be financially independent from em so you can be on your own. 2) Gotta start thinking for yourself now. I suggest you come up with your own conclusions about life. 4) Insane to say, but don't even pay attention to the news or internet. Maybe just use the internet once a week. 5) Meditation/Psychdelics can fix this (also other things -- do research). Also kinda hard because face/success/status/money is a main sticking point many Middle-Eastern, Indians, and Asians kids face. Hopefully fixing 4/5 of these issues, can help you think straight, so you can focus on fixing your procrastination. Also, I suggest you get to the point were you start wincing at people who give off that materialistic, status, pretentious, superiority complex, etc type of energy.

@Leo Gura you still recommend a timed lockbox for someone who can ground themselves through meditation and by remembering their insights about reality, which helps keep them from acting on suicidal/harmful thoughts? I also live in a high-rise, btw.

@Sincerity -3 points and 3 day mute for an obvious joke/roast (she's not British)... She's not gunna sit on that pecker bro... chill Few more things: -Are you GenZ (seems very likely)? -How many reddit sub-communities are you a mod for?

@Asayake I'm witchu bro. Bryan has helped me with becoming more conscious of what I eat, how I sleep, and exercise. His nutty pudding is something I eat almost everyday. As far as conformity on this forum (it definitely gone up), just don't take em seriously and just be self amused. Leo is still nice to talk to once in a while. I also might share some new thoughts/ideas through some posts, but just give it to em, and if they don't want your non-conformist ideas, then it is what it is. Just have fun with it bro; there's a reason some people where bullied in high school. Many times they deserve it for being wierd, corny, or anythin in between.

Everyone here pretty much nailed it: Sunscreen, Moisturize, avoid the sun, supplements, etc.. I'll give some new ones: -Quality sleep -Remove/minimize stress (watch comedy, don't take yourself too seriously, you need to be able to laugh at how fucking stupid the Jew vs Palestenian conflict is, for example) -Cut Dairy (causes inflammation) -Cut sugar -Exercise -Sex (because of the above mentioned: it improves sleep, exercise (gotta beat that *meow* up), and it relieves stress) -Estrogen (from sex through your urethra when you bang chicks. Threesome with two girls can double the estrogen intake)

Alan Watts' videos are helping me so much atm. He said something along the lines of, "From now on, treat everything you do as play." Im his videov⁵ This 23 min video of his bodies the fuck outta Leo's multi hour long videos on similar issues: "How to Fall In Love with Life," or his motivational speeches -- not just in length but in effectiveness too. Leo loves to overtalk and "beats a dead horse," when he talks about things. Alan is very fun, intriguing, and somewhat concise relative to our boys style. No diss to Leo, but Alan prolly got more 🐱🐱🐱🐱 than him -- not just quantity, but also quality -- like stacked latinas or barbie looking blonde (not some wierd alt lady)--just from the way they talk.

🥷 is 🌽🌽🌽🌽🌽🌽🌽🌽

But, what do you say to the youngsters who lost ambition after going deep into this work--some, can't get their motivation back up from just someone saying to them, "just focus on your career for now"? Are they fucked? Be honest?There must be a way a specific way of re-motivating the youngsters who saw how the sausage was made. Like an anology would be: how do you recover from walking in on your fully naked mom?