LSD-Rumi

At some point, I will just go to the Netherlands and supply myself well

I think If do acid today I will handle it okey. My OCD is minimal nowdays, but the problem is I don't have any acid now

By marketing yourself appearntly. Today it is much easier for one to market himself using social media but still it takes effort and time.

Hmmm I see your point now. Yeah, but Drug combinations are generally safe when the substances work in totally different way and on different receptors. "Noopept modulates AMPA and NMDA receptors and acetylcholine (ACh) transmission. Noopept boosts the level of cycloprolylglycine (CPG) in the brain. CPG is a dipeptide consisting of proline and glycine which acts as a modulator of acetylcholine transmission, and AMPA and NMDA receptors" It has nothing to do with seritonin receptors. Also, there is tons of ancedeotal evidence of people regarding the substance as "safe". Do you know how much risk I go through buying acid in my country. And watiting for weeks for it arrive. It is not about money. Maybe. But I think a gradual approach like the one I proposed maybe better IDK.

Acid exacerbated my OCD. It was always like this. I take the acid, I enjoy it then one wrong thought gets me in a never ending cycle of negative thoughts. I basically couldn't turn off my mind then I go to take some antipsychotics to relieve the stmptoms and stop the trip.

I like this one from the movie the fountain 2006. I might do it myself in the future. It is simple but carries a lot meaning especially if you did watch the movie

@JuliusCaesar I have done a few trips. Maximum dose was 250 ug. I had a lot of bad trips because of my mental illness (OCD). This is my background with psychdelics. Oh yeah and I tried 5 meo and dpt recently but I didn't let go. I was truamatised by my mental illness that I couldn't let go. Strangely acid felt much more forgiving and insightful than 5 meo, I don't know why Leo so obsessed about it. Maybe I didn't have a proper experience yet. I don't want to do psychedelics until I feel I am strong again.

I don't want to make it any longer. I just want to potentiate the acid when I want and when I feel I am ready. That can be quite handy especially for beginners like myself. It lengthen the trip by only an hour or so.

@omar30 Dude, Stay away from stocks until you have more than 100k to invest in big and solid companies. Just stay away from these stuff and from crypto. Focus on more solid and grounded ways to generate money.

Dude, average is everywhere. Average doctors, engineers, peots, philosphers, life coaches,,etc. Average doesn't mean you are working at Starbucks. You are romantisizing dude. Tesla like any other company has a lot of average workers. It is not like they are all geniuses or something.

Nope. I don't think he geneuinly cares about his workers. It is just that our socities are developed enough to protect us from greedy bussinessmen and sometimes they even fail in doing that. of course he will care about you, you are a valuble asset for him. Just like a slave owner care about his strongest slave Yeah I love that too. That's great, but that's not my point. I am talking about average workers, not elite workers it is about accoplishment and feeling that you are doing something big. It is an ego high essentailly. But it is also about money.

I meant he would work you to death if he could. Musk is not that loving, he is just a bit funny and relaxed.

@StarStruck Don't go too far with your fantasies. Musk is not pure by any means, he will work like a mule if he needed to. Bill Gates for example is a much more mature person than Musk. But people like Musk because he is more social and funnier.

It is a test that any hospital will do. Just convince your doctor that you'r concerned about your levels of heavy metals (he will try to convince you that it is not important, lol)

It can become handy if for exmple I start with a low dose ( say 100 ug) and then after establishing myself, I can take this substance to potentiate the effect.

I am just encourging you to take action

Save resources? Weak acid? potentiate acid mid or late in trip? P.S: your comment made a bit angry tbh

@at_anchor Start by taking a job and renting your own home. Don't surrender to such submissive thoughts! be a fighter!

Start your healing yourself by making sure you are independant and away from such people. This is essential, then you can able to start letting go of the past. This is your top priority to get away from those bad people. You cannot do any serious healing while in a bad in evironment. And I also wanted to say that It won't be an easy process. You will have to face a lot of uncomfortable and negative feelings. expect no less than a year of constant shadow work and therapy to eliminate the bulk of the trauma. But the problem is that most people are not serious enough about healing and they want to keep the victim mindset and keep repeating stories about how everyone hurt them. You don't want to be that person. keep your focus on the future and on yourself. Forget and forgive the past, bad things happen in life. This is how your attitude should be. Focus on healing not on the trauma and the stories.

@JuliusCaesar Yeah I was so hyped to try it but was so disappointed with the actual effect. Then I read online that it works in a different way than traditional racetams. High potency doesn't mean anything if the effect is weak.

@something_else I didn't mean either of those things. Keep your personality but just learn to be stronger. There is not actually any interfernce between those two things.

@Kalki Avatar what you're referring at as your "authentic self" is actually your weak beta self. Betas love to go back into the easy way, of being nice and friendly. I face this problem with myself. But I keep ignoring it. All masculinity is easy to master once all the mental blockages are removed.You should add to your pick up practice, some sort of therapy to relieve yourself from any bad limiting beliefs or some sort of trauma.

You start, therapy, healing, meditation, shadow work and in a few years, you are as good as new and even better. Don't underestimate the healing abilities in Humans. We cen heal our psychological wound, just like we heal our physical ones, it just needs more time and effort. Most likely now, you are not taking healing as a serious stuff, where it should be one of your top priorities Stop thinking in the past, let it go. Foucs on yourself and how you should heal yourself to have any chance at happiness and peace.

@Leo Gura Why do you think Elon dragged himself into this mess? Was he just fucking around and then was forced to buy twitter?

@JuliusCaesar yeah chronic use might be bad but a single dose here and there will not make a difference. And Also, Noopept is the weakest racetam ever, it is even not considered a true racetam.