LSD-Rumi

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  1. Of course, I know they are not stupid. I just want to make it more gentle
  2. Oh God, I finally did it. I feel safe now, I am so happy. Last week I was suicidal, now I am in heaven. Thank you God, you finally save me.
  3. I just have experienced the strongest awakening ever, The interview will be awesome.
  4. If anyone is interested in discussing the origin and the pharmacology of this substance, just DM me
  5. @Leo Gura You seriously should consider taking this substance. You always complain from low energy and fatigue, this substance is suitable for this. I literally have the energy of five men and my mind is working at its maximum capacity.
  6. In Jordan, middle East. Girls in my city are conservative. I will trt moving to the capital, girls are much more secular there.
  7. What you suggest doing? I try to hide my sexual intent, maybe because I live in a conservative society.
  8. I will discuss of one of the negative traits in Leo mentality. I think he trust himself too much sometimes and refuse to listen to people or rapidly ignore them. recently, I commented on a post critisizing Leo, I said he should open his mind to use an additional style of shooting videos. I suggested he should present his ideas in front of people and record it. I claimed it would be more engaging to the viewer and much more enrgetic. I warned him at the end of the comment and even suggested that he would respond to this comment by saying something a long the lines of " My teachings is too advanced for such things" and as I expected he answered by saying, maybe you should not watch my content if you get bored from it, lol. I said " I have watched 100s of hours of your fking bald head" Also, there is another point I would like to discuss. Leo practically cancelled himself and limited his teachings for only thousands of viewers. He would be much more popular and reach much more people if he limited his more advanced stuff behind a paywall, like 10000 usd course. It would have prevented people who are not ready and those who doesn't have a successful lives from watching such content and focusing more on practical stuff.
  9. I meant reread this post, not any other one.
  10. I answered to this argument, please reread my post
  11. Hi I want to discuss a recent event that happened with one of the forum members here. He basically sent a message to me asking for my experience with acid. I told him multiple times I was mentally ill now and I cannot discuss this now. Anyways I decided to talk to him. I started discussing some of the strange thing I experienced. I felt a certain feel of ego inflation to be honest, but I was depressed and mentally ill and I was in a very bad state. Anyways, he said meh this is nothing. I know he was tessting me but I wrote, you are either advanced or a an idiot. He said that he was testing me and I failed. He was harsh in general in his style. I wrote to him that you need to be more gentle and I was mentally ill and not in my best attitude. Anyways, recently I made a post discussing some material I discoveres called PEA. he wrote to He doesn't trust anything I wrote in avery harsh way. I said to him I am mentally ill but I am not a child rapist, and that he needs to be more gentle with people. I also wrote that people should do their own research before they try it. To be honest, he hurt me a lot consider I was very sensitive in that period. Now in this state I am in, I feel awesome and confident, so I sent a message to him, explaining my experience and advicing him to be more gentle. He didn't say anything and left the conversation. So my question is, how can a person be so spiritually develop and be an asshole in the sametime. I know it is not necessarly related but the more work I don in spirituality, the more related I think they are. So what do you think guys? TLTR: A guy in this forum was an asshole to me, and I am confused.
  12. I just hit on a girl in a coffee shop, she resisted in the beggining but she gave up eventually, and gave me her facebook ( girls are some what conservative in my country). We will say how it goes, if she decides to respond to me or ghost me, but I am sure she took a very positive impression about me, I was so charismatic. pick up is so easy when you have the right mentality. this is the girl she is the one with the purple clothes, she is 7 at least.
  13. @Holymoly you can replace haramine with a synthetic maoi, I think it is better because syrian rue tends to induce nausea and vomiting.
  14. @Kingston no i have raken it just 3 times now with 2 days apart each time. The massive effects I felt was from the first dose. I think the effects can last for weeks, I will report back. It can also be a healing experience when you take it. It provides a lot of warmth.
  15. Once I was stabbed in the heart and I really felt it. Another time I was shot and I felt too. And the last one, is I imagined being a soldier and we were trying to seige a castle. We were climbing a ladder, when soldiers poured hot oil on us, luckily I didnt feel this one Anyways, the strange things, I was feeling very peaceful when I was killed, I didn't resist the pain, and I was looking through my eyes while I was lying on the ground waiting for something to happen but I waked up. I know death is not real, you just chnage the channel, but I hoped I experience this thing. I think too, that these things were in my past lives, maybe and maybe not.
  16. Someone answer my quesion pls
  17. @Yimpa no there are a lot of other similar substances from the same family that I didn't try yet. Some are less potent. Examples. 3meo pcp, 3ho pcp, 3ho pce.
  18. I took some of this amazing substance, maybe 20 mg. The warm euphoria is covering me. All of my anxiety is gone, I feel safe. Now the psychedelic effect starts to take over. It is not that strong, maybe because I am on anti depressants. Anyways, I get the classic insights where I see the real substance of the world, consciousness,nothingness love and infinity. Then I say I am God, and I start remembering how I am really God and how I am actually living inside my mind, not on some planet. I see how all my pov is actually infinite. Then I start letting go. I started to get twisted over myself, now I am up side down, it is uncomfortable feeling but I allow it to continue, the twisting continues and the expansion beging. I felt I was about to experience ego death, but it didn't happen at the end. Basically I am enlightened now, but it is weak enlightenment, I experienced much stronger effects on acid Now I feel, so enrgetic and happy. The effect of this drug is amazing. I feel safe and powerful. I can take over anything but I am also very rational and catious so it is not mania.
  19. Shit. Then it was a heavy dose then. I read it wrong. Bur it didn't feel heavy at all. It ws the most gentle substance I have ever tried.
  20. You guys still debating? Just stop the mental masturbation and move on. I think there should be a rule in this form, like you are not allowed to exchange arguments for more than2 or 3 times, lol.
  21. It wouldn't be any less valuable than any solo video, but it will be much more enrgetic. Leo needs some energy dude. His bald head sometimes hypnotize me, lol. We need to see something else.
  22. @aurum Dude, I didn't rape her, harress her or even hurt her emotions. She was laughing all the time I was talking and making jokes. Maybe you need to stop to doing uncessary projections on to others. I think if she didn't have a boyfriend or if it was not so conservative (she refused to even shake my hand), I would have her by my side now, loool.
  23. It is not about that. I don't personally get bored. Pls reas my post to the end. You did the same as Leo dismissing my comment before even reasing it, lol.